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Pepper Ferguson POV
JFK International Airport.
Our plane just landed, and my husband Victor, who is the CEO of Gunner Holdings, Inc., shot up from his seat.
Excitement was all over him while he waited for the door to open so he could disembark.
It wouldn't be a problem since his family owned the airline.
The Gunner Holdings, Inc. also had stakes in the country's maritime industry. Aside from an airline, the Gunner family owned several shipping lines, which makes my husband a very wealthy man.
"Ma'am?" The flight attendant gestured toward the open door, and I followed him out, careful in keeping my distance because Victor always gets annoyed with me these days.
After immigration, I saw Victor walk out of the arrival area.
He quickened his steps when he heard a boy call out his name and rushed out to meet him.
"Daddy Victor!" The child squealed when he was carried into Victor's arms.
Then, his mother neared them. The sound of her stiletto heels clacking on the floor grated on my nerves.
As usual, the two of them began to monopolize my husband's attention that he failed to notice the hanging jaws of their spectators.
The sight of the three of them became fodder for gossip.
"Mr. Gunner had a child?"
"Isn't he married to his former assistant?"
Then their eyes would scan the area to zero in on me.
At first, there was confusion on their faces until a look of pity accompanied it.
As with the previous incidents, shame washed over me.
Victor is my husband. We had been married for three years.
Up until a month ago, we were fine.
But since Maggie Green, his former girlfriend, came back to town with her five-year-old son who looked uncannily like Victor, my husband began to change.
The news that the child was his quickly circulated in our circle. Everybody assumed Colter, Maggie's five-year-old son, was his.
I, too, began to suspect the rumors were true, but every time I opened the topic, we would end up fighting, and Victor would walk out on me.
Maybe, I don’t need any verbal confirmation from Victor. His actions already confirm the speculations, I thought bitterly to myself.
“I bought you a lot of toys from my trip. I hope you like them all.” Victor said and began walking. Maggie fell into step beside him while I looked at their departing figures like an outsider.
I wondered if Victor still remembered all about me.
I shook my head bitterly at the knowledge.
It seemed as if Maggie and her son already occupied all of Victor’s thoughts. I felt a twinge squeezing painfully at my chest, making it impossible to breathe as I watched my husband walk away from me, lost in his perfect family.
Carlos, Victor’s head of security, spoke beside me.
“Ms. Pepper, we need to go.” He said, nudging me from my daze.
Despite the tremors quaking my body, I braced myself, lifted my chin, and began walking out of the airport’s arrival area.
It was a struggle to walk through your shame, but I have to grin and bear it. There is no way I would let people know how my husband’s callous treatment affected me.
I feel the heavy weight of the people’s stare around me.
I knew they were judging me, as I seemed to lose my place beside my wealthy husband.
My status often invites gossip because I come from an ordinary lineage. I was Victor’s assistant when we began dating. The public believed I was unworthy of Victor’s name.
The judgment in their stares right now made me want to sink through the floor and never appear again, but I deadened myself from the pain.
We are in a public place. Even when Victor seemed oblivious that his actions caused me embarrassment, or maybe he did, and did not just care, I could feel the pity in their eyes.
I even heard one scoff and say, “That’s what she deserves for dreaming too high.”
I bit my lip, feeling a prick of tears in the corners of my eyes.
Like a fish out of the water, I began floundering until Victor’s bodyguards closed in on me and escorted me out of the airport.
I took a deep breath to shove the tears away.
Walking in the safety of my human barricades, I looked down at the floor to blot everything out.
When we reached our car, I was surprised to see that the back passenger seat had already been occupied by Victor, Maggie, and her son, Colter.
It was glaringly obvious that there was no room for me.
Maggie looked up. Her face appeared contrite as she addressed me in her fake sugary tone.
“I am sorry, Pepper. Here.”
Maggie scooted closer to Victor, and as usual, he did not seem to mind.
The comparison was glaring. If it were me, Victor would already blow his top.
“Mommy, you are squishing me.”
He pouted, which caused Victor to throw his head back and laugh.I was lost staring at the expression of pure joy in Victor’s eyes.
When his laughter died down, our eyes connected. He caught me staring at him, and I couldn’t seem to pull my eyes away.
I was mesmerized.
Victor seemed to know what was going through my head and snorted. Then, he turned his gaze away to shift it back to Colter.
I caught his drift. He wanted me to look for my seat elsewhere.
I smiled bitterly to myself when I caught Maggie’s mocking smile and the happiness in Colter’s voice.
“This is better. I only want to ride with you and Mommy.”
I heard no words of reproof from Victor. It seemed like he was agreeing to what Colter said, causing pain to squeeze at my chest.
Wordlessly, I took the front passenger seat, and the car moved out of the airport entrance.
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Pepper POV“Let’s go,” I told Colter when I noticed Victor was too far away from us.My brows furrowed in concentration when I realized that Victor seemed to know exactly where he was going.I didn’t tell him what room I booked. I only told him the name of the hotel.Now, I am confused.I watched as he walked the narrow hallway with Althea in his arms and the boys flanking his sides.My breath was caught in my throat when he stopped outside the room I rented for my proposal.He opened the door.I took Colter’s hand and tugged at him to make haste.When I stood outside the door where Victor got in, and pressed my ears to it. I was curious. I wanted to know what was happening.But I can’t glean anything.Disappointed, I pushed the door open and was surprised to see that a full party was going.My mouth parted, and my jaw hung slightly open when it sank into my head that the coordinator did not follow my instructions to take down all the decorations for the proposal. Instead of tearing
Pepper POVThere was hunger in the kiss. Affirmation, too.But what bothered me was the hesitation I felt mingled with it.I can’t stand it. The moment, though embarrassing because it was witnessed by some of the employees and visitors to Gunner Holdings Inc., should have been one of celebration.But why do I feel like it wasn’t?I pulled away from him and met his unflinching gaze with my own. My stare was full of doubts that only Victor can assuage. He was the only person who could answer all the silent questions that lingered in my head.“That’s not what I wanted, Pepper.”The response that I was dreading came off his lips, and my chest tightened. It hurts.Had he changed his mind about us?Does he think that I was not worth all the pain and the sacrifices?I looked away. I don’t want him to see me hurt.Besides, looking at him made me want to tear up and bawl my eyes out. I can’t let Victor see me at my weakest moment.I don’t want my children to see me cry.Despite all of this,
Victor POV“After ending the call from Shan, I called Pepper.“Hey, what’s up?” She asked.I couldn’t quite put my finger on it, but something in her voice tells me that she was excited and happy.It made me feel a little envious. Not that she is happy, but because someone is making her happy apart from the children and me.I knew it was not right, but I couldn’t help it. I want to always be the one who puts a smile on her face.Maybe that is what being in love meant. You want to dominate their world, but you know you cannot. And though it hurts to know that their world does not revolve only around you, there is nothing you can do about it but to accept things as they are.I shook my head.Maybe this feeling intensified because until now, I still could not get her parents’ blessings. As the days went on that Donny Ferguson refused to give me permission to marry his daughter, fear kept creeping into my head.I wanted to be the best man for Pepper, but right now, insecurity is eating at
Pepper POVKnowing that arguing with my father would be useless and that I wouldn't get the result I was aiming for, I decided to let things be for now.He won’t appreciate my efforts if I try to force the issue.Instead, I went back to my work. But I can’t seem to stay still.Victor’s face last night and this morning bothered me no end.I know that I had to do something.Instead of resuming my work, I decided to leave early.“Shan?”Shan entered my office with a questioning look.She watched as I slung my bag over my shoulder.“You are leaving?”She looked like she was mentally checking whether she had forgotten an outside appointment because of the deep frown on her face.“I need to go. Just tell Victor if ever he asks for me that I am talking to a client.”Shan nodded, still looking confused, but I was already on my way out of the office.I didn't know what my plan was until I found myself outside a famous jewelry store.I came in, and the attendant greeted me with a ready smile.“
Pepper POVCompassion assailed me.Colter had been insecure about his place in this family, but knowing Victor, he wouldn’t let his father get hold of his brother.When Colter left, I told Victor how I appreciated what he was doing for his brother.“He’s not my brother.”The denial came off Victor’s lips quickly, but I could feel from his tone that it pained him.I feel that he was trying to control himself, but at any moment his dam would burst.“How is he not your brother? He’s Benedict’s son, too.”Victor shook his head.The sadness was back in his eyes.“Benedict Gunner was not my biological father.”Victor began to tell me about his visit to his parents’ house this afternoon and the argument that ensued.I was shocked, but more than that, Victor’s revelations made me get a whole new take on what had transpired so far.Benedict wanted to punish Victor for his parents’ mistakes.“That was unfair! It was not your fault, so why would he blame you?”Of course! I would take Victor’s si







