LOGINOllie's POV
Eventually I force myself out of bed and head toward the kitchen, mostly because if I stay alone with my thoughts any longer I might actually lose my mind.
Voices drift through the apartment before I even hit the hallway.
Luca.
Adrian.
I stop immediately.
"What the hell?"
I walk into the kitchen to find Shane sitting at the island looking suspiciously awake while Luca casually steals bacon directly from a plate beside him. Adrian leans against the counter drinking coffee like he lives here now.
I blink once.
“What are you doing here?”
Luca grins immediately. “Missed you too, sweetheart.”
“I’m serious.”
“They came by this morning,” Shane explains around a sip of coffee. “The girls let them in.”
Anya points aggressively with a piece of toast. “To be fair, Luca threatened to die dramatically in the hallway if we didn’t.”
“I stand by that choice,” Luca says.
Eliana rolls her eyes. “He was being so loud we thought the neighbors were going to complain.”
“I was worried about Romeo,” Luca says, gesturing toward me dramatically.
Adrian snorts quietly into his coffee. “No, you were nosy.”
“Also true.”
I shake my head, grabbing a pan mostly so I have something to do with my hands while my entire internal world collapses in on itself.
"Mate."
“Stop saying it like that,” I think angrily.
Shane watches me carefully for a second too long.
And because he knows me far too well, his eyes narrow slightly like he’s already figured out something’s wrong.
I immediately avoid eye contact.
Mostly because every few seconds my attention drifts toward the hallway waiting for Meghan to come back out.
Like I can physically feel where she is in the apartment.
And the second she finally appears
Everything in me settles instantly.
My eyes lift automatically.
She stands there wearing an oversized hoodie with slightly damp hair falling around her face, looking sleepy and hesitant all at once.
And God help me.
She’s beautiful.
Something in my chest softens so fast it nearly catches me off guard.
“There she is,” I hear myself say quietly.
Relief floods through me before I can stop it.
Like some irrational part of me needed visual confirmation she was still here.
Safe.
Luca immediately ruins the moment.
“Sleeping Beauty finally joins the land of the living,” he says around a mouthful of bacon.
Kylah gasps dramatically. “Oh my God, you guys let her sleep?”
“Obviously,” Shane says calmly.
Eliana groans into her coffee. “Please don’t start interrogating her first thing in the morning.”
Too late.
Anya leans forward immediately. “Wait. Introduce us to your friends before we discuss whatever this situation is.”
I exhale quietly, setting the spatula down before nodding toward the guys.
“Right,” I say.
I gesture toward Shane first. “This is Shane.”
He gives Meghan a calm nod. “Hey.”
“Adrian.”
Adrian lifts two fingers lazily from where he’s leaning against the counter. “Morning.”
“And Luca,” I finish.
Luca immediately flashes her a grin. “Hi. We’ve heard a lot about you.”
Her eyes narrow instantly.
“That doesn’t sound reassuring.”
“It’s not,” Adrian mutters.
Shane snorts into his coffee.
And I just watch her.
Probably longer than I should.
Because she still looks overwhelmed. Quiet. Like her mind is somewhere far away even while she stands in front of us.
Then she asks softly, “How do you all know each other?”
Before I can answer, Luca does.
“We’re roommates,” he says easily. “Two blocks down. Here for college, bad decisions, girls—”
Eliana immediately points a fork at him threateningly. “Finish that sentence carefully.”
“Terrifying women,” he corrects instantly.
Kylah laughs into her coffee.
The apartment fills with noise again after that, everyone slipping back into conversation naturally, but I barely hear any of it.
Because my attention keeps drifting back to Meghan.
The way she quietly fixes herself a plate without really speaking. The way she wraps both hands around her coffee mug like she’s grounding herself. The way she avoids looking at me too long before sneaking glances anyway.
And every single time our eyes almost meet, I feel that pull all over again.
Strong.
Unavoidable.
"Mine."
I grip the edge of the stove harder immediately.
"Easy. Don’t overwhelm her."
My wolf presses restlessly beneath my skin every time she moves farther away in the apartment.
Possessive.
Protective.
Completely locked onto her.
I don’t disagree with it.
After a while she drifts toward the couch, curling into herself with her coffee while the apartment buzzes around her.
But even across the room, I can feel it.
Something’s off.
Her expression goes distant, shoulders pulling inward slightly like she’s retreating into her own head.
Every instinct in me immediately focuses on her again.
Shane notices me staring.
“You’re doing it again,” he says quietly beside me, low enough no one else hears.
“Doing what?”
“Looking at her like the world ends if she’s upset.”
I don’t answer.
Because the terrifying thing is..
I think he might be right.
Ollie's POVThe walk to their apartment feels significantly longer than two blocks.Mostly because Luca will not shut up.“You know,” he says beside me as we climb the stairs, “statistically speaking, mates usually exchange phone numbers before entering the yearning stage.”I nearly trip.Shane coughs suspiciously into his fist to cover a laugh while Adrian just looks disappointed in all of us.“I’m going home,” I mutter.“You are home,” Adrian replies dryly.I choose to ignore him.By the time we reach their apartment door, my nerves are wound so tight it’s honestly embarrassing.I haven’t seen her all week.Which shouldn’t matter this much.Except it does.The door swings open before we can knock properly.And chaos immediately spills out.Music.Laughter.The smell of something sweet mixed with vodka.Kylah beams at us from the doorway. “Finally.”Luca walks in first like he’s returning to his vacation property. “Missed us?”“No,” Anya says from somewhere inside immediately.“Lies.
Ollie's POVRain always made Boston smell wrong.Too much concrete, too much gasoline, not enough earth.Back home, storms smelled alive. Wet pine, damp soil, moss soaked through with cold mountain rain. Here, the city just smelled like flooded sidewalks and cigarettes outside bars.I stand near the apartment window watching water streak down the glass while Luca tears through our kitchen looking for alcohol we definitely don’t have.Friday again.One whole week since the bar.One whole week since Meghan.Which is exactly seven days longer than I’ve ever spent thinking about a girl this much.The week disappeared in a blur after that night.And honestly?I hate it.Because now that I know she exists, every day without seeing Meghan feels wrong in a way I can’t fully explain.Mate, my wolf reminds me constantly.As if I could forget.At first, I tell myself it’s fine.Normal, even.People have classes. Lives. Responsibilities.We’re not going to magically spend every second together ju
Meghan's POVThe week snuck by, and now it’s Friday again.I don’t even know where most of it went.Classes. Assignments. Deadlines that feel like they multiply every time I look away from them.And somewhere in between all of it, I’ve been hiding.Not in a dramatic way.Just… tucked away in my room more than usual.I don’t really like calling myself antisocial. That feels too final, too absolute. It’s not that I don’t like people.It’s just that sometimes I like my own mind more.It’s quieter there.Safer.Easier to control.So this week, I’ve lived there a lot.Between homework assignments that have been slowly draining my soul and the kind of exhaustion that isn’t physical, I’ve barely seen my roommates except for quick hallway encounters or late-night kitchen raids I’ve tried not to linger in.And when I’m alone in my room, I paint.A lot.It’s not something I think about too deeply when I start. I just pick up a brush and let it happen.Forests, mostly.Dense, detailed ones. Tree
Meghan's POVAfter that conversation, we all stayed in the apartment for the rest of the day.No one really pushed anything.It was just… easy in a way I didn’t realize I needed. Soft laughter, random conversations, someone always moving between the kitchen and the couch like we were all trying to pretend the heaviness from earlier didn’t exist anymore.By the time Sunday rolls around, the sunlight outside is dull and lazy, filtering through the windows like the world is moving slower on purpose.Tomorrow is Monday.School.Reality.And yet I can’t focus on any of it.Because my brain keeps going back to Oliver.Ollie.Every time I try to think about anything else, he slips back in. The way he looked at me. The way he held me like it wasn’t even a question. The way my entire body seems to react before my mind can catch up.It doesn’t make sense.And that’s what scares me most.Because everything in me keeps whispering the same thing—there’s something more there.Something I don’t ful
Meghan's POV(TW: there is talk of SA in this chapter! I will give another warning right before she talks about it!)I cross my arms tighter, trying to ignore the fact that my face feels like it’s on fire.“Well,” I say slowly, forcing as much confidence into my voice as possible, “I wasn’t the only one who slept next to someone last night.”I turn my head deliberately.Directly toward Kylah.The room goes silent for half a second.Then Eliana bursts out laughing.Kylah’s eyes widen in betrayal. “MEGHAN.”“Oh?” I say innocently. “So we’re discussing my sleeping arrangements but no
Meghan's POVMy daze becomes all-consuming.The noise of the apartment fades farther and farther into the background until it sounds muffled, distant, like I’m underwater while everyone else exists somewhere above the surface.I keep replaying last night over and over.Julien stepping closer.The look in his eyes.What could’ve happened if Ollie hadn’t stepped in.If he hadn’t noticed.If he hadn’t cared enough to come over at all.My stomach twists violently.And before I can stop it, my thoughts start spiraling somewhere darker.A memory claws its way forward—one







