I stirred, my body warm and my senses still reeling from the night before. The room was dim, bathed in the soft glow of morning light filtering through the drawn curtains. I blinked a few times, slowly pushing myself up on my elbows. The cool, silky sheets were tangled around me, but the space next to me was empty.
I turned my head to the side, expecting to find Drew beside me, but the bed was cold and unsettlingly so. My heart skipped a beat, and I sat up fully, pulling the sheets around me, suddenly acutely aware of the quiet that hung in the air.
I glanced around, half-expecting Drew to come through the door with his usual poised demeanor, but there was nothing. What had happened last night felt like a dream, intense, heated, yet fleeting.
The kiss, the quiet intensity of his hands on my skin, the way he made me feel alive in ways I hadn’t expected. But now, in the stark reality of morning, all that lingered was the haunting chill of his absence.
Confusion flooded me. What had happened? It all felt like a dream, vivid yet distant. I could still feel the heat of his touch, the way his lips had claimed mine, the raw intensity of everything we’d shared.
But now… now there was nothing.
My eyes darted around the room. The bathroom door was closed, but the sound of running water filled the silence. Drew was in there, no doubt preparing for another day of business as if nothing had happened between us.
As if he hadn’t kissed me. As if he hadn’t made me feel like I was the only woman in the world.
The sound of the shower shut off abruptly. I, still half-lying in bed, fidgeted with the edge of the sheets, my mind racing.
Was he going to act like nothing happened? Was he going to treat me like another business transaction? Or had the night meant something to him, too?
The door creaked open, and Drew stepped out, wrapped in a towel, his hair damp. His eyes flickered over me for a split second, before returning to the mirror.
He didn’t say anything. Didn’t even acknowledge my presence.
My pulse quickened. I opened my mouth, ready to ask, but the words felt stuck in my throat. I didn’t know what I wanted to hear from him. I didn’t know if I could handle hearing him call it a mistake, but I needed to know.
Finally, Drew turned toward me, his face impassive. His eyes, usually so controlled, didn’t give anything away.
“Morning,” he said, his voice clipped, like we had just met.
My breath hitched. “Morning,” I echoed, my voice small, unsure.
There was an awkward silence. Drew didn’t seem bothered by it. He just moved to the wardrobe and began selecting a suit.
“You weren’t here when I woke up,” I ventured, forcing my voice to remain steady.
“I thought…” I didn’t finish the sentence. I couldn’t.
Drew’s back was to me, his expression unreadable.
“It was a mistake,” he said flatly. “A lapse in judgment.”
He grabbed a shirt, still not looking at me.
“It shouldn’t have happened.”
My stomach twisted, the words sinking in like lead. I wanted to ask more, but the pit in my chest only deepened as he continued.
His tone remained cold as he spoke.
“For the sake of our work, we need to act like it never happened.”
His words felt like a slap, sharp and sudden. He glanced at me for a moment, his eyes cold, dismissive.
“If that’s a problem, you’re free to leave and we could end the contract now.”
I stared at him, heart pounding, every word cutting deeper than I could have imagined. It was as though the last traces of intimacy between us had been erased in a single breath.
I had imagined this moment differently. Thought maybe there would be a flicker of something, some trace of warmth, or tenderness.
But there was nothing.
My throat tightened, my hands clammy as I fought to swallow the lump in my chest.
“I… I understand,” I said, though it felt like the hardest thing I’d ever had to say.
I pushed myself out of bed, my legs shaky. I didn’t know how I managed to stand, but I did.
Every step I took felt heavier, the weight of his words dragging me down.
I turned my back to him, not trusting myself to speak again. I couldn’t let him see the hurt in my eyes, not when he seemed so unaffected.
“I’ll act like it never happened,” I whispered to myself, but the words tasted bitter in my mouth.
The door to the room swung open as I grabbed my bag. I didn’t look back. I couldn’t.
I hurried down the hallway, the cool air of the hotel hitting me like a slap. The elevator felt like it took forever to reach the lobby. As the doors opened, I stepped in, pressing the button for the ground floor, my heart still racing.
The elevator hummed as it descended, but inside, everything felt still. Cold.
I closed my eyes, leaning back against the wall, my hands trembling by my sides. The weight of the night, of Drew's betrayal, crashed down on me.
I had been foolish, hadn't I? Letting myself believe there could be something more between us.
But now, in the light of day, everything felt like it had been nothing more than a fleeting fantasy.
I tried to tell myself that it was a one-night stand, nothing more. Yet, the bitter taste of rejection stung on my tongue, and the more I replayed the night, the more it was revealed how little he had truly cared.
My fingers curled into fists at my sides, nails biting into my palms as I silently swore to myself.
I would act like nothing happened. I had to.
The contract, the career I had worked so hard for, depended on it.
I took a deep breath, steeling myself for the day ahead. I would put on a mask, pretend that nothing had happened, and get on with my work.
As the elevator doors opened, I stepped out into the bright morning light, my heart heavy, but my determination burning brighter than ever.
Lila’s POVMorning broke softly, the kind of morning that didn’t come with alarms or the harsh buzz of traffic outside my window. Instead, it slipped gently through the faded floral curtains of my old room, casting pale gold stripes across the floorboards. The scent that drifted in wasn’t the usual bitter mix of exhaust fumes and burnt coffee from the café close to my New York apartment. No this was different, a good kind of different. This smelled like home.Something warm. Something safe.The faint aroma of frying eggs and fresh bread wafted through the hallway, mingling with the citrus clean scent that always seemed to cling to this house. That was one thing I picked up from my mom. She loved the smell of citrus and lavender and it always filled our home, and when I moved to New York I also introduced lavender into my apartment. Thinking about it now, maybe that was my own way of saying I missed home.For a long moment, I stayed curled beneath the blanket, breathing it in, almost a
Lila’s POVThe fire had burned low, its crackles softening into a gentle hiss, like the house itself was breathing with us. Shadows stretched across the living room, bending and swaying with every flicker of flame. I sat curled on the couch between my parents, the weight of everything I had confessed still pressing on my chest, but my heart felt strangely lighter too, like some part of me had been freed.No one rushed to fill the silence. My mother’s hand stayed on my back, warm and steady, her thumb making slow circles that anchored me to the present. My father leaned forward slightly, his elbows braced on his knees and his gaze locked on the fire as though it held the answers to questions he was not ready to ask out loud.I clutched the empty mug of hot chocolate in my hands, the ceramic cooled now, but I could not bring myself to set it down. It was something to hold, something solid against the fragile way I felt.Finally, my mother spoke, her voice soft but firm, like velvet stre
Lila’s POVThe fire crackled in front of us, throwing shadows across the room. I stared into the flames until the light blurred, the warmth on my face doing nothing to stop the cold in my chest. My fingers tightened around the mug of hot chocolate.“I know you’ve been waiting for me to explain,” I whispered again. My voice felt small in the silence. “And I can’t keep it in anymore. You deserve to know everything.”Neither of them spoke. My father’s gaze stayed steady, his eyes soft but serious. My mother’s hand hovered near mine on the couch, as if she was ready to catch me if my words shattered me.So I began.“At first, it didn’t seem so bad,” I said, a bitter laugh escaping me. “When Max came back into my life, I thought it was fate… like maybe someone had been sent to care for me when everything else was falling apart. He was warm, attentive, always saying the right things. For a while, I wanted to believe him.”I paused, swallowing hard. My throat burned.“But then… I started not
Lila’s POVThe moment my mother’s arms loosened, she didn’t ask a single question. She only brushed a stray strand of hair from my face and smiled, though her eyes shimmered with the weight of unspoken things.“Come,” she said gently, her voice pulled me back into the world I thought I had lost. “Let’s go home.”I swallowed hard and nodded. My gaze drifted over her shop counter. Everything looked exactly the same, yet seeing it now filled me with guilt.“Mom, your shop” I began, my voice catching.She waved a hand before I could finish, the corners of her mouth lifting in reassurance. “Forget the shop. You are here now, and that is all that matters. The shop will wait. You won’t.”Her words sank deep, both comforting and heavy. I hated that she would close for me, hated being the reason she lost even a few hours of business. But the truth was, I needed her more than I could admit aloud. My chest ached with the need to cling to her, to soak in the quiet strength I had missed for so lon
Lila’s POVMorning came quietly, too quietly.I woke before the sun fully crept through my curtains. The room was gray, still wrapped in the weight of night, and for a moment, I just sat there, clutching the blanket against my chest. The suitcase waited by the door like a silent witness, packed and ready, its handle upright as though urging me to move.I swung my legs over the bed and stood slowly. My body felt heavier than usual, not just from exhaustion, but from everything I carried inside. I ran a palm over my stomach, lingering there for a moment. The tiny swell, still barely visible, was the only steady thing I had left.I moved about the apartment quietly, having my bath, pulling on my clothes, fastening my coat, slipping my documents into my handbag. Every sound felt too loud in the silence, the rasp of the zipper, the squeak of the suitcase wheels as I tested them. I winced and glanced toward the thin walls.The last thing I wanted was to wake my neighbors. I moved carefully,
Lila’s POVThe day bled into evening in slow, uneven drops. I had already freshened up and just lay on my bed waiting for the doctors to come for their routine check up.The doctors came eventually, a cluster of them in white coats, their voices soft and clinical as they examined me. The cold press of a stethoscope against my chest and the pinch of a blood pressure cuff was one feeling that I still wasn't used to. I couldn't believe that this was my life now, and as I sat still while answering their questions in a voice that didn’t sound like my own I just kept wishing that everything would be over soon.When they finally stepped back, the lead doctor gave me a smile that did not quite reach his tired eyes.“You are recovering well,” he said. “The chemical traces have left your system, and your vitals are stable. We will still want you to rest, eat properly and avoid stress as much as possible.”I almost laughed at that, bitterly. Avoid stress? How could I, when my entire life had bec