Emery Quinn
By 9:00 a.m., my hands were already starting to ache. I had typed four memos, drafted two reports, updated the executive calendar, and reorganized the meeting itinerary for a board member I'd never heard of until this morning. Each document required meticulous attention to detail, with margins precisely measured and formatting executed to perfection. The memos alone had taken nearly an hour—corporate language is its own peculiar dialect, with veiled meanings and subtle implications hidden beneath innocuous phrases. I'd triple-checked my work, terrified of making even the smallest error. There were color codes—blue for immediate action, yellow for pending approval, red for urgent executive attention. There were abbreviations I had to G****e under the desk like a criminal, fingers dancing across my phone screen while glancing nervously at the closed office door across from me. EOCQ (End of Current Quarter), BFMA (Budget for Marketing Allocation), SVP-CD (Senior Vice President of Corporate Development). A language designed to exclude outsiders. People like me. I hadn't eaten. I hadn't blinked. My stomach had growled twice, but I ignored it. There was no time for weakness here. And I had not heard a single word from Killian Vale. Not a knock. Not a buzz. Not a cough. Not even the slightest indication that the man was alive behind his frosted glass door with his name etched in severe, angular letters. The silence was almost worse than confrontation. It stretched between us like a live wire, dangerous and unpredictable. His office door remained closed, and I got the distinct impression that opening it without cause would be a career-ending offense. So I hadn't. Instead, I maintained my distance, respecting the invisible boundary that seemed to surround him like a force field. Instead, I sat at my sleek, modern desk—feeling like a street kid shoved into a museum exhibit—while trying to pretend I belonged here. The surface gleamed with a pristine sheen, reflecting my uncertain expression back at me. The chair was ergonomic, calibrated to a perfect height, yet somehow I still felt off-balance. Every time I shifted, it made a soft sound that seemed deafening in the quiet office suite. The illusion worked for approximately three seconds. Then I misclicked and accidentally closed an entire file without saving. The quarterly budget report—fourteen pages of meticulously organized data—vanished into digital oblivion. "Shit," I whispered, staring at the blank document like I could will it back into existence. The word escaped before I could stop it, hanging in the sterile air. I froze, listening for any reaction from behind that closed door. Nothing. I scrambled. Reopened folders. Scoured autosaves. My fingertips tingled with panic as windows flashed across my screen. The pounding of my heart seemed to echo in the cavernous space around me. This couldn't be happening. Not on day one. Not with Killian Vale mere feet away, surely waiting for the first sign of incompetence. When the doc finally reappeared, my breath left my body in a sharp, ugly burst. I closed my eyes and took a second to recover before diving back in. The screen flickered, displaying all fourteen pages, intact and unharmed. My shoulders slumped with relief. It was going to be a long day. The morning stretched on like an endless highway. Minutes crawled by with excruciating slowness, marked only by the elegant ticking of the wall clock—undoubtedly expensive, like everything else in this office. I worked methodically, checking emails, routing calls, updating spreadsheets. All while acutely aware of the space between me and that closed door. The office itself was a masterpiece of modern design. Floor-to-ceiling windows offered a panoramic view of the city, glass and steel stretching toward the horizon. The furniture was minimalist, all clean lines and neutral tones. Even the plants looked expensive—tall, architectural specimens in matte black containers. Everything conveyed the same message: precision, power, perfection. I had no business being here. My résumé had been impressive enough on paper—magna cum laude graduate, relevant internships, glowing recommendations—but sitting here, surrounded by this cathedral to corporate success, I felt like an impostor in borrowed clothes. My blouse, purchased specifically for this job, already felt slightly wrong against my skin. Too stiff. Too new. Too obvious. At exactly 10:06 a.m., the intercom on my desk phone buzzed. I nearly jumped out of my chair. The sound cut through the silence like a knife, sharp and unexpected. My elbow knocked against a stack of papers, sending them sliding toward the edge of the desk. I caught them with one hand while reaching for the phone with the other. I stared at it for a full second before fumbling to answer. The button glowed red beneath my fingertip as I pressed it. "Yes?" My voice sounded too high, too uncertain. There was a pause—so brief I almost missed it. Just a heartbeat of silence that somehow conveyed volumes. Then came his voice. Cool. Clipped. Bored. Like winter air compressed into sound. "Coffee. One sugar. No cream." Click. That was it. No please. No thank you. No clarification. No acknowledgment that he was addressing another human being. Just a command, like I was an Alexa device with anxiety. Four words, delivered with the casual indifference of someone who had never heard the word "no" in response to a request. I stared at the phone in stunned silence for a beat too long before jumping to my feet. The chair rolled back with a soft whisper against the carpet. Coffee. Right. I could do coffee. I knew coffee. I was practically raised on it. My mother had worked three jobs, and caffeine had been her religion. I'd learned to make a perfect cup by the age of twelve. But somehow, I doubted Killian Vale would be impressed by that particular skill set. The breakroom was down the hall, past three other glass-walled offices occupied by executives whose names I'd memorized but whose faces remained unfamiliar. I walked briskly, shoulders back, chin up—faking a confidence I didn't feel. My heels clicked against the polished floor, marking my progress with rhythmic precision. I got strange looks as I walked—probably because I still looked too new, too unsure. The other assistants moved with practiced ease, carrying tablets and folders, speaking in low, efficient tones. They belonged here. I was still an outsider, learning the terrain. I offered a tight smile to no one in particular and stepped inside the coffee lounge. The room was a testament to luxury disguised as utility. Marble countertops. Brushed steel appliances. A refrigerator stocked with premium beverages and organic snacks. And in the center of it all, the coffee machine. The machine looked like it had been forged in a NASA lab. Touch screen. Customizable settings. Temperature controls. Grind options. It had more buttons than my first car and probably cost more than three months of my rent. I approached it cautiously, aware that mishandling it might be another career-ending offense. Killian wanted it black, one sugar, no cream. Easy. I found a mug from the cabinet—all matching, all elegant in their simplicity—and selected the correct options on the digital display. The machine hummed to life, grinding beans with a soft whirring sound. The aroma of fresh coffee filled the air as dark liquid streamed into the cup. I added a single packet of sugar, stirring three times to ensure it dissolved completely. But then I hesitated. Would he notice the brand of sugar? The cup design? The temperature? Did he have a preference for the angle at which the handle faced when placed on his desk? Did the sugar need to be stirred precisely clockwise? Was he that kind of man? Yes. He probably was. Everyone knew Killian Vale's reputation. Brilliant. Exacting. Merciless. The kind of man who could make or break careers with a single email. The kind who noticed everything—especially mistakes. Especially weakness. I found a plain black mug. Rinsed it twice to ensure it was immaculate. Poured the coffee carefully, watching the level rise with mathematical precision. Then I carried it with both hands like a sacred object all the way back to my desk, focused on not spilling a single drop. The walk back seemed longer somehow. More treacherous. Each step carefully measured. Once at my desk, I placed the coffee on a small tray I'd found in a drawer. I checked my reflection in my phone screen—smoothed a stray hair, straightened my collar, took a deep breath to steady my nerves. Then I took a deep breath, knocked once on his office door, and stepped inside.The apartment was dark when I slipped my key into the lock and pushed the door open, the familiar click echoing in the empty hallway behind me.Quiet. Too quiet. The kind of silence that pressed against your eardrums and made you hyperaware of every small sound—the whisper of fabric against fabric as I moved, the soft thud of my bag against my hip, the barely audible hum of the refrigerator cycling on.Milo's shoes were by the door, exactly where he'd kicked them off hours ago. The laces were tangled in the same careless knot he always left them in, one sneaker lying on its side like it had given up trying to stay upright. His school bag slumped against the wall like it had started the journey to his room but collapsed halfway there, defeated by the weight of textbooks and the exhaustion that seemed to follow teenagers everywhere.A faint sliver of light peeked out from under his door. I stepped closer, my socked feet silent on the floor, and pressed my ear to the cool wood. The soft
I blinked at him, my mouth parting but no sound coming out at first. My brain seemed to have short-circuited, unable to process what he was saying."Mr. Killian…" I managed finally, my voice thin and uncertain. "I think you understand how expensive they are."Finally—finally—his head turned toward me, and in the faint wash of the streetlamp I saw it. That faint tilt of his brow, the sharp edge of something that might have been amusement, though it wasn't quite a smile. It was the look of someone who found my concern both predictable and unnecessary."Miss Emery," he said evenly, his voice carrying that particular tone that suggested I was missing something obvious. "I was the one who handpicked everything. Of course I know what they cost."The words hit harder than they should have, slamming into me with unexpected force.Handpicked.My brain stalled completely, tripping over the image that word conjured: him, Killian Vale
I didn't dare to utter another word.The car was too quiet, too heavy with everything unspoken, and I wasn't sure my voice would even work if I tried to force something out. The silence pressed against me from all sides, thick and suffocating, like trying to breathe underwater. My throat felt tight, dry, like all the words I wanted to say—the apologies, the confessions, the desperate explanations—had jammed together in a knot that wouldn't budge no matter how hard I swallowed.Killian drove without a sound. His hands were steady on the wheel, long fingers relaxed but controlled, his gaze fixed ahead with the kind of focus that made the rest of the world disappear. His jaw was cut into that sharp line that looked carved out of stone, all angles and unforgiving edges. Even in profile, he looked untouchable, like a statue given breath but not warmth.The dashboard light caught the sharp bridge of his nose, the hollow beneath his cheekbone, casting shadows that made him look even more rem
No radio. No hum of conversation. Just the soft purr of the engine as he started it, his hands steady on the wheel, his jaw set in that same unshakable line. The dashboard cast a blue glow across his profile, highlighting the sharp angles of his face, the tension in his neck.He didn't look drunk. Not in the way most people would. His posture was too straight, his movements too precise, too measured. But I could still smell the faint trace of whiskey, lingering beneath the sharper scent of him—clean, expensive, familiar. A combination that made my pulse quicken despite everything.I pressed my lips together and stared out the window, trying to focus on anything but him. Streetlights blurred past, smearing gold across the glass, each one marking another second of silence that felt like an eternity. The city moved around us, alive and breathing, while we sat trapped in this bubble of tension.I wanted to say something—anything—but every word in my throat fel
I followed behind him, clutching my bag a little tighter than necessary, my steps just slightly out of sync with his. My heels clicked against the polished floor in an uneven rhythm that seemed to echo the chaos in my chest.His strides were long, determined, like the conversation we'd just had hadn't even touched him — like he could bury everything he'd admitted and lock it behind that impenetrable mask again. But I knew better. I'd seen the cracks in that perfect facade. I'd heard the way his voice had caught when he talked about Zayn, about the girl, about betrayal. The raw edge that had slipped through when he thought I wasn't paying attention.And now he was walking as if none of it had happened. As if I hadn't watched him bleed through his words just minutes ago.I bit the inside of my cheek until I tasted copper and forced myself to stay quiet. Pushing him further right now would only end with me against another wall — not in the same way as before, but with words sharper than
His eyes didn't match his voice. They never did when he was lying to himself. I could still see it there, that sliver of care he was desperate to smother, buried beneath layers of cynicism and carefully constructed indifference. As if admitting that Zayn's betrayal had hurt him would undo the years he'd spent hardening against it, would crack open the armor he'd built around his heart and leave him vulnerable all over again.And for some reason, watching him lie like that — watching him try to convince himself as much as me — didn't make me angry. It didn't make me want to challenge him or push him to be more honest or point out the obvious contradictions between what he was saying and what I could see written across his features.It just made me tired for him. Because carrying that much weight and pretending it's weightless has to be exhausting. Because spending years convincing yourself you don't care about someone who shaped your understanding of love and family