The darkness swallowed everything but my heartbeat.
It was loud. Thunderous. Not in my ears but in my chest, echoing through my entire body like a warning… or a wish.
I felt him move.
Not away.
Closer.
The air between us grew hotter, tighter, until I could taste the spice of his cologne and the electricity buzzing off his skin. His hand brushed against my jaw, featherlight, and I nearly forgot how to breathe.
"Rennie..." His voice was lower than before. Rougher. "We should stop. We really should."
But he didn’t.
And neither did I.
Then soft, searching, inevitable his lips met mine.
It wasn’t gentle.
It was like all the silence between us had burst. Hours of careful glances, strict rules, tension laced between clumsy mistakes set on fire.
His kiss was demanding and desperate, yet calculated, like he’d been holding back too long and now couldn’t remember why.
Before I could even think, his strong arms lifted me with practiced ease and set me carefully on the desk, cold polished mahogany wood.His hands against the backs of my thighs. His lips returned to mine, hands cupping my face with surprising tenderness.
His lips devoured mine like he’d been starving for them like they were the answer to a question he never dared ask out loud.
His hand gripped my waist, pulling me closer, pressing me against the heat of his body. I gasped, and he swallowed the sound with another kiss, this one slower, deeper, like he was trying to memorize every shape, every sigh, every taste.
My fingers curled into his hair.
And for a second just one reckless, wild second I let go of every reason why this was wrong.
Because at that moment, it felt right.
It felt like falling.
But as his mouth trailed down to my jaw and his hand slid up my thigh, reality came crashing back.
Diane.
Her little hands. Her laughter. Her trust.
The promise I made. “I am not interested in becoming your mom or auntie”
I pulled away, breath ragged. “I,We can’t.”
His hand dropped, his breathing just as uneven, his expression unreadable, eager and intense.
“This is wrong,” I whispered.Am sorry I am leaving“
He nodded slowly, running a hand through his dark hair. “You’re right.”
The words should’ve calmed me.
But then he said unexpectedly, “Doesn’t mean I’m done with you, Rennie.”
My stomach flipped.
He stepped back as if to give me space. I slipped off the desk, adjusting my robe like armor. My lips still tingled, my heart was still racing. I needed to get out before I gave in again.
I turned to the door.
Steel. Code locked.
I remembered I was too busy being afraid of the settings in his “hideout” that I forgot when she was pressing in the code.
I tried a random number.
Beep. Error.
Panic clawed at me as the keypad flashed red.
I looked over my shoulder.
He was leaning against the wall now, arms folded, one brow raised.
“Do you need the code?” he asked, voice drenched in amusement.
“I… need it”
“You’re not getting out,” he said, pushing off the wall with a slow, confident stride.
“I can try again—”
“You could,” he said, stopping just a breath away from me, his tone dark and teasing, “but where’s the fun in that?”
I blinked. “What do you mean?”
His eyes roamed my face, his hands searching for something he didn't lose around my waist.
“You want to get out,” he said softly, “you’ll have to beg.”
My breath caught.
He leaned in, his fingers caressing my lips “Beg me, Rennie. Just once. Sweet and soft. And maybe I’ll let you go.”
My skin flamed. My pulse pounded.
This man…
This dangerous, arrogant, magnetic man was playing with fire and I was the match stick he’d just struck.
And the worst part?
I wasn’t sure I wanted to be let go but as flashes of Diane's smile came I knew I had to make my decision.As I leaned in to give him what he wanted he dared to outsmart smart me.
The flight from Los Angeles to Thailand was long,14 hours and 26 minutes,but surprisingly calm. Somewhere over the oceans and beautiful views, time lost meaning. I dozed off, but would regain consciousness, waking to the scent of reheated meals,the low hum of birds in the sky.Despite the silence between Shawn and me, he managed to fill the cabin with noise,his voice. He ridiculously questioned Diane about school, her spelling test and her art projects. She answered eagerly at first, then started involving me into it, creating a three-way conversation I hadn’t signed up for.“ Renzy, how do you spell ‘gorgeous’?” Diane asked, her head tilted sweetly.It's one of the words we have to learn “G-O-R-G-E-O-U-S.” I spelt, still charmed by her intentful question.Shawn gave a faint smile behind the laptop. By the time we landed, it was early afternoon,about 1:30 p.m., local time. The plane touched down with a gentle thud, wheels screeching softly on the tarmac.Warm, tropical air wrap
I woke before the alarm, my eyes snapping open to soft morning light spilling through the window. Today was the day. The Thailand trip. The day everything changes from my appearance to my agenda. I stretched, letting the blanket fall off my body as I rose and walked barefoot to the bathroom. The cold tiles shocked me awake. I splashed water on my face and stared at myself in the mirror messy hair, sleepy eyes,dental retainers, And the faint memory of a dream I couldn’t recall But this wasn’t the time for dreams. It was time for strategy. I wrapped a towel around myself and opened the case in which I kept my skin products tiny but vital. It contained an organic soap I used to wash my face, a mild exfoliating gel, a mask, and a tinted lip wash that made my lips soft and pink. After my pre-shower routine, I moved on to getting ready for the day. I used a milky cream that instantly smoothed my skin, adding the right gleam. Honey-gold body mist with vanilla. Lip balm to make my lips
I was sick waiting for Diane. Even though it was an air-conditioned car with leathery seats which could automatically give a soothing massage, But I will still not okay,my thoughts and emotional breakdown generated heat that made me uncomfortable. Just as I was about to ask the driver to return home, I heard Diane’s jolly voice which was the cooler to my "emotional heat"she wasn't just running at a speed which could match up to a top athlete she was singing a goofy song which showed her excitement:“We are going to Thailand! Me, Dad, and Renzy! So much fun, we’re going to have a frenzy!”Seeing her smile immediately soothed my discomfort. I was about to leave the car to embrace her but she ran even faster as she got closer, so I opened the door, helped her in,“Easy!” I said, catching her in my arms as she collided into me when trying to enter the car.She giggled and practically danced her way into the back seat, kicking her feet and humming as if the world was her personal audien
I walked out of his study holding my breath and that ridiculous luxury gift set,which felt more like a bribe than a means of consolation, whatever it was I loved it.My face still feeling plumy and flushed from the note, and his exit words:"I’m not done wanting you, Renzy. But I’ll wait."Seriously? What was I supposed to do with that kind of confession?I placed my hand in my shirt.My heart was still racing. But life in the Wolfe mansion,didn’t pause or had time for emotional confusion.Diane was already in her room, half-dressed in her school uniform and pretending her socks were boxing gloves.“You okay, Renzy,?” she asked while throwing weak punches“Yeah.Just thinking about...stuff.” Even though I knew my condition showed how visible the lie was.She narrowed her eyes like a tiny detective, then started sniffing loudly. “ I can smell a lie,miles back,including those just two metres away?”“Believe me, there's no lie,” I said.“Okay renzy! but if there's anyone troubling you
I was halfway through Diane’s favorite bedtime story “The Adventures of Princess Helena" when she shifted under the covers, her little forehead creasing with sudden thought."Renzy?""Hmm?" I looked up from the page."I forgot to ask the chef for a quick night snack I’ll be right back."My brow furrowed. “Now? Sweetie, it's almost bedtime. Want me to come with you?"She shook her head quickly, all wide-eyed innocence. "Nope. I got it."Before I could protest, she was already out the door, her fuzzy slippers padding softly against the hallway floor. Something about the determined tilt of her chin made me pause. That little girl was up to something.Still, I waited.Diane found her Dad in his study, where I knew he’d be. He was staring at his laptop, but his fingers weren’t moving. They just hovered, like he was thinking hard but didn’t want to show it.When he saw her, he blinked. "Diane? What are you doing awake?""I needed to talk to you."He raised an eyebrow. "Is something wrong?"
The drive home was quite silent, Shawn refused to talk and I couldn't judging from Shawn's face, it's either he would have hit me or thrown me out of the car,so we got home he didn't even opened the door for me like he did earlier all he did was got down and threw the keys to the guard, thinking we would reconcile, unknown to me that the hostility just started,The hostility started with coffee.Not the comforting kind, but the scorching, bitter kind. The kind that splashes across crystal glasses and hand-sewn Italian rugs—not by accident, but purposely."Clean it up."Three words.Arrogant.Icy. Domineering.I stared at the mess for half a second too long. The steam still rose from the spilled pot on the boardroom table, dripping slowly to the floor. No one moved. No one breathed.Shawn Wolfe didn’t look at me. Not once.He was seated at the end of the table, legs crossed, voice calm, suit immaculate. A dozen executives watched silently, their eyes darting between me and him like spect