LOGINI didn’t know how long I’d been sitting there crying.
The palace garden was quiet, the noise from the grand hall reduced to a distant hum behind the thick hedges and old trees. I sat on a cold stone bench, fingers twisted in the fabric of my red dress, tears soaking into my lap. “I’m glad I’m not tied to a fat, disgusting cow like you for the rest of my life.” Jake’s words kept replaying, over and over. I squeezed my eyes shut, hoping that if I cried hard enough, I might wake up from this nightmare. But every time I opened them, I was still here, alone in the garden, the celebration carrying on without me. He had found his mate. He had kissed Maria right in front of everyone. He had looked at her with a kind of hunger and joy I’d spent years dreaming he would one day show me. All those promises… everything we dreamed of together had vanished in a single night, like they’d never been real. Footsteps hurried down to me. I barely had time to look up before a hard slap landed on my face. My head jerked to the side. The sting bloomed across my cheek. “What have you done?” my mother shrieked. I touched my face with a trembling hand, stunned. “M-Mom…” “Don’t you ‘Mom’ me!” She grabbed my arm and yanked me to my feet. “Do you have any idea what you’ve done to this family?” Fresh tears spilled down my cheeks. “I didn’t… I didn’t mean—” “You couldn’t even keep one man!” she shouted, shoving me back a step. “You promised us you would lose weight!” “I tried—” “It wasn’t enough!” Her voice broke with anger. “You failed us!” Each word landed harder than the slap. I shook my head, sobbing. “I didn’t choose this. I wanted him too... but fate had other plans." “You wanted him?” She let out a bitter laugh. “Well, wanting wasn’t enough, was it?” My sister, Abigail, stood a few feet behind her, silent. She wouldn’t even meet my eyes, she just stared at the ground with disappointment. More footsteps approached. We all turned. It was Dad. His face was completely blank, he didn't look enraged, his eyes were cold and it scared me more than mom's anger. “D-Dad…” I whispered, my lips trembling. He's going to hit me too, he's going to punish me for ruining everything. He looked straight at me. “Jake called.” My heart skipped a beat. “He… he did?” For one stupid second, I thought he might have changed his mind. That he regretted what he’d said. Dad’s next words killed that hope instantly. “He’s withdrawn every contract connected to our family.” My eyes widened. “Our partnership with him is finished. He’s ordered his friends and associates to cut ties with us.” I couldn’t breathe. “No… that can’t—” “He made it clear,” Dad continued, voice flat. “After tonight, he wants nothing linking him to this family.” My knees buckled. I grabbed the back of the bench to stay upright. “You were that link, Lillian.” Mom covered her face and started to cry. “Our company is finished,” she sobbed. “We were counting on Jake…” I looked from Mom to Dad, their pain and anger crashing over me. This was my fault. If I had just lost the weight… If I had been enough for him… Dad sighed. “Let’s go home.” No one reached for me. No one asked if I was okay. I simply followed behind them like a ghost, each step heavier than the last. As we left the palace grounds, one question kept circling through my mind: If I had already lost Jake… What else was I about to lose? ***** It had been days since the ceremony. I’d lost count. My family had locked me in my room like some shameful secret. No one spoke to me. No one checked on me. I wasn’t allowed outside, and they’d taken my phone. The worst part was I hadn’t eaten since that night, my stomach had twisted itself into knots so tight that food felt impossible. “Since you don’t want to help yourself,” my mother had hissed as they shoved me inside, “we’ll do this the hard way.” The lock had clicked, and that was that. The only company I had was an old, worn teddy bear I’d gotten from my uncle years ago, before he passed. I hugged it to my chest, fingers buried in its thinning fur. I wished he was still here. He would’ve protected me. He would’ve told my parents to stop. But he was gone, and I was completely alone, trapped in this room with no idea when, or if this nightmare would end. Or maybe it had only just begun. A sudden sharp knock on the door made me flinch. Before I could sit up, the lock turned and my mother stepped inside wearing a bright, almost giddy smile. Her eyes were sparkling with something like hope. For one stupid second, my heart lifted. Maybe Jake had come back. Maybe he’d changed his mind and everything was going to be okay again. “We have good news,” she announced. “What good news?” I asked quickly, my voice hoarse from disuse. She didn’t answer right away. Instead, she crossed the room and grabbed my wrist. “Since you ruined our lives,” she said, still smiling, “we’ve found a way for you to fix everything.” I barely had time to react before she dragged me out of the room and down the hallway toward the living room. My legs felt weak after days of barely moving. When we stepped inside, I froze. A man in a sharp suit sat on the couch beside my father. He looked polished and serious, like someone who closed deals for a living. My dad, on the other hand, looked happier than I’d seen him in days, pleased, almost excited, the way he did when a big business deal finally went through. I was never invited to these kinds of meetings. Ever. So why was I suddenly being paraded in here?Lillian's POV Even after I defied him, he was still gentle with me, still calm with me. How could Xathura ever think he was pretending to care? He rose from his chair and moved closer to me. "Don't cry."His fingers came to my face, gently wiping away the tears that had escaped."I was worried about you. That's why I was upset that you left. I wasn't trying to control you or punish you."I sniffed. "I know.""I need you to understand something."I nodded."If something like this happens again, you come to me. You don't leave the pack on your own because you're afraid something might have happened."His hand remained against my cheek."I have people who can find out what is happening. You don't have to put yourself in danger just because you're worried about someone."I lowered my eyes. "Okay.""Promise me.""I promise."He studied my face for another moment before gently wiping the last tear from beneath my eye."Good."He returned to his seat and glanced at my untouched food."And n
Lillian's POV I wanted to be your mother.I wanted to hold you when you cried, watch you take your first steps, teach you everything I had never been taught. I wanted to wake up every morning knowing you were there. I wanted to watch you grow into someone kind and strong.And, for reasons I was almost afraid to admit, I wanted your father there too. I wanted Hayes to be beside us.The realization struck me so suddenly that I drew in a quiet breath.I wasn't only attached to my baby. I was attached to Hayes.I turned my head and looked at him. His face was calm, he gave me a gentle smile. I remembered the way he had held me when I came home crying. The way he had listened to me. The way he spoke to me when I was afraid.The way he looked at me when he told me I was beautiful.The way he had made me feel like my body wasn't something I needed to hide.The way he had welcomed me into his life without making me feel like I was merely carrying his child.And now, even after everything th
Lillian's POVWhy did he stop?The question kept circling through my mind.Only minutes ago, I had been drowning in the pain I carried home from the sports center. The image of Isabella and Jake together had felt like a wound I couldn't close.Then Hayes had held me.His gentle words had slowly quieted the storm inside me. He had made me feel safe again. Wanted again. When he lifted my face and kissed me, it felt as though all of his attention was on me, as though for those few moments, I was the only woman in the world.He had kissed me like I meant something to him.Like he wanted me.I had thought the kiss would lead somewhere else.When my fingers reached for the buttons of his shirt, I had believed the Alpha was finally going to make love to me.Then he stopped.Why?I lowered my eyes, embarrassed by the memory.Maybe I had moved too quickly. Maybe he regretted kissing me. Or perhaps it was because I was pregnant.He is playing games with you. Xathura's voice cut through my thoug
Hayes' POVI gently guided Lillian toward the couch.The night breeze drifted through the open windows, carrying the faint scent of flowers from the garden. Soft lights illuminated the living room, casting a warm glow across her tear-stained face.Even after crying until her eyes were swollen and red, she still looked beautiful.I sat beside her and took both her hands in mine, slowly rubbing my thumbs across her knuckles as she told me what had happened.Then she told me again. And again.Each time, her voice broke a little more.She still couldn't accept it. I understood.Betrayal was difficult enough to understand when it came from someone you barely knew. When it came from someone you had trusted with your heart, it could make everything you believed about that person feel like a lie.I lifted her face gently between my hands."Sometimes, even the people closest to us are capable of betrayal."Her eyes trembled."People can hide who they really are for years. Sometimes, we don't d
Hayes' POVThe meeting with the Northern Alphas had been exactly what I expected.Politics.Decisions about trade routes, territorial disputes, border security, alliances between packs, and the countless matters that came with ruling a kingdom this large.Three days of sitting through discussions that seemed to stretch endlessly. Yet, somehow, I found myself thinking about Lillian through almost all of them.I had never been good at being distracted during important meetings. My mind had always been focused, sharp, and difficult to pull away from whatever matter was before me.This time was different.I would be listening to one of the Northern Alphas speak, then suddenly wonder what Lillian was doing.Had she eaten? Was she sleeping? Was she spending time in her garden? Alex had informed me she started one. Had she discovered anything new about her Flowermoon abilities?I even found myself wondering whether she was missing me. It irritated me at first.Then I realized something. I w
Lillian's POVI was already reaching for the door when Xathura's voice stopped me.Lillian.I froze.Hayes is coming back.My hand remained on the doorknob.In five hours.I slowly lowered my hand. "And?"And don't forget that you already disobeyed his orders about leaving the pack.My stomach sank. Of course I did. Hayes had specifically told me I could see Isabella, but I was supposed to have her come to me. I had gone against that instruction anyway.What would he think when he found out? The thought alone drained whatever strength I had left.I stepped away from the door. "I can't go back."No, you can't.I swallowed hard. The tears started again.I turned around, hurried to the bed, and collapsed onto it. I pulled the pillow against my chest and buried my face into it as another wave of sobs shook my body.I couldn't stop. I had tried. I had told myself to calm down, to think clearly, to remember that there had to be an explanation.But every time I closed my eyes, I saw Isabell







