LOGINMilene’s POV
A year ago, I would have considered my family as top middle class. We did not own a lot of flashy cars but my family could boast of owning a few. My father ran his own company and he could have considered himself as one of the top shot business men in the city if he were to still be alive. Going to auctions and tea parties was a lifestyle.
Everyone knew the social standing of each family so I never thought there was a need to show it off but my father made every auction a big deal, bringing back overpriced items that usually ended up in the basement.
He died, leaving us with a chuck of debt to be paid. The company had ran at a lot of losses during the years and my father wanted nothing other than to desperately keep up with the high class society so he kept on going back to get loans to fund the lifestyle and just because he owned one of the fast rising marketing agencies he was given a permeat.
Now here we are dealing with one of the loan sharks, “please Arnold, just give us a little bit of time” my mum pleaded, her voice trembled “we would pay back before the month runs out”
I watched my mum fall on her knees pleading while the man looked unfazed with the scene my mother was making.
“Oh please! stop with the tears woman, your husband knew better than to come to me for loan but yet he did and I have done my part by giving your family more time than expected so now I need my money.” He growled, he took another puff of the cigarette and then looked away.
He had turned the clear air in the living room into a scent of stale cigarettes. I stood in the hallways watching while Olivia, my younger sister, stood behind me. I should be out there joining my mother to plead with Mr Arnold but she had earlier instructed us to not interfere in matters like this.
“We have a lot of atifacts that could cost a lot if they were to be sold…” my mum said again.
My parents might not know this but those things they purchased during each auction were just overpriced products that turned out to not be authentic. Even if we put them up for sale now, it was just going to cost a few cents.
I turned around to look at Olivia who had been shaking behind me, there was fear written all over her face and I could understand why because even I had seemed scared when I first experienced one of the many loan sharks. “Liv” I called her name gently trying to calm her down.
“Liv, can you please go to your room while I and mum try to send Mr Arnold away” I looked at her searching her eyes for answers, she had selective mutism and it started immediately after my father's death was announced.
She looked a little bit skeptical before turning away, heading straight to her room. I walked into the living room earning a glare from my mother and sneaky smile from Mr Arnold.
“I think we already have a solution to the issue at hand” he said, as a smile spread across his lips.
“Milene! What did I tell you about stepping out from your room?” My mum yelled but it is already too late because my feet were already rooted in the living room.
“He is not going to go away until we pay up, mum” I said softly.
My gaze travelled from Mr Arnold to my mum and then back to Mr Arnold. The only reason why I had defiled my mum is because an idea had struck me while I was listening in the hallways.
“I can run shifts at your casino so my family would be able to clear the debt we owe” I spoke up
“Are you mad?” My mother said, quickly getting on her feet making her way to me and before I knew it I could feel her palms on my cheeks.
My face burned from the intensity of the slap but that did not make me to change my mind, one way or the other we were still meant to pay up the debts. Mr Arnold was the one quiet now, watching I and my mother while the room fell into silence.
“How old are you?” He asked
“19” I responded ignoring the looks my mother was throwing at me “I will be 20 in a few months time” I said immediately hoping he would not turn me down because of my age but instead his smile grew wider.
“Just the number I am looking for” he replied and then turned to my mum “I think we have a solution to the problem already, your daughter works at my casino to clear off the debt and your family would never have to put up with any form of embarrassment coming from my end.” He said.
My mum was not having it, “I cannot let my daughter work at your casino,” she said defiantly
“Mum..”
She raised her finger in the air cutting me off “oh shut it, I said we were going to look for a way out but just like your father you wanted to act the hero.” She spoke up again leaving me in a mild state of shock.
We have been visited by one loan shark or the other since my father died and the stories my mother kept on telling them was they would be paid in due time and yet nothing has been done.
“I just wanted to help” I said lowly, my voice barely above a whisper.
“I will give you three days to think but on the fourth day, I am coming with my boys to take everything of value in this house including your daughters” Mr Arnold said dragging the attention back to him.
I watched him walk away and the moment he was out of the door my mum pulled my hair messilessly “I told you not to interfere in adult matters but you refused to listen, you want to work at Arnold’s casino so the whole city would know that we are broke and can no longer fend for ourselves.”
She pulled harder “mum please, I am sorry” I pleaded “I just thought working there would help”
“Of course, your dull brain would come up with something like that at the detriment of your family’s name” she said again as she pushed my body to one of the chairs in the living room.
Now the normal routine would have been her, bringing out a belt to whip senses into my body as she normally put it but she stood above me staring deeply “I need your skin to be at its best so I won’t touch you today” she said and then walked away.
Milene's POVNobody slept much that night. The house stayed lit long after midnight, guards moving through hallways I still didn't fully know the shape of, Enzo's voice carrying low and urgent from somewhere near the study every time I passed close enough to catch fragments of it.Angelo found me eventually in the room Mara had prepared for me, the same wing, apparently, that had been mine before the crash, though nothing in it stirred any recognition beyond that same wordless ache that seemed to follow me everywhere in this house now. He'd cleaned the blood from his lip, though the bruise along his jaw had already started to darken, and he stood in the doorway like he wasn't sure he had the right to come further without being asked."Come in," I said.He crossed the room slowly, sitting on the edge of the bed beside me, close enough that I could feel the exhaustion radiating off him like heat. For
Milene's POVThe drive back to the estate felt nothing like the first time I'd made it, months ago now, though I had no memory of that first drive to compare it to, only what Angelo had told me in the quiet stretches of the last few weeks. Iron gates. Trimmed hedges. A house too big to belong to anyone who actually wanted to live in it.None of it looked familiar. And yet something in my chest tightened the second the car turned up that long driveway, some wordless recognition my mind refused to hand over properly even as my body seemed to know exactly where we were."You don't have to do this today," Angelo said, watching my face carefully from the seat beside me. "We can wait. Regroup. Go in with more of a plan than we currently have.""Every day we wait is a day he gets more comfortable in a house that isn't his," I said, surprising myself with how steady it came out. "I want this over. However it happens."Enzo had gone
Milene's POVSecurity showed up within the hour, two men Angelo introduced only by first names, quiet, watchful presences who took up posts I barely noticed until I went looking for them and found them exactly where I expected. The apartment, small as it was, started to feel less like a refuge and more like a place under siege, curtains drawn earlier than they needed to be, a schedule for grocery runs that no longer felt casual.I didn't complain. After what Angelo told me, I understood the fear driving it too well to resent the walls closing in slightly tighter around me.The weeks that followed settled into a rhythm I hadn't expected to find comforting, but did. Dr. Alvi twice a week, gentle, patient sessions that mostly amounted to me describing fragments and him cataloging them with the careful attention of a man building a puzzle out of pieces that refused to show their edges. Dr. Ferrer once a week, watching the pregnancy progress with qui
Milene's POVI didn't sleep much that first night in the apartment, my mind circling too many questions to let my body settle into anything close to rest. Angelo had taken the couch without me having to ask, insisting on it before I'd even worked up the nerve to bring it up myself, and I lay awake in the unfamiliar bedroom listening to the quiet sounds of a stranger who apparently wasn't a stranger moving carefully around a space too small to fully avoid each other in.By morning, exhaustion had worn down enough of my guard that I found him in the kitchen, making coffee with the kind of careful concentration of a man trying to give his hands something to do besides shake."You're up early," he said, not turning around right away."I couldn't sleep.""Neither could I." He finally turned, two mugs in hand, sliding one across the counter toward me. "I kept waiting to hear you crying out. Habit, I think. You used to have nightm
Milene's POVI gave him the address of the laundromat instead of the shelter itself, some instinct telling me not to hand a stranger, even one who apparently knew the exact shape of my old grief, the exact location of where I slept every night. Teresa didn't argue when I told her the next morning, just studied my face for a long moment before nodding once."You're sure," she said."No," I admitted. "But I need to know. Whatever I find out, I need to actually know it instead of guessing.""Fair enough." She squeezed my shoulder, brief and businesslike. "I'll be in the office. You need anything, you shout."He arrived faster than I expected, less than a day after the call, which told me something about the resources a man like that apparently had at his disposal even before I saw the car pull up outside, sleek and dark against the cracked pavement of a street that had never seen anything like it before.I watched him get out from behind the la
Milene's POVI didn't call that night. I told myself I needed time, though really, I think I was scared of what picking up that phone might undo, some fragile equilibrium I'd built out of nothing but Teresa's blunt kindness and my own careful, guarded days.I carried the card with me everywhere for three days, tucked into the pocket of whatever cardigan I was wearing, tracing the edges of it with my thumb the way I used to trace patterns on tables I couldn't remember sitting at. Angelo Rossi. I said the name out loud once, alone in my narrow little room, testing the shape of it the same way I'd once tested my own.Nothing came back. No flood of memory, no sudden clarity. Just that same aching, wordless grief that had been sitting under my ribs since the first night I woke up in Nadia's care, except now it had a name attached to it, and somehow that made it worse instead of better."You haven't called," Teresa said on the fourth morning, setting my breakfa
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Milene’s POV“Stand up straight, your hips are slightly bent”I loosened my hair band so my hair could fall freely on my shoulders and then I took a peep at the other girls to see what their posture looked like so I could know what I was doing wrong.“Don’t just stare at them..” Miss Dennis barked,
Milene’s POVThe silence inside the car was heavy, almost suffocating. Angelo sat beside me, typing something on his phone with an intensity that made it clear he was used to being in control of everything.I kept my gaze out the window, watching the city blur past. The farther we went, the fewer b
Milene’s POVWhat is he talking about? I looked at my mother for answers but she turned away smiling widely at this stranger whose name seemed familiar but sketchy.“Go with him to where?” I whispered to my mother but she just ignored me but I could swear that she heard me. I should have known that







