LOGINI didn’t know how long I’d been sitting there crying.
The palace garden was quiet, the noise from the grand hall reduced to a distant hum behind the thick hedges and old trees. I sat on a cold stone bench, fingers twisted in the fabric of my red dress, tears soaking into my lap. “I’m glad I’m not tied to a fat, disgusting cow like you for the rest of my life.” Jake’s words kept replaying, over and over. I squeezed my eyes shut, hoping that if I cried hard enough, I might wake up from this nightmare. But every time I opened them, I was still here, alone in the garden, the celebration carrying on without me. He had found his mate. He had kissed Maria right in front of everyone. He had looked at her with a kind of hunger and joy I’d spent years dreaming he would one day show me. All those promises… everything we dreamed of together had vanished in a single night, like they’d never been real. Footsteps hurried down to me. I barely had time to look up before a hard slap landed on my face. My head jerked to the side. The sting bloomed across my cheek. “What have you done?” my mother shrieked. I touched my face with a trembling hand, stunned. “M-Mom…” “Don’t you ‘Mom’ me!” She grabbed my arm and yanked me to my feet. “Do you have any idea what you’ve done to this family?” Fresh tears spilled down my cheeks. “I didn’t… I didn’t mean—” “You couldn’t even keep one man!” she shouted, shoving me back a step. “You promised us you would lose weight!” “I tried—” “It wasn’t enough!” Her voice broke with anger. “You failed us!” Each word landed harder than the slap. I shook my head, sobbing. “I didn’t choose this. I wanted him too... but fate had other plans." “You wanted him?” She let out a bitter laugh. “Well, wanting wasn’t enough, was it?” My sister, Abigail, stood a few feet behind her, silent. She wouldn’t even meet my eyes, she just stared at the ground with disappointment. More footsteps approached. We all turned. It was Dad. His face was completely blank, he didn't look enraged, his eyes were cold and it scared me more than mom's anger. “D-Dad…” I whispered, my lips trembling. He's going to hit me too, he's going to punish me for ruining everything. He looked straight at me. “Jake called.” My heart skipped a beat. “He… he did?” For one stupid second, I thought he might have changed his mind. That he regretted what he’d said. Dad’s next words killed that hope instantly. “He’s withdrawn every contract connected to our family.” My eyes widened. “Our partnership with him is finished. He’s ordered his friends and associates to cut ties with us.” I couldn’t breathe. “No… that can’t—” “He made it clear,” Dad continued, voice flat. “After tonight, he wants nothing linking him to this family.” My knees buckled. I grabbed the back of the bench to stay upright. “You were that link, Lillian.” Mom covered her face and started to cry. “Our company is finished,” she sobbed. “We were counting on Jake…” I looked from Mom to Dad, their pain and anger crashing over me. This was my fault. If I had just lost the weight… If I had been enough for him… Dad sighed. “Let’s go home.” No one reached for me. No one asked if I was okay. I simply followed behind them like a ghost, each step heavier than the last. As we left the palace grounds, one question kept circling through my mind: If I had already lost Jake… What else was I about to lose? ***** It had been days since the ceremony. I’d lost count. My family had locked me in my room like some shameful secret. No one spoke to me. No one checked on me. I wasn’t allowed outside, and they’d taken my phone. The worst part was I hadn’t eaten since that night, my stomach had twisted itself into knots so tight that food felt impossible. “Since you don’t want to help yourself,” my mother had hissed as they shoved me inside, “we’ll do this the hard way.” The lock had clicked, and that was that. The only company I had was an old, worn teddy bear I’d gotten from my uncle years ago, before he passed. I hugged it to my chest, fingers buried in its thinning fur. I wished he was still here. He would’ve protected me. He would’ve told my parents to stop. But he was gone, and I was completely alone, trapped in this room with no idea when, or if this nightmare would end. Or maybe it had only just begun. A sudden sharp knock on the door made me flinch. Before I could sit up, the lock turned and my mother stepped inside wearing a bright, almost giddy smile. Her eyes were sparkling with something like hope. For one stupid second, my heart lifted. Maybe Jake had come back. Maybe he’d changed his mind and everything was going to be okay again. “We have good news,” she announced. “What good news?” I asked quickly, my voice hoarse from disuse. She didn’t answer right away. Instead, she crossed the room and grabbed my wrist. “Since you ruined our lives,” she said, still smiling, “we’ve found a way for you to fix everything.” I barely had time to react before she dragged me out of the room and down the hallway toward the living room. My legs felt weak after days of barely moving. When we stepped inside, I froze. A man in a sharp suit sat on the couch beside my father. He looked polished and serious, like someone who closed deals for a living. My dad, on the other hand, looked happier than I’d seen him in days, pleased, almost excited, the way he did when a big business deal finally went through. I was never invited to these kinds of meetings. Ever. So why was I suddenly being paraded in here?I didn’t know how long I’d been sitting there crying. The palace garden was quiet, the noise from the grand hall reduced to a distant hum behind the thick hedges and old trees. I sat on a cold stone bench, fingers twisted in the fabric of my red dress, tears soaking into my lap. “I’m glad I’m not tied to a fat, disgusting cow like you for the rest of my life.” Jake’s words kept replaying, over and over. I squeezed my eyes shut, hoping that if I cried hard enough, I might wake up from this nightmare. But every time I opened them, I was still here, alone in the garden, the celebration carrying on without me. He had found his mate. He had kissed Maria right in front of everyone. He had looked at her with a kind of hunger and joy I’d spent years dreaming he would one day show me. All those promises… everything we dreamed of together had vanished in a single night, like they’d never been real. Footsteps hurried down to me. I barely had time to look up before a hard slap landed on my
The ceremony hall was already packed when I arrived. Families from different packs filled every corner. Mothers fussed over their daughters' dresses while fathers laughed with old friends they hadn't seen in years. Everywhere I looked, people were smiling. They were all happy. Tonight wasn't just another ceremony. It was the Red Moon Ceremony, for wolves like me, it was our last chance to find the mate the Moon Goddess had chosen. I tightened my grip around my clutch and looked down at my red dress. Just like everyone had been instructed to wear. Mom had spent hours making sure it hid as much of my body as possible, but it didn't. If anything, standing among all the slim, beautiful women only made me feel bigger. Mom was right. I really was the fattest woman in the room. I darted my eyes around desperately, searching for Jake. He was nowhere to be seen. My gaze landed on his group of rich friends clustered around a high table, laughing and sipping drinks. They used to tolerat
"Oh my God, Lillian!” Isabella’s voice cut through the haze just before I hit the ground. Strong arms wrapped around me, steadying my weight. “Lillian, look at me.” I blinked slowly, trying to clear the black spots clouding my vision. “Isa…” “Thank goodness,” she breathed. She lowered me gently onto the grass and grabbed the water bottle she’d brought. “Small sips, okay? Don’t rush it.” My hands shook as I took the bottle. Behind us, the sharp click of heels walked closer. “You!” Mom’s shrill voice boomed across the training field. “What are you doing here?” I looked up. She was glaring daggers at Isabella. “Didn’t I warn you never to set foot in this house again?” Isa didn’t even glance at her. She brushed the sweaty strands of hair off my face, her touch gentle. “How are you feeling?” I shook my head. “My legs…” “I know,” she said softly. “Just breathe for me.” “Lady!” Mom’s voice rose. “I’m talking to you!” Isa finally stood up and turned to face her. “I’m here to
I sat on the edge of my bed with my knees pulled up to my chest, staring at nothing. An open tub of chocolate ice cream had melted beside me, next to a half-empty box of cold fries and greasy fried chicken. I wasn’t even hungry. I just needed something… anything to fill the huge, aching hole in my chest. My swollen eyes drifted to the framed photo on my nightstand. It was taken at the top of the Burj Khalifa. Jake had insisted we stay until sunset, saying he wanted to watch the city light up with me. Later that night we wandered through the Dubai Mall, eating ridiculously expensive chocolate-covered strawberries while he laughed and wiped melted chocolate off my nose. I smiled through my tears. It had been my twenty-second birthday. Jake surprised me with the whole trip. I still remembered him blindfolding me on the way to the airport, whispering “Happy birthday, sweetheart” like it was our little secret. I had cried that day too, but those were happy tears. We spent three
~Lillian’s POV~ Today, more than ever, I wished I could crawl out of my own skin. Honestly, I’d wished that for a long time.The sales assistant grabbed the waistband of the skirt with both hands and yanked hard.“Lower it,” Jake said, voice flat.“I’m trying,” she muttered, tugging again. The fabric dug into my hips and refused to budge.“Harder,” he ordered.The material pinched my skin. I sucked in a sharp breath, stomach pulled in so tight I felt dizzy.“It won’t go past my hips,” I whispered, cheeks burning.Jake let out an irritated sigh. “For God’s sake, Lillian, suck your stomach in.”“I am,” I breathed. My voice came out small.The assistant braced one foot against the floor and pulled with everything she had. Nothing. The skirt stayed stuck.“It won’t fit,” I said quietly, shame twisting in my chest.“Seriously?” Jake laughed under his breath, like he couldn’t believe it.The assistant glanced back at him. “I can grab the next size up—”“The next size?” His lip curled. “Ho







