MasukEveryone in our pack thought Alpha Rowan and I were the perfect mates. Every winter, the river along the northern border froze over, giving rogue wolves a way into our territory. Rowan led the patrols himself. Most years, he stayed until after New Year’s. For three winters, something had kept me from joining him. The first year, his mother was poisoned with wolfsbane. I fought through a blizzard to save her and lost the pup I had carried for five months. The second, a rogue ambush left more than a dozen patrol wolves wounded. I stayed to treat them and missed my chance to travel. The third, I learned my grandmother was dying just as I was about to leave. This year, a few weeks before New Year’s, I found out I was pregnant again. I told no one. I took the healer’s report north, hoping to surprise Rowan. Outside his border residence, I saw a three-year-old boy sitting on his lap, calling him Daddy. The woman beside the fireplace brought over a freshly baked cake. “Won’t your Luna be angry when she finds out?” Rowan shook his head, perfectly certain. “I’ll make it up to her. She loves me too much to leave.” I stood outside with one hand over my still-flat stomach. The report I had brought him slipped from my fingers into the snow.
Lihat lebih banyakThe next New Year’s Eve, I met Rowan at the royal ferry landing.Gabriel and I were taking Ivy to my aunt’s winter house. Rowan had come for his holiday visit before heading north to Noah.Ivy reached for him as soon as she saw him.“Hello, little sprout.”He lifted her carefully, letting her pat the carved wooden wolf tied to his coat.“Noah made that,” he told me. “With considerably more enthusiasm than accuracy.”The wolf had one enormous ear. I smiled.Our visits had become predictable. Sometimes awkward, sometimes warm, always arranged in advance. He returned Ivy when he said he would. If the border roads closed, he called before we were left waiting.Those things mattered to her.They did not restore our mating, and he no longer behaved as though they should.Gabriel checked the ferry board.“We have ten minutes. I’m getting pastries. Any requests?”“Something without cinnamon,” I said.He raised an eyebrow. “A challenge. I accept.”Rowan watched him go.“Are you happy?”“Yes.”T
My daughter was born in late summer.Nina stayed on my left. My aunt stayed on my right. When the healer laid the baby against my chest, the whole room seemed to narrow to her warm cheek and furious little mouth.“Hello, Ivy,” I whispered.I had chosen the name myself.Rowan met her the next afternoon, at the time we had agreed. He washed his hands twice and looked almost frightened when I showed him how she liked to be held.He cried quietly.I watched him without wishing the sight belonged to a different life.Gabriel arrived later carrying dinner for four and a bag of clean laundry. He didn’t ask to hold Ivy until I offered.Over the months that followed, he became someone I looked for at the end of the day. We argued about books, walked along the river, and learned to eat supper one-handed while the other person held the baby.He had work of his own, friends I hadn’t met, opinions that occasionally annoyed me. Our lives came together slowly enough that I could see what I was choosi
Elena POVA package arrived from the northern settlement in early spring.Inside was an old draft of a letter and a note from Mara.He wrote this before sending the final version to Blood Moon. I kept it because I thought it proved he had chosen me. I was cruel to you about the name and the amulet. I knew what they were. I’m sorry.I don’t expect you to answer. This should never have been mine to keep.The letter was dated five days after I lost my first baby.I received the dispatch about Elena. The border is quiet enough for me to return, but Mara’s fever hasn’t broken and Noah is weak. Mother and Elena’s father are with her. Elena will understand. I’ll write when things settle here.I read it twice.I had known he knew about the miscarriage. I hadn’t known he could have come home.For years, I had imagined an impassable road, an attack, a duty that made returning impossible. There had been sick people near him and a grieving woman far away. He had chosen the people whose need he cou
RowanI stayed in the royal district for four days.Elena declined the flowers. She declined the meals. The mediator accepted my details and gave me an appointment for the following week.“There is no appointment available sooner,” she said.At Blood Moon, people rearranged their days when I entered a room. Here, I was a man asking for a time slot.Then the message came from home.Noah had been feverish for two nights. The healer was monitoring him. He kept asking when I would return.I packed immediately.At the inn door, a court clerk recognized me.“I saw your former Luna at the riverside this morning. Vale was showing her the houses there. Perhaps she’ll be moving out of her aunt’s soon.”I stood with my bag in my hand.I told myself I only needed to find out where she was going. I had a right to know where my child would live.By the time I reached her aunt’s house, Elena had gone to work.I waited.When she returned, it was nearly dark.“I thought you were going home,” she said.


















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