LOGINI woke up to a knock on the door. Groggily, I opened my eyes, blinking against the soft light in the room. I reached across the bed with one hand, searching for Alex, but he wasnât there. He mustâve left after I fell asleep. I still canât believe I cried in front of him. Now heâs going to see me as some soft-hearted mess. I have no intention of telling him about my family or the fact that Iâm no longer a Mafia leader. Not yet, anyway. I don't know how he would react to the fact that I'm finding it difficult to read. I dragged myself out of bed and opened the door. A maid stood there, bowing slightly. âDinner is ready, sir. Everyone is awaiting your presence.â âAlright, give me a minute.â âYes, sir,â she replied before leaving. I headed back inside and splashed cold water on my face to chase away the drowsiness, then made my way downstairs. Everyone was already seated at the dining tableâeveryone except Alex. âLook who finally decided to show up,â Alexandra said as I sat across
I canât believe heâs standing here right now. What if he doesnât accept the pregnancy? I donât think Iâll be able to handle a rejection right now. Where would I even start from? I should just calm down⊠let me hear what he has to say.âYou donât have to be rude in front of my guests,â Alexandra snapped at her brother, giving him a nasty look. âI might be having an important meeting right now. And not every woman wants a rude ass like youâjust the ones who want cash. Since thatâs the only good thing you offer them.âI caught Amanda smirking from the corner of my eye. She really enjoyed watching people ego get bruisedâespecially the ones she disliked.Alex started walking toward us.âThen why donât you hold the meeting atâ Ian? Is that you?â he asked, suddenly pausing mid-step. But I didnât look at him. Not yet. I wasnât sure what his next words would be, and I couldnât bear to read his expression just yet.Before he could come any closer, Amanda lifted her hand and blocked him.âWhy
I was so fucking tired. Iâd been trying to fold Amandaâs clothes into this damn box for over an hour, and they still werenât fitting. Why are womenâs clothes so complicated? I folded mine, and everything went in perfectly. But Amandaâs? It was like the clothes were fighting back.âI said help me fold my clothes, not wrestle with them,â Amanda said from the doorway, leaning against the frame.I glared at her. âSay that to your clothes, not me. I am trying here.ââThen try harder,â she replied with a shrug.âYour clothes just donât want to cooperate with me,â I grumbled, tossing them one by one into the box.Amanda sighed, rolled her eyes, and walked over. She started folding them herself, andâjust like thatâeverything fit perfectly in the box.What the actual hell?âWay to show off, Amanda,â I muttered.She smirked. âJust admit youâre jealous.ââHa-ha. So funny.ââOur visas and everything are ready. Weâll be leaving tomorrow, but I told the pilot to stay on standby in case anything cha
After getting home, we made our way inside. I was exhausted .I still couldnât believe this was happening to me. I never cryâbut now, all the walls I built over the years were crumbling, one by one.Why was life treating me like this? Was it because Iâve killed? Was this punishment for all the blood on my hands? If so, why not just send death to take me? Because Iâm not strong enough for this⊠I never was.âIan⊠please stop overthinking,â Amandaâs voice broke through my spiral. âItâs not good for your health. Youâre pregnant. This stressâit might affect the babies.âI looked up at her, tears welling in my eyes. She rushed to my side, wrapping her arms tightly around me.âLet it out, Ian,â she whispered. âYou can cry. Once in a while. It doesnât make you weakâit just makes you human.âAnd with those words, I broke. I criedâno, I sobbed into her shoulder.âWhy did they treat me like this, Amanda?â I choked out. âI didnât do anything wrong. I didnât even know I could get pregnant. Iâm a g
Itâs been a week since I found out Iâm pregnant.I swear, I would have lost my mind if Amanda hadnât been by my side, helping me stay sane. Today is my off day, and I decided to do something Iâve always lovedâcharity work.I started at the hospital, paying off medical bills for patients who couldnât afford them. Then I visited an orphanage to make sure the children were doing okay. I donated money, clothes, and other essentials.Iâve always enjoyed helping others. Since I have more than enough, and money is usually the problem, why not share it?When I got home, I parked in the driveway and noticed Amandaâs car.Thatâs odd. Today is her off day tooâthe day she spends painting, her favorite hobby. So why is she here?The moment I walked in, I saw her pacing in the living room.âWhatâs the matter?â I asked.She turned around, her face filled with concern. âWe have a problem. Letâs sit.âWe both sat, and she stared at me for two full minutes before finally speaking.âI couldnât find anyt
Itâs been two weeks since Alex left.Strangely, I do miss himâmore than I expected. I thought giving my body what it wanted would be enough, that the craving would disappear, but I was wrong. I keep thinking about his touch, his voice, his eyes... Fuck, itâs weird. I even dream about him sometimes.Maybe he was rightâmaybe he really won't ever leave my mind.Suddenly, a lump rises in my throat. I rush to the bathroom and throw up everything I ate last night. I hate this. Itâs been happening for days nowâthis morning sickness. It started after the celebration party Amanda threw for wiping out the Spiders.I donât drink alcohol, so where is this coming from? Could someone have drugged me? Poisoned me? No... I remember drinking straight from the bottle myself. I should tell Amanda, but I donât want her panicking or thinking Iâm slowly dying.I canât ignore this anymore.I pick up my phone and dial my personal doctor.She answers on the first ring.âHello, Ian.ââDoctor Mariam, good morni


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