LOGINEsmeralda POV
My eyes came open again as I felt myself being dragged. My baby, what if something had happened to my baby? I knew I only passed out for seconds when i saw myself in the midst of people with guards dragging me. My hand went to my stomach as I was pushed into the dungeon. My ears rang loudly as everything around me went blurry, no word registered in my mind, neither did I see anything. The sound of the dungeon being locked up met my ears and my body met with the cold, concrete floor. Thorne just rejected me, I had just been rejected by my mate, and he just handed me over to his father to prove his loyalty to him. I’ve been betrayed a whole lot of times by friends, even my best friend back at my father’s park once betrayed me, but this is the highest level of betrayal I’ve seen. It hurts so much, it hurts that I just want to die. I gripped my chest in pain, my heart felt like it was going to just jump right out of my chest. I really wish this is all a dream, it just has to be a dream, or a nightmare even with how bad it is. “Esme…” A voice dragged me out of the foggy state of my mind. I looked up to see my father, the man who has loved me all his life. He looks so unrecognizable right now, bruises littered on his body and he looked like he had just fought a really hard war. “Dad?” I mumbled. He was locked up in the cell opposite mine. I couldn’t even notice him or sniff him out. “I’m so sorry, I’m sorry for putting you through this, I swear I didn’t want it to escalate to this level. I hate to see you in pain, I hate that I brought this upon you.” He said, his eyes brimmed with tears. As much as I wanted to point fingers at anyone for bringing this upon me, I’d never hate my father. I can’t even hate him, it’s not possible. “But why? Why do you want to overthrow the king? Why didn’t you tell me anything?” I asked him, whispering. “I’ve not told you this before, but his rule is doing a lot of damage to our pack. He takes too much tax and makes it difficult for the economy to thrive. The only way he’d yield is if we threaten him with war, and that was what we were planning when Thorne found out.” He explained. “You should have still let me know, we could have something else. Maybe I could have talked to Thorne-“ I was interrupted by a pretty loud noise. I hatched my stomach subconsciously again, guarding my baby. Some guards stormed towards where my fathers was held in and they opened the iron bars. “Don’t rough handle him please.” I begged, watching as they dragged him. Another set of guards came to my own side and opened the gates just like they did to my father’s. I was approached and dragged away by them too. My father and I was taken outside the dungeon, to a very large area. I earnestly prayed to the moon goddess or whoever could be listening to me right now that they just let us go. I know that if they do that right now, it means we’d become rogues. The pack is no longer ours. But that’s way better than being imprisoned or even killed. Thorne stood at the front with Aria by his side. Their regal dresses shone under the moonlight. I felt a pang of hurt as he drew her closer to him when he saw me staring at him. “Tonight, we’re gathered to witness the punishment of two rebels. They not only planned to execute my father and I, they also planned a war. A war isn’t something that’s tolerable, especially by people who want to do it for their selfish gains.” Thorne’s voice boome. “As the king of the werwolf kingdom, I command that Max Knight is beheaded, and Esmeralda Knight becomes a slave here, she’s demoted!” It can’t be. My father can’t die, he can’t be killed. That’s not possible. He’s not going to die, I can’t allow him to die at all. I fell on my knees immediately, not minding anything at the moment. I’d do anything to just make sure that my father doesn’t die. “Please don’t kill him, do anything else you want with us, just don’t kill him please. Thorne, don’t do this to me please.” I begged him, putting all the sincerity I could muster into the words. “Who the fuck do you think you are to call the king by his name, mutt? Have you forgotten your place so soon?” Aria stepped forward, glaring hard at me. I’ve never felt so hated by people or anyone ever since the news of my father planning to overthrow the king got out. The looks on people's faces just made me hate my own existence for the first time. “The audacity is crazy. I want his head off, and restrain her so she can watch him die. There’s no mercy for people who betray us.” Thorne ordered, so much authority and hatred in his voice. I cried out, pleading even more as I was grabbed by some really strong men and they restrained me just like Thorne had ordered. Tears streamed down my face as helplessness like never before gripped my entire form. I wiggled hardly in their hold as my father was tied up before me like some animal, he was so rough handled that I just wanted nothing more than to get to him at the moment. “Thorne, please. You said you’ll never hurt me, remember.” I cried, tears blurring my vision. I didn’t even see Aria walking over to me, all I felt was a hard smack on my face. She slapped me so hard that my head whipped to the side. She had always hated me, it’s no shocker that she hates me even more right now. I watched as a man brought out a sword and stood before my father. “Please.” I mumbled weakly. “I love you so much, my princess. I’m sorry.” My father said back. My heart raced wildly as the man lifted up the sword, my body went flaccid as the sword descended and went unto my father. Red was the next thing I saw. No, I wasn’t angry. It was the splatter of blood that came out from my father’s body and to my face. His head rolled to the floor, his eyes wide open as his head detached from his body. What sort of nightmare is this? It feels so real, it’s so scary. I felt myself being lifted up from the ground, my legs couldn’t even stand on their own at all. “You’re so lucky that you’re not the one who’s dead, I want to see you suffer before you finally decide to kill youself.” Is that Thorne? It’s just not possible. My Thorne doesn’t sound that way, this one sounds so cruel. My Thorne doesn’t sound cruel, he’s nice. “I want her to clean the hall that was used for the coronation alone. No one is allowed to help her. Then when she’s done with that, she should clean the kitchen and prepare breakfast for tomorrow.” Arid said. When is this nightmare ever going to end? ~~~ It wasn’t a nightmare at all, I only got to know that when it was midnight. My father body has been sent to the natural lands where they went to bury him, I didn’t even know where they buried him. I feel utterly alone in this world at the moment, so cold and alone. I was approached by three maids, they’ve been my friends sort of since I got here. “Come with us, we’ll get you out of here. We’ve spoken to a few guards and they agreed to helping you get out. We all like you and we can’t watch you get punished here like this.” One of them said. I left the kingdom that night with a heavy heart and a pup developing in me.Esmeralda’s POVThe borderlands did not look the same when we came back.What used to be tents and rough wood had changed.Stone walls were rising everywhere.Men were carrying blocks. Wolves were hauling timber. Smoke rose from fresh fires where builders worked day and night.A city was being born.I slowed my horse and stared.For a moment I could hardly believe it.Right in the center stood the Great Hall.Its walls were tall and wide, made from heavy gray stone. The roof was still missing, but the shape of the building was already clear. A huge circular space meant to hold thousands.Light poured into it from every side.Not dark like the temples in the south.Open.Alive.Hopeful.When we rode through the gates, people saw us.At first there was silence.Then someone shouted.“Alpha!”Another voice followed.“The Queen!”Suddenly the entire place erupted.They were cheering.Not just Royalists.Not just rogues.Everyone.Their voices mixed together until the sound filled the whol
Esmeralda's POVThe water was not just cold, It was warm a bit.It felt like a liquid silver was being poured into my veins, making me feel like I was hurnted by the black poison and burning it out. I screamed, but the sound was swallowed by the depths. I was sinking, the surface of the pool got further and further away until it was just a tiny pinprick of light. Let it go, I heard a voice saying in the depths. It was not the shadow-woman. This voice was old, ancient, like the shifting of tectonic plates. The pain, the betrayal, the crown. Let it all go, or you will drown in the weight of it. I began to see images of my life flash before me. Thorne’s sneer as he rejected me. The sound of the sword falling on my father’s neck. The cold nights in the forest when I thought I wouldn't survive. Each memory was a stone, dragging me deeper. I saw Aria laughing as she wore my dress. I saw the villagers' burned homes. I saw the blood on my own hands. "I can't," I gasped, the silver wa
Esmeralda's POVThe southern marshes are like a dream that you cannot wake up from. The air is thick with water. It smells like something is rotting. Every time my horse takes a step it sounds like it is sinking into the mud.I sat in front of Killian on his warhorse. He is holding me tightly. I can feel his heart beating fast against my back. He does not care that the other people are watching. He does not care what they think. He just wants to make sure I am safe."Just a little further Esme " he says softly. "We are at the trees."I do not say anything. I can feel something bad happening inside me. The black lines on my arm are getting worse. They are like a map of all the things that are happening to me. I can feel them pulsing with a beat. It is like the heartbeat of the marsh. The light inside me is going away. It is like trying to light a match in the rain.We get to a spot near an old tree. Killian helps me down from the horse. He is very gentle. When my feet touch the ground
Esmeralda POVThe man with scars. It was a nasty sound. It echoed through the burned village. He did not look like a man who was scared of a Queen. He looked like a man who was waiting for a reason to kill someone."A debt?" he said, making fun of me. "The only debt in this land is the one you owe for taking a throne that's not yours. Dominic was a man. You are a girl playing with things you do not understand.""Dominic was a parasite" I said, my voice low and angry.” If you loved him so much I would be happy to send you to join him."Lily and Marcus moved beside me. The air was thick with the smell of pine and anger. The five warriors behind the leader also moved, their mean faces filling the village."Do not kill the girl yet " the leader told his men. "I want her to watch while we hurt her friends. I want her to see what happens to those who follow a Queen."He jumped at me.I did not move. I did not need to. The power of the First Mother was inside me making my movements fast. Whe
Esmeralda's POV The shadow creature hit me like a wall of ice. I was thrown backward. My head cracked against the stone floor. Stars danced in my vision and the light inside me flickered for a second. The coldness of the womans aura was overwhelming."Esme!" Killians voice was loud.I saw him shift into a black wolf and attack the hooded figures.. They were like smoke and his claws passed right through them.The woman stood over me. Her eyes were pits and they seemed to be swirling with a bad energy. "You thought you could just walk away from the darkness?" she hissed. "You took the crown. You didn't pay the price. Power demands a sacrifice, Esmeralda. If you won't give your soul I'll take your life."She raised her hand. A spear of black ice appeared. She swung it down toward my chest. I rolled out of the way in time and the spear shattered the stone where my heart had been.I got up. The violet light surged to my hands. I blasted her. She didn't fly back. She absorbed the light an
Esmeralda's POV The Royal City was already so different when I returned from the northern parks. It wasn’t even longer felt like a thick, suffocating shroud of ancient secrets. Instead of that it felt thin, expectant, like a held breath. I rode through the gates with Lily and one of the small guard, the people didn’t just scramble away in terror. They paused. They watched. Some even bowed, not out of the frantic fear I had seen at my coronation, but with a hesitant, curious respect.I felt different this time, too. The violet light didn’t scream fire in my veins anymore. It was a low, steady hum, like the purr of a sleeping predator. Elara had been right; the Cave of Whispers hadn't taken the power away, but it had stripped away the jagged edges of my rage. I was still the Queen, but I felt like Esmeralda again."You look... calmer," Lily said, her horse pulling up beside mine. She was looking at me closely, her eyes were scanning for any sign of the "First Mother" taking control."
Esmeralda POV My heart dipped as I heard those words, I felt weak from within instantly.“You’re right, I think she has held him down with a spell or something. I just don’t understand why anyone would want to shoulder the responsibility of a child he knows nothing about. There’s something wrong s
Esmeralda POV “What?” I mumbled quietly, my voice so low that I could barely hear myself at all.The witch stared at me with so much joy on her face. “This is the time the entire pack and werewolf kingdom has been waiting for! The two destined mates finally meet!” She shouted happily.“Ellie, you
Esmeralda POV Watching Lily break down that way made me feel hurt too. I understand her point of view. She had gotten so used to being with Killian that she was now so attached to him.And I know this might be hard on Killian too, but I also know there’s nothing he can do about it. Though I kind o
Killian POV My beast has always been a very sacred part of me, it was so sacred that I had to lock it away. My wolf on its own was powerful, but the beast was another thing entirely.I’ve not allowed it to take over my body completely yet because I feared that it might kill the pack members I gath







