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“I can’t continue this relationship anymore, Eliana, I’m tired.” Mike’s voice was flat. No anger, no hesitation, he was just done.
For a moment, I thought I didn’t hear him well. “Tired?” I repeated, my voice shaking. Tired of what? Mike, what are you saying?
He didn’t look at me. That hurt more than his words. His eyes stayed fixed on the floor like I wasn’t worth facing.
“I’m done, Eliana.” Done? Are you done with four years just like that. No, I said quickly, stepping closer to him. No, you don’t mean that. We can fix this.
Whatever it is, we’ll fix it. Please—just talk to me. My hands reached for him, but he pulled away like my touch burned. That was when panic set in.
Mike, please, I whispered, my voice breaking. Don’t do this, dont end us this way, at least not like this. Not without even telling me why.
You haven't even given me reasons why you want to break up with me and you want me to accept this? No, no, Mike i can't accept this please.
Tears blurred my vision, but I refused to stop talking. If I stopped, it would mean this was real.
I know I’ve made mistakes, I continued, my words rushing over each other. But so have you. We always work things out. That’s what we do and that’s why we are here, to fix things together when they go wrong.
He finally looked at me and I wish he hadn’t. There was nothing in his eyes anymore. No love, no softness, just distance.
I don’t feel the same anymore. Those words hit harder than anything else. I staggered back slightly, shaking my head.
No… you don’t mean that. You can’t just stop loving someone overnight. It didn’t happen overnight and that was worse. It meant he had been feeling this way for a long time… and I didn’t even notice.
Then why didn’t you tell me? I cried. Why didn’t you say anything? He sighed, running a hand through his hair. Because I didn’t want to deal with this. This? I pointed between us. You mean us?
“Yes.” He said. I felt something inside me crack.
Please, I whispered, my voice barely there now. Just… don’t leave me like this. For a second, I thought he might change his mind, but he didn’t. Instead, he stepped back.
“I’m sorry'', Eliana then he turned and walked away just like that. “Mike!” I called after him, my voice echoing louder than I expected. “Mike, wait” But he didn’t stop.
I stood there frozen, as his figure disappeared from my life and just like that… I was alone. I don’t remember how long I stood there. Then suddenly, reality crashed into me all at once. My hands started shaking as I grabbed my phone and dialed his number.The number you are trying to reach is not available.
“No…” I whispered, dialing again. “Pick up, please pick up.” But i got same response. My chest tightened painfully.
I opened my w******p with trembling fingers thinking maybe he would reply there or maybe this was all a misunderstanding. But the moment I opened our chat, my heart dropped. His last message stared at me.
''I’m done Eliana''. There was no explanation, just those three words and that was when i realized that mike was gone for real.
"I didn’t cry immediately—that was the strange part. I just stared at the screen, like I couldn’t process what had just happened. 'Four years,' I whispered, counting my fingers."
Memories flooded my mind—our first date, the way he used to hold my hand, the late-night calls, and the promises we made. They were all gone just like that .
My throat tightened, and then the tears came. They didn’t fall gently; they came all at once, uncontrollable. I pressed my hand against my mouth, trying to hold in the sound, but it didn’t work. Everything hurt—my chest, my head—and even breathing felt painful.
I hate you….. I whispered through tears. I hate you so much, Mike. But even as I said it, I knew it wasn’t true—and that was the worst part.
I don’t know why I went to the restaurant. It was almost empty when I walked in. The soft light made everything feel distant. I sat down without thinking.
A waitress approached me with a small smile. Good evening, ma’am, what would you like to order?
I stared at her for a moment before answering. I’m not hungry, she hesitated. Would you like something to drink? Yes, i replied calmly.
What would you like? Something strong, I replied. She nodded and left.
A few minutes later, she returned with a bottle. I didn’t even check what it was, I just drank. I had one, two, three, and then four bottles. The alcohol burned, but I didn't care.
“Four years…” I muttered, shaking my head. “Four whole years, and this is how it ends?”
The waitress returned, her expression slightly concerned. Ma’am, that’s enough for tonight. Another one, I said, pushing the empty bottle aside.
I’m sorry, but we’re closing soon.’ I stared at her, annoyed. ‘Just one more.’ ‘I can’t she said in a low tune.
I let out a dry laugh. Of course you can’t. Everything was being taken away from me tonight anyway. I threw some money on the table and stood up. Or at least… I tried to.
The moment I got up, the world tilted. My legs felt heavy, and my vision blurred.
Oh….. I whispered, grabbing the edge of the table. I think I’m drunk. The waitress rushed forward. Ma’am, do you need help?’ I’m fine, I said quickly, pulling away. I can walk, i couldn’t, but I tried anyway.
The night air hit my face as I stepped outside. I stumbled forward, laughing bitterly. Look at me,I muttered. Crying over a man who doesn’t even want me.
Anger rose inside me, sudden and fierce. Fuck you, Mike! I shouted into the empty street. Go to hell! I don’t care anymore! But even as I said it, my voice cracked—because I did care. That was the problem.
I kept walking,unsteadily, my thoughts spinning. I gave you everything, I continued, my voice louder now. Everything!
I sat there, staring at my paper, my heart slowly calming. If this was just a test… Then I didn’t need to panic.“This is your first challenge, Eliana.” The familiar voice cut through my thoughts.I froze.Then slowly lowered my gaze.He was there.Sitting on my desk like he had always been there.My breath caught in my throat.“Seriously?” I whispered, jerking back so suddenly my chair screeched loudly against the floor.A sharp chorus followed.“Sshhh!”Almost everyone in the room turned to glare at me.“And that’s enough, Ms. Light,” my professor snapped from the front. “One more disruption and you’re out.”I ignored him completely, my eyes locked on the figure sitting casually on my desk.“So you’re saying…” I leaned forward slightly, lowering my voice, “this is the test?”“Of course it is,” a voice hissed beside me.I turned.My best friend shot me an annoyed look.“And you’d better start writing if you plan on graduating this year.”“I will,” I said quickly, just to calm her dow
My stomach twisted painfully. Survival games?The words echoed in my head, heavier now than when I first heard them. Before, it sounded strange, but now… it sounded terrifying.“I’m as scared as you look.” The voice came from beside me—a female.I turned to see whose voice was that.Then I saw a tall, beautiful woman standing there, her expression gentle, her smile warm despite the fear in her eyes. Something about her presence eased the tightness in my chest. At least… I wasn’t alone in this.She stretched out her hand. “Hi, I’m also a new soul,” she said, then quickly added with a small laugh, “Or you can call me Ruth. Please call me Ruth.” I almost smiled.I reached out to shake her hand— But my fingers passed straight through hers, i blinked.“Oh!” she laughed lightly, pulling her hand back. “I forgot. We haven’t learned to control it yet.”My brows drew together. “Control what?”“Our states,” she said, frowning slightly. “Wait… didn’t your spirit guide explain that?”The silence th
I sat in the bus quietly, because i felt the world has abandoned me and my family has also abandoned me. “There is no need to hate your family my dear. This is not a prank.”His voice was calm. Too calm.I frowned, my lips pressing together as I turned slightly toward him.How did he—“Your emotions show outwardly, Eliana,” he added. “I suggest you learn to suppress them.”Of course he heard that part. I exhaled slowly, trying to keep my thoughts steady.“I am your spirit guide, Eliana,” he continued, his tone flat. “Though reluctantly.” I blinked. Reluctantly?“That part wasn’t necessary,” I muttered. “It was accurate.”I rolled my eyes. “Great. So I got assigned a guide who doesn’t even like me.”“You were assigned,” he corrected. “Not chosen. “Wow. That makes me feel so much better.”He ignored the sarcasm.“As your guide,” he went on, “I am required to maintain a functional connection with you… until you eventually die.” I froze.My chest tightened slightly, i turned to face him f
The moment the voice finished speaking, the entire bus erupted into applause. I flinched, my eyes darting around the space.“What’s going on?” I asked, my voice sharp with confusion. No one answered, they just kept clapping like something exciting had just happened.“You will be assigned a spirit guide shortly,” the voice continued, calm and steady, completely ignoring me. “But for now… sit.”Before I could react— I was already seated. My breath caught in my throat.I couldn’t move.“Now that we have the final addition to this dimension,” the voice went on, “we will begin the journey. I implore all souls to remain seated throughout. If you have questions, discuss them with your guides.”“You cannot die any longer, as you are already on your way to death in the spirit world.” My heart skipped.“…But take note,” the voice continued, “there are consequences if this ride becomes troublesome.”Everyone kept silent, even the breathing around me felt controlled.“This realm is your only chanc
“Hey, sir!” I hurried after him, refusing to give up. “Just a minute of your time, please!” He kept walking. People passed by us—nurses, patients, visitors—but no one looked at me.Not one person.“Just tell me how I got here, I begged, my voice cracking. I won’t bother you again. I promise.Tears slipped down my cheeks. Please….. But he kept going straight through the sliding doors. I followed him without thinking.The moment I stepped out— A blinding light hit me. I gasped, stumbling back as I threw my hands over my face. What—?The brightness was overwhelming. It burned through my eyes, forcing them shut. I stood there, frozen, my heart racing.Slowly… carefully… the light began to fade. The air changed, it grew colder and quieter.I lowered my hands, opened my eyes, and instantly wished I hadn’t left the hospital.This… this isn’t… my world. My voice trailed off.Everything was different. I couldn't find the man anymore, i turned my back to look for the hospital, but that space wa
She’s in a coma, the doctor said, turning to the stranger. I didn’t know him—the man who had helped me. I had no idea who he was, but he was the one who had brought me here.He looked at me for a moment and shook his head. Then, he and the doctor walked out of the room.Come back! I called after them, standing up from my bed and running to the door before it slammed shut. "I'm not in a coma, i'm awake," I whispered.How can I be in a coma when I’m right here, perfectly fine? I asked, touching my cheeks. Would someone be in a coma and still be breathing like I was?Even when I called to them again, they didn't seem to hear me. Either I was invisible, or they were just that good at ignoring me. They didn’t stop walking until they reached the end of the hallway.Then they turned to face each other. It’s a good thing you brought her here when you did, the doctor said. “She lost a lot of blood and would’ve died if you hadn't rushed her in.” The man, who had a grave expression on his face,







