Masuk“Are… are you going to hurt me?” The question left me in a shaky whisper, my throat tight, my voice betraying me. His eyes narrowed, a dark gleam flashing in them. His mouth curved into something cruel. “I’m going to ruin you,” he corrected, each word drawn out with slow, lethal certainty. “I’ll give you every filthy thing you fantasize about, and I’ll claim every inch of you until there’s nothing left to hide behind.” **** He thought I was just a girl obsessed with dark fantasies… he had no idea I'd been planning his downfall for five years. Every step I took led me closer to him. Every choice I made was never a coincidence. And when I finally got the chance, I let him see me. Let him notice me. Let him believe I was just another girl drawn to his darkness. But nothing about this is accidental. Now I’m caught in something deeper than I planned. A game I thought I understood… but don’t. Because the closer I get to him, the harder it is to remember why I started. His touch lingers longer than it should. His presence feels… familiar in ways I can’t explain. And somewhere along the line, this stopped feeling like revenge. So what happens when the lines blur? When the person I’m supposed to destroy starts to feel like the only one who sees me? When truths begin to surface and nothing is as simple as I believed? And when everything I built my life on starts to fall apart? Will I still be the one in control?
Lihat lebih banyak“Why the fuc—”
The words in the book made my eyes widen. My gaze darted across the page, faster, almost afraid of what I’d find next.
He taps the tip of the gun on my mouth, effectively cutting me off. The rest of my words dissipate as he slides the gun across my lips as if he is painting them with lipstick.
My fingers tightened on the book, breath catching in my throat.
“Suck,” he orders, his tone deepening with finality. Closing my eyes against more tears, I open my mouth and let him guide the gun between my teeth. I squeeze my lids tighter as I twirl my tongue over the cold metal, cringing from the nasty taste.
My skin heated. My pulse thudded in my ears.
“Such a good girl,” he says, pulling the dripping gun out, a trail of saliva following until it snaps.
I shifted uncomfortably in my chair, the words clinging to me, staining me.
My entire body locks when I feel the cool metal slide against my clit. I flinch against the foreign touch of an incredibly dangerous weapon.
“One bottle of Martell Chanteloup to the VIP table.”
The deep voice snapped me out of my trance. My head jerked up to see Marcus, the bar manager, leaning over the counter with his usual bored expression. Relief and panic tangled in my chest all at once, thank God he hadn’t noticed what I was reading.
I slammed the Haunting Adeline book shut and shoved it under the counter, my fingers trembling like I’d just been caught committing a crime.
My palms were damp. I wiped them on my apron and lifted the bottle from the cooler. The glass was cold against my fingers. The gold label caught the light as I walked through the crowd.
The VIP table sat at the back: low light, men in suits leaning back like they owned the room. A woman waved a pale hand, and the host nodded for me to come closer. I set the bottle down, popped the cork, and poured slowly so I wouldn’t spill. One man lifted his glass. “Nice,” he said, and I forced a smile that didn’t reach my eyes.
While I poured the drink, my mind kept slipping back to the page I had just read. I loved these books, the dangerous dark romances. They made me feel things I didn’t know how to say out loud. I am twenty and still a virgin, yet I craved the things I saw in those pages. Books let me go places I was too afraid to go in real life.
I slid the bottle back to the table and stepped away.
Lina showed up just then, hair in a messy bun, rubbing her eyes like she’d been dragged from a bad dream. “You?” she asked, already grabbing a towel.
I nodded. “Yeah. My shift’s over.”
Marcus gave me a quick nod, and I tucked the book into my bag. Lina patted my shoulder like she knew I was about to collapse from exhaustion, and I handed her the apron.
“See you tomorrow,” she said.
Outside, the cold night hit my skin. My breath puffed in little clouds. I slung the bag over my shoulder and started the walk home, the bar’s noise shrinking behind me, the city lights blurring into the usual. I pulled my collar up and kept my head down.
The streets were always quiet on my way home, just the hum of a far-off engine and the click of my boots against the ground. I cut through the narrow alley like I always did, it was faster, and I just wanted to get home.
But tonight, I stopped dead.
There was a man on his knees. His face was twisted with pain, his mouth open like he wanted to beg but the sound wouldn’t come. Another man stood over him, knife flashing under the weak light. My stomach dropped.
The blade plunged once.
Twice.
Three times.
Four.
A wet sound followed each thrust, and I choked on my breath. My hand flew to my mouth, but it was too late.
A scream ripped out of me.
The man with the knife looked up. And so did the other four men behind him, broad shoulders, dark coats, faces I couldn’t make out.
My legs shook so hard I almost collapsed. I wanted to run, but before I could take a step, an arm snaked around my neck from behind. A rough hand clamped over my mouth. My scream died against his palm, my breath hot and shallow.
The killer didn’t rush. He wiped the blade on a folded cloth, like he was just cleaning silverware after dinner. Then, slowly, he walked toward me.
Every step made my chest tighten. His boots scraped the concrete, steady, and unhurried. His eyes never left mine.
When he finally stopped in front of me, he didn’t speak. He just flicked his gaze toward the man holding me. The grip around my neck loosened. The hand left my mouth.
Now it was just me and him.
Eye to eye.
His presence swallowed me whole, tall, sharp, his face unreadable, like it had been carved from stone. Jawline sharp.
My throat burned as he wrapped his hand around it, his grip firm but not crushing. Cold steel pressed against my neck—the knife. I gasped, my bag slipping from my shoulder. It hit the ground with a dull thud, spilling open, and my book tumbled out.
He glanced down. The cover showed a girl in a tattered white dress, standing alone, shadows stretching around her. Black roses curled up the sides, thorns sharp, almost alive. The title dripped in blood-red letters across the top.
He bent, picked it up, and flipped it open. His eyes skimmed the page. Then his mouth curved into something that wasn’t quite a smile, a smirk, like he knew exactly what I had been reading.
And worse, he saw the notes. My handwriting in the margins, messy lines of ink: God, I wish someone would ruin me like this. I shouldn’t like it, but I do. Imagine the knife on me instead.
Heat exploded in my face. I wanted the ground to swallow me.
His eyes lifted back to mine, and I couldn’t breathe.
His grip on my neck tightened, pulling me forward until our faces were only inches apart. I felt the edge of the blade still grazing my skin. His voice was low, steady, and dangerous.
“Run.”
The word scraped down my spine.
“Run, and don’t look back. Don’t say a word to anyone.” His thumb pressed against my throat, and I flinched. His eyes narrowed. “Did you see anything?”
My lips trembled. The word barely escaped. “N-no. I didn’t… I didn’t see anything.”
He studied me for a few seconds, like he could see through the lie. Then, finally, he let go.
My body jolted free. I stumbled back, eyes wide, feet refusing to move until instinct finally took over. I ran. I ran so fast my lungs burned, leaving my bag, my book, my whole shift behind me.
The night tore at my skin as I bolted down the street. My heart pounded so loud I swore it would give me away.
By the time I reached my building, my hands were shaking so badly I couldn’t even press the password on the keypad. My fingers slipped once, twice, until I finally got it right. I slammed the door shut behind me and pressed my back to it, gasping, sliding down until I was sitting on the floor.
My whole body wouldn’t stop shaking.
And in my head, all I could hear was his voice.
Run.
I looked down at the mug still in my hand and brought it back to my lips. The tea had gone from hot to warm, but I didn’t care. I drank slowly at first, then faster, until I finished it in one go. The warmth slid down my throat, settling in my chest, but it didn’t do anything for the rest of me.I set the mug down quietly.For a moment, I just sat there in silence. But my mind wasn’t.His voice replayed, clear and sharp like he was still standing in front of me.“I’m dying to take you right now.”My fingers curled slightly against the bed.“I’ve reached my limits.”My stomach twisted.I pressed my lips together, inhaling slowly through my nose like that would somehow steady me. It didn’t. If anything, it made everything more real.I reached for my phone on the nightstand and unlocked it, the screen lighting up instantly. Notifications were still there. Messages. Headlines. Everything waiting.My thumb hovered for a second.Then I stopped.I didn’t want to see it.Not now.I lifted my
I reached my room and closed the door behind me, the soft click settling something in my chest that I didn’t realize had been tight since I left the conference room.The quiet felt different now.Not heavy. I stood there for a second, then exhaled slowly. A dull ache pressed behind my eyes again, not as bad as before, but enough to remind me my body hadn’t fully caught up with everything I had just done.I dropped my bag on the bed without much thought and moved straight to my closet. The fabric of my blazer suddenly felt too tight, too structured, like I had been holding myself together inside it for too long.I pulled it off, then the rest, piece by piece, until I was free of it.By the time I stepped into the bathroom, I didn’t think about anything else.I turned on the shower and stepped under it.Hot water poured over my skin, running down slowly, soaking into me. My shoulders loosened almost immediately. I tilted my head forward, letting it hit the back of my neck, the warmth s
The car door closed, and for a moment, everything went almost quiet.The noise was still there, faint now, like something left behind. The flashes, the voices, the questions—they hadn’t disappeared. They just weren’t in front of me anymore.I leaned back slightly against the seat, my fingers still wrapped around my bag. I hadn’t realized how tight my grip was until now. My hand loosened slowly, the tension easing out of it little by little.I let out a small breath.Uncle J sat beside me, calm as always, his posture unchanged like nothing had happened.“You handled that well,” he said.I nodded once. “I said what needed to be said.”He didn’t respond to that. He just gave a small nod, like that was enough.The car moved smoothly, pulling away from the building. I turned my head slightly toward the window, watching the outside blur past. My reflection stared back faintly against the glass.Composed.That’s what they saw.My phone buzzed in my hand.Once.Then again.Then continuously.
The car slowed to a stop before I even saw the crowd.I knew they were there.I could hear it first—the distant noise, voices overlapping, the sharp bursts of camera shutters cutting through everything else. My fingers tightened slightly around the handle of my bag as the car came to a complete halt.I took a breath.Just one.Then the door opened.The noise hit immediately.“Emery!”“Over here!”“Is it true—”Flashes went off one after the other, bright enough to sting. For a second, it felt like everything was moving too fast, but I forced myself to stay still as I stepped out of the car.I didn’t look at them.I didn’t respond.I walked.The bodyguard moved ahead, creating space, while Uncle J stayed close beside me. The voices followed us, louder now, sharper.“Are you still involved with him?”“Is the scandal real?”“What is your relationship with him?”I kept walking.The doors opened, and the moment I stepped inside, the noise dropped behind me like it had been cut off complete
The cold morning air slapped my face the moment I stepped outside.I didn’t slow down.My feet moved faster than my thoughts, each step sharp against the driveway as if speed alone could pull me out of the mess twisting inside my chest. I gripped my bag tightly, the strap biting into my palm, my fi
I killed someone.The thought didn’t arrive gently. It slammed into me, sharp and violent, like my mind was trying to punish me for not reacting fast enough.I killed someone.My hands started shaking harder, fingers trembling like they didn’t belong to me anymore. My legs felt weak, useless beneat
Morning came without asking if I was ready.I was.At least, my body was.I stood in front of the mirror already dressed for school, my bag slung over one shoulder, hair tied back neatly like nothing inside me was unraveling. Like I hadn’t spent half the night staring at the ceiling, replaying memo
It didn’t take long before Zander arrived.I heard it before I saw him, the sound of the front door slamming open so hard it echoed through the house. Fast footsteps followed, uneven, rushed. Panic crawled up my spine.I lifted my head just as he appeared in the room.There was blood on his shirt.






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