Cassie -
I slowly make my way back downstairs and get myself to my room. I close the door as quickly as I can and lock it, closing myself in, away from the world. I pick up my school bag and, through my pain, I settle into my bed gingerly and attempt to complete all my assignments before I am too tired to focus. I still need to keep my grades up if I am to have any hope of leaving here.
When I finally look up, having finally finished my last assignment of the day, I rub my tired eyes, relieving the dull ache that is forming behind them slightly and I glance at the old child-like clock I have on my dresser, the clock I have owned since I was around 5 years old, it is a little beaten and there is a crack in the glass front, but otherwise it has always worked well so there had been no need to buy a new one.
With a sudden jolt of surprise, I see it is a little after 2am. Happy birthday to me, I think to myself, caught somewhere between excitement and dread. I wonder what fresh new hell could be awaiting me in the morning and then I begin pondering the fact that I can now find my mate. I wonder if he is nearby. I crawl under the covers of my bed, with my stomach protesting every movement I make, due to it being empty as well as from those kicks I received earlier, and thankfully, I quickly fall into a dreamless sleep.
My alarm goes off at 5am as it always does. It’s not like I can get a day off just because it is my birthday. I'm not even sure if anyone knows it is my birthday today. I climb out of bed and head straight to the communal bathroom on my floor to wash off the lingering grim from last night’s crawl around the house. Fortunately, most of the pain I had last night has gone now and what does remain is more of a dull throbbing sensation rather than the stabbing pain I was experiencing. I have a nice long hot shower, lathering my hair with copious amounts of conditioner, then I brush and dry it until it shines, finally, I scoop it up into a neat ballerina bun on top of my head. Quickly brushing my teeth, I give myself a once over in the mirror and dash to my room to dress and start my day before anyone else can join me. I'm praying people will go easy on me, and by people, I mean Ace and Madeline, even if they don't know it is my birthday, maybe today will be a good day. One can dream, I guess.
In the kitchen, I began making breakfast, oatmeal today. It was nice and easy, even I can do this. Once the oatmeal is ready, I separate it into 4 large portions and add flavouring: chocolate, cinnamon, strawberry, and coconut. The process is simple, soothing and relaxing for me, so I enjoy oatmeal days. I definitely much prefer that to scrambled eggs and other breakfasts. As I am in the process of putting the huge bowls onto the warming trolley, the door to the dining room swings open, and the scent of sandalwood and lemon reaches me. The scent is homey and refreshing, like a freshly cleaned pile of laundry (I guess that is because those are the scents of our detergents). This can mean only 1 thing; MATE! I turn slowly, breathing the intoxicating scent, deeply, enjoying the sense of rightness that flows through me and observing in shock, amazement, and with a slight sinking feeling, I watch as Ace strolls in with Maddie on his arm and a sharp glare aimed directly at me. My heart sinks.
No! No! No! How can he be my mate? Anyone but him, please, please, not him.
"Breakfast is late," he states coldly, "get a move on Cas, how dare you take this long, what the fụck have you been doing all morning?." I glance up at his face and then hurriedly place the last bowl down. I don't utter a sound. I don't think I could, even if I wanted to. My mind is racing. Ace is 18. He has known I have been his mate for over a year, and he chose not to acknowledge the bond? He actually actively chose to ignore the bond and wait until the Alpha and Luna were away and then tormented me openly? The Alpha and Luna had been planning this trip since just after Ace turned 18, he must have planned all of this...Your mate can be detected as soon as you turn 17, even if they are underage, which means he knew. He knew for all of this time. I can't believe he treated me this way, knowing we are mates. What had I done to make him hate me so much? Was knowing I couldn't sense the bond enough that it gave him reason to hate me? How could he do this to me?
After freezing for a solid minute, I decide I have to ignore this for right now and think, maybe I can pretend I am still oblivious, that will give me some much needed time to process this and then I will have to talk with him, find out his reasoning, and make a decision.
"Cas? don't ignore me, I'm talking to you!" He adds when he gets no response from me, clicking his fingers in my face.
Resolved, I try to pass them both quickly, with the trolley, and I plan to go about my day as per usual. Unfortunately, fate seems to have other ideas.
What happens next happens in a flash, so quickly it barely registers as time passes. I graze my shoulder on his elbow, trying to get by. I feel the sparks, which means he does too, then Madeline is shoving me away, hard.
"Don't you touch him, wh0re, watch where you are going, clumsy b!tch!" she yells.
Everything spins inside me, and I reach out to catch myself, briefly gripping Madeline's arm, but she snarls, grabs my fingers and squeezes hard before throwing my hand away from her. I try desperately to find something else to hold me up but there is nothing, so down I fall, and on my way I slip into unconsciousness. I hear her voice floating as if from a distance "Fụcking hell, that slụt tried to push me over."
My last thought as I flailed and then hit the floor in a dead faint is that, he KNOWS, he knows I know he is my mate, he would have felt the sparks too, now I am of age, so much for giving myself time…
Ace -
Goddess I want her, I hate that I want her, why can't I want Madeline? She is much more my type, and she has rank, she has class, and she needs to be my Luna. It is all a part of the plan her father cooked up years ago.
And now, dammit, Cassie knows, she knows we are mates and she knows I don't want her by my side. Soon she will know the plan, but for now I have to keep up the act.
That must mean it is her birthday today. She is 17 and all mine. I don't want to want her, I know that is the bond, but now I can have her and I will.
Yesterday I almost gave in. Seeing her on her knees beside my bed had me straining for release. Luckily, Maddie is always willing, but I want Cassie's body beneath me, not hers. I want to hear Cassie screaming my name in pleasure after I have thoroughly punished her. A good sp@nking is just what she needs to show her who is in charge. Now, today, she knows the truth, the truth that I have been aware of for far too long, she is my mate. I have to make her submit to me, she will be my mistress while Maddie is on my arm, I'll accept nothing less. I need a son, an heir, to carry on my legacy. Maddie doesn’t care, she is happy as long as I service her regularly and make her my Luna when the time comes.
Cassie -Hundreds of questions seem to be chasing each other around in circles inside my head, whirling like a tornado until they all seem to blur into one constant stream of thought. There are muffled voices, just out of my hearing range. Who is that? Odd smells surround me. Is that disinfectant? Strange sounds resonate in my ears. What is that beeping? I can't seem to focus on anything, or keep any single thought straight in my mind, and why won't my eyes open? Why can't I move or make a sound? All of this hits me in the span of about two seconds, the questions repeating themselves over and over. I try to concentrate on one specific question and manage to grab ahold of one, whose voices? I vaguely recognise those voices, like a memory of them is just out of reach. The memory of the voices tickle my brain as other details try to push this thought aside, but I cling to
Ace -They went to the fucking hospital, sh!t, now what?? I need to think of something…Almost as soon as our meeting had ended yesterday afternoon they went over to the hospital to pay a visit and spend time with each of the wolves that were injured during training and most specifically, they went to see how Cassie was and what she could tell them about how she ended up there. Luckily for me, she was still out cold when they got there and she didn’t wake up at all while they spoke with the doctor, seeing if he had any insight into how she came to be in this condition, but when Cassie wakes up I have no doubt she will tell them everything.I managed to sneak into her room last night at around 3am, during a shift change, so I went completely unnoticed and I slip
Cassie -After my conversation with Dr Thorne, he went to follow up on my blood test results, and I leaned back against the mountain of pillows behind me and closed my eyes. The words how and why kept flashing behind my closed eyelids. How did someone get ahold of wolfsbane, let alone get it into a hospital and manage to dose someone with it and why would they want to? It doesn’t take a genius to work out it was probably Ace that did it, or maybe Maddie on his orders though.I must have drifted off to sleep again for a while, and when I woke up, I was shocked, utterly speechless.Luna Lily was sitting beside me reading through a binder of some kind. She is stunning, all regal elegance and true grace with her auburn hair tied regally in a chignon and her eyes downcast to a b
Cassie -After spending another 3 long, peaceful hours in the hospital, Dr Thorne finally came around with my discharge papers. He had Thomas come into the room to hear about the aftercare I needed, so I had "no excuse" as he put it, but to follow the regime, which he delightfully told me with an impish grin on his face. I rolled my eyes at this but listened carefully as I wanted to get better quickly, he told me I needed to eat little and often, and nothing heavy to help me gain some weight back. He also gave me a prescription of vitamins to help me and my wolf get stronger again. Once he finished, he brandished the discharge papers under my nose, I signed and was handed a bag of clothes.I glanced in the bag and then sharply up at Dr Thorne who blushed slightly and said he had run out to a nearby shop on his break to buy m
Cassie -I end up falling asleep while Thomas snacks on the popcorn he brought up for us to eat while we watched a movie on the giant TV hung on the wall opposite my new bed. We were up half the night just chatting and I think it is safe to say we are now friends and not just protector and protected. Thomas makes me feel normal, like I can once again be the girl I was before. He makes me forget all the bad stuff, the trauma, the torment, Ace and Maddie’s cruelties, and even Ace being my mate, even though he doesn’t know that yet, I will tell him, I just don’t know when I will be ready to admit that my mate is my tormentor. I feel like a person when I am with him and I already love him like a brother.The next morning when I wake up, I don’t open my eyes right away. I listen to Thomas breathing d
Cassie - Thomas and I walked down the stairs together, Thomas chatting happily beside me, clearly trying to distract me. I guess he could sense the tension in me. "You will be fine Cassie, trust in our Luna, she only wants to help, and so does the Alpha, and you have me now. I'm not just a guard, I'm your friend and I won't let sh!t go bad." He says before we reach the ground floor. He speaks quietly so as not to be overheard and then, without waiting for my reply, he continues on down the stairs. When we get to the door of the office, we pause and Thomas knocks. "Come," calls a soft voice, the door is ajar and Thomas reaches out to push it open further for me. "Thank you", I said ge
Cassie -Shortly after the reassurance from Luna Lily that Thomas would still be protecting me, she escorted me back to the room I stayed in last night, Thankfully nobody was leaving me to walk the hallways alone.“I want you to stay here, this is your room now dear. Thomas will be up shortly with some food, his training will have ended by now and I know that boy loves to eat. I am going to talk to Sven, I need to tell him what you told me and then I will come back to you and we will discuss how you wish to go on from here. This is your room now, for as long as you wish it to be,” she sighs heavily and continues, “this should have been our heir’s room, but it was not meant to be I guess, at least now it will be put to use.” Then she turns away from me and walks back down the hall, the way we jus
Cassie -With my terror increasing by the nanosecond, I realise where we are. Luna Lily takes my hand and squeezes it gently, she gives me a reassuring smile as she walks through the door, pulling me along with her.For the first time in my life, I am in the Alphas office, this is not something I had ever anticipated, there are only 2 reasons I know of for anyone to be taken to the Alphas office, 1 you are an official on official business or 2 you are in trouble and have to discuss your misdeeds and punishment. As soon as I truly realised where I was, I began to panic, I couldn't breathe, my head was swimming, and my knees felt like they had melted like butter on fresh popcorn."Breathe Cassie, you're OK, I promise you are OK, just breathe honey" I hear Luna's voice as though thr