LOGINEsmeralda POV
“Are you sure about this? Won’t you all get into trouble or something?” I asked the girls as we got to a secret part of the palace. I didn't get what was going on. It seemed like I'd just got out of something like a trance. I now know that I wasn’t having a nightmare, but something seems to be missing right now. It feels as though I’m meant to be with something or someone. Right, my father. He should be with me right now, that horrible experience was just a part of my imagination. It definetly wasn’t real, so he should be with me right now. There was no way he's actually dead. Of course he wasn't, he promised me that he'll be there for me forever So yeah he's…. “You don’t have to worry about a thing, we’ve taken care of everything already. And even the guards at the entrance will allow you go, we all know about it.” She said, cutting my thoughts off. “Can we wait though? I need to go with my father, I can’t leave without him.” I said, stopping. They all looked at one another, a sad expression crossing their features too. Why are they staring at me that way? Is that pity? I realized that I was wasting more time by standing there, so I just turned around in a bid to go and get my father like I had said. I was however drawn back by the one closest to me. “Uh, you have to leave now. Your father is in a better place now, I’m sure he’d want you to leave now too as we’re way behind time.” I was told. I frowned, “What do you mean? Isn’t he waiting for me? He came to the kingdom earlier-“ I was cut off by some quick movements close to us. The maids dragged me away from that place and we started running towards a place that was so unfamiliar to me. We got to a wall and one of the maids started punching some parts of the wall. I was confused as to what was going on until the wall started making way. It’s a door. It’s really a door. “You have to leave now. Just go down this tunnel, it’ll lead right outside the kingdom. There are warriors and guards at the other side, they’ll let you go.” She said, then stared at me with something like disgust mixed with pity. “Maybe you'll meet your father at the other side” I wanted to talk but the door was rapidly closed and locked. I looked around to see myself in a tunnel, the only thing is that it wasn’t dark at all. It was well lit. Where’s this place? It looks like a hidden passageway or something. Thorne had actually told me once that there’s a lot of hidden passageways in the palace, it comes in handy in case of emergency. I walked down just like I was told, I didn’t even know what I was doing anymore. I just knew that I needed to get out of here. Just like I had been told, I saw the guards. They let me go and I was given a map with a lamp, I asked for my father once more and I was only given that pitiful look. What was wrong with everyone? Why wouldn't they just let me see him? As I stepped into the woods, all that was on my mind was making it till morning then I’d go look for my father. ~ A yelp of pain escaped my mouth as the wolf fell off of me. That's another one dead. How many have I killed so far? When exactly will these rogues stop attacking? I’d fought against three rogues counting from last night even though I had made sure to stay on the neutral lands. “This really isn’t how I expected my first pregnancy to go.” I mumbled to myself as I tried to rest a bit before proceeding again. My mind slowly drifted to few nights ago with Thorne. We had a very mind blowing sex, one that made both of us pant for air after we were done. “That was so good, I’ve never felt so good.” He said to me, his hand slowly brushing my hair as he said that. “if I’m happy, you’re happy.” I mumbled, a small smile on my face. He placed a very gentle kiss on my cheeks, making me feel so contented and loved. The forehead kisses and his warm hugs make me feel like nothing else matter in this world. “I love you, don’t ever for once doubt that. I love you more than life itself.” He said, almost as if he could read my mind and could see the uncertainty running through it. I slept in his arms that night, so happy and loved. It was the next morning that he started acting up, I didn’t even know that he found out about my father’s plans and he presumed that I knew about it because of how close I was to my father. And he said he was going to stand by me through everything. A bitter feeling came up in my mouth as I remembered all that we had done together since we met two years ago. My hand went to my stomach, I rubbed it affectionately. “I promise to be with you all through everything, and this isn’t an empty promise at all.” I mumbled. This child is going to be the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I’ll ensure that. I'll make sure my child never suffers. But for now, I have to make it out of this place before I get eaten up by the wild wolves. It seems there’s quite a number of them in this part of the woods. I’ve never been so happy that I took my training classes seriously, it’s not even like my father would have had it another way. He loves me, but not to the point of protecting me to the extent of getting a few bruises from training. I picked up myself and the map that I had been given, using it to nagivage the woods. I walked for some minutes then I felt the presence of some rogues around me. “Not again,” I mumbled to myself. Can I just get a breather for today already? And I really hope the moon goddess has a very good plan in stock for me. There's gotta be a reason for making me go through all these stress. The rogues came into view but they weren’t the regular ones at all. These ones look so clean and organized. “Hey,” I called out to them but they barely stared at me before going their way. How rude… I sighed and headed towards the opposite direction. I couldn't help but wonder though Who were they?Esmeralda’s POVThe borderlands did not look the same when we came back.What used to be tents and rough wood had changed.Stone walls were rising everywhere.Men were carrying blocks. Wolves were hauling timber. Smoke rose from fresh fires where builders worked day and night.A city was being born.I slowed my horse and stared.For a moment I could hardly believe it.Right in the center stood the Great Hall.Its walls were tall and wide, made from heavy gray stone. The roof was still missing, but the shape of the building was already clear. A huge circular space meant to hold thousands.Light poured into it from every side.Not dark like the temples in the south.Open.Alive.Hopeful.When we rode through the gates, people saw us.At first there was silence.Then someone shouted.“Alpha!”Another voice followed.“The Queen!”Suddenly the entire place erupted.They were cheering.Not just Royalists.Not just rogues.Everyone.Their voices mixed together until the sound filled the whol
Esmeralda's POVThe water was not just cold, It was warm a bit.It felt like a liquid silver was being poured into my veins, making me feel like I was hurnted by the black poison and burning it out. I screamed, but the sound was swallowed by the depths. I was sinking, the surface of the pool got further and further away until it was just a tiny pinprick of light. Let it go, I heard a voice saying in the depths. It was not the shadow-woman. This voice was old, ancient, like the shifting of tectonic plates. The pain, the betrayal, the crown. Let it all go, or you will drown in the weight of it. I began to see images of my life flash before me. Thorne’s sneer as he rejected me. The sound of the sword falling on my father’s neck. The cold nights in the forest when I thought I wouldn't survive. Each memory was a stone, dragging me deeper. I saw Aria laughing as she wore my dress. I saw the villagers' burned homes. I saw the blood on my own hands. "I can't," I gasped, the silver wa
Esmeralda's POVThe southern marshes are like a dream that you cannot wake up from. The air is thick with water. It smells like something is rotting. Every time my horse takes a step it sounds like it is sinking into the mud.I sat in front of Killian on his warhorse. He is holding me tightly. I can feel his heart beating fast against my back. He does not care that the other people are watching. He does not care what they think. He just wants to make sure I am safe."Just a little further Esme " he says softly. "We are at the trees."I do not say anything. I can feel something bad happening inside me. The black lines on my arm are getting worse. They are like a map of all the things that are happening to me. I can feel them pulsing with a beat. It is like the heartbeat of the marsh. The light inside me is going away. It is like trying to light a match in the rain.We get to a spot near an old tree. Killian helps me down from the horse. He is very gentle. When my feet touch the ground
Esmeralda POVThe man with scars. It was a nasty sound. It echoed through the burned village. He did not look like a man who was scared of a Queen. He looked like a man who was waiting for a reason to kill someone."A debt?" he said, making fun of me. "The only debt in this land is the one you owe for taking a throne that's not yours. Dominic was a man. You are a girl playing with things you do not understand.""Dominic was a parasite" I said, my voice low and angry.” If you loved him so much I would be happy to send you to join him."Lily and Marcus moved beside me. The air was thick with the smell of pine and anger. The five warriors behind the leader also moved, their mean faces filling the village."Do not kill the girl yet " the leader told his men. "I want her to watch while we hurt her friends. I want her to see what happens to those who follow a Queen."He jumped at me.I did not move. I did not need to. The power of the First Mother was inside me making my movements fast. Whe
Esmeralda's POV The shadow creature hit me like a wall of ice. I was thrown backward. My head cracked against the stone floor. Stars danced in my vision and the light inside me flickered for a second. The coldness of the womans aura was overwhelming."Esme!" Killians voice was loud.I saw him shift into a black wolf and attack the hooded figures.. They were like smoke and his claws passed right through them.The woman stood over me. Her eyes were pits and they seemed to be swirling with a bad energy. "You thought you could just walk away from the darkness?" she hissed. "You took the crown. You didn't pay the price. Power demands a sacrifice, Esmeralda. If you won't give your soul I'll take your life."She raised her hand. A spear of black ice appeared. She swung it down toward my chest. I rolled out of the way in time and the spear shattered the stone where my heart had been.I got up. The violet light surged to my hands. I blasted her. She didn't fly back. She absorbed the light an
Esmeralda's POV The Royal City was already so different when I returned from the northern parks. It wasn’t even longer felt like a thick, suffocating shroud of ancient secrets. Instead of that it felt thin, expectant, like a held breath. I rode through the gates with Lily and one of the small guard, the people didn’t just scramble away in terror. They paused. They watched. Some even bowed, not out of the frantic fear I had seen at my coronation, but with a hesitant, curious respect.I felt different this time, too. The violet light didn’t scream fire in my veins anymore. It was a low, steady hum, like the purr of a sleeping predator. Elara had been right; the Cave of Whispers hadn't taken the power away, but it had stripped away the jagged edges of my rage. I was still the Queen, but I felt like Esmeralda again."You look... calmer," Lily said, her horse pulling up beside mine. She was looking at me closely, her eyes were scanning for any sign of the "First Mother" taking control."
Thorne POVThe days rolled by so fast that it has been exactly a week since my coronation. Being the werewolf king hasn’t been as stressful as I thought it would be.Or that could be because my father was still handing a reasonable amount of work that my father was still handling even while I had t
Killian POVI walked away from them with Carson by my side. He wouldn’t stop mumbling about how he hated what Esmeralda just did. He kept pacing like a wounded dog, really angry that Esmeralda interrupted our conversation.Esmeralda, that name was ingrained into my memory like a bad habit, I’ve not
Esmeralda POVThere was pin drop silence almost immediately after she said that, I couldn’t wrap my head around what she said at first, I was so lost on what she meant at first.Killian was as confused as I was, he looked at her with a bit of confusion on his face.“Like you back? What do you mean?
Esmeralda POVI swallowed thickly as he moved closer to me, no one has ever been able to evoke fear in me like this man does. And the craziest part? He doesn’t have to do or say much.After everything that Lily had told me since I got here, I just knew that he wasn’t someone to be played around wit







