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Chapter 9: EndGame

Author: jessetrish
last update publish date: 2026-09-11 22:47:59

Mature scene ahead guys 😜

I'm sitting at the dining table, eating my breakfast while Amanda sits across from me, sipping a cup of coffee. She’s strategizing a perfect plan to eliminate the Spiders and wipe them off the Mafia map for good, but I can’t bring myself to focus on her words.

What happened between me and Alexander keeps replaying in my head, distracting me from the present.

Flashback

He left the room, returning five seconds later with something in his hand. I didn’t ask what it was.
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