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“I can’t continue this relationship anymore, Eliana, I’m tired.” Mike’s voice was flat. No anger, no hesitation, he was just done.
For a moment, I thought I didn’t hear him well. “Tired?” I repeated, my voice shaking. Tired of what? Mike, what are you saying?
He didn’t look at me. That hurt more than his words. His eyes stayed fixed on the floor like I wasn’t worth facing.
“I’m done, Eliana.” Done? Are you done with four years just like that. No, I said quickly, stepping closer to him. No, you don’t mean that. We can fix this.
Whatever it is, we’ll fix it. Please—just talk to me. My hands reached for him, but he pulled away like my touch burned. That was when panic set in.
Mike, please, I whispered, my voice breaking. Don’t do this, dont end us this way, at least not like this. Not without even telling me why.
You haven't even given me reasons why you want to break up with me and you want me to accept this? No, no, Mike i can't accept this please.
Tears blurred my vision, but I refused to stop talking. If I stopped, it would mean this was real.
I know I’ve made mistakes, I continued, my words rushing over each other. But so have you. We always work things out. That’s what we do and that’s why we are here, to fix things together when they go wrong.
He finally looked at me and I wish he hadn’t. There was nothing in his eyes anymore. No love, no softness, just distance.
I don’t feel the same anymore. Those words hit harder than anything else. I staggered back slightly, shaking my head.
No… you don’t mean that. You can’t just stop loving someone overnight. It didn’t happen overnight and that was worse. It meant he had been feeling this way for a long time… and I didn’t even notice.
Then why didn’t you tell me? I cried. Why didn’t you say anything? He sighed, running a hand through his hair. Because I didn’t want to deal with this. This? I pointed between us. You mean us?
“Yes.” He said. I felt something inside me crack.
Please, I whispered, my voice barely there now. Just… don’t leave me like this. For a second, I thought he might change his mind, but he didn’t. Instead, he stepped back.
“I’m sorry'', Eliana then he turned and walked away just like that. “Mike!” I called after him, my voice echoing louder than I expected. “Mike, wait” But he didn’t stop.
I stood there frozen, as his figure disappeared from my life and just like that… I was alone. I don’t remember how long I stood there. Then suddenly, reality crashed into me all at once. My hands started shaking as I grabbed my phone and dialed his number.The number you are trying to reach is not available.
“No…” I whispered, dialing again. “Pick up, please pick up.” But i got same response. My chest tightened painfully.
I opened my w******p with trembling fingers thinking maybe he would reply there or maybe this was all a misunderstanding. But the moment I opened our chat, my heart dropped. His last message stared at me.
''I’m done Eliana''. There was no explanation, just those three words and that was when i realized that mike was gone for real.
"I didn’t cry immediately—that was the strange part. I just stared at the screen, like I couldn’t process what had just happened. 'Four years,' I whispered, counting my fingers."
Memories flooded my mind—our first date, the way he used to hold my hand, the late-night calls, and the promises we made. They were all gone just like that .
My throat tightened, and then the tears came. They didn’t fall gently; they came all at once, uncontrollable. I pressed my hand against my mouth, trying to hold in the sound, but it didn’t work. Everything hurt—my chest, my head—and even breathing felt painful.
I hate you….. I whispered through tears. I hate you so much, Mike. But even as I said it, I knew it wasn’t true—and that was the worst part.
I don’t know why I went to the restaurant. It was almost empty when I walked in. The soft light made everything feel distant. I sat down without thinking.
A waitress approached me with a small smile. Good evening, ma’am, what would you like to order?
I stared at her for a moment before answering. I’m not hungry, she hesitated. Would you like something to drink? Yes, i replied calmly.
What would you like? Something strong, I replied. She nodded and left.
A few minutes later, she returned with a bottle. I didn’t even check what it was, I just drank. I had one, two, three, and then four bottles. The alcohol burned, but I didn't care.
“Four years…” I muttered, shaking my head. “Four whole years, and this is how it ends?”
The waitress returned, her expression slightly concerned. Ma’am, that’s enough for tonight. Another one, I said, pushing the empty bottle aside.
I’m sorry, but we’re closing soon.’ I stared at her, annoyed. ‘Just one more.’ ‘I can’t she said in a low tune.
I let out a dry laugh. Of course you can’t. Everything was being taken away from me tonight anyway. I threw some money on the table and stood up. Or at least… I tried to.
The moment I got up, the world tilted. My legs felt heavy, and my vision blurred.
Oh….. I whispered, grabbing the edge of the table. I think I’m drunk. The waitress rushed forward. Ma’am, do you need help?’ I’m fine, I said quickly, pulling away. I can walk, i couldn’t, but I tried anyway.
The night air hit my face as I stepped outside. I stumbled forward, laughing bitterly. Look at me,I muttered. Crying over a man who doesn’t even want me.
Anger rose inside me, sudden and fierce. Fuck you, Mike! I shouted into the empty street. Go to hell! I don’t care anymore! But even as I said it, my voice cracked—because I did care. That was the problem.
I kept walking,unsteadily, my thoughts spinning. I gave you everything, I continued, my voice louder now. Everything!
Eliana forced herself to stop. She squinted at the distant mirror. The image was hazy, but he was right—the Eliana in the hospital bed wasn't just stable. She was sitting up. Laughing. Her mother hugged her, and there were balloons by the window, and sunlight streaming in, and everything was perfect.Too perfect."It never happened," Eliana realized, her throat tight."No," her guide agreed. "But you want it to. The labyrinth knows."The mirror with the false healing began to hum. The glass rippled like water, and suddenly Eliana felt an irresistible pull toward it, a magnetic longing that ached in her bones. Step through, the hum seemed to whisper. Step through and stay. Stay where it's safe. Where she's happy. Where you're whole.Her foot moved forward without her permission."No." The boy grabbed her hand, anchoring her. "Psalm said the wanting is the trap. The wanting is always the trap."Eliana closed her eyes. The humming grew louder, drilling into her skull, promising peace, pr
The darkness swallowed everything.For a moment, Eliana existed in pure nothing—no floor beneath her feet, no walls, no screaming creature, no crying mother. Just the suffocating black and the echo of that final, terrible beep burning through her skull."No," she breathed into the void. "No, no, no—"She started running. She didn't know where, didn't care. Her legs pumped against an invisible surface, her hands clawed at empty air. "Take me back! Let me see her!"No one answered.Somewhere in the dark, she could hear her own heartbeat—or maybe it was the phantom memory of the hospital monitor, slowing, fading, stopping. She couldn't tell anymore. The boundary between her body and this place had dissolved completely, and she was dissolving with it."Please," she whispered. Tears burned her eyes, then froze against her skin. "Please, I can't leave her like that. I can't—"A hand caught her wrist.She whirled, expecting the creature, expecting those cracked porcelain fingers and that too
Eliana’s scream tore through the collapsing hallway as the creature tightened its grip around her ankle. Its fingers were ice-cold, unnaturally long, and strong enough to drag her backward across the floor no matter how hard she fought. The thing looked exactly like her, but wrong in every possible way. Its limbs bent strangely, its skin was pale and cracked like broken porcelain, and its smile stretched far too wide across its face. Dark liquid leaked from its empty eyes as it crawled toward her with twisted excitement.For one horrifying second, Eliana forgot how to breathe. The monster grinned wider. “You left us behind,” it whispered in her voice. Her stomach twisted violently.The sound wasn’t human. It sounded layered, like several voices were speaking through the same mouth at once. “Eliana!” her spirit guide shouted again, and this time there was unmistakable urgency in his tone. “Move!” That finally snapped her out of her terror.She kicked wildly with her free leg, striking
The world shattered around Eliana like glass.The sound was deafening.One second she was standing inside her mother’s bedroom, surrounded by collapsing memories and the remains of a life she had spent years trying to survive. The next, darkness swallowed everything whole. The floor beneath her feet disappeared completely, and she felt herself falling again.Only this time, there was no ground waiting below.Wind tore past her ears as her body dropped endlessly through blackness. Her stomach twisted violently, panic clawing at her chest while broken pieces of the house floated around her like drifting fragments of a nightmare. She saw flashes as she fell—her mother crying in the kitchen, young Eliana hiding behind the couch, Marcus shouting loud enough to shake the walls. The memories spun around her until she couldn’t tell which way was up anymore.“Eliana.”The voice cut through the chaos.Her spirit guide. Strong hands grabbed her wrist suddenly, stopping her fall so sharply that it
The darkness inside the house felt alive.Eliana stood frozen in the middle of the living room, her breath trapped somewhere between her lungs and throat as the heavy footsteps drew closer. Every instinct inside her screamed to run, yet her body refused to move. The air had changed completely. Just moments ago, the house had felt warm, almost comforting, filled with the scent of home and memories she had spent years missing. Now it felt rotten. Heavy. Like the walls themselves remembered things she had desperately tried to forget.The footsteps stopped and silence swallowed the room again. Then came the sound of something dragging across the floor. Her stomach twisted painfully. No, she screamed.No, no, no. She screamed louder again this time because she knew that sound too. It was a sound of a bottle.Glass scraping slowly against the tiles and her chest tightened so hard it hurt.“Eliana.” The voice came again, lower this time.It was dangerously calm.Every hair on her body stood upS
Darkness swallowed Eliana whole. At first, she thought she was dead. Not the strange half-death she had been trapped in since the accident. Not the twisted world of spirit buses, survival games, and cruel tests. This felt deeper and colder than that. Empty in a way that made her chest ache.There was no sound, no light and no feeling.Just endless darkness pressing against her skin like heavy water.Then came the pain.A sharp gasp tore from her throat as air rushed violently into her lungs. Her eyes flew open, and she jerked upright with a choking cough.Cold water poured from her mouth.Eliana clutched her chest, coughing so hard tears blurred her vision. Her soaked hair stuck to her face and neck while freezing air scraped against her skin.For several seconds, all she could do was breathe in and out. Then she realized she was still alive.Her entire body trembled as she slowly lifted her head and looked around.She was sitting in shallow black water.Not dirty water. Not ocean water.







