LOGINI watch her walk out, the sound of her footsteps resounds through the hallway until it fades. She doesn't even look back as she walks out.
Her scent still lingers as she leaves, the door stays open. Every nerve in my body wants to run after her, bring her back here and make her listen. I grit my teeth. Every muscle in me wants to chase after her, drag her back, make her listen. I don't. I sat still, barely breathing through the storm that’s brewing in my chest. I don't like the fact that she can get to me like this. I also don't like the fact that my body still aches for the warmth of her skin. I turn away and grab a pen from my table, gripping it tightly until the pen snapped into two. Still holding it, I slam my fist on the table. The papers stacked there tremble slightly. Mirelle’s voice cuts through the silence behind me. I pass her, walking to the hallway. “You shouldn't be moving around,” she says calmly. “You should be resting!!” I ignore her, not wanting to hear what she has to say. “Rex,” she calls again, following. “Come back, don’t do something you'll regret." I stop and glare at her. “There is nothing to regret. I will only regret it, if I don't do what I want to do now.” I groan. Then I’m moving again. Down the hall. Past the guards who pretend not to notice my mood. My boots strike the marble floor with heavy, uneven steps. I can feel Mirelle’s presence behind me like a faint thread of calm, but I’m not in the mood for her peace. The council chamber looms at the end of the corridor. Heavy doors carved with the sigils of old bloodlines. I shove them open without waiting for permission. The sound slams through the hall like thunder. Five elders turn toward me, startled. Their faces twist into masks of control within seconds, but I catch the flicker of unease. They don’t expect me to come here angry. They expect obedience. I give them neither. “What is this madness?” I demand, stepping into the circle. “You think you can bind me without my consent?” The eldest among them, Lord Serath, adjusts his silver robe. His voice is calm, infuriatingly calm. “Alpha Rex, you forget your place. The ritual has been decreed. The blood-seal has been done. It cannot be undone.” “I didn’t ask for it,” I snap. “You dragged her into this. You forced…” “Your emotions cloud your judgment,” Serath interrupts, eyes half-lidded like he’s already bored. “This is not about desire or choice. It’s about preservation. The lunar blood cannot be wasted.” I take a step closer, my power slipping through my control. Shadows pulse at the edges of the room, responding to the anger that simmers in my chest. “You’re using her,” I say. “You’re using both of us for your games.” A younger councilwoman, pale and sharp, leans forward. “And yet your pack survives because of those games.” Her words hit like a slap. The room starts to feel smaller. My pulse hammers. “You talk about survival,” I hiss, “while you sit here playing gods.” The shadows flare brighter, licking up the columns. A few guards flinch, hands going to their weapons. Mirelle moves quickly, stepping between me and the elders. “Rex, stop,” she murmurs. Her voice is steady but her hands tremble. “They won’t listen if you lose control.” “I’m done listening,” I growl. Mirelle’s eyes search mine. “Then at least survive. For now.” The elders start whispering among themselves, low and venomous. Serath raises his hand, cutting through the noise. “The ceremony will continue. If you refuse, your pack will bear the consequence. The Red Moon will know no peace until the bond is complete.” For a moment, all I hear is my own heartbeat. Slow. Heavy. Angry. “You’re threatening me with my people,” I say. “It is not a threat,” Serath replies. “It is the natural order.” I laugh, but it’s the kind that sounds broken. “You think you can curse peace into obedience?” No one answers. They don’t need to. I see it in their faces, they can. They will. Mirelle steps closer, her hand brushing my sleeve like she’s grounding me. “Please, Rex,” she whispers. “Not here. Not now. Let’s go.” I stand there a second longer, staring down the council. I want to burn the room, tear it apart until their smug composure cracks. But then I see Mirelle’s face, pale and pleading, and I know she’s right. So I turn. The air outside feels colder. Quieter. Mirelle keeps close, her footsteps quick to match mine. “You can’t keep defying them,” she says, voice low. “I can,” I reply. “And I will.” She shakes her head. “You don’t understand what’s at stake. They’ll destroy everything you’ve built.” I stop walking and look at her. “Maybe they already have.” Mirelle sighs, glancing toward the courtyard where a few pack members are training, unaware of the storm gathering above them. “You should think of your people, Rex. Not her.” Hearing Mirelle bring her into this pulls something sharp out of me. “Don’t,” I say. “Don’t bring her into this.” “You already did,” she says softly. That silence between us stretches, heavy as iron. Then she steps closer, her tone gentler. “She’s your fate, Rex. You can fight it all you want, but it’s written now.” I pull away from her touch. “I don’t care what’s written. I won’t have anything to do with her.” Mirelle’s mouth opens, but I’m already walking away. The corridor feels longer now, darker. The curse inside me stirs, whispering like smoke in my blood. I can still feel her presence somewhere in the pack bright, infuriatingly alive. When I round the corner, I see her. She’s standing by the entrance to the hall, wrapped in that quiet defiance that always makes my chest tighten. Her eyes meet mine, and everything in me goes still for a heartbeat. Then the anger comes back, hard and fast. I feel it boiling under my skin, pushing against my control. All I can think is, she shouldn’t be here. Not in this place. Not after everything. I clench my fists and force the words out through my teeth. “You.” Her gaze doesn’t waver. “Me.” The air between us hums with something dangerous. And just like that, all the restraint I had left threatens to crumble.I stand there, watching him leave the room. My chin trembles, like I am struggling to catch my breath. The door closes loudly, the sound echoing in my head.I stumble back to the bed and sit on the edge. I stay there, blankly staring at nothing, tears sliding down without permission. I don’t even bother to wipe them.How did he find out? How did Rex know I’m pregnant? I think to myselfMy hands move to my stomach. It’s still flat, still mine, but there's life there. A small, uninvited heartbeat. I don’t know how to react to all this. Should I be angry? Scared? Or maybe both.He doesn't even care? I thought he wanted a baby? Or is it because I'm not his first mate?My thoughts circle like smoke. I remember being in the garden last night, touching the flowers, tracing their edges under the moonlight. Then the vision hit me out of nowhere and I recall that night. That cursed night.I saw it all again, the way he touched me, the heat of it, the moment I felt something dark watching from t
Raya stands by the bed, her eyes burningholes through me. She's got her hand on her stomach, gentle, almost protective. I don't look for too long, I just keep my voice sharp and cold.“I can't let you have my child.”The words feel heavy to say, but I force them out. It’s better to be cruel than to allow her to be close to me.“What?” She raises her eyebrows, like she don't understand what I say.“You heard me.” I slowly walk closer to her.“You can not mother my child.”Confusion twists her face. Maybe she thinks I will take back my words. She waits but I don't.“Why?” she finally asks.I let out a short breath, shake my head. “You don’t have the right to question me, Raya. You just do what I say.”Her chin lifts a little. There’s fire in her eyes now. “No. I won’t. We both did this, Rex. You and I. And now you want to throw it all on me?”Her voice cracks slightly near the end, but she doesn’t back down.“We’ll share this responsibility,” she says louder.The way she says we, make
The maid’s eyes are still wide with excitement when she leaves to prepare my bath. I sit on the edge of my bed, hands pressed against my belly. The room feels too small. The sound of water being poured into the wooden tub breaks my thoughts. Steam fills the air, soft and fragrant with lavender. I stand and walk toward the bathroom slowly, my legs trembling with each step. The maid bows her head when I come in. “Don’t tell anyone,” I say in a low tone. She looks up quickly. “I swear, my lady, no one will hear of it. Not a soul.” “Good,” I say. My voice sounds calm, though my chest is shaking. “From today onward, you’ll serve only me. Whatever I need, you’ll bring. Whatever you see, you’ll keep to yourself.” Her face lights up. “Thank you, your highness. I won’t fail you.” I nod and wave her off gently. “Go on. Prepare the bath, then you can leave.” She helps me undress, her hands trembling a little, then leaves when I step into the tub. The warm water touches my skin and I
I stay on the bed, rolling back and forth on it like what feels like hours. I try to stay still but I can't, I see his face every time I close my eyes. The event of the day stays with me throughout, Rex’s confrontation and Kael’s disappointment.The two of them look at me like I'm a fragile object, to be look after closely.I feel my heart pounding like it's about to burst, I put my hand against my chest trying to slow the pace. I am happy.I should feel miserable. But a little part of me feels proud.But a small part of me… feels proud. I finally stood up to him. To Rex. I finally told him off without trembling. Without backing down, for the first time since I came into this pack, I felt like me again. The old Raya. The one who didn’t let anyone walk over her.Still, the victory tastes bitter. My lips are dry. My throat feels raw. I keep thinking of his face when I called him out low. Something flickered behind his eyes. Regret maybe, or pain. I'm not sure. But I don’t care. At least
I lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling, wondering what Raya was doing.“Why have I been thinking of her these past few days? She is beginning to have an effect on me and I don't like it.”I shake off the thoughts and head outside to the training field, it's my personal space, a place where I feel peace. I need to quiet the voices shouting in my head since morning, my wolf feels tired and weak.I step out of my chamber, the air and the sunlight make me feel alive, unlike my dark and hot room. Everything is in order, the guards shifting their weight, a few warriors sparring on the far side of the yard.I’m almost at the field when I stop, a guy is talking to Raya and he’s standing too close to her. My blood boils immediately, I move closer to the stone wall near the training ground.I try controlling my breath but my chest feels like it's on fire. I can't hear what they are talking about but the look on her face says it all.“They must have history together,” I thought.I can't see th
The trip back home feels longer than usual, every step is heavier than the last. My thoughts are only making it worse. The path looks the same, but they feel empty now without Raya.Her voice is still loud in my mind, the look on her face when I ask her to come with me, hurts more than I imagine.“It's not that simple,” she says but her eyes give her all away.Raya never wears that look, when she talks about me. My wolf shifts restless inside me, it yearns for her scent, her face and everything about her.It wants me to turn back and drag her away from that place, if I have to. I remember the way she look me straight in the eyes and said No! I squeeze my fists and walk faster.The word has never been heavier than it is today. When I reach the borders, a few guards step forward to greet me.“Alpha Kael,” one of them says, bowing slightly. “Welcome, let me help you with your things.”“Get out of my way before I slice you into two!” I order, pushing past them. My time is harsh and uncall







