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. . . Joanne had not gained a single pound. In fact, she was suspecting weight loss. But all her dresses felt uncomfortable. She had not felt this way back in the past. She guessed maybe it was because she was so used to maternity wear that wearing a fitted dress was making her both uncomfortable as well as insecure. She looked at the baby pink dress and the floral yellow dress with beige flowers. “I should just go with what I wore back then.” She said, “I mean, I am making it harder than it needs to be.” She tossed the floral dress onto her bed and hung the pink dress next to her vanity mirror, scouring through her vast collection of footwear and accessories. She had no recollection of what she had worn in the past. The difference? Last time, being all alone at home, she had picked out everything the night before. But yesterday, she was so mad at the horrible man living across the hall that she had gone straight to bed. She couldn't even blame the pregnancy brain for her confusion this early on. But she was so used to having it - the pregnancy brain, the mood swings. “Ugh! I am not going!” Joanne finally gave up, plopping down on top of her rejected dress. This had not been this hard in the past. Another blip in the story, she assumed. Joanne lay there thinking if anything significant happened on the day of the baby shower. She remembered very little of it. Was there anything that day that could have changed the course of her life? She closed her eyes exasperated when she heard the knock. What did this evil man want? “Joanne?” He turned the knob and she cursed internally when she realized that she had forgotten to lock it after her last kitchen run. Reagan wore a pair of loose navy blue sweatpants hanging low on his hips, his abs disappearing into a faint V just peaking above the waistband. And the monster had the audacity to walk around shirtless. He had a glass of what appeared to be apple juice in his hand. “Not ready yet?” Joanne gritted her teeth. She turned away from him and closed her eyes, even though she knew she should not turn her back on the enemy. “None of your business.” She wished he would leave but no, the man walked in and to the side she was facing, the bed dipping as he sat down, looking intently at her as if she was some museum artifact. “Have this juice.” “I had my breakfast.” She muttered. “It's important to incorporate some fruit into your meal as well.” He nudged her. Joanne refused to open her eyes. “Don't tell me what I need.” “Aren't you going?” Joanne opened her eyes. “No.” “Why not? Isn't it your friend's baby shower?” Joanne glared at him. She knew it was Talia's baby shower. But this man had ruined it for her. Like he had ruined every aspect of her life. At some point in life, he had given her the gift of her child. And he had snatched her so cruelly from her as well. She sat up and he held the glass to her. Joanne picked up her phone and texted Elliot that she was not feeling well. Elliot replied immediately. . ELLIOT: LIAR! JOANNE: I FEEL LIKE ABSOLUTE SHIT! ELLIOT: The test comes positive and you are already using it to get out of things? . Joanne smiled at the text and sent a cheeky grin emoji. That might have been true but there was no way she could be blamed for it. She tossed the phone on the bed and covered her eyes with her arm. “I am pregnant and sick.” “You had no problem last time- night. You had no problem last night.” “I do not remember engaging in any soul-sucking social activities yesterday.” “Grady was here all day.” “Eli is not a soul-sucker.” Reagan did not respond with anything more than a grunt. Joanne wanted to ask him why he hated anyone who showed any affection towards her. But she decided to let it be. There was no use asking a snake why it bit her. “Get ready.” He finally said. Joanne decided to ignore him. Sometimes it was better to just pretend your problems didn't exist. She yelped when she suddenly felt his arms on her waist, hauling her up. Her eyes snapped open as her hands flew to grip his naked toned shoulders. “What are you doing?” She asked as he settled her down. “Isn't Talia not important enough to you?” Reagan asked, picking up the juice and holding it out. Joanne gaped at him, royally ignoring the glass. What the heck was actually wrong with him? Why would he even care? “Are you really going to guilt trip me?” She asked wryly. “Over a person you don't even know?” Reagan shrugged, picking up the floral dress. “This is pretty.” He said. “Get changed. Or would you prefer if I did the honors?” Joanne pushed him out of the room as fast as she could. . . . “Whoa, I hope I look that good the next time I feel like absolute shit!” Elliot grinned as he hugged her. His eyes narrowed at the billionaire clad in a beige shirt, two buttons left open and white pants. Beige shirt that matched the flowers in her floral dress. “What are you doing here?” Elliot asked, stepping back, grabbing her hand and securing it inside his huge fingers. “What? You left the police squad and decided to become a bouncer here?” Reagan stepped forward, wrapping an arm around Joanne's waist and pulling her to him, effectively breaking the hand hold apart. Elliot looked at Joanne with the same amount of confusion she felt. “Let's go.” Reagan pushed her forward. “Talia must be waiting.” As she was effectively dragged away, she turned to mouth ‘HELP!’ to her best friend, showing him the universal distress sign. Meanwhile, Elliot was left gaping. But he came to the conclusion that the man probably changed due to the news of him becoming a father soon. What surprised him more was how Joanne was taking it. No matter what happened, the girl had always loved Reagan and wanted his attention and affection. Now that she was getting it - whatever the reason may be - why was she rejecting it outright? Was he in an alternate universe? . . . ________ . . . Joanne had not gained a single pound. In fact, she was suspecting weight loss. But all her dresses felt uncomfortable. She had not felt this way back in the past. She guessed maybe it was because she was so used to maternity wear that wearing a fitted dress was making her both uncomfortable as well as insecure. She looked at the baby pink dress and the floral yellow dress with beige flowers. “I should just go with what I wore back then.” She said, “I mean, I am making it harder than it needs to be.” She tossed the floral dress onto her bed and hung the pink dress next to her vanity mirror, scouring through her vast collection of footwear and accessories. She had no recollection of what she had worn in the past. The difference? Last time, being all alone at home, she had picked out everything the night before. But yesterday, she was so mad at the horrible man living across the hall that she had gone straight to bed. She couldn't even blame the pregnancy
____ . . . “You had to see the blood. So much blood. I will send you all the juicy pics as soon as it is made legal to release.” Reagan stared at Sergeant Elliot Grady. He was a homicide detective. He had no problem talking gore. What stunned him was how interested Joanne was in the stories. He looked at the time. The motherfucker had overstayed and it was seven in the evening now. “I don't think she should see all these things now.” He finally opened his mouth after being royally ignored for half a day. The Billionaire CEO was not used to being royally ignored for so long. Joanne looked at him, offended. “Because I am a girl?” She did not say it but she really did feel extremely uncomfortable, listening to Elliot talk about blood and murder. She realized that she was so out of touch with the plight of the victims and used to treat these crimes as entertainment. Until one happened to her. She remembered the pain, the helplessness and hopelessness, the desperation to
____ . . . Joanne bit into her nails as she thought of all the possible reasons for Reagan’s sudden metamorphosis. The top two reasons she could find were: brain injury and deception. The latter was more likely. She had locked herself up in her room, after resolving just this morning that she was not going to hide away. But in her defense, Reagan was being really scary right now. She never thought she would say this, but she preferred the emotionally volatile short-tempered cruel guy over… whatever he was trying to be. Her stomach rumbled. She had just checked the security app. The guy was still lurking in the kitchen. Joanne whined. She was the pregnant one. She was the one in dire need of nutrition. “Joanne?” She jumped at his voice from the other side of the door as he knocked. “Can I come in?” “You can try.” She muttered as she got off the bed and walked towards the exit, unlocking the door. The aroma of freshly made pancakes and ginger tea reached her nose
____...“This is ridiculous!” And bad! So fucking bad!Joanne shook her head, swatting the cup away. “I am not peeing in front of you.” “Why not?” Reagan was out of it. He had the stupid bandage removed so now he stood there in front of her with his stupid Rudolf nose and demanded that he watch her take a piss.“Coz it’s gross?” “I think we are way past that.” “I think not.” Joanne was horrified. She did not remember any such incident in the past. Did her post time-travel hysteria make him doubtful? “I will close my eyes. And ears.” He tried to bargain. “And step out of the bathroom.”“No.” He rejected her idea outright. “Then I am not testing.” She resolved.“Why is it so hard for you to do it in front of me?” “What do you think I am going to do if you step out? Replace my pee with mouthwash?” Joanne glared at him, even though she really wished she could do that. “I will pee in the cup and give it to you. You can do the test yourself. How about that? And while you wait ou
____...Joanne jolted awake, looking around. She was in her bedroom. She looked down at her belly. No visible bump yet. She picked up her phone and checked the date. November fourteenth. The day after Reagan’s birthday. “This is actually happening.” She breathed out, looking at her reflection in her vanity mirror. She gulped, “I am alive. And I am in the past, and my baby is alive in my belly.” She shuddered as she breathed out. She had to make sure. If she was actually back in time, then it was only obvious that she was two months pregnant. But since logic had nothing to do with what was going on here, it was only right if she confirmed if her kiddo was inside her. Joanne turned on her heels to get ready for the day. She moved too fast and her world spun, whatever little food she had in her stomach coming right back up. She rushed to the en suite, falling over the toilet seat and unloading the gross contents of her stomach into the bowl. She slumped to the floor with no
____...“NOO!” Joanne startled awake, shoving the strong hands off her frail shoulders as she tried to get as far away from the monster, only to topple off the chair. “OWW!” She opened her eyes and looked around. She was in the dining room of the penthouse she shared with Reagan after their marriage.He used to live in the Knight mansion but moved here a week before the wedding. He probably believed that she was not good enough to be the lady of the Knight household.She didn’t mind. After all, anything was better than living under the same roof as Rowena Knight. She hated Joanne with the kind of passion enough to set her on fire. She looked down at her belly in fear. Flat. It was flat. Her baby was gone.“What?” She pulled up her shirt and looked for wounds, scars, anything. “Hey, what's wrong?”The voice that was so familiar to her. The voice that caused such an adverse reaction in her soul. She looked up, her eyes filled with so much hatred that Reagan took a step back. “A







