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ENVY

Author: Caroluchy
last update Last Updated: 2025-08-03 14:26:57
I didn't want to admit it, but it felt good—the warm hug, those soft words felt so nice to hear.

And the way his cologne swept through my nostrils, it reminded me of the first time we met.

He literally saved my life back then, and I couldn't say thank you. I was so rude to him back then because of my own fears.

I envy girls who had it all their life.

Their daddy calling them princess, their mother kissing their wounds and attending to them with affection.

I envy those who can trust someone without being afraid or being humiliated.

I envy those who can tell the real ones from the fake ones.

Back then I wished I could stay in his arms and trust him fully, then the usual fear kicked in.

"You'll get hurt. You always get hurt."

I squeezed my eyes shut, as if I could block out the voice in my head. But it was relentless.

You'll get hurt. You'll get hurt. You'll get hurt.

I know that... I am that unlucky.

A flashback of my happiness when I met Jessica came
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    I have a huge phobia for those creatures. For a dizzying second, we froze and I was surrounded by the scent of cheap detergent, cigar, and alcohol. The thumb of his heart and the heat of his body warm against my cheek. Then I realized. I am in the arms of a stranger! A man?! My face flushed and I quickly jumped out of his hand. Without looking up, I scrambled back, my face burning. “I’m sorry, I saw a rat..” “It’s a building. They live here too,” he said, his voice flat. His hands dropped back to his sides. "I ...mean I am just scared of rats". I said. "Really, do you think rats are creepy too?" "Okay I deserved that". He looked away and said nothing. “As I was saying I overreacted back then. I was frightened waking up in a star gets bed. The world ain't nice...my daughter is a girl you understand how dangerous that can be...do you have a daughter or a sister..?" "No.." He replied dryly. Okay this is getting more awkward than I thought. "Even wi

  • BILLIONAIRE'S PLUS-SIZE OBSESSION    WAIT A MINUTE

    Charlotte’s POVThe slam of the door echoed in the small, shabby room after he left.I sighed.My heart hurts can't tell if it's from the whole conversation or the pain I had from hitting the bed frame.Also, I was a little careless with my words.What if that man was a nice person.I looked at Angel. She had removed her sunglasses, staring at me with a frown, her little face a mask of tearful betrayal.“Mommy… you’re a bad person to Mr Uncle. You have to say sorry.”Each word was a needle to my heart.“Don’t talk to your mommy like that. I was being a mother, and I am not apologizing to anyone.”A look of cold, disgusted judgment came over her face. I had never, ever seen it on my daughter’s face, being directed at me.“Angel,” I whispered softly.“Say sorry!” she insisted, a sob catching in her throat. “He’s good! He’s not a creep! You’re being mean! He did nothing wrong!”I knew she was right.She was five years old, and she was unequivocally, morally right. I had taught her so.I

  • BILLIONAIRE'S PLUS-SIZE OBSESSION    SUPERFICIAL

    Mr Uncle left last night after Mommy’s IV drip finished. He pulled it out and pressed a plaster on it, then he said I should keep an eye on my mother. He didn’t come back again. It was hard to fall asleep last night. I dozed off eventually. “Angel? Angel?” I heard someone whisper, but I was too tired and wanted to sleep. “Angel?” Then a gentle hand shook me. I opened my eyes and found my Mommy. My eyes widened and I burst into tears. “Mommy!” She hugged me tightly and planted kisses on my face. “Oh my baby, I am so, so sorry! How could I have… I am sorry, forgive Mommy…” She cried and hugged me more tightly. “It’s okay, Mommy.” She pulled back a bit and stared around the room. “This doesn’t look like a hospital but a single-room apartment. What are we doing here, Angel?” She asked, looking scared. “A big uncle Mr helped me. I told him to call the police and take us to hospital but he brought us to his place". “What?” She asked. “He said I should call him Uncle. He

  • BILLIONAIRE'S PLUS-SIZE OBSESSION    MR UNCLE

    “Lina will help. She can be a little hard to convince because I am a huge debtor… but she will help. She has a… a tough shell. Soft inside.” He didn’t sound like he believed it. “I will go to her place.”“No!”The word burst out of me with panic.I stumbled forward and clutched the fabric of his big trousers. “You can’t leave me! I’m scared!”He blinked, looking down at my small hands fisted in his clothes. “But your mother is right here,” he said, gesturing weakly toward the bedroom. “She’s taking her IV drip. Just stay beside her.”I shook my head, my eyes burning.“Big Mr…”“Can you just call me Uncle?” he asked, his voice softening.I shook my head.“No, because you are not my uncle.”“I see.” He nodded slowly, accepting it, there was no hurt in his voice.“What about… Mr. Uncle?” I offered.He considered it. Then the small, quick smile returned, making the two little dents in his cheeks appear for a second. “I can live with that,” he replied.He gently pried my hands from hi

  • BILLIONAIRE'S PLUS-SIZE OBSESSION    LET'S SEE

    She told the big Mr what to do when Mommy woke up—what to feed her, how to make sure she rested. Then she pointed a finger at him. “And you make sure this doesn’t get you into trouble. I don’t have the money to get you out of it, and you still owe me a lot, which I will be needing by the end of the month. Always carrying problems every damn time.” “My mommy is not a problem,” I said quietly. “The little girl is even mannerless.” Ms. Lina said, and the door shut. Big Mr sighed and wiped his face with his palms. “I don’t like her.” I pouted. “You have to be thankful she made sure your mother will be fine soon, and she did all that without asking for money,” he said softly. “I am thankful. I thanked her, she didn’t reply. You heard it, right, Big Mr?” “Big Mr?” He repeated in surprise. "I don't know your name,that's why I call you in my head". For the first time, the big Mr smiled at me. It was a small, quick smile, but when he smiled, I saw two little dents in his cheek

  • BILLIONAIRE'S PLUS-SIZE OBSESSION    ANNOYED LINA

    “This feels weird… I need to pull my tight belt, but I can’t take my hands off your mouth or else you will scream.”He said to me.“Now keep calm, I am not going to hurt you, okay?”I nodded.He sighed and put his hand down, then he rushed to the corner of the room and started pulling his belt.I ran to the door. It was locked. I pounded on the door and yelled loudly.“Please help me!! I want my Mommy!!”“Hey… hey…”His voice came.I turned to him, startled.His tummy got bigger after the belt was removed.“You promise you won’t make a noise,” he said with a frown.“I just want my Mommy,” I sobbed.He sighed and squatted to my height.“It’s okay, Angel. I’m just… getting ready. To help your mom. The belt was tight and uncomfortable, that’s why I pulled it off. You stay here. Don’t move. Don’t make a sound…”He gave me one last look, then turned and left the room.I immediately rushed to the door, only to realize he had locked me in.I cried louder and screamed and kicked.Surprisingly

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