Chapter 36

F A R A H

"And no matter how you try I won't back off." Saying that I pushed him back feeling like my heart is going to explode by our close proximity.

"You're really something." He said storming out of the room. I sat at the left corner of the bed resting my head on the headboard.

Why am I being so hard on him

My heart is wanting him but my heart won't stop me from playing hard to get.

Ya Allah

I checked my phone's clock seeing that it's time for prayers. I carried myself to the bathroom performing wudhu and then spread the prayers mat and prayed Isha Namaz. Raising my hands up I prayed to Allah.

Ya Allah whatever insecurities I'm feeling make it easier for me to deal with.

Ya Allah give me strength and increase my Iman, guide me through the good path.

I stayed on the prayer mat for almost one hour praying and I feel so much better after telling my problems to Allah.

Prayer is the key to any problem.

After folding the mat, I laid myself on the soft bed letting sleep take over me wit