"We'll leave soon, sweetie." I smiled at Caleb. "I just need to go upstairs and pack."
"Let me help you!" He insisted. "You're not fully healed, and I don't want you to hurt your back even more."It was touching to hear Caleb be so mindful about my injuries. He didn't question me, or look at me like I was being overdramatic. Instead, he supported me fully and was considerate about my well-being..
Caleb acted more like my son than my biological one.
"Who… Who is that?" Gregory asked in a somewhat calm manner; he couldn't even hide the irritation and disbelief in his voice.
"This is Caleb," I answered nonchalantly. "My adoptive son."
"Your… what?" He stared at me like I'd gone crazy. "Stop playing games, Renee. Who is this child really?"
"Stop being so stubborn, Gregory." I rolled my eyes. "I met this young boy in the hospital's lobby as I was getting discharged. He had just lost both of his biological parents due to a drug overdose."
Gregory looked like he wanted to argue, but pity flashed through his eyes momentarily and stopped him in his tracks.
So, I continued. "I couldn't leave him at the mercy of the foster care system. So, I'm adopting him. I plan to complete the paperwork within the coming days."
"This is ridiculous!" Gregory scolded me. "You already have a son to take care of!"
"Yeah, so maybe this street rat should leave!" Julian yelled "He doesn't belong here!""I don't belong here either," I defended Caleb immediately. "You both have made that painfully clear. So don't worry. We'll both be leaving soon."
Julian's eyes widened. "B-but who's going to cook for me in the future? Wash my clothes? What about my schoolwork?"
"It seems like your Auntie Camille plans to stay, right?" I nodded in her direction. "You can ask her instead."
Before either of them could argue, I led Caleb upstairs to the bedroom so he could help me pack.
My heart was racing at a million miles an hour, and it felt like I was going to be sick. Even though I had nowhere to go, I would figure it out. Anywhere was better than being trapped somewhere where I was seen as an outsider.
I deserved better.
And so did Caleb.
As I was getting my clothes and important paperwork, Gregory appeared at the doorway.
He leaned against the frame as a look of annoyance and disdain twisted his features. "Stop pretending like you're actually going to leave." He scoffed. "These petty little tactics aren't going to work on me. You're still the one in the wrong."
"When have I ever been the one to be petty?" I threw my papers in my bag and jerked my head in his direction. "I'm being serious, Gregory! I'm fed up with the mistreatment and the disrespect. I'm leaving. I also want a divorce!"
Just as I uttered those words, I saw Camille in the doorway. Her pretty features warped into one of arrogance as a cruel, scheming smirk twisted her lips.
After all these months of having my own family and in-laws dote on her for simply breathing while I had to walk on glass shards to even gain their recognition, I realized I was actually done with it all.
Camille could have this. I wasn't going to fight for a spot in this family that was clearly never truly meant for me.
"Are you crazy?!" Gregory nearly spat out the words. "You can't just sit there and joke about wanting a divorce, Renee!"
Julian ran into the room then as he stepped in between me and Gregory. "If you divorce daddy, I hope you know I'm never going to you my mommy ever again!"
Those words should've paled in comparison to what he's already said to me, yet it hurt just as much, if not more.
Being called 'mommy' by my son was the most rewarding thing about motherhood because it was a title of love and reverence.
But now… It was obvious that he held none of those feelings for me. No matter how much I tried to raise him right, and how much love I poured into him… It would never be enough because I was fat.
I hid my inner pain and continued to pack my belongings as they stood there. They might not have thought I was being serious, but they should've known better.
When I made up my mind on something, I wasn't the type to go back on my word.
"Mommy… What is that?" Caleb asked me when he went into my closet.
I followed him and saw the clay model that I made for Julian was sitting there on the floor. I smiled bittersweetly. "It was a clay model that I made to look like Julian as a king. I made it for his open house event."
"Wow… It's really pretty, mommy. You did a great job!" Caleb beamed. "Can you make me something like that?"
I looked down at Caleb and it was then that I noticed just how much he actually looked like Julian—dark hair, light-colored eyes, and a fair complexion.
Maybe it was fate that this little boy found me.
Then, I got an idea. "I can just take it for you, sweetie." I smiled.
"NO!" Julian shrieked as he tried to pull me out of the closet and away from the model. "It's mine! It was made for me! He's not allowed to have it!"
"And why not? I was the one that made it for you, yet you wouldn't tell anyone else that." I retorted. "You even tried to pass it off as Camille's work. If anything, I'm allowed to take it because I stayed up all night making it! I'll give it to someone who actually appreciates what I do."
I picked up the clay model and noticed Julian's note that was still attached.
DADDY + JULIAN + CAMILLE = FAMILY 4EVER!!
I tore it into pieces, throwing the shredded paper onto the floor.
As I was trying to get out of the closet, Camille stood in my way and tried to block me.
"Renee… Don't you think you're being a little too harsh on Julian?" She asked. "He's your son! It's not right of you to just take what was meant for him."
I didn't even give her the satisfaction of arguing back, as I squeezed myself past her and the doorframe.
Unexpectedly, however, Camille dramatically threw herself against the wall with a hard thud. "OW!" Camille cried out in pain. "What did I ever do to you, Renee?"
I looked at her like she'd gone crazy. I didn't even touch her!
Suddenly, Julian charged right for me and ripped the clay model from my hands. And as if he hadn't broken my heart already, he raised his hand as if he were about to hit me.
"I HATE YOU!" Julian cried. "THAT BOX SHOULD'VE JUST DONE ME AND DADDY A FAVOR AND KILLED YOU!"Renee's POV"We'll leave soon, sweetie." I smiled at Caleb. "I just need to go upstairs and pack.""Let me help you!" He insisted. "You're not fully healed, and I don't want you to hurt your back even more."It was touching to hear Caleb be so mindful about my injuries. He didn't question me, or look at me like I was being overdramatic. Instead, he supported me fully and was considerate about my well-being..Caleb acted more like my son than my biological one."Who… Who is that?" Gregory asked in a somewhat calm manner; he couldn't even hide the irritation and disbelief in his voice."This is Caleb," I answered nonchalantly. "My adoptive son.""Your… what?" He stared at me like I'd gone crazy. "Stop playing games, Renee. Who is this child really?""Stop being so stubborn, Gregory." I rolled my eyes. "I met this young boy in the hospital's lobby as I was getting discharged. He had just lost both of his biological parents due to a drug overdose."Gregory looked like he wanted to argue, b
Gregory's POV"Daddy?" Julian ran up to me and tugged on my arm. "Auntie Camille says that she's hungry and that she doesn't feel good! Where is mommy? How come she hasn't come home yet? Is she not going to come and take care of us like she's supposed to?"After we were discharged from the hospital, I offered to take Camille back to my home. It wouldn't have felt right to simply turn her away when she still wasn't at 100%. Luckily, the doctors assured us that the cut wasn't deep enough to cause an infection, but they still sent her home with some antibiotics just in case. She seemed to be doing a bit better, which made me feel more at ease.But now I had to worry about Renee not being home yet… Where the hell was she? Was she throwing some kind of tantrum over a little box that fell on her?I shook my head and gave Julian a look of reassurance. "I'm sure she'll be home soon. She wouldn't just abandon her duties to this family like that anyway.""Well, can't you go get her? Auntie Cami
Renee's POVI woke up from a dreamless sleep, surrounded by pale, off-white-colored walls, and the sound of a monitor beeping rhythmically. For a moment, I couldn't recognize where I was, but it didn't take long for the memories to come rushing back. The hurtful words. The betrayal. I shielded my son from certain harm, but I didn't even get a thank you or an ounce of concern. I was overlooked, and treated like nothing more than gum stuck beneath their shoes. I knew I wasn't a perfect mother or wife, but I tried everyday to show them just how much I loved them.From staying up all night because Julian was sick with a horrible fever, to reading to him every night, and even painting his room his favorite shade of blue…And for Gregory… God, I made sure he had a warm, home cooked meal for lunch because too much grease from fast food joints always upset his stomach. I would even make sure his suits were steam pressed, and his leather shoes were always waxed and shiny.Maybe those things
Renee's POV"Please, you have to help my wife, Camille!" Gregory repeated himself like he was a broken record. "If the cut on her hand gets any worse, it could get infected!"In the midst of his pleas, he'd somehow managed to spare a glance at me.However, there was no concern or worry in his features.Instead, he rolled his eyes and shook his head like he thought I was just being dramatic.Even if this was supposed to be for publicity sake… I still couldn't deny how his reaction stung. It was like salt being poured onto an open wound.The nurse looked at my husband warily but complied anyway. I squinted hard as the nurse examined Camille's perfectly manicured hands but was baffled at the sight of the cut Gregory was barking up such a fuss about. It looked like a damn papercut! THAT'S what was getting his boxers in a twist? Just the other day while I was cooking dinner, I got burned by the cast iron skillet that I was trying to take out of the oven. I ended up getting blisters, and
Renee's POVIt was like a knife had plunged itself deep into my chest. I knew I wasn't the perfect wife or mother, but I thought I at least deserved some basic respect and courtesy.I just couldn't believe that I was being robbed of being there for my child and celebrating his new milestone of entering a new grade because I was fat. It was like the work, dedication, loyalty, and love I poured into this family over the years meant nothing.Everything I did for them, everything I gave them, everything I sacrificed…It meant nothing because of how I looked.I could take the punches of my appearance; it's not like I hadn't heard it before.But to be told I wasn't wanted and that I was worthless by those I loved…?I wouldn't wish that kind of pain on anyone.I watched as Julian walked with his classmates out towards the courtyard. It ached to see him so carefree of our earlier encounter; like he didn't care how much his words had hurt me."You said that was your nanny?" One of them asked. "
Renee's POV"Ma'am, I've already told you that Julian and his mother are already present and accounted for." The teacher eyed me suspiciously. "Your name isn't even listed as an emergency contact—""You are clearly mistaken!" I argued back. "I'M Renee Bennett! Maybe you should check your files and make sure they weren't forged with the wrong information!"Today was Julian's open house for primary school, and he was set to go into the second grade. Last night, I stayed up all night making a clay model of him dressed as a king; it was based on one of his drawings that he hung proudly on the kitchen fridge.But because I stayed up all night, it meant I accidentally overslept. I received a text message from my husband, Gregory, telling me not to worry about coming to Julian's open house, but what kind of mother would I be if I missed this?And now that I was here, I was being told that Julian's mother was already here with him?Were these people insane?I was here when they wanted someone