LOGINCharlotte point of view
Do I give two fucks ??
“I’m done with you, Charlotte. You fuck like a toad.” That was the first message I woke up to see from my boyfriend, Sean.
At first, I thought I was hallucinating. I mean, we all hallucinate when we wake up, right? Not until I took a shower and still saw the message hanging right there on my phone. Tears drizzled down my face, and I couldn't stop crying as I put on my shirt. Really, that was his reason for a breakup, after everything?
I couldn't hold myself together, so I decided to drive to my workplace and drown myself in therapy sessions with patients who had been diagnosed.
I stepped into the office and my gaze met that of Adrian Blackwood. “I guess my day couldn't get any worse,” I mumbled under my breath.
I dropped my bag on the couch before walking toward my chair.
“Good morning, beautiful. I got this for you.” I stared at the paper bag on the table.
“It's prohibited for a therapist to accept a gift according to work ethics,” I said calmly.
He looked quite normal today, so I decided to continue with the session.
“Do you mind if we have a drink?” I wanted to say no; I wanted to refuse having a drink with him. But it wasn't like having one or two sips was going to do me any harm, so I agreed.
He picked up a bottle of wine hidden under the table along with two cups. He passed me a cup, and I slowly drank it down. I didn't realize when I had already had more than five shots.
“That's enough.” I paused, taking the papers in my hands to read the instructions he should follow. I wasn't a heavy drinker, so it was quite rare for me to get drunk.
Adrian stood up from his seat, glaring at me with the most seductive gaze ever.
“I like you, Charlotte.” He paused for a while, then he reached my chair and pinned both of my hands to the seat, hard. I wanted to press the red button which indicated a help signal, but I was still wondering what he wanted to do to me.
He knelt down while his nose sniffed at my entrance. I was wearing a long, straight silk skirt that covered my thighs. He lifted my skirt up gently and slowly, bringing his nose deeper. I didn't tell him to stop; that was because I loved the way he made me feel as I fought hard against my moans.
My head tilted back and my mouth went agape the moment his hands touched my already wet entrance. His fingers pinched my clit while I let out a devouring moan.
“That's more like it, princess.” Slowly, he removed his hands from where they pinned me against the chair. My hands voluntarily went toward his shoulders while his hands slowly removed my panties. First, he sniffed them deeply before tossing them across the office.
Without notice, he took me by my waist. My senses heightened as he carried me in his arms and laid me against the couch.
“Spread your legs for me.” I don't know why I was doing this, but his eyes... I couldn't stop. I opened them wide, letting him in. He started to kiss me gently, from my abdomen until he almost reached his goal. His hands started to create friction against my clit.
“Fuck... goodness... damn!” I started to spit the words out unconsciously.
“Mr. Adrian,” I said slowly, vibrating to my core as his hands slid toward my clit while his fingers started fucking my entrance so well.
“You’re fucking wet,” he added, kissing my abdomen slightly.
He didn't stop; he kept finger-fucking my pussy while rubbing my clit hard. I couldn't control my moans. They got super loud, really loud, while my eyes kept rolling back.
“Oh my God, you’re fucking sweet.” His smile got wider the more he rubbed my clit, and I couldn't control the tears that started to fall from my eyes. I started to mumble, “Hmm... uhm... fuck... Adrian.”
After a while, I got the courage to shout, “Please, stop!” But he didn't. Instead, he continued harder.
“You have to beg me to fucking stop, Charlotte. I can't, not with this body.” He bit his lower lip, which sent me into another rage of pleasure.
“Fuck... oh... no... hmmm.” Soon after, he released his hands from my clit. I stared at him, hoping I could stand up.
“We are not done yet, Charlotte. Spread your fucking legs.”
By this time, my legs had begun to shake badly; I couldn't hold it any longer. I was feeling the pleasure—it was like honey mixed with milk and friction. I liked every bit of it. He dug his head into my pussy and started to tongue-fuck me. The warmth of his tongue against my skin was what drove me crazy. I didn't do anything to stop him; I just made sure to bury his head deep into me.
“You don't smell like roses; you smell like a real woman.” He continued to bury his head, turning his lips as he started to fuck me really well.
“Oh, that's so good. I want it deeper,” I said, watching the way he continued to move deep inside me. His hands reached for my boobs as he squeezed them lightly. “Oh my God, Adrian, this is too good.”
Just then, he withdrew, picking up his shirt while cleaning his mouth like I was dirt. He quickly buttoned his shirt like he was in a hurry, wiping the sweat from his face with a handkerchief.
He picked up his suit and his shades while glancing at me. My legs were still spread apart and my body ached for more. My pussy longed for him, yet he stared at me like I wasn't worth it.
“Aren't we going to fuck?” I knew I sounded dumb saying that. Yet the silence wounded me deeper, like he had studied me in a way that he knew I would be affected.
“You earn the fuck, Charlotte. Or maybe you beg to be fucked.” I stared at him until he closed the office door shut once again.
This time, I felt like a therapist who had been played by her patient, yet I still couldn't deny that he tasted so damn good. This was satisfactory; I could still feel the way he gripped me and how I moaned.
I wanted more
The next morning, the rain had stopped, leaving London under a pale, cold fog.I woke up slow, the silk sheets of Julian’s bed feeling incredibly soft against my bare skin. My whole body felt heavy, a dull, deep ache resting right between my thighs. It was a constant reminder of exactly what he had done to me against that glass window hours ago. I rolled over, my eyes searching the massive, modern bedroom.The bed beside me was empty, the sheets already cold. My heart did a sudden, painful drop. The reality of the situation hit me like a slap to the face. Julian was forty-five. He was a billionaire. He was my father's best friend. Last night was a beautiful, dirty sin, but today was real life. Had he already left? Was he regretting what he did to a twenty-two-year-old girl?Before the panic could completely take over, the bathroom door opened.Julian walked out, and my breath instantly caught in my throat. He had a white towel wrapped around his waist, his broad chest and stomach stil
The rain in London always felt heavier when you are at somewhere you don’t belong.I stood near the big floor-to-ceiling windows of Julian’s penthouse. Down below, the city lights blurred into a messy sea of gold and grey. In my hand, the glass of scotch felt freezing against my skin, but inside, my whole body was burning. I adjusted the thin strap of my black silk dress, watching my reflection in the dark glass. At twenty-two, I looked exactly like what I was a young girl playing a dangerous game with a man who had already mastered it before I was even born.Julian Vance. He was forty-five, a billionaire whose name could change the stock market with one word, and my father’s closest business partner. He was the definition of untouchable. Everyone respected him. Everyone feared him. He was supposed to be completely off-limits to someone like me.Until tonight."You’re going to break that glass if you hold it any tighter, Lia," his voice came out of the shadows of the large, dimly lit
“You definitely know you don’t need some tequila shots before you can ride me to hell and back,” Jack said while dropping the shot on the table. It was in a small but cute white cup transparent and clear enough for me to see the fluid I had gulped down a few minutes ago.“Fuck, it’s hot as ever,” I muttered. It burnt down my throat while I jiggled it and swallowed it lightly. I looked at it while I maintained my composure.“I mixed it with some gin,” Jack confessed while he laughed at me, seeing the way I had squeezed my face like that of an old lady.Jack was way older than me. And a quick introduction before anyone starts to ask me questions that are quite inappropriate: Jack was my mechanic well, he wasn't definitely just a mechanic, but he knew best how to make me feel like a woman unlike bob . He knew how to make me feel like I was the only one in the world. There were a lot of men in the world with dicks, but Jack? Jack was loyal, and his dick belonged to me.He wasn’t like Bo
It was late already, and it was starting to get windy. My body got cold, the wind brushing against my skin in a manner I couldn’t quite describe. The more I tried covering my body with my clothes, the more I realized I had forgotten they were quite wet,wet enough for me to have a cold and not recover from it. I held my umbrella tightly, clutching it within my palms while I stared at the road ahead.“Bob isn’t here yet?” I questioned. I had gotten off my shift really late at work and, you know what? When I absolutely thought things would get better, my phone stopped working immediately after water dropped on the screen.I felt like screaming it all out, yet something kept reminding me that Bob was nearby - my husband, Bob. The one who claimed to love me like his life depended on it. To be very honest, Bob was everything. He was kind, he was good, he was special to me, and he was loving.But… there was one thing that made it super hazardous: his sex was bad.I rushed towards the house
Kate's POV The rain had stopped, and the sun was coming through the window in long, golden lines. I woke up slowly, feeling a heavy, warm weight over my waist. I opened my eyes and saw Jack’s arm. He was still asleep behind me, holding me close. I could feel his steady breath on the back of my neck. My body felt a little sore, but it was a good kind of sore. It reminded me of everything we did on the sofa last night.I turned around carefully to look at him. Even in his sleep, Jack looked strong. His face was calm, and his thick eyelashes rested on his tan skin. I reached out and ran my fingers over his chest hair. I couldn't believe it. My best friend was finally in my bed.Jack’s eyes fluttered open. When he saw me, a big, lazy smile grew on his face. He pulled me closer until our noses were touching."Good morning, beautiful," he whispered. His voice was deep and raspy from sleep."Good morning," I said. "Did you sleep okay?""Best sleep of my life," he said. He moved his hand dow
Kate's POV My best friend’s name is Jack. We have been friends since we were little kids. He is tall, he has kind eyes, and he is very, very strong. He is always there for me. If I am sad, he makes me laugh. If I need help, he is the first person I call. But lately, when I look at him, I don't feel like a "friend" anymore. I feel a fire in my stomach. I want him to hold me. I want him to look at me and see a woman, not just the girl he grew up with.It was a very rainy Tuesday night. The thunder was loud, and the rain was hitting my windows very hard. I was home alone, and I was feeling very lonely. I decided to call Jack."Hey," I said when he picked up. "The storm is very bad. Are you busy?""I’m never too busy for you, Kate," he said. His voice was warm and deep. "I’ll be there in ten minutes."When he arrived, he was soaking wet. His t-shirt was stuck to his chest, and I could see the shape of his hard muscles and his abs underneath. His hair was messy and dripping. He looked so







