Kyla.
The door creaks open again. I expect the nurse returning, maybe a doctor, but the figure that steps in freezes me completely.
Jake.
He fills the doorway the same way he always did a storm, a force, something too large and too overwhelming for the space he’s in. His tie is gone, his shirt sleeves rolled up, hair mussed like he’s been running his hands through it. But it’s his eyes that undo me. They’re fixed on me, burning, raw in a way I haven’t seen since the day we shattered.
My throat tightens, my lips part, but no sound comes out. I grip the blanket bunched at my chest like it can shield me from him, from the questions simmering behind those eyes.
“Kyla,” he says, my name breaking from him like a confession.
“What, what are you doing here?” My voice is hoarse, scratchy, but the question slices through the thick silence anyway.
His jaw ticks. “What am I doing here? You nearly got yourself killed right outside my office.”
The words hit me harder than the car did. I blink at him, disoriented. “Your office?”
His brows pull together, his mouth tightening. “You don’t remember?”
Images flood me, the panic in his office, my hurried exit, the sidewalk blurring beneath my feet. The screech of tires. The impact. And then his voice, echoing in the dark.
My stomach knots. I press a trembling hand to my lips. “Oh God,” I whisper. “It was, right there.”
He moves closer, dragging a chair to my bedside, his presence swallowing the sterile smell of antiseptic. Up close, I can see the lines of strain around his mouth, the shadows under his eyes. He looks like a man who hasn’t breathed since I walked out of his office.
“I brought you here,” he says quietly, his voice stripped of its usual steel. “I rode in the ambulance with you. Do you have any idea how much blood was on the pavement? How cold you went in my arms? For a second I thought” His voice cracks, and he swallows hard, shutting his eyes briefly before continuing. “I thought I’d lost you.”
The world tilts.
“You…you stayed with me?” My words tremble as much as my hands.
“Of course I did.” His eyes flash open, pinning me with that same stubborn, relentless fire. “You think I could just let you lie there and not fight to keep you breathing?”
My chest caves, every wall I’ve built trembling under the weight of his words. I shake my head, trying to steady myself, but everything feels too much.
“This doesn’t make sense,” I whisper. “Why? Why would you care?”
His gaze sharpens. “Why would I care?” He lets out a bitter laugh, though there’s no humor in it. “Because no matter how far you ran, no matter what happened between us, you’re still ” He cuts himself off, his throat working, as if he’s biting back something dangerous.
My breath hitches. My pulse skitters in my veins. For a moment, neither of us speaks, the silence thick with everything unsaid.
Finally, I look away, blinking at the machine beside me, at the IV taped to my arm. “I didn’t mean for this to happen,” I murmur.
“You never mean for anything to happen, Kyla.” His voice is softer now, but edged with hurt. “But it does. And it always leaves me” He breaks off again, dragging a hand down his face.
I bite my lip, my chest aching in a thousand different ways. I should thank him. I should tell him I’m grateful. But the words stick, tangled up in the memory of the slip, the one word that set this chain of events in motion.
Children.
The air feels heavier. I know what he’s really here for isn’t just about the accident. It’s about the truth. The truth I let slip when my guard fractured for a second too long.
I force myself to look at him. “You shouldn’t have stayed,” I say softly.
His head snaps toward me, his eyes blazing. “Don’t you dare say that. Don’t you dare tell me I shouldn’t have been here when you almost died.”
“I didn’t mean” I stop, pressing my hands to my face. My body aches everywhere, but nothing hurts more than this conversation. “I just, I don’t know how to face you right now.”
He leans forward, lowering his voice but not his intensity. “Then start by telling me the truth.”
My heart stops. “Jake”
“You said children.” His words are sharp, cutting through my excuses before I can form them. “You didn’t mean to, I know you. You panicked, you tried to run. But it’s out there now, Kyla. And I need to know” His voice drops, breaking again, and the way he says the next words nearly undoes me. “Do I have children out there with you? Did you leave carrying something more than yourself?”
My breath rushes out, jagged and uneven. The tears I’ve fought so hard to keep locked away spill down my cheeks. I shake my head, not in denial but in despair.
“This isn’t the time,” I whisper.
He slams his palm on the arm of the chair, the sound jolting me. “The hell it isn’t! You almost died today, Kyla. Do you get that? Do you get how close I was to losing you forever without ever knowing the truth?”
His voice is raw, torn open, and for the first time in years, I see him not as the man I left, not as the man who broke me too, but as the man who once loved me enough to fight for me.
The weight of everything presses down on me. The secrets. The silence. The fear of what happens if the truth gets out. My chest feels like it might split open from holding it all in.
“I can’t” My voice cracks. “I can’t do this right now. I’m broken and bruised and I can barely breathe. Please, Jake. Not here. Not now.”
For a long moment, he just stares at me, his jaw clenched, his hands gripping the edge of the chair. The storm in his eyes rages, but beneath it, I catch something else fear. Not for himself, but for me.
Finally, he exhales, the fight leaving his shoulders. “Fine,” he says, his voice low, strained. “Not now. But don’t think you can run again. Not after this. Not after I carried you bleeding into that ambulance and prayed like hell you’d open your eyes.”
Tears slip down my cheeks as I look at him. My chest aches with too many emotions fear, guilt, longing.
And something else I don’t want to name.
“Rest,” he says finally, his voice softer, though no less intense. “We’ll talk when you’re stronger.”
I turn my face away, but I feel his eyes linger on me, heavy and unyielding. When the door closes behind him, the silence that follows is deafening.
I clutch the blanket tighter, my heart pounding. I should feel relieved. He gave me space. But all I feel is the weight of the inevitable.
Because sooner or later, the truth will come out.
And when it does, nothing between us will ever be the same again.
Kyla.His voice carries softly down the hall steady, low, warm in a way I had almost forgotten. It’s the same voice that used to read to me when we were too tired to talk, the one that could calm every storm inside me.Now it’s reading to our daughter.I stop just short of the doorway, my fingers curling around the frame as I listen.Chanel’s room glows dimly under the string lights. Jake’s sitting on the edge of her bed, book open in his hands, his voice wrapping around each word like it belongs there. Chanel’s little head rests against his arm, her lashes brushing her cheeks, her tiny hand holding on to his sleeve like she’s known him forever.She doesn’t know who he is.She just knows he makes her feel safe.My heart cracks right down the center.This should have been our life.Our home. Our nights. Our family. We dreamt about this life. I should have been the one standing by him, laughing at how he would struggle to braid Chanel’s hair or chase Elias around the living room until
Jake.The evening time crawls in slow, gray, and too quiet, the sun setting. I didn’t sleep much. The house felt too alive, every creak and whisper echoing through me like a warning. But it’s not just fear keeping me awake. It’s her. Kyla.She is here, breathing under the same roof, existing again in the same space I thought she’d left forever.And now that she’s back, nothing feels real anymore.She’s in the kitchen when I find her, hair tied up, her hands wrapped around a mug that’s probably long gone cold. The twins’ laughter drifts faintly from somewhere down the hall a sound that hits me right in the chest.I linger at the doorway for a second, just watching her. She looks different. Softer in some places, stronger in others. Like a woman who’s had to survive, and did.When she finally looks up, our eyes meet. For a heartbeat, I forget how to breathe.“I wanted to ask you something,” I say quietly, stepping in.She nods once, guarded. “What is it?”I take a breath. “Do you plan
Jake.I can’t breathe. The air in the room feels thick, heavy, and suffocating. My mind keeps replaying Kyla’s words over and over again like a tape that won’t stop spinning. She called me. She called me the night she went into labor. And Amina answered the phone.It doesn’t make sense, it shouldn’t make sense, but every detail fits together too perfectly to be a coincidence. My stomach churns. My pulse pounds in my ears.Kyla sits on the couch, her fingers trembling against her knees, eyes still glossy from tears. I can see the exhaustion in her face, the years of running and fear. And all I can think about is that my own blood, my family, the woman I once trusted stood between us and did nothing but destroy us. I force myself to speak, my voice low and uneven. “She, she answered the call.”Kyla nods weakly, her voice raw. “She told me never to call again. That you had moved on and I should too.”I drag a hand down my face, trying to process it, but the anger rising inside me is str
Jake.After Kyla says the words “That’s because she’s behind all this” the room goes still.No more talking. No more air between us.Just silence and truth, sitting there like a loaded gun between our knees.Kyla doesn’t move, and neither do I. But my mind doesn’t stop. It can’t.Amina.Her name echoes in my head like a curse.I start seeing everything, every smile, every soft word, every tear she shed in my arms over the years through a different lens.Was any of it real?The nights she held me when I broke down? The way she whispered that she loved me? The way she said she wanted to build a future, a family, a life?Or was it all a performance, one long, twisted play she starred in while I stood there clapping for her, blind and stupid?I can still remember the first night she moved in with me after Kyla’s supposed death. I was broken, empty. I didn’t want to live, didn’t want to eat, didn’t want to breathe. And she was there making food I didn’t touch, talking when I couldn’t answe
Kyla.“I never cheated on you, Jake.”The words tear out of me before I can stop them. They hang between us trembling, alive, dangerous. My voice cracks, but I don’t care. My heart feels like it’s been ripped out of my chest and handed back to me in pieces.Jake looks up at me, eyes burning with something I can’t name pain, regret, disbelief, all swirling together. “Kyla, I know that now,” he says, his tone thick with remorse. “God, I know that now. But back then”“Back then,” I interrupt sharply, “you believed her.” My throat tightens. “You believed Amina. You believed the one person who stood to gain everything from me disappearing.”He flinches, the guilt on his face raw, open. “I didn’t know what to believe. Everything was chaos. The police said you were gone, Amina was broken, and I was”“Lonely?” I whisper bitterly. “Devastated enough to take comfort in her lies?”His jaw clenches, his eyes glassy. “It wasn’t like that.”“Then what was it like, Jake?” I shoot back, standing up s
Jake.I don’t even realize I’m pacing until Kyla’s hand catches the edge of my sleeve, stopping me. The world feels like it’s tilting, everything inside me shifting under the weight of what she just told me. The rain outside beats against the windows, and for a moment, it feels like five years ago again that night everything changed.Her voice is still trembling when she asks, “So what happened next? After I disappeared?”I drag in a rough breath and sink back into the chair, elbows on my knees, staring at the floor. “You really want to know?”She nods, her lips pressed together, eyes glistening. “I deserve to.”God, she does. She deserves all of it: the truth, the ugly, the things I didn’t see, the things I should have questioned. My throat burns as I force myself to speak.“The morning after you were gone,” I begin slowly, “I filed a missing person’s report. I didn’t sleep all night. I went through every street, every hospital, every damn alley I could think of. I called your friend