Jenny’s pov
I paused mid-step, his words wrapping around me like a vice. Do you think I don’t love you, Jenny? For a split second, I almost turned back. Almost let myself believe there was even a shred of truth in his words. But then I remembered the whispers, the laughter, the gut-wrenching humiliation when I realized I had been nothing more than a conquest to him. I clenched my fists, shoving down the pain clawing at my chest. "It doesn’t matter anymore," I said without looking at him. "Because I don’t love you." The lie burned my tongue, but I forced myself to say it. To believe it. I walked away, my heart pounding in my ears, refusing to let him see the tears that threatened to spill. The days that followed were a blur of avoidance. I stopped waiting in the usual spots where we met, skipped lunch in the cafeteria, and ignored every text and call from him. But it didn’t stop Rex. He was everywhere. Waiting outside my classes, lingering near my locker, trying to get Vanessa to talk to me for him. But I had made up my mind. "You’re being strong," Vanessa told me one afternoon as we sat in the library. "But I see how much this is hurting you." I swallowed hard, my fingers tracing the edge of my Stanford acceptance letter. "I have no choice, Vanessa. He destroyed me." She hesitated, then sighed. "Then why do you keep looking for him in every room you walk into?" I stiffened. "I don’t." “You do," she said softly. "But it’s okay, Jenny. Loving someone doesn’t just disappear overnight. But he’s not worth your heart if he never truly valued it in the first place." I nodded, even though a part of me still ached for what could have been. I thought Rex would eventually give up, move on the way guys like him always did. But he didn’t. The school hallways that used to buzz with whispers about us now carried a different energy—pity. Everyone had heard the truth by now, and while some of the girls took satisfaction in my humiliation, most of the students seemed genuinely shocked by how broken Rex appeared. His cocky, confident exterior was gone. His usual smirk replaced with a tight jaw and bloodshot eyes. Even Kade looked at him like he was a ticking bomb. One afternoon, as I walked out of school after filling some paper works, I spotted him waiting for me. Again. This time, he wasn’t alone. Rachel Madison, the queen bee of our school, stood beside him. She’d always been one of the girls who had tried to get Rex’s attention, and now, with me out of the picture, it seemed she was ready to strike. “Aw, poor little Jenny," she sneered. "Still pouting over a high school fling?" I rolled my eyes, already walking past her, but she wasn’t finished. “Come on, Jenny, did you really think someone like Rex would stay with someone like you? I mean, look at you—pathetic, desperate, so easy to fool." I froze. My blood ran cold, but I refused to react. “Rachel, shut the hell up," Rex snapped. She pouted, tilting her head toward him. "Oh, come on, Rex. Don’t tell me you actually miss her? There are way better girls lining up for you." Rex’s jaw tightened, his eyes darkening in a way that made my stomach twist. "There is no better girl than her," he said. The words hit me like a punch to the gut. Rachel scoffed. "Seriously? You’re still chasing after her? Ugh. Whatever, your loss." She flipped her hair and strutted off. Rex turned to me, his expression raw. "Jenny, please," he whispered. I stared at him for a long moment, feeling my anger waver, my heart betraying me with every unspoken word. But then I thought about the bet. The betrayal and humiliation. The fact that he let me believe I was special when I had only been a game. I took a step back. "It’s over, Rex. You have to accept that." He swallowed, his Adam’s apple bobbing. "I don’t think I can." he said. My heart clenched, but I forced myself to hold my ground. "Then that’s your problem, not mine. We can't be together Mr lover boy, I no longer want to be one of your victims.” And with that, I walked away. But as I turned the corner, my breath shaky, one thought haunted me. If it was just a bet… then why did his eyes look so damn broken? I was confused, Rex look broken from that day, does he truly love me as he said or he is acting again? I thought to myself.Jenny’s POVThe rose in my locker had been fresh—soft red petals, the kind that looked too perfect to be real. But it wasn’t the rose that made my hands tremble as I pulled it out. It was the folded piece of paper beneath it. Cream-colored, delicate edges, the same anonymous handwriting I was growing too familiar with.I glanced around the hallway, but no one was paying me any mind. Students passed by, laughing, chatting, glued to their phones. Whoever was doing this was careful.I opened the note.“It’s not just the way you smile, Or the way your eyes soften when you’re lost in thought. It’s the strength you carry in your silence, The fire you hide behind your calm. I see it. And I admire it… Every day.” —JI swallowed hard, reading the words again and again. How could someone who knew so little about me… write as if they knew everything?My heart fluttered and tightened all at once. Was it Zayn?It had to be.Unless…Unless someone else had been watching me long
Jenny's povIt had been a long week at Stanford.The lectures were dense, the reading assignments even denser. Yet, somehow, I was starting to breathe again. The California breeze felt different—new, promising, like it was whispering You’re safe now. I was slowly learning to believe it.My roommate Olivia burst through our shared dorm room with her usual energy, grinning like she’d just uncovered a secret. “Jenny,” she chirped, “you’re coming with me tonight.”I blinked up from my laptop. “Where?”“Basketball game. Campus team versus UCLA. It’s going to be insane.”I raised a brow. “You know I don’t do sports.”“Yes, but you also don’t do fun, and that’s about to change,” she teased, tugging on my hoodie playfully. “You’ve been stuck in that shell for way too long. Come on, it’s just one night. There’s pizza.”I sighed dramatically. “Pizza is persuasive.”“Thank you!” she said, grabbing my arm before I could change my mind.The gymnasium was already alive when we got there—cheers echo
Jenny's POVI thought moving far away from home would be like flipping a switch—leave the pain behind, pack up the memories, and start over somewhere new. But grief and betrayal are sneaky like that. They hide in your suitcase, slip into your pockets, and unpack themselves when you least expect it.Stanford was everything I dreamed of—ivy-covered buildings, passionate professors, driven students, and an atmosphere buzzing with opportunity. But some days, the silence in my dorm room screamed louder than the cheers from the football field. Some days, I'd forget how to breathe without the weight of the past pressing on my chest.My roommate, Olivia, was a bubbly, freckled girl from San Diego with a passion for film and a laugh that could light up the darkest corners of a room. She didn’t pry, but she knew something had shattered inside me. I didn’t talk much about high school, about Rex, or the storm I'd barely survived. But she noticed the way I clutched my phone like a lifeline or how
Jenny’s POVI stared out the window of the dorm room, watching as the sun dipped behind the tall trees lining the Stanford campus. It was beautiful here—clean air, new faces, a promising future. But even in this fresh start, my heart still carried the weight of everything I had left behind.Classes had started two days ago, and while I’d managed to find my way around the buildings and memorize my schedule, I still hadn’t found my footing emotionally. I told myself this was my chance to heal, to become the version of Jenny who didn’t cry herself to sleep at night or wake up from dreams of what could’ve been.Vanessa and I had spent the last few days texting, laughing over video calls, and sharing late-night tears about being apart. I missed her more than I thought I would—she had been my safety net through every storm, and now, I had to learn to stand alone.I was sitting on my bed, laptop open and textbooks spread out like a fortress around me, when my phone buzzed.Vanessa 💖: Hey
Rexford’s POVOxford University was everything I expected it to be—grand, competitive, filled with people who either wanted to prove themselves or prove they were better than everyone else.I didn’t care.Nothing mattered anymore.The moment I stepped onto campus, I shut myself off from the world. No more parties, no more unnecessary socializing, no more caring. I was here to study, to focus, to forget.But forgetting wasn’t as easy as I thought it would be.Jenny still haunted me.I’d see glimpses of her in crowded lecture halls, only to blink and realize it was just a stranger. I’d hear a laugh that sounded like hers and turn, only to be met with disappointment. At night, I’d lie in bed staring at my phone, fighting the urge to text her.I knew she wouldn’t reply.I had to move on.Or at least pretend to.—Girls tried.They always did.At first, it was subtle—sitting next to me in lectures, smiling at me in the hallways, “accidentally” bumping into me at the library. But when they
Chapter XRexford’s POVThe moment I saw the look in Jenny’s eyes at prom, I knew.I had lost her.It wasn’t just anger in her gaze—it was betrayal, heartbreak, and worst of all, disappointment.I had never cared about what people thought of me before. Never cared when teachers called me a troublemaker, when girls labeled me a player, when guys either wanted to be me or envied me. But standing there, in that crowded ballroom, with Jenny looking at me like I was the worst kind of person…That broke something inside me.I had never wanted to hurt her. Not her.But I did.And now, no matter what I said, she wouldn’t believe me.She had already made up her mind.When she stormed out of the venue, my body reacted before my mind did. I followed her to Vanessa's house, hoping to explain to her.Jenny. Jenny.. i called, but there was no answer. I tried to enter the house when I saw her at the entrance of the house but her friend Vanessa blocked my path."Don’t," she said coldly, her eyes burn