DEXTER'S POV:
After what felt like hours, I finally arrived at my father's house and seeing my Aunt's car just made me understand, Matteo is here.
The entirety of Matteo's existence I hated, he was the perfect person, everyone's sunshine boy and it made my father give me unimaginable heights to reach. Anything and everything I did was always compared to Matteo and it made me extremely sick to my stomach where my hate grew from.
From the doorstep I could hear laughs coming from the yard so I head into the yard and see Aunty Gi and my annoying father having a sibling moment.
“Aunty Gi” I say as I hug her, “father” I give him a curt nod.
“Look at you Dex, you've changed a lot” she smiles as she touches my shoulder.
“Lots of work out Aunty” I give her a tight smile.
“It is paying off,” she laughs again, “your cousin is in the garden. Be nice” she warns.
“I'll try”.
The garden always reminded me of my mother. She adores flowers and anything floral, most of our home decorations were all floral based and my father decided to keep all her designs as a way of preserving her memory.
“Cousin, cousin. Such a delight that you're here” I mockingly say.
He scoffs and turns around, “Nice to also see you Dex” he gives me a curt smile.
“Why are you back? I thought you said you were never coming back?”
“What a way to welcome me after five years dear cousin” he scoffs and walks past me.
Son of a bitch.
**********
Ever since my mum died, having dinner at the house was always out of it, infact staying in the same vicinity as my father was always out of question but today the annoyance of having Matteo here was beyond bounds. The unnecessary laughs and gloating of his career to piss me off intentionally was something else.
“So, where to next?” My father asks as he drinks his water smiling ear to ear despite the fact that they've done nothing but talk about his photography tour for the last hour.
“South Africa. They have beautiful resorts there and I have been offered a very good contract to capture some moments” Matteo replies as he pushes his plate aside.
“Really nice. I have been to South Africa before and it is an amazing, beautiful country, and even more beautiful scenery. We should visit sometime, I miss the food” my father basically rants on and on.
“We definitely should, it would be amazing” Matteo laughs.
“I really am proud of you son, it brings joy to my heart honestly” father taps his shoulder and smiles.
“So wedding preparations? How are they going?”
Matteo turns to me.
The nerve of this idiot.
“Really good, picked up my suit today” I push my food around on my plate.
“Are you okay Dexy? You've barely touched your food?” My worried aunt holds my hand.
Well asides the fact that my father has done nothing to contribute to my wedding, but pushing me into it, now all his energy is focused on my damn cousin..i'm fine.
“I'm okay Aunt Gi, excuse me” I stand up and head to my room.
I enter my room and shut the door behind me, take a deep breath and sit on my bed trying to calm my head down. What was so special about Matteo that I didn't have? I am the heir to the Grayson corporation. I have done nothing but do my father's bidding, shady or not. I never question it hell I'm even getting married to my worst nightmare just because my father said so but sunshine golden boy Matteo comes back and all of a sudden he is proud of him for doing what? Taking pictures of fucking animals in South Africa? Fuck me!
“Are you ever going to tell me why you hate me so much that even after years you still can't be in the same room with me? You loathe me that much?” I hear Matteo from the door.
I was so drowned in my head that I didn't realize he was by my door, “I'm not in the mood Matteo” I grunt.
“No really, all these years you have hated me for a reason that I don't know. I mean c'mon we're no longer kids shouldn't us being grown adults count for something? We're blood man”.
“Matteo please, I don't have the time to start answering your dumb questions. There's a reason I'm in my room and not downstairs, do I look like I want to talk right now?” I ask angrily.
He sighs and laughs a little, “it's about your father's preference towards me, isn't it?”
I get up faster than I could think and grab his shirt, “Don't test me Matteo, there's only a little patience I have in me towards you, don't make me lose it and break your nose like I did back in highschool” I let go of his shirt, “leave”.
“fine”, he turns to leave but stops midway, “oh and dear cousin, your father said I'm your best man, so all this anger you have towards me? Swallow it or fix it” he leaves slamming my door.
The fucking nerve of my Father!
MATTEO'S POV: “I was just dusting crumbs off her mouth” I say as I step away still looking at her, “she's yours”. She walks towards Dexter and holds his arm, “there's no need to cause a scene, come on let's go” they both walk away but she turns subtly to still look at me and my heart breaks even more.************ I enter my apartment, go straight to my room and plop on the bed out of exhaustion. I grunt and sit up and the fresh memory of Lorraine on Dex’s arm comes back to my memory and anger just fills my heart. I still didn't understand why she would decide to marry him of all people, he is a jackass for God sake! I hear crying in the janitor's closet and I open to see who it was, it was Lorraine. Lorraine Withmore, my uncle's friend's daughter that I have had a crush on since forever, “are..are..you okay?” She sniffles and raises her head and I'm met with her bloodshot eyes, “Go away Matteo”. She knows my name? “I actually can't” I enter and sit beside her, “we can c
LORRAINE'S POV: One week later….Waking up to the brightest sunlight and wrinkled sheets has now been the best thing ever since we landed in South Africa for our honeymoon. Dexter brought up the bright idea to explore animals overseas as a pass time for our so called ‘honeymoon’, I don't mind, anything to stay away from my blood sucking demon of a mother. I've done nothing but go to different Safari's, tried different African cuisines, bungee jumping, basically done everything I could possibly do on the itinerary. Dexter and I however have avoided each other like a disease, different hotels, different itineraries, different paths all through the last week and I am loving every last bit of it. Sadness however washes over me whenever I remember that I married or I look down on my finger and I see my ring shine back at me or when someone compliments my ring, it always reminds me that I don't have freewill concerning my life, I might have here in South Africa but never in life. Tod
DEXTER'S POV: I had said so many ‘thank you’s’ and ‘welcome’ that every other word in my vocabulary had vanished but that wasn't the only cause, the kiss.Why I pulled her back to kiss her, I didn't know. My mind had gone blank and was on factory reset mode when she just peeked me so everything I was doing was all new to me but it all steamed from her looking at Matteo like he was her husband. How dare she? On our fucking wedding day? She couldn't even pretend, she just kept staring at him and her face was turning pink, I was so close to punching the living daylight out of him. Seeing her in that dress also contributed to the kiss. Lorraine is a very attractive woman, she had the curves of a goddess, eyes of a siren, voice as quiet as peace but the attitude of a serpent…so my hate is still valid. I went outside to drink out of my whiskey bottle because I needed to breathe outside Lorraine sphere. “Drinking on your wedding day is absolutely unbelievable” my father says as he st
LORRAINE'S POV: My golden haired boy, my safe space, my Venus and my haven….Matteo. Ever since we were kids he has always fascinated me, from the way he viewed the world to his platinum white hair and brighty coloured grey eyes, he was always did do something to me, things I has never been able to leave my mind. My body still replayed his hug on my skin, his voice, my memory kept on recalling his scent in my olfactory lobe and it made my mind lose its actual thoughts. “It's your wedding Lorraine, the least you can do is smile you know..God!” My mum complains as she walks into my room. Despite the fact that mentally I wasn't here, it is however my wedding day, I've been up since 5am, taken so many pictures that I'm sure I have lost my smile, missed my normal routine for what? a sham of a wedding. “If you want me to smile, call of the wedding mother” I look her dead in the eye through the mirror. The makeup artist, my designer and Ava all turned in shock to me. “Everyone, l
DEXTER'S POV: After what felt like hours, I finally arrived at my father's house and seeing my Aunt's car just made me understand, Matteo is here.The entirety of Matteo's existence I hated, he was the perfect person, everyone's sunshine boy and it made my father give me unimaginable heights to reach. Anything and everything I did was always compared to Matteo and it made me extremely sick to my stomach where my hate grew from. From the doorstep I could hear laughs coming from the yard so I head into the yard and see Aunty Gi and my annoying father having a sibling moment. “Aunty Gi” I say as I hug her, “father” I give him a curt nod. “Look at you Dex, you've changed a lot” she smiles as she touches my shoulder. “Lots of work out Aunty” I give her a tight smile. “It is paying off,” she laughs again, “your cousin is in the garden. Be nice” she warns. “I'll try”. The garden always reminded me of my mother. She adores flowers and anything floral, most of our home decoratio
MATTEO'S POV: 10 years ago….. “Photography? That sure is far from the family's business” Lorraine laughs as we eat lunch together in the janitor’s closet. It's always been like this with her, I didn't complain, I needed Lorraine more than anything and if that meant sneaking around school, I would. “I know, if my uncle ever found out he'll have my head” I laugh. “Same” she laughs back but it dies down almost immediately and her bright face is replaced with a sad look, “when are you leaving?” “Three days, mum already got the tickets, but I'll be back, it's a six month program and then I'll be a professional and we can run away together just like we've always talked about” I hold her hand to reassure her but she removes her hand and hugs herself. “Matteo, I…I don't know about running away anymore. We are no longer kids you know, I'll be eighteen in a few weeks and…and I'll need to join my family's company. I don't have the free will like you do” she sniffles as she continue