MasukAs soon as I walk pass the border into Red Moon territory, the atmosphere changes. It is not the same one that I am use to anymore. The tension in the air is undeniable, as I keep walking in, my heart pounding vigorously in my chest.
Every step leads me closer to a destiny I know nothing about, one I was not allow to write but force to feature in. I soon hear faint footsteps approaching me, but I keep walking pretending not to notice. Two hands grab me from behind, maybe three. The smell of iron and musk hits me before the voices do. “Don’t fight,” one of them says. His tone isn’t a threat. It’s routine. Something he is now use to. I don’t bother struggling. I could, easily. But I don’t. Not yet. We walk through a narrow path that marks the heart of the Red Moon Pack. Everything is still in place, same as I remember. It is fill with cold stones, banners blackened by years of rain, and sounds of chanting coming from the temple. We soon stop, I raise my head and in front of me is the High Council sitting in a semi-circle, putting on dark robes. They look like they've been expecting me. They’ve been waiting for me. “Bring her forward,” one of them commands. The guards push me hard to the floor, making me kneel in the center. My knees ache from the push, I lift my chin and the smell of blood hits me. Making me dizzy which is odd. The leader of the council, a gray-haired man with eyes that look like cold smoke, steps down from the dais. “Raya of the Rogues,” he says, his voice echoing. “Child of the Lunar Bloodline.” I don’t answer. He circles me once, then twice, like a vulture studying a dying thing. “The Council acknowledges your return to sanctioned territory. And, by decree, you are hereby bound in blood to Alpha Rex of the Red Moon Pack.” The words are formal, but the undertone makes my stomach twist. Bound. Not married. Bound. Two witches merge from the dark, holding silver bowls filled with sparking liquid. I can feel the energy pulsing from its old magic, the type that won’t ask for permission. I try to stand, to run away from this place, but the Councilor’s gaze holds me in place. I can feel his power pressing down on me, heavy and cold. “Proceed,” he says. One of them cut open her palm with a ceremonial blade, allowing her blood to fall into the bowl. Then she gestures for me. I paused for half a second before stretching my hand. The blade bites, clean and deep. My blood mixes with hers, the silver liquid rippling and darkening. A low vibrating sound fills the room, and I can feel the spell taking root. The witch dips a feather into the blood mixture, then paints a mark across my collarbone, an old rune of ownership. Then she speaks the binding words, “Blood to blood, name to name. Raya, sealed to Rex of the Red Moon.” Something inside me jerks. My breathing stops and I feel something tightening around my ribs. The energy moves throughout my body, hot and invasive. My vision blurs, and all I can see are flashes of light and shadows, twisting together. The sound of my own heartbeat drowns out everything. When it stops, I’m on my knees again, gasping for air. The witches step back, bowing their heads. “It is done,” the Councilor says. I still feel their gaze on me as the guards lead me out of the temple. The rune burns faintly against my skin, a reminder of my fate. Only one thought keeps ringing in my head, “this is just the beginning,” We soon arrive at the Alpha's quarters. I feel strange walking through the walls of my enemy's home. The guards ask me to walk faster, and each step brings me closer to achieving my goal. When the doors open, the air around feels darker than it is outside. It feels familiar. My eyes adjust to the dim light from the flickering fire in the hearth, when I walk in. Papers and maps scatter the desk, and the curtains close, keeping the moonlight out. There he is. Alpha Rex. I don't seem to notice my present yet. He stands by the window, shirt half undone, his skin pale beneath the faint glow. The strange energy radiating from him draws my attention. It is a very dark, violent wave, coming off him like smoke. As if the air itself shrinks from him. He senses me and turns sharply, his movement calculated. His eyes locks on mine, and for a brief moment, everything inside me stops. I recognise that face. That jawline. That faint scar running along his throat. That same quiet danger in his stare. It’s him. The stranger from the bar. The one who I can't seem to forget. My stomach turns. He looks just as surprise as I am, but he does a better job at hiding it. “What are you doing here?” he ask. I open my mouth to speak but nothing. I stare at him, still very shock. He walks forward but his body falters. His hand goes to his side, and I catch the faintest wince before he straightens again. “Are you fine?” I ask before I can stop myself. “It’s none of your business,” his voice thunders. I know it's not nothing when the black aura flashes again. I don't know what it is but it's really killing him fast. I step closer to him cautiously. “That thing, it doesn't look good and I think it's eating you from within.” He roll his fist into a ball. “And you are a doctor or what?” “I can see it,” I answer slowly. “I can feel it pulling a lot of energy right out of you.” He let out a dry, bitter laugh. “Are you here to mock me or what? To see your great Alpha Rex fall. Is that why you are here?” “That’s not what I…” “Save it,” he cuts in. “Leave now!” His voice contains so much anger, but still had a crack underneath it, I catch something else. Pain. Weariness. “You must be full of yourself to think I want to stay here,” I say finally. He looks at me, eyes flashing. “Then leave! Or do you want to sleep with me again?” My blood boils as the words left his mouth. A night that meant a lot to me, is nothing but a pass time to him? “You are insane to think I will ever let you touch me again,” I reply angrily. “Who are you to decide that when your body obeys me?” he asks me, his eyes sparkling with mischief. “Keep dreaming.” I scoff. He moves closer, enough for me to hear the sound of his heartbeat. With the tip of his fingers, he brushes strands of hair from my face. My body goes still at the touch, every muscle tight. I can feel his energy brushing against mine now, threads of darkness winding with the faint silver light beneath my skin. He steps back abruptly. “You don’t think your body agrees to that.” “Jerk!” I whisper, under my breath. “Why him? How did I let myself go?” Here I am standing in front of the stranger I slept with. The man whose scent I still dream about. He is also the same man I swore to destroy. I feel lost. And somehow, the bond in my blood is singing his name. Rex.I stand there, watching him leave the room. My chin trembles, like I am struggling to catch my breath. The door closes loudly, the sound echoing in my head.I stumble back to the bed and sit on the edge. I stay there, blankly staring at nothing, tears sliding down without permission. I don’t even bother to wipe them.How did he find out? How did Rex know I’m pregnant? I think to myselfMy hands move to my stomach. It’s still flat, still mine, but there's life there. A small, uninvited heartbeat. I don’t know how to react to all this. Should I be angry? Scared? Or maybe both.He doesn't even care? I thought he wanted a baby? Or is it because I'm not his first mate?My thoughts circle like smoke. I remember being in the garden last night, touching the flowers, tracing their edges under the moonlight. Then the vision hit me out of nowhere and I recall that night. That cursed night.I saw it all again, the way he touched me, the heat of it, the moment I felt something dark watching from t
Raya stands by the bed, her eyes burningholes through me. She's got her hand on her stomach, gentle, almost protective. I don't look for too long, I just keep my voice sharp and cold.“I can't let you have my child.”The words feel heavy to say, but I force them out. It’s better to be cruel than to allow her to be close to me.“What?” She raises her eyebrows, like she don't understand what I say.“You heard me.” I slowly walk closer to her.“You can not mother my child.”Confusion twists her face. Maybe she thinks I will take back my words. She waits but I don't.“Why?” she finally asks.I let out a short breath, shake my head. “You don’t have the right to question me, Raya. You just do what I say.”Her chin lifts a little. There’s fire in her eyes now. “No. I won’t. We both did this, Rex. You and I. And now you want to throw it all on me?”Her voice cracks slightly near the end, but she doesn’t back down.“We’ll share this responsibility,” she says louder.The way she says we, make
The maid’s eyes are still wide with excitement when she leaves to prepare my bath. I sit on the edge of my bed, hands pressed against my belly. The room feels too small. The sound of water being poured into the wooden tub breaks my thoughts. Steam fills the air, soft and fragrant with lavender. I stand and walk toward the bathroom slowly, my legs trembling with each step. The maid bows her head when I come in. “Don’t tell anyone,” I say in a low tone. She looks up quickly. “I swear, my lady, no one will hear of it. Not a soul.” “Good,” I say. My voice sounds calm, though my chest is shaking. “From today onward, you’ll serve only me. Whatever I need, you’ll bring. Whatever you see, you’ll keep to yourself.” Her face lights up. “Thank you, your highness. I won’t fail you.” I nod and wave her off gently. “Go on. Prepare the bath, then you can leave.” She helps me undress, her hands trembling a little, then leaves when I step into the tub. The warm water touches my skin and I
I stay on the bed, rolling back and forth on it like what feels like hours. I try to stay still but I can't, I see his face every time I close my eyes. The event of the day stays with me throughout, Rex’s confrontation and Kael’s disappointment.The two of them look at me like I'm a fragile object, to be look after closely.I feel my heart pounding like it's about to burst, I put my hand against my chest trying to slow the pace. I am happy.I should feel miserable. But a little part of me feels proud.But a small part of me… feels proud. I finally stood up to him. To Rex. I finally told him off without trembling. Without backing down, for the first time since I came into this pack, I felt like me again. The old Raya. The one who didn’t let anyone walk over her.Still, the victory tastes bitter. My lips are dry. My throat feels raw. I keep thinking of his face when I called him out low. Something flickered behind his eyes. Regret maybe, or pain. I'm not sure. But I don’t care. At least
I lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling, wondering what Raya was doing.“Why have I been thinking of her these past few days? She is beginning to have an effect on me and I don't like it.”I shake off the thoughts and head outside to the training field, it's my personal space, a place where I feel peace. I need to quiet the voices shouting in my head since morning, my wolf feels tired and weak.I step out of my chamber, the air and the sunlight make me feel alive, unlike my dark and hot room. Everything is in order, the guards shifting their weight, a few warriors sparring on the far side of the yard.I’m almost at the field when I stop, a guy is talking to Raya and he’s standing too close to her. My blood boils immediately, I move closer to the stone wall near the training ground.I try controlling my breath but my chest feels like it's on fire. I can't hear what they are talking about but the look on her face says it all.“They must have history together,” I thought.I can't see th
The trip back home feels longer than usual, every step is heavier than the last. My thoughts are only making it worse. The path looks the same, but they feel empty now without Raya.Her voice is still loud in my mind, the look on her face when I ask her to come with me, hurts more than I imagine.“It's not that simple,” she says but her eyes give her all away.Raya never wears that look, when she talks about me. My wolf shifts restless inside me, it yearns for her scent, her face and everything about her.It wants me to turn back and drag her away from that place, if I have to. I remember the way she look me straight in the eyes and said No! I squeeze my fists and walk faster.The word has never been heavier than it is today. When I reach the borders, a few guards step forward to greet me.“Alpha Kael,” one of them says, bowing slightly. “Welcome, let me help you with your things.”“Get out of my way before I slice you into two!” I order, pushing past them. My time is harsh and uncall







