26. Realisation

Cercy

It changed.

It's like it never happened. He didn’t make a fuss about it, and nor did I mention anything. It's not like Sam to act that way. He saw us, and my parents saw us, but nothing changed. I could say that Sam is now a mature guy but no. it's not like him. My mom didn’t ask me about something, she would…she must be curious but no.

As I'm laying on the couch everything hits me little by little. How things have changed, from now to then.From what we were to what we are.Ever since him. I've felt a lot of pain, felt like my soul was ripped outside my body, I've listed to some voices in my head, all those memories from the day I met him, that party. They all be coming back now.

It's like someone put a spell on me not to remember anything, and now those flashbacks are hitting me. Can it be real? Am I speaking too much nonsense now?

“You saw it with your eyes Cerc, “ the voice in my head tells me.” Remember the blue eyes turned balc like a shadow was buried inside of that.”