Chapter 41 - Sarael

HOLY SHIT! My first time was soooo not this good. Virgins are supposed to be clumsy, awkward, nervous, and generally unsure. And foreplay? HA, that was barely a thing least of all pleasant. My first time had actually turned me off to sex for at least a year. My second time was better, but the guy wasn’t a virgin. And even then, most guys I’ve been with are selfish and more worried about getting theirs than my pleasure.

So what’s the difference with John? Does he just have good instincts because of Irving? I mean, I didn’t have to yell at him or sigh in frustration when he did whatever he liked when I wasn’t feeling it. I did direct him some tugging on his hair and shifting my hips, so he was touching where I needed him to. Maybe it’s the mate bond? 

I can dissect it later if I even bother. After all, as the saying goes,