"You're seriously going to make me wear makeup?" I asked my mother that evening, shocked and amazed at how serious things were getting.
"Yes. I'm just going to touch up your face a little bit."
"Mother,"
"Shhh. You have to look your best and give a good first impression." She shushed me.
"But-" I wanted to insist.
"Hush young lady, you know I'm right."
I clamped my mouth shut and let her do what she wanted. There was no point in arguing with her anyway.
When she was done, she marveled at the work of her hands. And even I was impressed at what she had done. I looked really good. The mild makeup enhanced my looks so well and brought out the greenness of my orbs.
I stayed up in my room, looking out from my window that faced the entrance of our estate. I was waiting to see for myself when our guests would arrive. I wanted to know the kind of car they drove as well as catch a glimpse of the man I was to marry before officially meeting him.
I sat there and waited, calming my nerves with a bowl of chips, forgetting about the dinner that was about to be had.
Unfortunately I missed out on getting a glimpse of him because River texted me just before they drove into the premises. I got so caught up in the juiciness of the conversation, I almost forgot about what was at hand.
"Oh well," I shrugged off the disappointment and waited to be called down for dinner.
The knock I was waiting for came through and I immediately adjusted my dress and fluffed my waves before opening the door with a swift smile.
"Beautiful." She complimented me. My mother did not do this often so it warmed me that she did.
"Thank you."
"Now smile and don't speak too much, unless you're asked something, okay?"
"Yes mother." I nodded.
"Let's go," she spun around and led the way down the stairs to our dining room.
I heard the clatter of fine crockery and cutlery and knew dinner had been served.
I got in and was met with familiar faces except one. I quickly said hello and then my father eagerly introduced the unfamiliar one.
"My dear, this is Leonardo Adams, the only son of my dear friend Rowan Adams."
I waved shyly.
When my eyes met Leo's for the first time, I was immediately enthralled by his looks. I had not taken a proper look when I waved the first time. He was what a lot of people would think was the perfect man. No wonder women worshipped him like a god, he actually looked like one. I almost asked him how it felt to be God's favorite.
"Hi." I said as I sat next to him at the dinner table that evening.
He ignored me. I told myself he didn't hear me and I was probably just overthinking it. That was a lie but I chose to just be delusional.
"Aurora just finished from a fashion school." My father said out of the blue in the middle of dinner, obviously trying to impress his guests especially my supposed husband to be.
"Interesting. So she's a seamstress." Leo's mother piped up, hardly any expression on her caked up face. I grimaced at her condescending tone but did well to hide my expression so I would not be deemed as disrespectful.
"A designer in the making." My mother corrected her and I thanked her in my heart for defending me. Just then, I realized that these two would have a hard time getting along. It was the norm with high society women - faking smiles and throwing mean jabs at each other in subtle and not so subtle ways. I dreaded being one of such women and unfortunately my fate was beginning to look like theirs.
"I think we should give them a chance to get to know each other." Leo's father said as the awkward silence had lasted for a long time. Leo had not said a word to me, he had hardly spared me a glance nor even looked up from his plate as everything went on. I found his ability to sit still without uttering a word admirable for some reason. Maybe he was so used to so much drama, he was now immune to it, I thought.
We walked to my favorite part of the house - the garden. I led the way to it awkwardly watching my steps in the dramatic dress my mother made me wear for dinner. It was a moonless night but the place was brightly illuminated by the security lights.
"You're not going to say anything to me?" I asked him after the silence had stretched for an uncomfortable period of time when we made it to my usual spot where I usually sat to think.
"There's nothing to say." He shrugged, not sparing me a glance.
"I-"
He huffed, interrupting me, "Listen Aria-"
"Aurora. My name is Aurora." I corrected him without hesitating. My name was precious to me, I did not want anyone ruining it.
He was however unapologetic. "Yeah that. Listen, I really do not want any of this. I do not subscribe to being with a total stranger."
"Strangers get to know each other over time but yeah, you're right. We should tell this to our parents." I answered, somewhat glad that we were on the same page and it would make things easier for us.
He was tongue tied at that point. Oh he was as scared as I was? So what was all that macho talk about? I scoffed inwardly.
He ran his hands through his hair in frustration, tousling it up but still looking good regardless. He looked at me and I looked away, busying myself with staring at the hibiscuses like they were they weren't there everyday when I woke up.
"This is not going to work. I don't think I can love you." He said in the most nonchalant way as he gave me a disinterested once-over.
He did not know it but his simple, carefree statement did something terrible to my mind. It took a very tiny piece of my heart away but the fact that an injury was small did not make it not hurt. I soon got to realize that was just the littlest bit of hurt I was to experience.
"Have a good night Leo." I said, turned and walked away. This was the end of the conversation for me. There was no getting to know each other, just a man who was plainly rejecting me before getting to know me. I blamed it on my looks. I was not pretty enough to be his bride. I was probably not even his type.
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"He did what? He's an asshole." River said furiously when I told her about how dinner went the previous night."I agree." I said. "But then it's not his fault."She shook her head vehemently, "Oh no, you're not going to blame yourself for being set up to marry a disrespectful jerk.""Maybe I'm being set up and forced on him because no one really wants to marry me." I muttered sadly."Aurora trust me, you are so beautiful, men would topple over each other for you. You just don't get out enough." River always said this. Sometimes I believed her, other times I didn't.Being a homebody meant me not wanting to go out even if I had a chance to. In my case however, I did not get a chance to."There's no point now." I was slowly resigning to fate. "Ohh," she tsked. "It's going to be alright." She came around and hugged me.I nodded. I did not actually believe that but River liked to be positive and I just wanted to avoid another pep talk. "He's kinda cute though." She said cheekily. Of cour
"We are choosing a classic wedding theme." "That is too basic Lauren." Mother disagreed with a vigorous head shake.Leo's mother scoffed, "Rose Gold is childish. We have people of caliber attending." My mother's face contorted into a deep frown, "So do we."I sat still, eyes darting between both women as they argued. I wanted to melt into a puddle. They had been at this for the longest. One person always disagreeing with the other's opinion and I had to sit through it."Can we just let the planner get it done?" I squeaked and recoiled when they both turned to me with fierceness in their gazes."My husband is paying for the wedding. So I get to work with the planner." Mother said and I cringed because of how it sounded. It was not unusual for the bride's father to pay for the wedding but in this manner where it was part of their business deal, it was just embarrassing to mention."My husband can pay for two weddings at once so shush." Leo's mother was not having it.Neither was my mo
Our wedding night was a disaster. I had waited and waited for Leo in our 'matrimonial' bedroom, draped in a robe covering the scandalous lingerie my mother had picked up for me. I sat there, fidgeting the moment he walked in. How was I supposed to seduce a godlike man in such an unattractive body? How was he supposed to even want me when I looked like a sack of potatoes?Low self esteem you might think but I had to tell myself the truth that this was a futile attempt and there was no point in trying. "I'm not going to touch you. Don't even think about it cause it's never going to happen." He said, straight to the point."I don't want this either," I said as a tear escaped my right eye. I knew he was going to say that so I did not understand why that tear had to betray me."Good.""But-" I tried to say something but of course, he cut me off."There's no discussing this Aurora. Let's not force things." "Good night then," I laid on my side, back turned away from him. "Night."Maybe
"There's the newest husband in town."Rick was at my office the moment I walked in. I grunted at his tease. He was my best man and he never missed out on the opportunity to tease me about my unexpected union. "What are you doing here? You're supposed to be on your honeymoon.""What honeymoon? We both know that's not happening." I let out a disgruntled sigh as I took off my jacket and placed it over my swivel chair."Come on man, I saw her, she's not that bad." He shrugged.I scowled, wondering what he meant by that. "How do you mean?" He shrugged again, "I mean you exaggerated how unattractive she looks. She's actually pretty, she just needs to shed all that weight.""I did not exaggerate anything. She's not my type and that's all there is to it. Don't you have work to get to?" I needed him to get out of my space. I had seen and heard enough of Aurora at home, there was no need for it to continue in the office.Thankfully he got the message and backed off, "I didn't mean to get you
"Hey Riv," I smiled tiredly into the phone, picking up after the third ring.Her smile faded as soon as she saw mine, "Why do you look so worn out?" "I just had so much unpacking to do." I lied."Unpacking? The Aurora I know would do it immediately. It's been days. Or is it the honeymoon?" She wiggled her brows suggestively at the last sentence.I chuckled, "There's no honeymoon." The truth is my mother in-law had given me a never-ending chore to clean up a dusty basement because in her opinion I wanted to busy myself so bad. I could not tell River that."Why not?" "Leo has some things to work on." I said. Leo, the same person I had hardly had a conversation with. She huffed, "I don't think I'm convinced. Is he treating you right?" I was reluctant to answer that. Was he treating me badly? Not exactly, he only was not talking to me, never smiled when I was in the room and sometimes ignored me when I spoke. That's not so bad right? I was being delusional with my thought process.
There was screaming downstairs. My ears perked up at that. I left my sketchbook and immediately stepped out, curious to know what the yells were about.My inquisitiveness made me find my way halfway down the stairs where I saw two slight brunette girls who looked very alike who were hugging my mother in-law. She smiled so widely as she engulfed them in her embrace one more time while I looked on almost longingly. Somehow I wished that she would ever hug me like that or at least smile at me.As I turned to head back up seeing that they were caught in their own bubble, I heard her call out to me. "Aurora?""Ma'am?" I answered. She had sternly instructed me to call her that and who was I to go against it? River asked me if she thought I was one of their employees and I just shrugged."These are Leo's cousins, Leah and Lira." She said, smiling in my direction for the first time."Hi..." I said with a small smile. "You're twins." I stated the obvious. They were so identical."Yes we are."
Leah was actually such a breath of fresh air. She eased me into a fluid and fun conversation. Even when I went quiet, she found a way to bring me back in.We talked until breakfast. I headed back to my room afterwards. But before lunch she was back at my door and we were talking again. I showed her my sketchbook without even realizing it."Your sketches are so pretty. Why haven't you started working on them?" She looked so amazed, you'd think Picasso showed her one of his masterpieces."I don't know..." I shrugged.How was I supposed to tell her that I was not sure if I was allowed to work? It had never been mentioned. No one seemed to be concerned about it and I did not know how to ask."You have a degree in fashion?" She asked me when she saw the photos on my social media page."Yes I do." I nod, picking at the hems of my shirt, wishing for my sewing kit that was all the way upstairs so I could fix it up."So you're free to practice..." It sounded more like a conclusion than a quest
"Dad, you asked for me?" I asked him the moment I got into his office. I was in the middle of an online meeting when he called for me to come up to his home office. "Yes son. I have an event to attend tonight and I'd like for you to represent me." He said. "Sure dad." I shrugged. I did this all the time for him so it was not unusual for him to ask me for such but what he said next threw me off. "You're taking Aurora with you," "What?" I wasn't sure I heard right. "She's always cooped up in the house, she needs to get out a little." "Dad, no." I shook my head. "I wasn't asking." He looked me straight in the eye when he said that. "But-" The words hung in my throat. The plain indignant expression he had on proved to me there was no room for further discussion. I stormed out of his office, banging the door behind me. I walked back to my bedroom. "We have a function to attend." I said when I saw her, straight to the point, clenching my jaw in anger because my father had compelle