“What’s up, Fizz?” I replied, standing up on my feet and putting my paperwork to the side.
Fizz was my right-hand man – the brother that I could rely on no matter what, to get me through every situation. He was Pakistani, with pale eyes, a rugged beard, and a strong, well-built frame. We’d known each other since we were kids, and we did everything together. We weren’t related by blood, but he was the only man out of everybody who worked for me who I could call my own family, and would trust with my own life. His name was Faizan, but we all called him Fizz.
“Jamal just rang me and told us to go by a motherfucker’s house who hasn’t paid up his debts yet,” Fizz explained. “We’re gonna take some of the other men too, in case things get nasty.”
“We’re more than capable to deal with him ourselves,” I retorted, rolling my eyes.
“Nah bro, he has a debt of about ninety grand,” Fizz sighed exhaustedly. “He could be armed.”
“Fair enough, bro,” I shrugged. “Let’s go.”
He nodded, and we made our way out of the building. Outside, four of the other men who worked under our belt were standing outside of the truck, waiting for us expectantly. Together, we formed part of the Cosa Nostra, taking care of the Sicilian Mafia’s organized crime syndicate within the United Kingdom, our headquarters being in Manchester. From gun trafficking, to smuggling drugs, to kidnapping, to gambling, to assassinating, bombing, and blackmailing…
We did it all.
I’d never claimed to be a good man, never claimed to have a soul in my body. My life was just making shit-tons of money, taking care of my men, and taking out any motherfucker who dared get on the wrong side of me. The only thing that I was hell-bent on never getting into was human trafficking, and forcing women into prostitution. Despite how much money it made, that was a disgusting side of business that I could never fuck with. I’d tear men’s lives apart with no fuck’s given, but I’d never let innocent women and children get caught in the crossfire.
“Ready to go, Boss?” asked Massimo, one of the men.
“Yeah. Where does this motherfucker live?” I asked, as Fizz folded his arms.
“Near Wilmslow Road. This needs to be a quick warning and we need to get the fuck out of there straight after, the feds have been trailing the place a lot recently.”
“Understood.”
Me and Fizz joined the men in the truck, and began driving to the bastard’s house, ready to teach him a lesson for not paying his debts.
2
luca
We arrived at Wilmslow Road, and began making our way to the motherfucker’s house.
Tariq Iqbal.
That was what the bastard’s name was.
He lived in an apartment block. Me and Fizz took the lead, allowing Massimo and the other men to follow close behind us. I knocked at the door, waiting for the fucker to answer. My patience was wearing too thin.
A debt of ninety fucking grand. I couldn’t let such a huge amount of money slide so easily. Just the sheer thought of this man believing that he could get away with not paying it back… Made my blood boil to the point it almost dried up. He was going to be taught a lesson for getting on the wrong side of me.
Rule one in the Cosa Nostra.
Always repay your debts.
After waiting for several minutes, I couldn’t even hear movement inside of the apartment. He’d had a fair warning. Because now…
Bang.
I slammed the door wide open with force, grabbing my gun out of my pocket, cocking it and holding it in front of my face, Fizz doing the same.
“Come on out, Tariq,” I soothed. “You sneaky little bastard.”
We searched the rooms, doing our best to locate him. Slamming open door after door, trying to see if there was a face in sight.
But there was nobody here.
“You can run but you can’t hide, Tariq,” Fizz tutted, kicking open the bathroom door so hard that the door fell straight into the sink, hitting a pipe, and caused water to start exploding everywhere.
I continued to sob, screaming and screaming for the doctor to come, but I couldn’t hear a single noise. Time stood still. It felt like I’d been waiting for an eternity.I could feel my heart shatter into millions of tiny pieces as my father continued to call out to my dead mother to be reunited with her. He’d given up. Given up on me, given up on the Cosa Nostra. And for the first time in my life, even though my father was dying in my arms…Was the first time I saw hope in his eyes. The love and hope he had for my mother, to be reunited with her in the afterlife.“I l – love you, Luca. I know you’ll carry on my l – legacy. I know you’ll do me p – proud…” Dad whispered, his eyes glistening with tears. “Don’t let the others g – get to you. You’ve worked s – so hard. You’ve done so much f – for m – me…”“Please, Dad. Please don’t do this,” I wept, screaming bloody murder. Screaming until I was blue in the face, screaming until my throat went dry. Screaming until I had nothing left inside
“YOU MOTHERFUCKER!” I roared, grabbing hold of my gun and pointing it straight at his face. There was no way that he was going to get away with speaking to me like this, and live to tell the fucking story. I didn’t care how important he was to my dad. Nobody took me for a dickhead and got away with it.“See?” he snarled, smirking at the gun. “Your only answer. You’d kill your own family for giving you a reality check. When it’s only the truth that’s coming out of my mouth.”“You little…” I cocked the gun, my patience wearing thin. Not wanting to listen to his bullshit any longer.“Go on then, shoot me,” he hissed. “Shoot me, you bastard! I could do without being in this fucked up family anymore. SHOOT ME!”I growled loudly. He wanted me to shoot him? Then his wish was my fucking command.“You bastard,” I seethed, and pulled the fucking trigger. The bullet fell straight out of the gun, flying in his direction…But Dad jumped in front of him.“NOOOOOOOO!” I screamed bloody murder. “DAD
They nodded feebly, getting to work.Wasting no time, the rest of us departed from the scene…Ready to make our way back to base.I wasn’t in the right head state…Not in the right fucking state of mind.But I had to pull myself together…Not just for my own sake, but for the sake of everybody else, too.It was time for me to finally have words with my father.***5luca“What the fuck, Dad?” I barked, as I stormed into his office.Dad was sitting there with Jamal, drinking whisky straight from the bottle. I knocked the bottle out from his hands, and poured it all over the floor, disgusted at the sight of him.“What the fuck, Luca?!” Dad roared angrily. “What are you doing?”“Wake the fuck up, Dad,” I snarled. “Stop drinking. It’s all I ever see you fucking do.”Dad rattled his fists angrily, banging them down on the table. Jamal screwed his face, folding his arms.“What’s up your ass?” Jamal sneered. “Did you collect the debts from Tariq?”“No,” I retorted. “He wasn’t at the goddamn
I knew that this scene was forever going to etch itself into my memory. Haunting my dreams every day, replaying itself into my mind over and over like a form of motherfucking torture. The rules of the Cosa Nostra had been broken. This was the price I had to pay for the fucked up life I lived. I’d chosen this way of life, and I had to deal with the consequences.Even if it killed me.From this day forward…I would never be the same again.4luca“You motherfucker…” I seethed, locking eyes with Massimo. Letting him know how much I despised him in this moment. Letting him know how much I fucking hated what he’d just done.“Spare me the fucking sentimental bullshit,” Massimo snarled. “If we’d gone back to your Pops empty-handed, and let someone get away with a ninety grand fucking debt, how the fuck do you think he would react? It had to be done.”“HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I FUCKING TOLD YOU?!” I roared. “NO CHILDREN! NO WOMEN, AND NO FUCKING CHILDREN, MASSIMO!”I felt my body shake into a fre
“Come on, let’s go.” I nodded towards Massimo, Sergio and the other men.“What, we’re just going to go after coming all this way?” Sergio snarled. “Aren’t we going to make that motherfucker pay?”“You said yourself feds are trailing the place, so we need to get the fuck out of here anyway,” I shot back, pissed off that they had the audacity to argue back to me. They were my men. They had to follow my fucking orders.“I checked the window, there’s no cop cars,” Massimo snarled. “We’re staying here until the job’s finished. Nobody makes a fool out of us and lives to tell the fucking story!”“I said stand the fuck down, Massimo!” I roared. “No innocents, remember! This is just a poor woman and her fucking kids, Tariq isn’t here! There’s nothing we can fucking do!”“Know your fucking place, Massimo,” Fizz seethed, narrowing his eyes, as he shot Massimo a warning look, meaning that he meant business.This only riled up Massimo even more.“Fuck it, Massimo,” Sergio sighed. “Let’s get out o
“WHERE THE FUCK IS HE?!” I roared, turning around to Massimo. “YOU SAID THAT HE WOULD BE HERE, YOU MOTHERFUCKER! YOU WASTED MY TIME COMING OUT HERE ON A FUCKING WHIM!”I grabbed hold of him by his collar, causing his face to go beetroot red as he started struggling for air.“I t – thought he would b – be here, Boss, please!” Massimo struggled.“You useless piece of shit,” I snarled, letting go of him. “You’re a fucking joke.”He began wheezing, doing his best to regather his strength, allowing oxygen to fill his windpipes again. I rolled my eyes. I was so fucking pissed off in this moment, I felt like putting a bullet straight through Massimo for the shit-show that was happening right now.“Wait, Luca, can you hear that?” Fizz breathed, his voice dropping to barely below a whisper.“Hear what?” I asked, narrowing my eyes.The room went eerily quiet as we all listened intently.It was almost like we could hear somebody cough up a sob.“We’ve got the bastard,” Sergio, another one of th