The night air was colder than usual, sharp and biting against my skin as I leaned back against the hood of my truck just outside the tree line. The moon hung low and heavy above me, a silver disc that seemed to weigh on my chest, reminding me of everything I’d been trying so damn hard to forget.
It was quiet out here, the kind of quiet only the woods could offer. No voices, no judgments, no prying eyes. Just the steady rhythm of the wind through the pines and the faint howl of some distant creature on the ridge.
I’d come here after dropping Avery off at her house earlier, needing space to think, to breathe.
But I wasn’t alone for long.
The voice came suddenly, cutting through the silence like a blade.
“Jaxon.”
It wasn’t spoken aloud—it was a low growl in the back of my mind, a command more than a name.
I stiffened, closing my eyes and gritting my teeth. I’d been expecting this. Dreading it.
“Yes, Father,” I answered through the mind-link, the words tasting like ash in my mouth.
“Now,” he ordered.
I straightened, pushing off the truck as if he were standing right in front of me, and strode toward the trees. The forest always felt different when it was his presence I was answering to—darker somehow, heavier, as if the ground itself remembered his steps.
I didn’t have to go far.
A small clearing opened up ahead, and there he stood, waiting for me. My father. The Alpha.
Even here in the dark, with nothing but moonlight to outline his form, he radiated authority. His broad shoulders and commanding posture made him seem taller than he really was, and his eyes—those sharp, unyielding eyes—locked onto me the moment I emerged into the clearing.
For a long beat, he didn’t say anything. He just stared, his arms crossed over his chest, as if he were studying me like a flaw in his otherwise perfect design.
Finally, he spoke.
“You’ve been busy,” he said, his voice low, calm, and infinitely dangerous.
I swallowed hard, forcing my shoulders back, meeting his gaze without flinching. “I’ve been handling things here. Keeping the peace.”
His lip curled, just slightly, in something that wasn’t quite a smile. “Keeping the peace? Or getting distracted?”
I clenched my fists at my sides, the words hitting harder than I’d expected.
He took a slow step closer, his presence filling the space like a storm cloud.
“Do you think I don’t know what you’ve been doing?” he said, each word sharp and deliberate. “Do you think the pack doesn’t talk? Do you think the Elders haven’t noticed the way you’ve been looking at that human girl?”
I said nothing. There was nothing to say.
His eyes narrowed, gleaming like ice.
“She’s human, Jaxon,” he said, his voice dropping even lower, more dangerous. “She can never understand our world. And you… you can’t afford this. Not now. Not when you’re so close to proving yourself ready to take over. Every move you make is watched. Every decision you take reflects on me. On the pack. You dishonor everything I’ve built when you let yourself be ruled by—”
“Stop.”
The word was out before I could think better of it. My voice was quiet but sharp enough to cut through his tirade.
For the first time, his eyes widened slightly, more surprised than angry. But only for a moment.
Then the anger was back, hotter this time.
He stepped closer, so close now I could see the faint lines at the corners of his eyes, the ones no one else ever noticed.
“You think you can defy me?” he asked softly. Too softly. “You think you know better than I do what’s best for you? For this pack?”
I held his gaze, my chest rising and falling with the effort it took to keep my voice even. “No. But I know what I feel. And what I feel for her… it’s not something I can turn off just because you tell me to.”
His hands flexed at his sides, his nostrils flaring as he took a long, measured breath.
“You think what you feel matters more than the future of this pack?” he asked.
And that’s when I saw it—the faintest crack in his composure. Not much. Barely there. But enough.
Enough to tell me this wasn’t just about me and Avery. This was about him. About what he thought he’d given up for the pack. About how much it killed him to think I might throw it all away for something as messy and unpredictable as love.
“I don’t know yet,” I admitted finally, my voice low. “But what I do know is that walking away from her would destroy me.”
His jaw tightened. He took another step back, breaking our stare, looking instead at the ground between us as if the answer might be hiding there.
After what felt like an eternity, he straightened his shoulders and looked at me again, his eyes colder now, his voice as sharp and final as steel.
“Then you’d better pray you figure it out,” he said. “Before the Elders decide for you.”
And with that, he turned and disappeared into the trees, leaving me standing there alone in the clearing, my chest tight and my thoughts a mess of fear and defiance and longing all tangled together.
I stood there for what felt like forever, staring at the spot where he’d been, trying to quiet the growl building in my chest.
I didn’t know if I could ever give her up.
And I wasn’t sure I wanted to try.
The morning sun broke through the haze of another sleepless night, pale golden light spilling across my bedroom floor and washing the familiar shadows from the corners. I lay there for a long while, staring at the ceiling with heavy eyes and an even heavier heart, still feeling the quiet warmth of yesterday’s small victory mixed with the dull ache of everything that still lingered unresolved inside me.I could hear the faint clatter of dishes downstairs and the low hum of my mother’s voice, sharp as she spoke to my father, and for a moment, I considered staying in bed and letting the day pass me by unnoticed. But something in me, something small yet stubborn, whispered that if I wanted to keep proving I could stand my ground, I needed to do it again today.So I rose slowly, every movement measured and deliberate, pulling myself together piece by fragile piece before stepping into the hallway. The house smelled faintly of coffee and furniture polish, but the air felt thick and unwelcom
The day began like most others lately—heavy with whispers and sidelong glances.I felt them before I even saw them, the sharp little edges of their cruelty pricking at my back as I walked down the main hall. Savannah’s friends. Or, at least, the few of them who still dared to carry her torch after everything that had happened.It was always the same: snickering just loud enough for me to hear and muttered insults wrapped in laughter that seemed to follow me no matter how fast I walked.But today… something felt different.I’d barely made it to my locker when I saw the mess.My notebook—my favorite one, the one where I kept everything: class notes, tiny scribbles of poetry I’d never show anyone, even the faint start of a letter I’d once thought about giving Jaxon—torn apart.Pages ripped from the binding lay scattered like fallen leaves all down the hallway, curling and crumpled under careless footsteps.For a second, I froze.Heat flushed up my neck as laughter rose behind me.“Well,”
I could feel it gnawing at me all day—the quiet tension of being watched, of pieces that didn’t fit together no matter how hard I tried to arrange them.It started in second period. Jaxon wasn’t in his seat. Neither was Lucas. And no one seemed to notice or care but me.I sat through the lecture pretending to take notes, but my mind was elsewhere. He hadn’t texted. He hadn’t even glanced at me this morning when he walked past me in the hall.It was strange that he could ignore me so easily when every time he touched me, his hands seemed to say something completely different.By lunch, I couldn’t stand it anymore.I found Lucas leaning against the wall just outside the cafeteria doors. He always did that—lurked just far enough from everyone else that you might not notice him if you weren’t looking. He was scrolling through his phone, head down, but his posture stiffened when I stopped in front of him.He didn’t look up right away.“What?” he asked, his tone casual in that way that was
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By the time Monday morning rolled around, I thought maybe I’d imagined it all.Maybe the way his hands had lingered against mine, the way his lips had brushed my cheek like he couldn’t help himself, the way his voice had lowered when he whispered my name—it was all just a dream I’d let myself believe in.Because now, he was gone.Not physically—he was still there. Still walking the halls with that quiet, commanding presence. Still sitting at the back of class, watching, waiting.But I could feel it.Something had changed.The air between us felt heavier now, but colder too. Like winter wind slipping through a crack in a window.I first noticed it at my locker.I was spinning the combination when I caught a whiff of him—a faint, smoky cedar scent I’d come to recognize instantly. My fingers froze on the dial, my whole body tightening as I glanced over my shoulder.And there he was.Leaning against the wall a few lockers down, arms folded over his chest. Watching me.For one agonizing se
The night air was colder than usual, sharp and biting against my skin as I leaned back against the hood of my truck just outside the tree line. The moon hung low and heavy above me, a silver disc that seemed to weigh on my chest, reminding me of everything I’d been trying so damn hard to forget.It was quiet out here, the kind of quiet only the woods could offer. No voices, no judgments, no prying eyes. Just the steady rhythm of the wind through the pines and the faint howl of some distant creature on the ridge.I’d come here after dropping Avery off at her house earlier, needing space to think, to breathe.But I wasn’t alone for long.The voice came suddenly, cutting through the silence like a blade.“Jaxon.”It wasn’t spoken aloud—it was a low growl in the back of my mind, a command more than a name.I stiffened, closing my eyes and gritting my teeth. I’d been expecting this. Dreading it.“Yes, Father,” I answered through the mind-link, the words tasting like ash in my mouth.“Now,”