“After she left, I started hearing this voice inside my head, doctor! I-I know you told me not to listen to them, but it’s so hard. What should I do now?”
Samantha hummed as she wrote down keywords out of her patient’s story. She then placed the pen down and looked at him. “Last time you were here, Mr. Rito, you were talking about your friend, Bryan, who lives under your bed, do you remember?”The young boy nodded cautiously. “And then there’s your girlfriend, Dessa, who lives inside the mirror of your room.” He nodded again. “And then the mysterious tall man who suddenly shows up anytime and anywhere?” He looks at her unsteadily, eyes shifting from one place to another. Samantha respired shortly and looked at the boy’s mother who’s staring at her son in mixed emotions. ‘Twas is the first time she came with him in the clinic and she clearly couldn't believe what she was hearing. “I’ve ran lots of tests on your son, Mrs. Lopez, and the result shows that he is suffering from Schizophrenia. It’s a chronic and severe mental disorder that affects the way a person thinks, manage emotions, making decisions, and even perceives reality.” Mrs. Lopez's eyes wobbled. “S-So those friends he was talking about are just his delusions all this time?" Her voice cracked and Samantha had to nod. Biting her lips, Mrs. Lopez looked down in frustration. “H-His father actually suffered the same illness which caused his d-death.”Samatha lips pressed. She had already anticipated the revelation. Chances of getting schizophrenia is genetics. Though the exact causes are unspecified, research reveals that synthesis of genetics, physical, psychological, and environmental attributes can make a person more likely develop the condition. In Rito's case, his girlfriend breaking up with him, triggered a psychotic episode inside his mind and created Dessa as the replacement, to save himself from the pain he's suffering.He has been secretly consulting Samantha regarding his condition and has mentioned the abuse his late father has done which is also a factor of his developed illness. Samantha prescribed him antipsychotic drugs used to manage psychosis, principally schizophrenia and bipolar disorder, and handed it to Mrs. Lopez. She and Rito stood up, ready to leave and as usual, Samantha did the same to lead them outside. “Thank you, doc,” Mrs. Lopez smiled faintly. “Not a problem. Just don't forget to take him back here after two weeks, okay?” “Yes, doctor,” she looked at Rito who was only staring down the floor the whole time. “Thank, Dr. Andersen now, Rito,” she whispered, but Rito only mumbled things and started to act scared. “Stop the mumbling, Rito. You know how I hate the mumbling.” Mrs. Lopez had to prod him on the waist to snap him back into reality, but he only looked at Samantha and she gasped when he grabbed both of her arms. Her eyes narrowed in pain when she felt his nails dig against her skin. “He's here!!” He wailed. “HE FOLLOWED ME HERE!”“RITO! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! LET DOCTOR GO, THIS INSTANT!” Mrs. Lopez tried pulling her son away from Samantha, but he had his grasp on her arms quite tight, that all she could do is step back to avoid inflicting more damage on her and called for help instead. Rito kept shaking Samantha who did her best to stay calm. “He's here, doctor! He's here! He's here!”Samantha did her best to plaster a smile to calm her patient. “It's okay, Rito. Calm down. No one’s here. No one's gonna hurt you. I’ll protect you. I promise.”His eyes showed remorse with a glint of fright. “H-He's not here to for me, doctor,” he muttered, shaking his head. “You don’t have to save me, because he’s here for you.” For a moment, Samantha felt as though a bucket of freezing water has been poured on her. “That tall mysterious man Rito has been mentioning can’t be the same creature,” Samantha could feel her heart pounding from her chest. Even the thought of the creature alone can make her flesh tremble, let alone the imagination. The moment Rito has been taken away from from her, she felt like all of her energy were drained empty and she fell down the ground, shaking. Cold sweat started forming on her forehead. “N-No! It can’t be him. H-he can’t be back, not just yet,” she stuttered, biting her nails in horror. She shut her eyes closed when a horrifying lullaby resounded inside her mind once again. “Tili-tili bom, ty slyshish', kyo-to ryadom? Pritailsya za uglom, I pronzayet vzglyadom.” “Tili-tili bom, Vse skroyet noch' nemaya. Za toboy kradetsya on. I vot-vot poymayet.” Her eyes snapped wide open when someone placed a hand on her shoulder.“Babe! Hey, baby! Are you okay?! Are you hurt?!” She looked up and saw Scott. Kaiser is behind him and was the one who helped pulling Rito away from her. “Did he hurt you?!” Scott took Samantha’s white coat off and his face crimsoned in rage when he saw scrapes on her arms out of Rito’s sharp nails. It sported a number of dark bruises that showed through the thin fabric of her peach long sleeve. Samantha swilled and covered the marks. “I'm fine. This is quite normal for me. I-I’m used to it,” she said, trying to sound normal.She even tried standing up but her knees are too weak, so she almost fell back down luckily, Scott caught her on time before she could hurt herself even more. “Let's get you treated.” “No, I told you I'm fine,” Samantha said in a slightly overloud and flat voice, and stood back up on her own. Scott was left confused on the floor and gave her a skeptic look, but she didn't falter her gaze before looking away. “I suppose the boy's grip didn’t affect your brain, yes?” He asked in a slightly playful manner; she’d only roll her eyes. “Let me ask you,” he muttered before standing back up. She sensed him taking few steps closer to her and winced when he held the same spots Rito grasped a while ago and forced her to turn to look at him. “What the fuck is going on with you?!” He groaned. Samantha kept a straight face. “Can you please just understand me?!” “Am I not?! I've been understanding you from the very beginning of this relationship, but this is not just it!” “Listen here, buddy!” She placed a hand on top of Scott’s. “I warned you from the very start that our relationship would reach up this point and you clearly said you’d be completely fine about it, now you’re complaining?! You were the one who got yourself inside this trouble, goddamn it!” Scott could only bite his lower lip as he couldn’t argue with her. “All I'm asking is for you to open up, so I could understand, Sam,” his voice went softer and softer. “That's all, but all you do is push me—all of us away. You’re being unreasonable and unrealistic. Your lies, your secrets. I tried understanding all of them, but why the hell are you making things so hard for me?!” Samantha felt her heart skipped a beat.“Your lies, your secrets. I tried understanding all of them,” those words resounded in her mind with random scenes from her memories. “Weren’t these supposed to be my lines as well?” She thought to herself.‘Twas the first time Scott raised his voice against her; the first time she’s seen him mad. “T-Then maybe you’re not trying good enough.” “Really?!” He snorted. “I promised that no matter what I’d understand you, but why? Why can’t you do the same for me? Shouldn’t it be us understanding each other?” “Yeah, it should, if only we could. It’s just that our relationship now lives in lies. Understanding is for what exactly?” She bit her lip and drew a sobbing breath. “I-If you only love me because you expect something in return, then maybe you don’t really love me at all!” Lips parted, Scott stared at her in disbelief. His shoulders dropped and slowly looked down. Samantha felt his grip slowly loosen down until he completely removed his hands off her. “Maybe you're right,” he raised his head and a faint smile curved on his lips. “Maybe I don't,” his words felt like a sharp knife stabbed on her chest that she’d regretted what she said. “W-We really need to talk,” her voice sounded weak and gravely. “But not now. Not here. I-I have something to do.” Scott shook his head. “No. If you need things to be cleared, now’s the right time, Sam.”She stood for a moment, all stunned by Scott's sudden change of character. She's fully aware that she had already pushed him far enough this time and all she could do is wonder where he’s gone at. She turned around to open the drawer behind her. Inside is a homeopathic herb cream to prevent and reduce inflammation on her bruises. She turned back to find him already standing in front of her. He was the one who took the bottle out and placed it on the table beside him. He carefully rolled Samantha's sleeves up, so he could apply the cream carefully. “I vot-vot poymayet.” She squeezed her eyes in exasperation when that song echoed in her mind again as vivid scenes from the past keeps flashing one after another. She opened her eyes to find Scott staring at her as he was carefully applying cream on her arm. "Talk," he sternly said the moment he closed the lid. Samantha frowned but then shrugged and drew a deep breath. “I-I was thinking about us,” she began, he remained silent, curious of what she’s gonna say next. “And the more I do, I feel like you and me, together, is unjust to the both of us.” Scott’s well-shaped lips thinned into grimness and she had to looked away. “I'm sorry, Scott. Y-You know how much I love you and it breaks me to tell you this but––“ “Then don’t,” he snapped. She looked at him, meeting his brown, clear-as-the-desert eyes, and as empty. “You think I haven’t thought about this?!” He asked. “Have you?” She asked back, copying his low tone. “Yes! But the truth is...” he paused. He seems to be trying to read what his girlfriend is having in mind, but she showed no reaction. That made his lips thinned once again and uttered a sigh. “No matter how hard it is for me, you’re still the one I want to be with for the rest of my life. Every single time, all I can think about is our future together, about what’s it gonna be like once I got all of this uncertainty out of my head: why you have to lie? Why you have to hide your past? You know how much I love you. I just don’t understand why you can’t bring yourself to trust me!” Sheen tears started dimming Samantha’s eyes. She doesn't seem to understand if what she’s feeling is pain, disgust, remorse, or simply mixed. “LIES! Indeed. How can we both such bad liars?!” She mentally asked herself. “The more I think about it, the more I realize that the reason you were hiding a lot from me is because you don't see our future the way I see it.” Twinge of emotions assailed her as she tried to hide the misting tears in her eyes. “I actually want to tell you everything, Scott! I wanted to set myself free from all of my secrets which were slowly killing me, but I can’t! I can't let you know. Even you’re a lying, cheating bastard, I still can’t lose you in a way all of us are vulnerable for.” Her lips trembled. She wasn’t able to hold herself back and broke into tears. “I'm so sorry, Scott, b-but this isn’t working anymore––for us! I-I think we don’t quite measure up to the individuals we both needed and I just can’t take the feeling of being a disappointment to any of you and to myself anymore.” “No, babe! That’s not what I’m trying to say,” Scott was about to come near her but she signaled him not to. Never in her entire life did she imagine something like this would come but seems like things are better off the way she chose them to be. “I know this is tough, but if we stay together,” she sobbed, voice cracking. “We’ll just keep on hurting each other over and over again.” “No, Sam! I love you and I won’t do anything that could hurt you.” “But you did,” she whispered, clutching at her injured arms. “Yes, I already know about her, Scott. You don’t have to lie.” Scott stopped as his eyes wobbled in realization. "Y-you..."*** Samantha turned back when she heard Scott’s phone vibrating above their bedside table from a call coming from an unknown number. “Babe! Someone’s calling!” She called but the shower’s too loud, Scott might not able to hear her, so she took the phone herself. “It might be important,” she thought and swiped right to answer the call. She was about to say hello when a woman’s voice stopped her. “We have to talk in person, Scott. I can’t keep our baby a secret anymore!” She felt her throat dried as her hand slowly held the phone down. The woman kept on talking, but Samantha could no longer understand a word she’s saying.“Why didn't you tell me?” Scott sounded rather pissed. “I was waiting for you to tell me yourself. The baby is on its fifth month and we’ve been together more than that.” Scott stared at her for couple of seconds and then looked down when he realized he could no longer hide his lies from her anymore. “I didn't know she’s pregnant.” “Pregnant or not, the point here is you cheated, you son of a bitch!” Samantha bit her lips, she didn’t mean to curse him, but her anger has gone to rage. “I am Karma, no need for you to curse me,” he muttered and looked back at her in a very different aura. “If you can't forgive me then it’s fine. I don’t need you to anyway.” Samantha couldn’t believe what she was hearing. She even refused to believe that it’s Scott she’s talking to; seems like a whole different person. “I don’t want to say something that could hurt you that’s why I didn’t tell
Kathleen's eyes shifted to the crying face of her best friend. “What a-are you talking about?” Samantha’s tongue explored her frontal teeth. “He's been seeing his ex-girlfriend behind my back for quite some time now,” her voice broke into short sobs. “I made myself look stupid as I am certain he’d leave once he knew that I am already aware of what’s happening. She quickly wiped the tears trickling down her cheeks. “I thought he’d feel sorry for me—at least—for what he did, but no. He even tried to shift the blame on me,” her tongue folded on top of her mouth to stop herself from breaking into a loud cry. “All of them knew: Kim, Junel, and Kaiser, but none of them said a thing. I have been fooled.” Kathleen could only watch her best friend succumb in pain. “Why didn't you tell me?” “I just can’t acknowledge the fact that everyone I care for always ends up leaving me. I know he’s a jerk and I won’t mind making myself look st
Everything’s too dark. Kathleen caresses her hand on the cold and empty floor as she pushes herself up in one hand. “Where am I?” She asked as she watched everything around her in confusion. Her eyes squinted as a blinding light, from nowhere, hit her eyes. Furrows formed on her forehead when she suddenly found herself standing in a hall. She turned from corner to corner only to find out she’s in Samantha’s old house. “Hello?” She called to no one in particular—thus—no one answered either. Her heart started pounding; she could feel the muscles in her neck stiffen when the floor suddenly tilted from one side to another, but oddly enough, she’s still standing unmoved. She only stared into nothingness when a much brighter light struck from above leading towards the second floor of the house. She’s never been there before neither any of their friends; Samantha’s rules, and Kathleen wondered—what’s up there? She felt like a strong magnetic force is slowly pul
Kathleen only stared at Takumi who's eyeing his moon milk tea for almost five minutes now. He looks really dumbfounded and he’s not talking ever since they arrived at the coffee shop. She doesn't know what he’s up to either, but she has this hunch that he knows something—something related to Samantha’s disappearance. She cleared her throat to break his silence. His eyes bated and looked at her. “Well?” She finally decided to talk, crossing her arms. “What are you gonna tell me?” “Oh, y-yeah,” he looked back down and heaved a deep sigh. “I-I don’t know if you’re gonna believe me or not or will I make any sense but—I saw everything.” Kathleen’s brows met. “And when you say everything, everything like what?” “I talked to her before she left that day you two got into the accident. She has that weird aura surrounding her when she rushed inside the elevator and before it closed, I saw someone—no—something’s standing behind her.” Kathleen’s lips opened; she wanted to ask, but chose to l
Kathleen drives home after Takumi and her agreed to meet again tomorrow to seek help from someone he didn’t mention who. She has to call it a day and muster up her strength first.When her adrenaline faded, her body started aching all over. The wound on her head, that has been covered with plaster, started itching. She remained motionless throughout her travel until she reached home and found Christian and that son of a beast, talking in the balcony. She banged the car door the moment she stepped out and walked towards their direction. Scott smiled a little self-consciously by the time she stood straight in front of them, eyes nailed on him. “Love...” Christian mumbled but she signaled him to stop. “Lots of guts you got there,” she snarled hiding a totally inapt sneer. Scott stiffened. “I already knew what happened.” “Good for you. Now leave.”He frowned and came to a sudden decision. “I will look for her as well and y
"So, you’re really here?”“Clearly.”“Who’s taking care of your woman?” “Kaiser.”Kathleen glanced at Scott’s motorcycle and back at him. She’s been hanging with the guy since the day he started dating Samantha but she really can’t stand his guts up until now. They locked eyes for a moment until they realized it was a stupid thing to do. “Where’s Christian?” He asked. “Already gone to work. We need an early start. We better get going,” Kathleen snorted. “Perhaps we should.” Kathleen closed the gate and made her way to her car. Takumi will be waiting at the shop around the same time. She offered to give him a ride since it’ll be handful if they travel apart. She left without waiting for Scott. He’ll catch up after all. *** Takumi shove his slender fingers at the back of his neck as he was stealing glances at Scott who’s sitting a table away from them. “So, you really decide
Frowning by his mistake, Takumi sighed, wondering if he should say something. And if so, what would it be? He could feel the tension between Kathleen towards the two men in front of her. Apparently, Tomoya and Samantha also had a tragic past but the thing between them still remains a mystery and even Takumi, being Tomoya’s closest friend and cousin, didn’t have any idea. Time ticked 4 AM. They waited patiently for Tomoya to finish studying MaTet's profile while Takumi is quietly absorbing the new bit of information Kathleen told him about the two. Clapping his hands, Tomoya leaned on the couch. “Got it!” He snapped. “This person sure is a master of technology for hiding its information too well, more like a deep web. Anyways, I can now easily access this account. Just give me about two to three days, but doing so, we’ll be invading someone’s privacy and you know I’m against that matter, niisan,” his lips pooched. “Unless you tell me what
It was very late, nearly 2 AM. Christian laid down on his bed and stared at his phone above a newspaper on the bedside table. Samantha’s case has been over the record and it's really disturbing. Lots of fake news keeps popping out of nowhere and he became one of the media targets since he’s one of Samantha's closest friends. At this point, Christian wasn’t entirely certain if he’d say something to at least defend his friend or remain silent and avoid everything. He can’t seem to trust the media’s intention to clear his friend’s name regarding the issue about her being related to demons. Kathleen has been gone for three days and those nights of her absent, he’s been suffering from insomnia. Something is bothering him; he feels like he’s not alone. He could feel eyes staring through his soul ever since Kathleen left. Christian shook the thought off and tried falling asleep but minutes past and he only felt more awake. He turned to his side and looked out the window.He b