*Bexley*
At 5:45, I carry my suitcase down the stairs. Mother, Fiona, and Mrs. Jones stand there, tears in their eyes. I feel like a soldier being sent off to war. It’s silly, really. I’ll be fine.
I’ll be back tomorrow.
I remind my mother of that. “Don’t eat all the stew,” I say with a smile. “I’ll be wanting it for dinner tomorrow night.”
She can barely speak as she leans over and kisses my cheek. “I’ll… save some for you. I love you so much.”
Now, she’s making me tear up. “I love you, too, Mother.” I kiss her back. “It’ll be fine.”
“No one ever stays more than one night,” Fiona reminds us. “Really, it might be kind of nice to get to see the fancy castle. They used to have grand balls there. My grandmother went to one many years ago. You’ll get to see all of that.”
She’s trying to be optimistic, and I appreciate it, but I can barely manage a smile.
A sharp knock on the door has us all jumping. Mrs. Jones takes a deep breath and opens it to reveal—just Garth.
“I heard about the letter,” he says solemnly, shaking his head. Turning to me, he adds, “I wanted to come see you off, Becky.”
“Thank you.” He’s the last person I want to see at the moment, but the sound of his voice coaxes Harvey from his study so that now there are two people I don’t want to see here. They shake hands and begin to chat about hunting, a sport I detest that Garth’s entire life apparently revolves around.
No matter what happens to me at the castle, I am not a good match for Garth. Perhaps the king will be doing me a favor by ruining my reputation.
A clip-clopping sound has my stomach lurching into my throat. I peer out the window as Mother’s shaky hands position my cloak around my shoulders.
I see a carriage coming up the drive. It’s large and ornate. All of the neighbors come out of their houses and stand along the cobblestone road, trying to get a look. “They should’ve brought binoculars,” I mutter, feeling like a spectacle.
The carriage stops in front of our house, and a very regal looking man steps out. He’s wearing a suit with his dark hair slicked back. Massive shoulders and muscular arms tell me this man is no one to argue with. If he says get in the carriage, one gets in the carriage.
“Is that him?” I whisper to Fiona. “Is that the king?”
“I don’t think so. No one ever sees the king anymore,” she mutters. “Not since he was the prince.”
I don’t know what that means, and I don’t have time to ask. A footman accompanies the gentleman to the door and knocks for him. My palms are sweaty as I turn the knob and pull it open.
A smile lights his handsome face, his green eyes gleaming. “Miss Bexley Kessler?”
All I can do is nod my head.
He bows a bit as he says, “I’m Ellison Lake, here to accompany you to the castle.” He seems polite and kind, and with such empathy in his eyes, I’m inclined to step forward and let him lead me away.
My plans are ruined when Garth steps forward, nearly knocking me into the wall. “And just who may you be?” His voice is authoritative, as if Mr. Lake is somehow infringing upon something that belongs to him.
Mr. Lake is a bit taller than Garth and broader, which is saying something because I’ve never imagined a man could be bigger than Garth. He clears his throat, but his charming disposition doesn’t waiver. “I’m an advisor to the king,” he says with a smile. “And you are?” He lifts a hand, and I imagine him crushing a watermelon in his palm.
Garth tentatively shakes Mr. Lake’s hand. “I’m Garth Roberts, Becky’s betrothed.”
My eyes bulge, and my stomach twists into a knot. I hear my mother gasp behind me, and Harvey chuckles low in his throat as if he thinks Garth’s claim will prevent the king from taking me away.
Mr. Lake’s forehead crinkles as he looks at me. “We have no record of any upcoming nuptials at the castle.”
All I can do is shake my head slightly, and I get the feeling that, somehow, Mr. Lake understands what I am thinking.
“Well, that’s simply because we only became engaged last night,” Garth replies, folding his arms across his chest, his chin in the air.
With a nod, Mr. Lake takes my suitcase from my hand. “I see. Well, I’m afraid anything that hasn’t been filed with the proper authorities won’t prevent Miss Kessler’s visit to the castle.”
“But… the king cannot possibly expect for me to make her my bride after he… defiles her!” Garth spits.
Horror washes over me as I wait for Mr. Lake to throw the first punch in defense of the king. Garth has no problem whatsoever speaking ill of the king. That’s one thing behind closed doors, possibly even in the middle of town amongst the right people, but this man is obviously very close to the king.
Clearing his throat, Mr. Lake says, “I’m sure you’ve heard rumors about what happens in the castle, but I can assure all of you that no defiling is about to happen.” When his eyes reach mine, they are full of warmth and understanding. Despite the uncertainty of my plight, I do believe him.
Garth does not. A rumble explodes from his chest. “You expect us to believe that?”
“I honestly couldn’t care less what you believe.” Mr. Lake is beginning to lose his patience. One of the horses snorts and stomps its foot. That’s not a coincidence. Animals can sense human emotion, and this one knows there’s an issue. “Now, Miss Kessler, if you’ve said your goodbyes, let us be on our way.” Mr. Lake offers his arm and I take it.
Garth follows us onto the porch. “This isn’t right, you know! Does he understand what everyone is saying about him? That he’s a perverted, egotistical—”
“Garth!” Harvey steps in as I feel Mr. Lake’s arm tense under my hand. “Please. You mustn’t speak ill of the king.”
Rather than turn around and pound him in the face, Mr. Lake simply keeps walking.
I turn my head to peer past where Harvey is trying to calm Garth before everyone gets arrested and see my mother and Fiona weeping and waving. I lift a hand and manage a smile, but the fear I’ve felt bubbling inside of me all day rises to the surface, and I’m afraid I might burst into tears myself.
“In we go,” Mr. Lake says, handing my suitcase to one of the footmen as he directs me inside of the carriage. I sit on one side, and he manages to fold himself through the narrow door and take a seat across from me.
I run my hands over the plush velvet seat. It’s a rich blue that practically screams royalty. Ornate gold scrollwork climbs the walls. It’s beautiful and comfortable in here. Even with the large stranger sitting across from me, I feel safe.
A moment later, the carriage begins to move. I’m inclined to open the curtain and look back at Mother and the others, but I don’t. I think it’s best if we just leave our goodbyes as they were spoken.
“I apologize,” Mr. Lake says, drawing my attention to his warm eyes again. “This is never easy.” I can tell by the way his shoulders slump that he doesn’t enjoy being the one to come and collect the women. I’m honestly surprised no one has ever mentioned him to Fiona. He seems quite memorable. “I try to avoid it when I can.”
I nod, thinking maybe he isn’t the usual aristocrat who goes out to collect the women then. “I’m sorry—about Garth,” I stutter, wanting to pour everything out to him but thinking it unnecessary. Still, he should know, “My parents fully support the crown.”
A crooked smile pulls at one side of his mouth. “A lot of people question the crown these days. You will get the opportunity to see why. However, I’m afraid it won’t last long. When you leave, whenever that is, you won’t remember what you’ve experienced at the castle.”
A chill runs the length of my spine. “How is that possible?”
His smile broadens. “We have our ways.”
“Does it hurt?”
He chuckles, a soothing baritone that calms me instantly. “No. Nothing painful or uncomfortable will happen to you. Well, not physically anyway.” He runs a hand through his mop of unruly dark hair.
I’m not sure what that means, but I decide not to ask. I wish I could see out the window. I can only imagine what kind of wildlife we might see out the window as we approach the forest. It is dark out, but the moon hangs high in the sky this time of year, and I’m certain I might see an owl.
Or a wolf.
“What do you like to do in your free time, Miss Kessler?”
He’s trying to set me at ease, and I appreciate it. “I like animals,” I tell him, and he nods as if he somehow already knew that. “I like to observe them. To study them.”
“Interesting, and do you think you might make a career out of that one day?” Unlike Garth, he seems genuinely interested.
I shrug. “I’d like to, but my stepfather has me working in his firm more and more recently. I don’t mind working with numbers. I’m quite good at math. But I would prefer to be outside.”
“And your betrothed?” He says the word like we both understand that’s not what Garth is. “What does he do?”
I shake my head. “Other than call me by the wrong name?”
Mr. Lake chuckles again, and I can imagine many a woman doing all she can to cause him to make that sound.
Thinking of Garth does not make me want to laugh, though. “He is a local hunter and also owns a farm and some other businesses. I honestly don’t know that much about him. I’ve only met him a few times.”
He nods in understanding. “He seems close with Mr. Moss.”
“Mr. Moss would like for him to be.” I take a deep breath, inhaling his spicy cologne. I briefly wonder about the king. If his advisor looks and acts like this, how much more handsome and charming must he be? “I haven’t lived here long, well, about a year, but most of the villagers have grown up together, attending the same schools and such. I have struggled to make friends. Other than Fiona.” He continues to nod as I talk about how we moved to Luna Hollow because my mother met Harvey through a mutual friend, and I never really wanted to come, but I love my mother and want her to be happy. I’ve probably been talking for ten minutes when I say, “I’m so sorry, Mr. Lake. I shouldn’t be rambling on.”
“Please, call me Ellison,” he says in that casual tone. “And you’re not rambling. All of that is quite interesting to me. Tell me more about Hexeton.”
I’m not sure if he’s just trying to distract me or if he really wants to know, but I tell him about the kingdom I grew up in. “The king died before I was born, and since he had no children, it’s just the queen now.”
He nods, and I should realize he already knows that. “Queen Maeve.”
“That’s right. She made a lot of public appearances when I was younger, but as she aged, she stopped coming out so much. I’m not sure what will happen when she passes away.” He only shrugs. I decide it’s time to stop talking about politics, so I move on to tell him about my grandparents’ house and how much I loved spending time there.
“These are your father’s parents?” he asks me.
“Both,” I say. “I mean… I loved going to both sets of grandparents’ houses. But yes, my father’s parents have a large forest behind their property. So of course I loved that. Grandpa would go out with me sometimes to look for animals. And Grandma would bake us something warm and delicious to eat when we got home.”
His smile is genuine. “Do you remember much about your father?”
I hesitate, not sure what I can share with this man, but then I nod, and his smile widens.
*Bexley* “My father died in an accident when I was quite young,” I begin. “Mother says it happened very quickly. He was only twenty-three.”“I’m sorry for your loss. Do you know what happened?”Again, I shake my head. “No. Mother doesn’t like to talk about it. I only know it happened deep in the woods.”“Interesting.” He strokes his chin leaving me to ponder what’s so interesting about that. “We are beginning to climb the hill to the castle now. Would you like for me to open the curtain so you can see the forest?’“Yes! I’d love that.” My enthusiasm would be embarrassing if I didn’t feel so comfortable with him.Ellison laughs and pulls the curtain back on both side of the carriage. I oscillate between each of them, doing my best to peer through the darkness into the trees. The road is narrow enough that tree branches occasionally scrape the top. We roll over some deep ruts that jar me out of my seat, and one of them makes me bump my nose on the window.“Are you all right?” he asks.
*Canaan*The girl stands with her nails embedded into Ellison’s arm so deeply, if he wasn’t wearing a suit jacket, he’d probably be bleeding. Her eyes are wide in horror as she takes me in, and I can’t blame her. Any moment now, she’ll scream and rush from the room.Somehow, she manages to eke out the rest of her statement, “Your Maj—esty,” and keep her feet planted firmly in place. I am impressed. She’s lasted longer in the same room with me than everyone else.But then, I realized there was something different about this girl as soon as I saw her name on my list. I’d gone to see for myself earlier this morning, something I’ve never done before. I’d felt how special she is the moment our eyes locked—not here in my office, but in the woods outside her home.“Bexley,” I growl, the sound of my own voice making my skin crawl. “Pleasure. You may go.”Ellison stands there a moment longer. He’s never had to actually escort a girl from my office before because they have always taken off runn
*Canaan*I’m sitting in my room, staring at the wall, sipping a glass of wine when the soft knock on my door comes. It’s later than usual. Normally, entertaining these women at the evening meal only takes an hour or so, but tonight, it’s been nearly two hours since Ellison escorted Bexley away from me.I shouldn’t be too surprised. She is interesting and lovely. Who wouldn’t want to speak to her?“Come in.” I take another sip and wait for Ellison, my Beta, to enter the room. He closes the door behind him and slips into the darkness, taking a seat across from me.It takes him a moment to speak. All he asks is, “Well?”Normally, he says something like, “We’ll try again. Another girl from such-and-such is turning twenty-one the day after tomorrow,” but even he knows there’s something different with this one.Of course, that may be due to the fact t
*Bexley*The soft, warm embrace of a thousand goose feathers wraps around me. I sigh and stretch, not wanting to leave the most comfortable sleep of my life, but when I open my eyes, I see sunlight peeking through the edge of the curtains, and I know it’s time for me to get up.I take in the beautiful bedroom and smooth down the comfortable satin nightgown I’d found in one of the drawers as I make my way to the attached restroom. This one is so much larger and nicer than my bathroom at home. I could spend hours in the huge bathtub. Unfortunately, I haven’t had a chance to try it out, and since I’ve obviously slept in, I decide to take a shower instead. As much as I am enjoying my time here, I need to get home to Mother.Despite my best efforts to hurry, I take a long shower using all of the amazing products I find on a shelf within the massive stall. When I’m afraid I’m about to drain the hot water out of t
*Bexley*I follow Ellison down the corridor toward the dark part of the castle. He’s not holding my arm like he was the night before, and he’s walking so fast, I can barely keep up. About half an hour after I made my demands, he left the room and then came back to tell me that King Canaan was willing to meet with me.Barely breathing, I do my best to tamper down my nerves. My lack of oxygen has little to do with how fast I’m walking and everything to do with seeing the king again. A thrumming in my heart has me undulating between rushing to keep up and slowing down and fading into the walls. Would it be possible for me to ditch Ellison and find the nearest exit? Could I run all the way back home from here? I doubt it, but if the king is as scary today as he was last night, I might not be able to control myself.We reach the office door, but Ellison doesn’t knock on it right away. Instead, he waits for me to reach him a
*Canaan*I trace Bexley’s movement to the door and see what she’s about to do. Cursing under my breath, I take preventative measures and scramble through the door behind my desk that leads to another office just as the room is bathed in bright light. Moving quickly is difficult when I’ve been sitting for so long, but necessity increased my speed, and I just manage to get my tale through the door when she flips the light switch.Had I underestimated her at all, I’d still be sitting at that desk, and she’d be running from the castle in horror. Thankfully, I’ve figured out who Bexley is already, and I know never to trust her.“Where did he go?” I hear her whisper as she takes a few more steps around the office. I silently slip the lock into place and hope she doesn’t have some other means of forcing her way into the room.She doesn’t even approach my desk again. I hear her over by the
*Bexley*Ellison is angry at me. It’s clear from the way he marches away from me, leaving me to rush to keep up. If I thought it was difficult to match his strides when we were going to the king’s office, it’s at least twice as hard now .When we get to the grand staircase, a maid is waiting there for me. “Will you show Miss Kessler to her room, please?”She bows in compliance, and he turns to walk away.“Ellison!” I shout after him. He stops but doesn’t turn to look at me. “I’m sorry.”Slowly, he turns around, that angry scowl still etched in his face. “Are you? Do you have any idea what you just did?”“Yes, I do,” I tell him. “I should’ve never—”“I don’t think you have any fucking idea what you did, Bexley.”The woman next to me cowers a bit at his use of such a powerful swear word.
*Bexley*Books. Thousands of them—maybe hundreds of thousands of them—line the shelves of this magnificent room. It’s two-stories tall with an endless amount of shelves, some quaint looking seating areas, and a roaring fireplace. In the distance, I see a wide window with a gorgeous view of what must be the back gardens Ellison was telling me about. I cover my mouth as I stand there and take it all in. Best of all, even from where I’m standing, I can see an area dedicated to zoology.“Miss Bexley!” Anna calls from across the room. I turn in her direction to see David on a ladder tall enough to reach the highest books, but he’s not at a bookshelf. He has a large white sheet in is hand, and he’s attempting to drape it over a huge painting on the wall. I scan the room and see two other such paintings already covered. In the distance, another hangs untouched. It’s a portrait of an older couple with their arms around one another. They look regal, dressed in fancy clothes with referred expre
MaxianaI’m on the beach again–the beach of gems and starlight. I’m not sure where I go when I’m not here, but I think I might be… dying, to be totally, completely honest. I can’t find my way out of this place. The beach is endless. The water remains shallow and still with no current driving it. I must be on an island, trapped on all sides, and the sun doesn’t rise or fall. I am just languishing in the dark, slowly forgetting who I am. I can’t even remember my own name. Isn’t that insane? I roll a polished sapphire between my fingers, curling my digits around it, letting it warm in my hand before throwing it as hard as I can into the water. It silently skips across the glassy surface then disappears without a sound. I close my eyes, wondering if another vision will find me. Praying the man returns to at least keep me company… but I haven’t seen him in a long time, I think. I’m not sure if he’s real or if he’s a figment of whatever dreamscape I’m trapped in. I’m not sure if he exist
KaelThe city of Starfall shines in the haze of a late night rain shower. The rocky, barren landscape all around the sparkling city of onyx, obsidian, and silver glows under the lights of shops, taverns, and homes scattered around the city center and built into the mountains. Above, tucked in the clouds, my castle rests high above the sprawling metropolis, lost to the stars. I pull the hood of my cloak over my head as I step out of the tunnel funneling through the mountain and directly into the city. A night market is alive with activity, and the heavy scent of roasting meat, spicy, dark tea and incense cuts through the smell of ozone as I walk through the drizzle, lowering my head against the flickering lights. I nod as the people I pass abruptly stop what they’re doing and bow. Most whisper to each other, some giggling with excitement, and others simply smile. I have a good relationship with my people. We have had several long, occasionally turbulent, but otherwise peaceful decade
KaelI wake in one of Ashton’s sprawling guest rooms in the early hours of the morning. It’s a clear day, for once. Sunlight drifts through the arching windows lining the entire far wall, making the creamy white tiles glow as I sit up, running my hand down my face. I groan into my hand, cursing myself for giving into Ashton’s wine and the feast. I didn’t dream last night, which feels like a night wasted. I don’t have much time to spend feeling disappointed, if not desperate, about it. I dress quickly, running my fingers through my hair to tame the curls before striding out into his maze of a palace. Women dressed in silken finery pass me with smug, seductive smiles, batting their eyelashes at me. Ashton offered to find me some company last night, but I refused. I admit, in another time, another circumstance, I would have given in. But I haven’t been with another woman since the first, clear dream I had about my mate at the piano. There were times when I could have given in, led a wo
MaxianaI’m on the beach again, that beach of gems and calm, dark water. Black mist hangs all around me as I walk in no single direction, unsure if I’m going to step off the beach and into a vat of inky, black nothingness again. He’s not here this time. I’m not sure how I know, but I can just… feel that I’m alone. Horribly, inexplicitly alone. I’ve never been alone. Never. Not a single day in my life. I hug my arms to my chest as I pick across the beach. The mist begins to part, and through the starlight reflecting on the gems, I think I see the glow of a… a lantern. Yes, that flickering, soft amber light is stationary compared to the rippling glow of the stars shining against the gems. The mist parts further, revealing a small, stone building with a single sconce lit on its side, right beside a door. My heartrate skyrockets. I stumble over the gems in my haste to run, but I’m moving in slow motion, my movements dreamlike and hazy as I try to force my body forward over the beach.
KaelTerminus is always cloaked in storms. The raging, jagged mountain peaks shine white with every burst of lightning as I soar into Ashton’s territory, parting the angry clouds and sending thick mist coiling around my dragon body as I tuck in my wings and spiral down into the shadowed valley of his territory. Ashton’s expecting me, which means I’m not bombarded by his guards as I glide onto a landing platform and slide to a stop near a set of massive iron doors guarding the mouth of his fortress. Unlike Starfall, the largest city in my territory of the Emerald Coast, Terminus is built entirely within the mountains under Ashton’s rule. Tunnels pass between the mountains, connecting his cities while protecting his people from the unforgiving elements. I shake ice from my wings before shifting back to my human form, breathing deeply past the stretch and pull of the transformation to fill my lungs with crisp, frigid air. The massive doors open, and Ashton steps out, flanked by guards
KaelRaw gems make the obsidian walls glitter all around the meek, pale, mentally exhausted young woman loosely chained to a bed in the normally empty infirmary. A dragon shifter–a female–in a tidy black uniform and creamy white cloak moves around her, swiping another layer of thick, scentless salve made of crushed diamonds on Annabel’s arms and legs, healing the injuries she sustained in battle against the vines. I hadn’t noticed her injuries before. Not her hands, which were so raw they’re now bright red as fresh, new skin develops. Not the lacerations and blisters along her calves that are healing in real time. She’d fought, but for what? Her own life? The life of her princess, which she hasn’t said a word about in the hour she’s spent in Ryker’s company? That’s what he just told me in the hallway, his normally stern, unfazed disposition wore thin, like he’d just been through battle. I pull up a chair beside the bed and stare at the girl who refuses to meet my eyes. Ryker leans
MaxianaThe world is hazy and dark as I move through water so shallow it barely brushes my ankles. It ripples with each step I take, disturbing the millions of stars reflected on its surface. It’s totally dark here save for the stars hanging overhead, and silent, even as I splash through the water. I have no idea how I got here, but I feel like I’ve been stuck in an endless, watery, starlit loop for hours now. My long, white slip of a dress floats on the surface, gathered around my ankles, as I move through the nothingness, wondering when it’s going to end. Soft, whispered voices drift around me–unfamiliar and tangled, like they’re speaking underwater. I must be dreaming, right? There’s no way this is real. This endless, shallow ocean of stars is a figment of my mind, my too-active imagination. It has to be. I pause, squinting into the dizzying starlight. A small rise is just visible in the distance, I believe. An island cloaked in shadow and mist, but there is, in fact, land. My
KaelVaeloria is lost to slumber. I can taste the magic on my tongue–a heady, metallic sheen I can’t swallow down. Villagers slump against barrels and crates, snoozing peacefully, their bodies damp with the rain that passed through sometime yesterday. Thank the old gods it’s summer. They would have frozen solid last night otherwise. Even the children lie in heaps of homespun fabric as I move through the outer villages. The shutters and doors of the humble cottages I pass on my way to the castle clap against their stone walls, left open, unlocked. The air is still, and the silence is overwhelming, especially when I pass a group of chickens in the center of a dirt road, the entire flock asleep with their heads tucked under their wings. Warriors slump against the wall surrounding the castle. The gate is open, creaking in the warm wind that rustles through the immaculate garden. People dressed in finery spread out over the glistening, white stone steps leading to the grand entrance,
KaelI already know I’m dreaming when my eyes catch on rays of milky sunlight. Soft, white curtains dance in a warm breeze scented with salt and ozone, like a storm is passing over the mountaintops. Shadows dance through the beams, the familiar, yet dreamlike, room all around me fading into temporary darkness as the heavy clouds drift in front of the sun, but the air is warm and inviting as I sit up, smoothing the satin duvet over my lap, and turn toward the piano. I’ve had this dream enough times to know what I’m looking for and where to find it–to find her. Her thin fingers brush over the keys, plucking and grazing through each soft, echoing note of a song I know by heart but can never remember when I wake up. Golden blonde hair tumbles down her back, vibrating with each faint, practiced movement of her wrists and fingers, her narrow shoulders loose as she sways with the music, playing like the notes are coming from a place deep within her–her heart–her very soul. Sometimes I tel