Alina.
The footsteps were soft, hesitant. They paused outside my door just as I was about to drift into an uneasy sleep. My hand froze under the blanket, fingers tightening around the edge as though bracing for another fight. But there was only silence. A long breath. The kind someone takes when they're about to speak but doesn't. And then, retreating steps. I heard murmuring, then again I couldn't be sure it wasn't the wind. I didn’t move. Not until the sound had faded, swallowed up by stone and distance. It knew it was Lucan. I could feel him, I couldn't tell if it was because of the mating ritual or something else. My heart still beat fast, a quiet drum in my chest. I pressed a palm to the spot and whispered into the dark. “Why do I feel like I know you?” The sun rose slowly the next morning, stretching fingers of gold across the silk curtains. The light painted my walls in honey and fire, touched the stone floors with warmth they hadn’t earned. I lay there, watching it change the shape of my world. One quiet second at a time. The bed was too big. The frame is carved from some kind of dark redwood, polished to a near mirror-shine. The headboard was etched with runes I couldn’t read, wrapped in symbols that prickled against my skin when I leaned too close. A canopy of gossamer curtains hung above, caught slightly in the breeze from the open window, and they swayed like ghosts in a dream. The silence was too full, then suddenly, there was a soft knock on the door. “My lady?” The door opened before I could answer. A young woman entered carrying a tray laden with things too beautiful to eat, warm bread in a woven basket, rose-petal jam, honeycomb still dripping golden, spiced sausage links, and a glass pitcher of what looked like freshly squeezed citrus nectar. The scent of lemon and wild thyme floated through the room like a spell. She was petite, blonde, with a high, nervous voice and a bustle of skirts too big for her frame. Her name, she told me after a deep curtsy, was Elena. “I’ve been assigned as your personal maid,” she said, smiling with just enough warmth to seem genuine. “Though the Alpha said ‘lady-in-waiting’ would sound better.” “Lady-in-waiting?” I repeated, raising an eyebrow. She winced. “Honestly, I think it’s all a bit dramatic too. But titles matter around here.” The furniture in the room around us looked too fine to be real, an armoire of bone-white wood inlaid with silver vines, a sitting area by the hearth with chairs that looked straight out of a royal portrait, and a long carved vanity topped with polished quartz. I bit into a piece of the warm bread, surprised by how it melted against my tongue. Elena beamed like she’d baked it herself. Later, she dressed me in a soft brown gown with forest green embroidery that looked hand-stitched. I protested gods, I hated being fussed over, but she said the Alpha had arranged a tour of the grounds. “To help you feel more at home.” Right. I did an internal eye roll. The palace was a fortress carved into ancient stone, alive with whispers of old magic. The halls were wide and echoing, lit by tall windows and sconces that flickered with cold blue fire. We exited through a stone archway and came to a long balcony that overlooked the entire packland. Terraces dipped into training fields. Further out: the village, modest homes, smoke curling from chimneys, children darting like shadows. Beyond that, a forest so dense it looked like spilled ink across the horizon. I didn’t realize someone else had joined us until Elena curtsied. “My lady,” said a deep voice behind me. “A pleasure.” I turned. The Beta. He was tall, tanned, built like a warrior and smiling like he didn’t want to scare me. A faint scar sliced across his eyebrow, giving him a roguish sort of charm. “Theol,” he introduced, offering his arm with the ease of someone used to diplomacy. “Lucan’s second. I was told you might want a proper look at your new home.” His wife joined us moments later. She was a graceful woman named Marielle, whose eyes held years of laughter and storm. Her arm slid easily through Theol's, her presence grounding. We walked the perimeter of the palace first, gardens that needed tending, sparring pits where warriors trained, a still lake fed by mountain streams. Marielle pointed out wild herbs. Theol cracked jokes about the pack warriors trying too hard to impress the new Luna. I laughed more than I meant to. For the first time since taking the blood covenant and everything that's been happening, I didn’t feel like a prisoner. They left me at the edge of the inner garden. “I figured you’d want space, I apologise for our first encounter,” Theol said, with a wink. The garden was… forgotten. Not dead, but untamed, vines spilled over stone benches. Wildflowers choked the borders. But the air was sweet. Still sacred. A gnarled tree rose in the center, twisted and strange, its bark black with age. I sat beneath it, exhaling a breath I didn’t realize I was holding. Stone planters cracked with time and sat along the edges, and a rusted wrought-iron trellis arched overhead, now more moss than metal. Something about it reminded me of childhood dream ruins kissed by magic. I took the edge of my skirt and tore a piece off. Reached into my pocket for the stub of charcoal I’d hidden the night before. And drew. A rune. Strange and jagged. One I’d seen in the observatory earlier. It came to me easily, like I’d drawn it a thousand times. I didn’t know what it meant. But it felt like it knew me. The wind shifted, brushing my cheek. Somewhere above, a window shut. Night fell like a slow hush. I stood on my balcony, arms resting on the cold stone. Across the way, light flickered in Lucan’s chamber. I didn’t look long. Just enough. That familiar ache stirred in my chest again. The one I couldn’t name. I whispered to the dark: “Why do I feel like I’ve lost something I never had?” The wind didn’t answer. But it didn’t feel quite so cold anymore.Alina. The cold had seeped deeply into my body and I had begun to shiver. I welcomed the feeling and thought to myself, 'so this is how I'd go out huh ' it was fitting considering everything I put everyone through. I didn't know what to do, so I rinsed my face with the cool water and sat in the cold, wishing I could become a part of the calm flowing water. Suddenly, I could feel her before I saw her. Eirween. Why had she come for me? What was she hoping to achieve by coming here? These thoughts had my mind working in overdrive, I wasn't sure I wanted to return to the pack grounds so if she came to talk me out of it then she was going to be in for such a surprise. I didn’t bother looking up when I spoke. “I know you’re there.” “You always did have a sharp sense of the unseen,” she said, her voice gentle in a way that almost made me want to crumble. I turned my head just enough to glance at her. My eyes burned, my lashes still damp from tears I hadn’t been able to sw
Eirween. The stars had shifted. It was a subtle, quiet way that only someone like me would notice. A single thread out of place in the vast tapestry of the world. A tremble in the earth that wasn’t from storm or quake but emotion raw, untamed, and pulsing from the North. I closed the tome I’d been reading, the pages old and soft with wear, the ink faded but still legible under starlight. The runes along the cover shimmered faintly before dimming, content to rest. I placed the book back on the shelf carved directly into the tree’s inner wall. There was no urgency in my movement, only knowing. The kind that settles into your bones, ancient and absolute. I stepped out from my dwelling, the threshold vanishing behind me as bark and branch grew together once more. The forest always kept my secrets. My feet met the ground softly, and the moss rose to greet me. The path did not exist until I walked it, unfolding beneath each step like a ribbon spun from memory. Ferns parted, vines li
Alina I grew tired of watching the stars through my window while my thoughts churned in my head. I decided to go for another walk, climbing down my bed, I put on a thick coat and boots and I tiptoed out of the house. I walked to the big tree that canopied over the ground by the north wall and I sat at the base of the tree. I closed my eyes. Let the forest wrap around me. The canopy above swayed gently, and a few leaves drifted down, soft as feathers. Somewhere nearby, a nightbird called once and went quiet again. A breeze stirred the water, carrying with it the scent of river mint and old stone. I inhaled it like a lifeline. The ground was cool beneath me, grounding. Solid My thoughts drift back to when I used to be a healer, my fingers absent mindedly twirl a blade of grass. It was the only time in my life I didn't have any problem that threatened world peace. I remember when I still had Malen in my life and our adventures as healers. Malen used to be such a ray of
Alina. The scent of fresh bread, crisped meat, and wild herbs wraps around me like a memory. It hits the second I step into the packhouse kitchen, and suddenly, I feel five years old again, feet dangling off the bench while my mother hands me the first slice of buttered honeybread. That was a lifetime ago. Now, the kitchen is packed with wolves. Some half-shifted, some human, all buzzing with the kind of energy that makes my head pound. I don’t want to be here. But the second I tried to sneak off to training without eating, I got caught by the Beta’s wife like a chick by a hawk. “Sit, girl,” she snaps, her voice all flint and no fluff. I obey. No point fighting a war I won’t win. A plate clatters in front of me, heaped high with eggs, root veggies, meat, and something green I don’t recognize but eat anyway. My stomach growls despite the knot of dread tightening under my ribs. The Beta’s mate, goddess of food and terrifying domestic power plants herself across from me, arms folde
Kael I allow myself to be engulfed by the darkness, the entrance to the underworld. My home, my destiny. My entire existence revolves around the success of this whole elaborate plan. I spot my home from a distance, it's nothing pretty which is the standard for an environment that oozes destruction and hate. Its a brick building, with dark obsidian walls on the inside and out. The dark colour basically overwhelmed every other aspect of the house so there's very little left to describe about it. I let myself in and turn on the light, it doesn't do much to alleviate the darkness though. I think it's just a mental thing I do, I've gotten so used to light on the surface and now I guess old habits die hard. A nod to the world above, a stubborn habit I’ve yet to break. The hallway smells like sulfur and smoke, part of the charm. My boots scrape against the cracked black tiles as I make my way to the living room. The furniture’s sparse and sharp-edged. No cushions. No warmth. J
Alina. The kiss struck like a thunderclap. Kael’s lips on mine were the same as they’d always been, familiar and warm, commanding, yet edged with something feral. But I had changed, and this time, the kiss didn’t wrap me in the safety of forgotten dreams. It cracked me wide open. The second our mouths met, my magic flared like wildfire, unbidden and violent. I felt it, and I couldn't control it. The air trembled. The earth shuddered beneath our feet. All around us, the Veil thinned just enough for the air to take on that familiar, sulfur-laced bite of the Underworld. It was the scent of charred roses and ancient blood, of promises broken and fates rewritten. Kael drew back slowly, eyes locked on mine. There was a smirk playing at his lips, but it didn’t reach his eyes. No triumph. Just something haunted. Something hollow. “Still burns,” he murmured, his thumb brushing my cheek. “I thought I was the only one who remembered what we were.” I stumbled back, heart pounding, br