Flash back to yesterday
Cassie -
Yesterday started the same as any other for me, but thankfully, the weather was nice, the breakfast was done on time and the pile of washing was not the mountain it usually was, which made me consider hanging the washing outside to dry as I had some extra time today, what with it being a Sunday.
But then, something went wrong, I felt the shift in the atmosphere as soon as I left the kitchen to begin the washing. The dining room fell silent as I entered. You could have heard a pin drop. There was a loud bang, which made me look up to see the pack were all sitting there, heads bowed in submission, hands flat on the table tops, nobody touching their food. At the end of the large room, right next to the warming trolley, at the head table, was Ace, standing upright and glowering in my direction with his fists planted on the table. Like a deer in headlights, I froze wondering what could have happened to entice such a drastic reaction from everybody, especially Ace, who was exuding so much power that he was forcing the whole pack to submit.
The only person not submitting to Ace other than myself was Madeline, who sat there with her arms folded across her chest and a smirk across her lips. Madeline, being the Delta’s daughter, was affected less than the regular pack members by the power that flows from the ranking pack members. However, judging by the look on Ace’s face, I should be flat on the floor as the waves of power wash over me, but I’m not, I can feel the urge, but it is not difficult to suppress the need to submit. So I remain standing there, drawing side glances from the pack members that are being forced to remain in their seats by Ace.
MOVE I internally screamed to myself, DO SOMETHING! But apparently, I was done listening to myself as much as I was done surrendering to the impulses forced upon me. And Ace was not happy with that at all. He slowly lifted his fists up from the table, where there were now 2 fist sized dents, and placed them on his hips, "Cas," he started in a calm voice, "Care to explain yourself?"
I had no idea what he was referring to and tried to recall anything I could have done to provoke him. "I'm sorry, Ace, I don't know what you are talking about." I say quietly, but in the silence, it carried easily to the head table.
"Come. Here." He says through gritted teeth, and I see the smirk on Madelines face transform into glee. I take a tentative step forward, then another and another until suddenly I am standing just below the table that Ace has not moved from.
"Closer," he croons, still not moving any muscle that is not needed to speak, and still sending pulses of energy throughout the room, keeping everyone in their place. I step around the table, keeping out of reach of Madeline and await my doom, for I can tell by everything that has happened in the last 2 minutes that it WILL be my doom.
Smack! I fall to my knees confused, and then the ringing starts, and I realise I was struck on the side of my head. I turn my head in the direction the attack came from and see Madeline holding her plate above her head, ready to bring it down with force onto my back. Ace holds up a hand, and she stills, gazing at him as though awaiting his next order. Ace stands over me and speaks in a commanding voice, and I can feel the pulses of energy being directed towards me more forcefully than before, before he was not focusing them on anything in particular, now he is, but although I can feel they are more intense, I am still able to fight them, I'm not sure how or why but where the last time it compelled me to submit, now it is more like a suggestion that I can ignore.
"The omelettes are burnt," he says, "what did I tell you about serving me sh!t like this? How dare you insult me by providing food unfit for someone of my position, I wouldn't feed this muck to pigs!" Then while I am on my knees gazing into his furious face, he punches me and I feel my eye socket break, then as the shock subsides and the pain builds in my cheek and eye, he kicks me in the stomach. I roll to my side, holding my head in one arm and my midsection with the other, and before I know it, he stamps on my leg hard.
I hear Madeline giggling, like a schoolgirl watching her crush play football, and I wonder how anyone can stand to witness these acts. Then I remember the whole pack is present to witness my humiliation.
Ace next steps onto my hand and grinds his heel pressing my fingers into the ground and kicks my undefended stomach again before he says clearly so all can hear, "this is what happens to those who do not listen to my instructions, heed this warning, I will not tolerate laziness or insolence, I am in charge and I will have order!"
After his rant he steps on me again and leaves the room, Madeline digs the heel of her shoe into my foot and struts from the room as if she were walking a catwalk, "burn them again b!tch and I will hold your hands over the open flame" she hisses.
As soon as Ace leaves the room, everyone is free to move again, and they all hurriedly shuffle away heads down, ignoring me lying in a pile on the floor.
I lay there for half an hour, unable to properly catch my breath or move without spasms of pain radiating from every limb. This gives my wolf time to heal the minor aches, but my stomach, head and eye socket will take at least half a day to heal.
Later in the day, I am retrieving the washing from the dryers and preparing to fold it all and deliver it when the laundry room door creaks open slowly. Turning, I see Madeline grinning like a cheshire cat. "How's your head slut?" She asks in a fake concerned voice and before I can answer she sweeps across the room and slams the dryer door shut on my arm. I cry out in pain having twisted and caused a shooting pain to travel through my abdomen at the same moment the door closed on my arm. Yanking my arm towards my body I glance down and see the redness turning almost immediately blue. Before I can react further, she's gone, as if she were never there, and if it was for the new pain emanating from my forearm I would almost believe I imagined it all.
At the end of the day, I am limping to my room having had a hot bath in the hopes of soothing my aches away I see Ace on the stairs, I try to stay as far to the side as I can so as not to anger him, but he doesn't look happy and when he spots me, he breaks into an evil grin, then purposefully side steps towards me and shoves my shoulder sending me flying back down the stairs I so laboriously climbed. I hit every step on the way down, there were 30, I know, I felt every single one of them, and then he continued on to wherever he was heading to begin with. I manage to crawl up the stairs to my room, with all the aches, bruises and broken bones, walking is not an option right now, crawling is all I am capable of, and by the time I reach the top I am sweating profusely and breathing hard from the effort which rendered my bath a total waste of time too. I collapse onto my bed and finally am able to let the tears fall, they slide down my cheeks steadily, wetting my pillow. I struggle to fall asleep as every little movement causes more pain to envelop me and finally I drift off around 1am from sheer exhaustion, praying that 4 hours is enough time for my wolf to work her magic.
Cassie - "Where did you just go? I was speaking to you!" Ace's harsh voice breaks through my thoughts as he takes hold of my wrist. "I’m sorry, Ace," I whimper trying to pull my arm away as his grip tightens. "Beta!"He snaps harshly, "I have decided you will only address me as Beta from this moment onwards, you do not deserve to call me by my given name." He punctuated his declaration with a sharp, jerking twist of my wrist. "Yes, Beta," I say quickly, silently praying he releases his grip on me soon, he is likely to snap my wrist if he grips much harder, "h… how can I help, what can I do?" I pause, then continue, "Breakfast is almost ready I promise, I just need to stir the eggs one last time, and then I can begin serving." "Hurry then, Cas, I'm hungry after training, and you have chores to complete. The warriors have just dropped off their workout gear for washing," His hisses, his hold on my wrist tightening beyond the point of pain, I can no longer feel my fingers. "Yes Ac…B
Cassie - Kneeling there on the soft area rug beside his bed, my heart is pounding, I have to force myself to remain still yet remain breathing. I may not be submitting to him, but I can make it appear that way for as long as I can, to appease him, hopefully he will fall for it and go easier on me, until I can think of a way out of this. Ace's feet appear in my line of sight, and I know by the flexing of them that he is squatting down in front of me, but still I don't move, not even a flinch. He places 2 fingers under my chin and forces my head up, so I am looking into his dark brown eyes as he gazes back at me. I thought I glimpsed a flicker of what could have been wonder in their depths, but it was gone before I could truly know. He spoke in a whisper, as though not wanting anyone to overhear, "Cassie, Cassie, Cassie, I'm hurt you say you don't wish to be alone with me, you see, I happen to know you want me, that is why you are submitting to me so prettily. So submissive and open
Cassie -I slowly make my way back downstairs and get myself to my room. I close the door as quickly as I can and lock it, closing myself in, away from the world. I pick up my school bag and, through my pain, I settle into my bed gingerly and attempt to complete all my assignments before I am too tired to focus. I still need to keep my grades up if I am to have any hope of leaving here.When I finally look up, having finally finished my last assignment of the day, I rub my tired eyes, relieving the dull ache that is forming behind them slightly and I glance at the old child-like clock I have on my dresser, the clock I have owned since I was around 5 years old, it is a little beaten and there is a crack in the glass front, but otherwise it has always worked well so there had been no need to buy a new one.With a sudden jolt of surprise, I see it is a little after 2am. Happy birthday to me, I think to myself, caught somewhere between excitement and dread. I wonder what fresh new hell co
Cassie -Hundreds of questions seem to be chasing each other around in circles inside my head, whirling like a tornado until they all seem to blur into one constant stream of thought. There are muffled voices, just out of my hearing range. Who is that? Odd smells surround me. Is that disinfectant? Strange sounds resonate in my ears. What is that beeping? I can't seem to focus on anything, or keep any single thought straight in my mind, and why won't my eyes open? Why can't I move or make a sound? All of this hits me in the span of about two seconds, the questions repeating themselves over and over. I try to concentrate on one specific question and manage to grab ahold of one, whose voices? I vaguely recognise those voices, like a memory of them is just out of reach. The memory of the voices tickle my brain as other details try to push this thought aside, but I cling to
Ace -They went to the fucking hospital, sh!t, now what?? I need to think of something…Almost as soon as our meeting had ended yesterday afternoon they went over to the hospital to pay a visit and spend time with each of the wolves that were injured during training and most specifically, they went to see how Cassie was and what she could tell them about how she ended up there. Luckily for me, she was still out cold when they got there and she didn’t wake up at all while they spoke with the doctor, seeing if he had any insight into how she came to be in this condition, but when Cassie wakes up I have no doubt she will tell them everything.I managed to sneak into her room last night at around 3am, during a shift change, so I went completely unnoticed and I slip
Cassie -After my conversation with Dr Thorne, he went to follow up on my blood test results, and I leaned back against the mountain of pillows behind me and closed my eyes. The words how and why kept flashing behind my closed eyelids. How did someone get ahold of wolfsbane, let alone get it into a hospital and manage to dose someone with it and why would they want to? It doesn’t take a genius to work out it was probably Ace that did it, or maybe Maddie on his orders though.I must have drifted off to sleep again for a while, and when I woke up, I was shocked, utterly speechless.Luna Lily was sitting beside me reading through a binder of some kind. She is stunning, all regal elegance and true grace with her auburn hair tied regally in a chignon and her eyes downcast to a b
Cassie -After spending another 3 long, peaceful hours in the hospital, Dr Thorne finally came around with my discharge papers. He had Thomas come into the room to hear about the aftercare I needed, so I had "no excuse" as he put it, but to follow the regime, which he delightfully told me with an impish grin on his face. I rolled my eyes at this but listened carefully as I wanted to get better quickly, he told me I needed to eat little and often, and nothing heavy to help me gain some weight back. He also gave me a prescription of vitamins to help me and my wolf get stronger again. Once he finished, he brandished the discharge papers under my nose, I signed and was handed a bag of clothes.I glanced in the bag and then sharply up at Dr Thorne who blushed slightly and said he had run out to a nearby shop on his break to buy m
Cassie -I end up falling asleep while Thomas snacks on the popcorn he brought up for us to eat while we watched a movie on the giant TV hung on the wall opposite my new bed. We were up half the night just chatting and I think it is safe to say we are now friends and not just protector and protected. Thomas makes me feel normal, like I can once again be the girl I was before. He makes me forget all the bad stuff, the trauma, the torment, Ace and Maddie’s cruelties, and even Ace being my mate, even though he doesn’t know that yet, I will tell him, I just don’t know when I will be ready to admit that my mate is my tormentor. I feel like a person when I am with him and I already love him like a brother.The next morning when I wake up, I don’t open my eyes right away. I listen to Thomas breathing d