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18. Back to Life
I was slicing a portion when Dhruv mumbled, "you should be like this more."
Lifting my gaze up, I stared at him petrified. "Like what?"
"Without any makeup. No doubt, makeup makes anyone look better but you look better like this also." I rolled my eyes at his answer.
"I've acne marks." Across my cheeks. I had to do makeup to hide them. He didn't say anything else and got back to his phone. Silence filled the table. Awkward silence.
"So what are you studying?" It looked like a safe subject to approach. He switched his phone off and placed it back on the table.
"BCA." I should have known it. Of course, he would go for something related to computer. He loved it. "What about you?"
"Just doing BA. After that NIFT." He smiled knowingly. I had been bragging to him about this since a long time.
Aga
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