"Ma'am, I've already told you that Julian and his mother are already present and accounted for." The teacher eyed me suspiciously. "Your name isn't even listed as an emergency contact—"
"You are clearly mistaken!" I argued back. "I'M Renee Bennett! Maybe you should check your files and make sure they weren't forged with the wrong information!"
Today was Julian's open house for primary school, and he was set to go into the second grade. Last night, I stayed up all night making a clay model of him dressed as a king; it was based on one of his drawings that he hung proudly on the kitchen fridge.
But because I stayed up all night, it meant I accidentally overslept. I received a text message from my husband, Gregory, telling me not to worry about coming to Julian's open house, but what kind of mother would I be if I missed this?
And now that I was here, I was being told that Julian's mother was already here with him?
Were these people insane?
I was here when they wanted someone to fill out the initial rounds of paperwork! How could the teacher not recognize me?
"Here, look for yourself." The teacher let out a 'hmph' before handing me the forms. "It was signed and dated the night we had the initial meeting. And as you can see, it says—"
"Camille Richards?!" I was ready to rip up the form in my hands. "Why the hell is she listed as Julian's mother?!"
As I stood at the classroom's entrance, I looked up and saw my precious Julian standing next to the clay model that was being showcased in the middle of the room. He was showered with so much praise and compliments that his smile was wide and full of light as he looked up at the woman next to him.
That was when I saw her.
Camille. Looking down lovingly at Julian like he was hers; like she was the one who carried him for nine months, and took care of him for the past seven years!
What kind of sick joke was this?!
Camille was an old classmate of Gregory's from what I could remember. After college, the two separated and she went abroad to build her own career. She returned some time after the new year, and ever since then she'd quickly integrated herself into our family.
Everyone loved her. And I quickly faded into obscurity.
"Hey, who's that?" I heard a small voice being directed towards me.
My eyes perked up and that's when I saw a little boy looking at me as he stood next to Julian.
When Julian and I locked eyes, I gave him a heartfelt smile.
But all I got in return was an eye roll and a look of disgust. "That's just my fat, useless nanny. Don't mind her."
"J-Julian!" I exhaled and was stunned beyond belief. "What did you just call me? Young man I—"
"But I heard her say she was your mommy?" The kid prodded.
"Ew, NO!" Julian gagged and ran to hug Camille's legs. "This is my real mommy right here!"
Camille placed her hand lovingly on Julian's shoulder and when she spotted me, her red lips twisted into a smirk. "Be nice, Julian. Mommy and daddy are always so busy, and the nanny just wanted to make sure you wouldn't be alone and upset on your special day."
"But I don't care! I don't want her here!" Julian stomped his feet in protest. "Make her go away!"
It felt like a hole had just been punched into my chest, and my still-beating heart was being ripped from the cavity.
Anger surged as I fought the impulse to go in there and use Camille as a mop against the school's flooring! What an ugly, irritating smirk!
Who the hell did she think she was playing house with MY family? She didn't know the kind of sacrifice it took to support and raise one!
Just as I was about to speak up, my husband, Gregory, showed up.
I could only offer him a half-smile after being dealt a huge blow from my own son. "G-Gregory, honey. I'm so glad y-you're here." I stood straight. "Would you please be so kind as to confirm my identity to the teacher AND Julian?"
"Renee? What are you doing here?" Gregory raised his eyebrows and ignored my request. "I thought I told you not to worry about coming here."
"I wouldn't miss this for anything in the world. What kind of mother—"
"Nanny." Gregory corrected as his jaws flexed. "A nanny doesn't have to worry about attending life events like this when both parents are here."
"Oh, so you're in on this too, huh?" I tried to keep my composure. "What kind of husband prioritizes another woman over his own WIFE—"
Gregory snatched my hand—hard—and dragged me down the hallway and towards a stairwell. He waited until it closed behind him before he shoved me against the wall. "Let's make one thing clear, Renee: you're an embarrassment to the Bennett name. Julian and I don't want you making a fool out of us in public!"
"Who do you think you are talking to me like that?! What have I ever done to deserve—"
"Shut up!" He growled. "You're a boring housewife who can't even take care of herself! I mean, look at you! You've let yourself go! You might as well find a job at the farm cleaning out shit from the pig pen. At least then, you'll look like you belong!"
Tears welled at the base of my eyes as the hole in my chest threatened to swallow me whole. "After all I've sacrificed for this family, this—"
"Look at Camille!" He interrupted. "Beautiful, elegant, graceful. She's even made an illustrious career out of being one of the world's most distinguished violinists. THAT is who Julian needs as a role model! SHE is who deserves to show herself out in public with us."
"Not…" His lips curled in disgust. "...you. Not some fat, dull, uninspiring slob. You should be grateful to even be in our presence!"
After all the years of taking care of him, the house, and a baby by myself while he built his empire… Instead of love, I was met with scorn, ridicule, and disapproval. All because I was overweight?
Was I truly deserving of this treatment? After all, I was fortunate enough to stay in a lavish mansion and merely take care of our child and household duties. Not many other women had that luxury.
I couldn't even find the strength to argue anymore as I walked out of the stairwell. Heartache and disappointment sank my shoulders as I walked by the classroom. Camille had Julian in her arms; his smile was so bright and full of love. He had never smiled at me like that.
I looked longingly at the clay model I had stayed up all night making. Beside it, a small card in Julian's handwriting caught my eye.
DADDY + JULIAN + CAMILLE = FAMILY 4EVER!!
Renee's POV"We'll leave soon, sweetie." I smiled at Caleb. "I just need to go upstairs and pack.""Let me help you!" He insisted. "You're not fully healed, and I don't want you to hurt your back even more."It was touching to hear Caleb be so mindful about my injuries. He didn't question me, or look at me like I was being overdramatic. Instead, he supported me fully and was considerate about my well-being..Caleb acted more like my son than my biological one."Who… Who is that?" Gregory asked in a somewhat calm manner; he couldn't even hide the irritation and disbelief in his voice."This is Caleb," I answered nonchalantly. "My adoptive son.""Your… what?" He stared at me like I'd gone crazy. "Stop playing games, Renee. Who is this child really?""Stop being so stubborn, Gregory." I rolled my eyes. "I met this young boy in the hospital's lobby as I was getting discharged. He had just lost both of his biological parents due to a drug overdose."Gregory looked like he wanted to argue, b
Gregory's POV"Daddy?" Julian ran up to me and tugged on my arm. "Auntie Camille says that she's hungry and that she doesn't feel good! Where is mommy? How come she hasn't come home yet? Is she not going to come and take care of us like she's supposed to?"After we were discharged from the hospital, I offered to take Camille back to my home. It wouldn't have felt right to simply turn her away when she still wasn't at 100%. Luckily, the doctors assured us that the cut wasn't deep enough to cause an infection, but they still sent her home with some antibiotics just in case. She seemed to be doing a bit better, which made me feel more at ease.But now I had to worry about Renee not being home yet… Where the hell was she? Was she throwing some kind of tantrum over a little box that fell on her?I shook my head and gave Julian a look of reassurance. "I'm sure she'll be home soon. She wouldn't just abandon her duties to this family like that anyway.""Well, can't you go get her? Auntie Cami
Renee's POVI woke up from a dreamless sleep, surrounded by pale, off-white-colored walls, and the sound of a monitor beeping rhythmically. For a moment, I couldn't recognize where I was, but it didn't take long for the memories to come rushing back. The hurtful words. The betrayal. I shielded my son from certain harm, but I didn't even get a thank you or an ounce of concern. I was overlooked, and treated like nothing more than gum stuck beneath their shoes. I knew I wasn't a perfect mother or wife, but I tried everyday to show them just how much I loved them.From staying up all night because Julian was sick with a horrible fever, to reading to him every night, and even painting his room his favorite shade of blue…And for Gregory… God, I made sure he had a warm, home cooked meal for lunch because too much grease from fast food joints always upset his stomach. I would even make sure his suits were steam pressed, and his leather shoes were always waxed and shiny.Maybe those things
Renee's POV"Please, you have to help my wife, Camille!" Gregory repeated himself like he was a broken record. "If the cut on her hand gets any worse, it could get infected!"In the midst of his pleas, he'd somehow managed to spare a glance at me.However, there was no concern or worry in his features.Instead, he rolled his eyes and shook his head like he thought I was just being dramatic.Even if this was supposed to be for publicity sake… I still couldn't deny how his reaction stung. It was like salt being poured onto an open wound.The nurse looked at my husband warily but complied anyway. I squinted hard as the nurse examined Camille's perfectly manicured hands but was baffled at the sight of the cut Gregory was barking up such a fuss about. It looked like a damn papercut! THAT'S what was getting his boxers in a twist? Just the other day while I was cooking dinner, I got burned by the cast iron skillet that I was trying to take out of the oven. I ended up getting blisters, and
Renee's POVIt was like a knife had plunged itself deep into my chest. I knew I wasn't the perfect wife or mother, but I thought I at least deserved some basic respect and courtesy.I just couldn't believe that I was being robbed of being there for my child and celebrating his new milestone of entering a new grade because I was fat. It was like the work, dedication, loyalty, and love I poured into this family over the years meant nothing.Everything I did for them, everything I gave them, everything I sacrificed…It meant nothing because of how I looked.I could take the punches of my appearance; it's not like I hadn't heard it before.But to be told I wasn't wanted and that I was worthless by those I loved…?I wouldn't wish that kind of pain on anyone.I watched as Julian walked with his classmates out towards the courtyard. It ached to see him so carefree of our earlier encounter; like he didn't care how much his words had hurt me."You said that was your nanny?" One of them asked. "
Renee's POV"Ma'am, I've already told you that Julian and his mother are already present and accounted for." The teacher eyed me suspiciously. "Your name isn't even listed as an emergency contact—""You are clearly mistaken!" I argued back. "I'M Renee Bennett! Maybe you should check your files and make sure they weren't forged with the wrong information!"Today was Julian's open house for primary school, and he was set to go into the second grade. Last night, I stayed up all night making a clay model of him dressed as a king; it was based on one of his drawings that he hung proudly on the kitchen fridge.But because I stayed up all night, it meant I accidentally overslept. I received a text message from my husband, Gregory, telling me not to worry about coming to Julian's open house, but what kind of mother would I be if I missed this?And now that I was here, I was being told that Julian's mother was already here with him?Were these people insane?I was here when they wanted someone