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. . . Joanne had not gained a single pound. In fact, she was suspecting weight loss. But all her dresses felt uncomfortable. She had not felt this way back in the past. She guessed maybe it was because she was so used to maternity wear that wearing a fitted dress was making her both uncomfortable as well as insecure. She looked at the baby pink dress and the floral yellow dress with beige flowers. “I should just go with what I wore back then.” She said, “I mean, I am making it harder than it needs to be.” She tossed the floral dress onto her bed and hung the pink dress next to her vanity mirror, scouring through her vast collection of footwear and accessories. She had no recollection of what she had worn in the past. The difference? Last time, being all alone at home, she had picked out everything the night before. But yesterday, she was so mad at the horrible man living across the hall that she had gone straight to bed. She couldn't even blame the pregnancy brain for her confusion this early on. But she was so used to having it - the pregnancy brain, the mood swings. “Ugh! I am not going!” Joanne finally gave up, plopping down on top of her rejected dress. This had not been this hard in the past. Another blip in the story, she assumed. Joanne lay there thinking if anything significant happened on the day of the baby shower. She remembered very little of it. Was there anything that day that could have changed the course of her life? She closed her eyes exasperated when she heard the knock. What did this evil man want? “Joanne?” He turned the knob and she cursed internally when she realized that she had forgotten to lock it after her last kitchen run. Reagan wore a pair of loose navy blue sweatpants hanging low on his hips, his abs disappearing into a faint V just peaking above the waistband. And the monster had the audacity to walk around shirtless. He had a glass of what appeared to be apple juice in his hand. “Not ready yet?” Joanne gritted her teeth. She turned away from him and closed her eyes, even though she knew she should not turn her back on the enemy. “None of your business.” She wished he would leave but no, the man walked in and to the side she was facing, the bed dipping as he sat down, looking intently at her as if she was some museum artifact. “Have this juice.” “I had my breakfast.” She muttered. “It's important to incorporate some fruit into your meal as well.” He nudged her. Joanne refused to open her eyes. “Don't tell me what I need.” “Aren't you going?” Joanne opened her eyes. “No.” “Why not? Isn't it your friend's baby shower?” Joanne glared at him. She knew it was Talia's baby shower. But this man had ruined it for her. Like he had ruined every aspect of her life. At some point in life, he had given her the gift of her child. And he had snatched her so cruelly from her as well. She sat up and he held the glass to her. Joanne picked up her phone and texted Elliot that she was not feeling well. Elliot replied immediately. . ELLIOT: LIAR! JOANNE: I FEEL LIKE ABSOLUTE SHIT! ELLIOT: The test comes positive and you are already using it to get out of things? . Joanne smiled at the text and sent a cheeky grin emoji. That might have been true but there was no way she could be blamed for it. She tossed the phone on the bed and covered her eyes with her arm. “I am pregnant and sick.” “You had no problem last time- night. You had no problem last night.” “I do not remember engaging in any soul-sucking social activities yesterday.” “Grady was here all day.” “Eli is not a soul-sucker.” Reagan did not respond with anything more than a grunt. Joanne wanted to ask him why he hated anyone who showed any affection towards her. But she decided to let it be. There was no use asking a snake why it bit her. “Get ready.” He finally said. Joanne decided to ignore him. Sometimes it was better to just pretend your problems didn't exist. She yelped when she suddenly felt his arms on her waist, hauling her up. Her eyes snapped open as her hands flew to grip his naked toned shoulders. “What are you doing?” She asked as he settled her down. “Isn't Talia not important enough to you?” Reagan asked, picking up the juice and holding it out. Joanne gaped at him, royally ignoring the glass. What the heck was actually wrong with him? Why would he even care? “Are you really going to guilt trip me?” She asked wryly. “Over a person you don't even know?” Reagan shrugged, picking up the floral dress. “This is pretty.” He said. “Get changed. Or would you prefer if I did the honors?” Joanne pushed him out of the room as fast as she could. . . . “Whoa, I hope I look that good the next time I feel like absolute shit!” Elliot grinned as he hugged her. His eyes narrowed at the billionaire clad in a beige shirt, two buttons left open and white pants. Beige shirt that matched the flowers in her floral dress. “What are you doing here?” Elliot asked, stepping back, grabbing her hand and securing it inside his huge fingers. “What? You left the police squad and decided to become a bouncer here?” Reagan stepped forward, wrapping an arm around Joanne's waist and pulling her to him, effectively breaking the hand hold apart. Elliot looked at Joanne with the same amount of confusion she felt. “Let's go.” Reagan pushed her forward. “Talia must be waiting.” As she was effectively dragged away, she turned to mouth ‘HELP!’ to her best friend, showing him the universal distress sign. Meanwhile, Elliot was left gaping. But he came to the conclusion that the man probably changed due to the news of him becoming a father soon. What surprised him more was how Joanne was taking it. No matter what happened, the girl had always loved Reagan and wanted his attention and affection. Now that she was getting it - whatever the reason may be - why was she rejecting it outright? Was he in an alternate universe? . . . ________ . . . Joanne stared at the ceiling. It was a bright sunny day and she felt miserable. She had spent the night with a churning stomach and emptied the contents of her food truck forage in the middle of the night. And she knew that Reagan was not home. "What is wrong with you?" She whined into a pillow. "You know he does not care. And more importantly, you should not care about him." She blamed the hormones for the way she felt. But she would be damned if she acted on her bizarre feelings. She let out a loud sigh of resignation. "Hungry, babe?" She patted her flat tummy. "Wanna eat some banana pancakes?" Joanne slowly got off the bed, aware of the queasy feeling in her stomach and the light-headedness. She did her morning ablutions and stepped out into the hallway. The smell of pancakes and sound of the juicer attacked her senses. Joanne had not slept well last night, or so she had thought. She had heard Reagan leave but had not been aware of his return. Dread fi
____...Reagan was the next in line to order when his phone rang. One ring. His hand was halfway into his coat pocket when it stopped.He retrieved his hand a bit before whipping around to locate Joanne, pulling his phone out.The missed call was from her. But Joanne was seated where he had left her, tapping at her phone, looking relaxed.Maybe she had dialled his number by mistake.He scowled at the smile on her face. He hated to think that she was texting Elliot even though he had become completely sure that there was nothing going on between the two of them.He hurried to place his order and kept looking over his shoulder. She was there, typing away. He grabbed the food tray and stomped over, feeling grumpy when he had no reason to be.He was mentally scolding himself to act out in front of his pregnant wife. “Tada. You want something else?” He surprised himself with his cheeriness. “I do.” Joanne dragged the tray to her side. “But after I am done with this.” She was very
____...“No, that’s for me.” Reagan tried to put beetroot chips back on the cart. He had tried to sneak in some healthy options, scrunching his nose at all the empty carbs and sugars that his wife was stacking their cart with. “I don't care.” Joanne was not having it. “Just looking at it makes me feel yuck.” “It's healthy.” He was about to put it back in the cart but her death glare made him pause.“I will eat it in my study.” He tried to bargain, lowering his voice when he saw two women staring at them amused. “You won't ever see it ever again.”“Remind me never to come shopping with you. You are trying to torture my gut.” Reagan gave up. He knew that he was not wrong. That she was being moody and unreasonable for no reason. But he also knew that no reason was no reason enough since it was their child in her womb making her act out.And he, despite all the shit he had said and done in their marriage, respected and adored her for it. “I need to eat more fibre.” Joanne was che
____...“Why did you meet her?” Reagan asked Patrick as he paced his office. “I am sorry, but I am not about to disclose another client’s information to you.” Patrick smiled, pleased with himself, as he twiddled his thumbs. “For all I know, she could be planning something against you.” Reagan turned to glare at him. “That I don’t care, McAdams. As long as she is safe, she can plot whatever she wants against me.” Patrick raised a brow. “I am sorry. Mr. Knight? Are you really going to play the good husband card with me? Seriously? Did you hit your head? Do you have amnesia? Did you forget that I have been working for you for almost a decade now?” Reagan turned around to glare at him. “McAdams, I am serious. Is there any danger to my wife? What is she after? As you said, I am your first and oldest client; you should have some loyalty towards me.” “Send me two hundred grand, and I will tell you.” Patrick smiled like a cat who got the cream. “You know only money can buy my loyalty.
____...Elliot laughed at his own lame joke, making Joanne want to smack him.“Eli, please grow up. You are too old for this cringe shit.” Joanne rubbed her face.“Eli, please grow up. You are too old for this cringe shit.” Elliot mimicked, even doing the face rub. “Eli!” She really was going to throw something at his head. “Okay, fine.” He rolled his eyes. “You are such a killjoy, babe.” Joanne tapped on the table, waiting for the noodles. “I hope I don’t puke.” She murmured. She remembered how she had shot Reagan down when he had offered to go to that French restaurant. And how she had complained about constant outside food damaging her body. Yet, here she was. She pacified her guilt with the fact that she was here on business. “Where is that asshole?” Elliot looked around. “Pretty sure the bitch is doing something illegal.” Joanne raised a brow. “I thought he worked at the precinct.” “He does,” Elliot shook his head. “But he also works as a private investigator. It wil
____...Joanne woke up feeling like she had the sleep of her lifetime. She felt so well-rested, and she felt like the extremely comfortable bed in the master bedroom was kneading the tight knots off her lower back.She moaned in contentment as the beautiful pressure continued to alleviate whatever discomfort she had been feeling from sitting and watching her best friend drink away last night. As she came to, she realized that this could not be from the bed, and she was finally aware of the huge, hard hand that was massaging her tissue reverently and the huge heated body pressed against her smaller frame.She gasped as she opened her eyes, and her breath hitched in her throat at the sight of those beautiful grey orbs in front of her.“Reagan.”Her voice was thick with sleep, breezy, and his body reacted immediately to the very sensuality of it.“Good morning, gorgeous.”His voice was huskier, and it did things to her that nothing ever could. His voice, his morning voice, was like his
____...“So she knows it's a boy?” Reagan asked as he sipped on the over-sweetened mojito that went straight to his brain. He winced as he placed the blue food-dyed drink down. Joanne nodded, though all she really wanted was to overturn the mojito on his head. She did not like him here. She di
____ . . . “You had to see the blood. So much blood. I will send you all the juicy pics as soon as it is made legal to release.” Reagan stared at Sergeant Elliot Grady. He was a homicide detective. He had no problem talking gore. What stunned him was how interested Joanne was in the stories.
____ . . . Joanne bit into her nails as she thought of all the possible reasons for Reagan’s sudden metamorphosis. The top two reasons she could find were: brain injury and deception. The latter was more likely. She had locked herself up in her room, after resolving just this morning
____...“This is ridiculous!” And bad! So fucking bad!Joanne shook her head, swatting the cup away. “I am not peeing in front of you.” “Why not?” Reagan was out of it. He had the stupid bandage removed so now he stood there in front of her with his stupid Rudolf nose and demanded that he watc







