Alina.
The dreams came softly at first. Not a scream or a cry in the dark but a sensation, like hands brushing through tall grass or breath fogging a mirror. I didn’t notice them right away. Not until I began waking with a weight pressing on my chest, a hum vibrating in my bones like some forgotten melody. And the whispers. Familiar in a way I couldn’t name. The kind that followed me even after I opened my eyes. I sat up in bed and rubbed my temples, the cold morning light slanting across the polished stone floors. Elena had left my breakfast by the fireplace again, a fresh pot of cinnamon tea, warm oat bread, and roasted pears. She was getting better at guessing what I needed. My dreams hadn’t made sense in days. But last night… I’d heard something clearly. "Alina." Just that. My name, spoken like a prayer or a warning. I bathed quickly, the water warm but not comforting. My body ached, my fingertips tingled, and something inside me felt restless. It wasn’t fear. It was… expectation. After dressing, I found Ellen waiting outside the chamber doors. She was already holding my shawl. "You didn’t sleep well." "Do I ever?" I muttered, accepting the fabric. "I think I need air." "You should eat." "I’ll eat in the garden." She nodded without argument and followed me down the corridor. The palace was quieter than usual. Guards stood more rigid. Even the maids moved with more haste than usual, as if they too could sense the Veil shifting. By the time we reached the garden, sunlight was cutting through the clouds in slanted, golden beams. It poured over the stone walls and painted the hedges in amber. The roses, touched with early frost, seemed to shiver with the light. I sat by the fountain and picked at the bread. "Did you ever hear strange things growing up, Ellen?" I asked finally. She stiffened slightly. "What sort of things?" "Voices, in dreams." "Everyone dreams. It's normal to hear voices in dreams." “I heard voices from beyond the veil last night.” I said. “The veil never sleeps.” She said softly. I turned sharply. "You believe me?" She looked down at her hands. "I think the Veil stirs when something on either side tries to break through." I didn’t ask what she meant by "something." We stayed quiet after that and I let my thoughts roam in the privacy of the garden. Later that afternoon, I decided to explore more parts of the pack grounds, I stumbled across a room that had chairs all arranged in a court type of system. I was about to step into the room when a voice stopped me. "Lucan doesn’t usually allow outsiders," Theol said. “Why don't we continue the tour?” He stretched his hand out and I took it as we walked the grounds. "But you’re not just anyone, are you?" "Depends who you ask," I replied. Marielle laughed. "We like you. Try not to die." Comforting. By evening, I was exhausted. I had dinner in my room, alone. The food went untouched. My stomach turned with every breath. That heavy, humming feeling hadn’t left. I stood by the window and stared out at the woods. The Old Grove. I didn’t know how I knew its name. But I did. Somewhere beyond the pack grounds, past the ceremonial ring and the shattered stone wall, lay a grove that wasn’t marked on any map. Elena had told me about it once in passing, how wolves didn’t go near it unless they had a death wish. But tonight, it called me. I didn’t tell anyone. I waited until the pack had gone to sleep and not a single sound could be heard. I wrapped a cloak around my shoulders and slipped out through the side gate near the stables. The guards didn’t see me. Moonlight cut through the trees in silver daggers as I moved deeper into the forest. My breath clouded in front of me, the air thick with the scent of earth and old things. The deeper I went, the quieter it got. No insects. No birds. Just silence. And then the same whispers. Not loud, but they were everywhere, like the trees were leaning in to speak directly into my ears. "Key… Gate…" "Awaken…" I stumbled forward until I broke through a tangle of undergrowth and found myself in a clearing. The Old Grove. A single massive tree rose at the center. Its bark was blackened with age, knotted and gnarled, as if time itself had bent it. Thick roots twisted through the earth like frozen serpents. From a long split in the trunk, black sap oozed slowly, glistening like oil. I didn’t know what made me reach for it. But I did. "Don’t." The voice stopped me cold. I turned. Eirwen stood at the edge of the grove, her robes trailing behind her like frost patterns on glass. "The tree remembers blood. It remembers pain. Touch it, and it might remember you." I pulled my hand back, breath catching in my throat. "What is this place?" "An echo of what was. A warning of what will be." She approached slowly, her eyes glowing faintly under the moonlight. "You are the key and the gate, Alina. The whispers come to remind you of your place." "What place? I didn’t ask for this." "No one ever does. But some are born to carry old truths." My hands clenched. "I’m not a prophecy. I’m a person." She smiled faintly, but there was sadness in it. "That’s what makes you dangerous." I looked back at the tree. The whispers were louder now, swirling around us like smoke. Then the wind shifted. And I felt it, like a chill against my spine, a presence so familiar it made my breath stutter. Another voice joined the others, it was low with a velvet-dark undertone to it. "You shouldn’t be here." I froze. Eirwen stepped back. My heart stopped. I turned slowly. He stepped out from between the trees as if he had always been there just waiting for the right moment. Kael. Older. Taller. Eyes like obsidian. His smirk was the same. And it gutted me. I swallowed. "You shouldn’t be here." He stepped closer, not caring for the rules or the warnings. "But you missed me.”Alina. The cold had seeped deeply into my body and I had begun to shiver. I welcomed the feeling and thought to myself, 'so this is how I'd go out huh ' it was fitting considering everything I put everyone through. I didn't know what to do, so I rinsed my face with the cool water and sat in the cold, wishing I could become a part of the calm flowing water. Suddenly, I could feel her before I saw her. Eirween. Why had she come for me? What was she hoping to achieve by coming here? These thoughts had my mind working in overdrive, I wasn't sure I wanted to return to the pack grounds so if she came to talk me out of it then she was going to be in for such a surprise. I didn’t bother looking up when I spoke. “I know you’re there.” “You always did have a sharp sense of the unseen,” she said, her voice gentle in a way that almost made me want to crumble. I turned my head just enough to glance at her. My eyes burned, my lashes still damp from tears I hadn’t been able to sw
Eirween. The stars had shifted. It was a subtle, quiet way that only someone like me would notice. A single thread out of place in the vast tapestry of the world. A tremble in the earth that wasn’t from storm or quake but emotion raw, untamed, and pulsing from the North. I closed the tome I’d been reading, the pages old and soft with wear, the ink faded but still legible under starlight. The runes along the cover shimmered faintly before dimming, content to rest. I placed the book back on the shelf carved directly into the tree’s inner wall. There was no urgency in my movement, only knowing. The kind that settles into your bones, ancient and absolute. I stepped out from my dwelling, the threshold vanishing behind me as bark and branch grew together once more. The forest always kept my secrets. My feet met the ground softly, and the moss rose to greet me. The path did not exist until I walked it, unfolding beneath each step like a ribbon spun from memory. Ferns parted, vines li
Alina I grew tired of watching the stars through my window while my thoughts churned in my head. I decided to go for another walk, climbing down my bed, I put on a thick coat and boots and I tiptoed out of the house. I walked to the big tree that canopied over the ground by the north wall and I sat at the base of the tree. I closed my eyes. Let the forest wrap around me. The canopy above swayed gently, and a few leaves drifted down, soft as feathers. Somewhere nearby, a nightbird called once and went quiet again. A breeze stirred the water, carrying with it the scent of river mint and old stone. I inhaled it like a lifeline. The ground was cool beneath me, grounding. Solid My thoughts drift back to when I used to be a healer, my fingers absent mindedly twirl a blade of grass. It was the only time in my life I didn't have any problem that threatened world peace. I remember when I still had Malen in my life and our adventures as healers. Malen used to be such a ray of
Alina. The scent of fresh bread, crisped meat, and wild herbs wraps around me like a memory. It hits the second I step into the packhouse kitchen, and suddenly, I feel five years old again, feet dangling off the bench while my mother hands me the first slice of buttered honeybread. That was a lifetime ago. Now, the kitchen is packed with wolves. Some half-shifted, some human, all buzzing with the kind of energy that makes my head pound. I don’t want to be here. But the second I tried to sneak off to training without eating, I got caught by the Beta’s wife like a chick by a hawk. “Sit, girl,” she snaps, her voice all flint and no fluff. I obey. No point fighting a war I won’t win. A plate clatters in front of me, heaped high with eggs, root veggies, meat, and something green I don’t recognize but eat anyway. My stomach growls despite the knot of dread tightening under my ribs. The Beta’s mate, goddess of food and terrifying domestic power plants herself across from me, arms folde
Kael I allow myself to be engulfed by the darkness, the entrance to the underworld. My home, my destiny. My entire existence revolves around the success of this whole elaborate plan. I spot my home from a distance, it's nothing pretty which is the standard for an environment that oozes destruction and hate. Its a brick building, with dark obsidian walls on the inside and out. The dark colour basically overwhelmed every other aspect of the house so there's very little left to describe about it. I let myself in and turn on the light, it doesn't do much to alleviate the darkness though. I think it's just a mental thing I do, I've gotten so used to light on the surface and now I guess old habits die hard. A nod to the world above, a stubborn habit I’ve yet to break. The hallway smells like sulfur and smoke, part of the charm. My boots scrape against the cracked black tiles as I make my way to the living room. The furniture’s sparse and sharp-edged. No cushions. No warmth. J
Alina. The kiss struck like a thunderclap. Kael’s lips on mine were the same as they’d always been, familiar and warm, commanding, yet edged with something feral. But I had changed, and this time, the kiss didn’t wrap me in the safety of forgotten dreams. It cracked me wide open. The second our mouths met, my magic flared like wildfire, unbidden and violent. I felt it, and I couldn't control it. The air trembled. The earth shuddered beneath our feet. All around us, the Veil thinned just enough for the air to take on that familiar, sulfur-laced bite of the Underworld. It was the scent of charred roses and ancient blood, of promises broken and fates rewritten. Kael drew back slowly, eyes locked on mine. There was a smirk playing at his lips, but it didn’t reach his eyes. No triumph. Just something haunted. Something hollow. “Still burns,” he murmured, his thumb brushing my cheek. “I thought I was the only one who remembered what we were.” I stumbled back, heart pounding, br