Her eyes open with the sound of door opening. She knows who is home. But this time, she just relaxs herself with no more movement. Unlike other days, she isn't going to rush to prepare breakfast. She doesn't want to bother with anyone's presents.
So, instead of looking at her husband who opens the door of the closet and puts his suit inside, she closes her eyes and decides to sleep for a while. However, she can feel him climbing onto bed and lies next to her. Soon his hand reaches her waist, face burying her back with a deep sigh. But unlike other days, when she would melt and turn towards him, she remains silent, clenching her fist. She can't trust him. She doesn't want to be manipulated and gaslighted by his lies. Who knows what he is thinking. The truth she has, the faith she has in him is long gone. So it holds no value anymore. " I am sorry for the last night." He whispers trying to hug her. " I know what I have done is wrong. What I said is wrong. But I really don't mean it. I just happened to -!" " It's fine!" She replies coldly. Vincent Angelo looks shocked when she replies coldly to his words. " I am truly sorry about everything!" " okay!" she sits up and walks towards the bathroom. " Emma! Please!" She closes the door without even looking at him. There is no more reason to play love games. And he knows - Each step he takes against her, he is loosing her slowly. Emma grabs the towel and walks out after taking her usual shower to get ready for her job. This is the only thing that can help her out of this hell, she is feeling right now. However when she walks out, she can't find Vincent in their room. A deep sigh escapes her lips. The prickly pains in her head keep hurting her deeply and slowly. She can't help but remember those days when she found her husband on the bed, waiting for her to come out of the bathroom so that he could brush her hair before he left for the company. He used to love her hair. Suddenly, When she realizes that her hair holds same emotions as usual. She wants to change herself. Because her heart wants something else rather than her husband's attention. She grabs the scissors and runs it through half of her hair. She knows she may have to wait another two or three years for such a length of the hair but she will indeed be fine. The second she looks at the rest of the hair in her fist, her heart shatters. She loved her hair as well. But it doesn't matter anymore. She loved lots of things and she can't have everything for herself, can she? Throwing the hair in the trashcan, she blows her hair, retouches the length of some strands of long hair that are uneven and smiles with a satisfaction. She remembers she used to have this cut all through her high school. It feels better to see herself in her look. " It came out as beautiful! That's great!" She smiles and puts some makeup on her face. Choosing one of the favorite dresses, she puts it on. She wants to see herself in the best version today. And only for herself. After changing, she stands before the mirror. The makeup has successfully covered all the black circles she has under her eyes, the swollen cheek and red fingers mark have successfully received their a blanket of foundation and concealer. With a satisfied smile, she spins twice to see if the dress is perfect for today. And yes, she gets her response in her head. She loves herself too much in this dress. Grabbing her purse, she walks out, thinking she won't have to bump into her husband at least. Because she has no mood to talk. However, her heart drops, a punch on her gut makes her feel terrible. The happiness she just felt for her new appearance suddenly blew away by a single scene. Her husband is standing in the middle of the living room, hugging her, the girl who is destroying her marriage and she is holding a luggage. They probably heard her walking sounds sincere she is wearing a pair of heels today. The plan of not caring about anything related to them suddenly breaks into pieces. Seeing her Man embracing another woman is like a stab right into the heart. Both of them separately stand with a panic on their face. Vincent who is standing before Sia, his beloved best friend, looks like he saw a ghost. " Emma!" He walks towards her. " Sia has been kicked out by her father. She is moving in with us!" He says, but she can see his lips quivering. His eyes watch her in her new look.. The short hair seems to have stabbed right in his heart with a scream. A silent declaration of her moving further from his life, and him being away from her heart and love. However , he gulps the uneasiness, and looks at her with a hopeful gaze. Probably thinking she will throw a tantrum. He doesn't want to see her being bitter at him. But his eyes widen when she smiles, " Sure!" She says, walking towards the door, not even acknowledging Sia who is standing with a bandage on her hand. " Aren't you going to say hi?" Sia asked, kinda tired and irritated. Emma just scans her from head to toe and walks out like she doesn't even think her present is important. Not sure what she wants but Emma isn't going to give them the satisfaction of her being a doormat. " Your wife surely hates me, doesn't she?" Sia sits on the couch, hugging her knees. " She isn't a bad person. She is just little upset that I left her yesterday. It was our wedding anniversary!" He sighs, sitting next to her. " The hell!!! You should have told me. So this fucking thing you have done again and made me the bad guy here!" She yells at him, pushing him away. " How is this my problem? Celebrations can happen anytime." He says, although his eyes say otherwise. Sighing deeply, he decided to get some breakfast for her before leaving for the company. But his attention goes to Sia who stands in front of the window, looking downstairs. " Someone is here to receive her. Who is this?" Vincent stops preparing the breakfast and decides to look at his phone where he can see an unknown man opening the door for her. The door cam has captured everything. " What are you thinking?" He mumbles... " Hey! Can you not go to the company today? I don't like to stay alone." Sia comes from behind and rests her head on his back. " I have skipped two days. You are fine. Go and get some rest!" " Please?" She hugs him from behind tightly, " Please nah-!" Vincent pushes her away from her and looks at Emma who once again walks in suddenly. Sia peeks from behind, raising her brow. " Didn't she leave?" " Emma! Did you leave something?" " Don't bother!" She enters the bedroom and grabs some clothes immediately. " Where are you going?" Vincent pushes Sia and rushes inside. " Where are you going?" He asks, panicking. But Emma is silent as usual. " What's wrong with you? Tell me where you are going! Are you still upset? Please try to understand my position. She is the only one who I owe lots of things. She needs my help. Nothing else. I swear... So please!" " Vincent!" She finally turns and looks at him with a smile, " Even if right in front of my eyes, you two have sex and say you don't have anything to bother... I swear... I don't care! I will leave once you are ready to give me the divorce papers. So don't panic. It's fine. I will return home!" " What nonsense are you talking about? There is nothing - No who is that man?" He asks, almost furious. " Oh- He is my best friend. I heard his wife is being slightly nonsense..So I decided to console him... I will be late, I think!" Vincent's eyes widen in shock and disbelief. " You what?" "You heard that right. Anyway, go to the kitchen. I am sure your best friend needs you more. Like my best friend needs me right now!" Nudging him, she walks out with a luggage. But her attention goes to Sia who is standing before the door. " Aren't you being so insecure and dramatic? Grow up, Girl. Your husband is a good friend. Also I don't think I can look at him as my boyfriend!" Emma stops and looks at Sia with a smile, "My bad!" She opens the door to leave but Vincent grabs her wrist... " You aren't leaving anywhere. Not right now!" He said, voice almost pleas. He thought he would explain everything properly. But never knew it would be gone too far. " Since when you decided to meddle with my personal life?" " What?" Vincent is taken aback by her coldness. " Don't worry! I am not like you. I don't console people nastily. I know my boundaries as married person!" Yanking his hand away, she walks out of the house. But pause for a second, " My Lawyer will call you soon. Please don't make tough for me. I am too insecure to keep my head calm. So I have decided to leave like you said. No more drama, no more obstacles for you to go and console your best friend. She is the only one in the world for you. I just exist as a tool for your pleasure. So there is no need for the marriage! Go and have fun with your only family." She says, walking towards a handsome man who is standing outside. Vincent watches her leaving without turning back for once. His eyes are on her, flickering dangerously. " She is too petty and stupid. How did you find a woman like her? You deserve someone better! Such a Gold-digger!" Sia scoffs, standing next to him." Cry if you want to. Do need to act like a strong woman!" Ash Downey, 28, her cousin looks at her and holds his handkerchief before her with his one hand while driving. He recently communicated with her because of their grandparents who are sick and currently hospitalized. Emma left her family the day her father moved his mistress in and moved in her childhood friend's house until she graduated from high school. After that, she never returned to the city where her father is currently residing in. She has cut their relationship off entirely and moved on with her life until two days ago, she got a call from Ash who introduced himself as her cousin. Although she thought he was joking since for long time she hasn't met any set of her grandparents. she thought she was rejected by everyone in her family. After all, her father was so proud of his cheating on her mother and causing her taking her own life. However , After talking to Ash, she has realized that Her maternal grandparents
The scent of disinfectant gives her headache since she was a kid. The hospital is never been a place to give her any sort of willingness to go. The afternoon falls when they arrive at the hospital. She doesn't know much about her grandparents. She hasn't met them for a long time. So she doubts that she will recognise any of them. However, the moment she gets closer to the impatient ward, few faces appear in her sight who are looking at her with anticipation. Two of them same as hers but she doesn't remember any of their faces, two couples in their mid fifties. She looks at Ash whose feature turns gloom but as soon as he notices her attention to him, the usual smile appears on his face, " They're our family!" " Brother Ash!" One of the girls runs towards him and hugs, " I missed you." Emma scans her. Although she has no common features with her, but she is beautiful. Her dyed blonde hair looks good on her. While she is observing the girl who looks same age hers, her
The loud sound of music and people's chit chat isn't her cup of tea. Because of this she always stays away from bars. But what gotten her today is something she can't even understand herself. She wants to call Vincent but somehow she can't do it. She has stopped missing him for good but she feels empty inside. When she was like a wandering soul, he sheltered her with hope and a dream of the future. But now she is turning into that wandering star who has no destination to reach. " Hey! Emma. Let me take a picture of you!" Darla grins, holding her phone. " I don't like -!" Before she could say, Ash pulls her closer, " Let's do it. It's been decades since I took a picture with my sister. Do you have any complaints?" He raises his brow with question. Emma shrugs and laughs little, " I don't remember but shall we?" Ash and Darla laugh. They can see that she is opening up. " Let's take you two first." Emma places the phone near her on the couch before sitting next to As
When she wakes up with a terrible headache, she finds herself in her room, in her bed, lying. With a soft gasp, she sits up, scanning around the room. " Why am I here?" She whispers to herself before looking at her hands and face. She isn't dreaming. Abruptly, she gets off the bed and walks out of the room with a frown on her face. However, she couldn't pass through the doorway when Vincent stands before her with a smile on his face. " Good Morning!" He kisses her lips and looks at her, " How was your sleep last night? Honey!" " Mind explaining why I am here?" She asks, voice Icy. Vincent frowns hearing her cold tone. But instead of responding, he holds her hand and kisses the back of her hand... " Shall we have breakfast?" Emma looks at her husband, and then her hand. She pulls it away from his grip and wipes the knuckles where he kissed. She knows what he is doing and what he is trying to do. " I didn't appreciate you bringing me home. Also I can understand tha
-Emma- I love him. I can trade my life to be with him forever. But - I can't find myself anywhere. As if I just lost the track of my life while chasing after that love that I gave to him. Life has been a full of misfortune event for me. From a broken abusive family, I crawled myself to the world of unknown. With debts and empty stomach, I brought myself where I wanted to show my younger self who cried day after day. Each step of my life was walking on thousands of needles without making a single noise. And learned to live the way I love. However, loving him has become a regret now. But do I actually regret? No... I don't think I loved him less. I loved him with full heart but it's his loss. This time, I am not letting him satisfy with my reaction. He doesn't hold any value right now. I can't lose my sanity over the love that is always been an one-sided. But I don't understand why he is so reluctant to get divorced. So far I know about him, he is honest with his feelings. M
" I don't know what happened. Your husband just came and told us that he was there to take you home." Darla pouts as she speaks through the phone. " I am sorry, Darla." Emma apologizes, imagining how awful it must have been for them. But her eyebrow raises slightly when Darla shakes her head, " No. It's fine. He was polite and respectful. He even asked if we needed a ride or not since we all went pretty much drunk." " I see. Hope Grandma and grandpa didn't mind!" " No. We have already explained everything to them. Also I have explained them that you just met them. They can't force you to be comfortable around them immediately. So take your time." Saying Darla excuses herself since she needs to go to her job. Emma hangs up, heading towards the basement only where her belongings may be there. She works in a big company as a member of IT team. Most of the time, she needs to work on computer. That's why she set that room only for herself. Also, aside from the job that she like
" I will be a bit late today. If Director comes, let me know!" Emma sent a message to her colleague and friend from her company, Leah just to ensure she doesn't have to face director's fury today. She is trying her best to avoid Vincent and Sia who have no sign of remorse. So she doesn't want feel awful at her workplace as well. " What are you talking about? Didn't you send your resignation letter tomorrow? We all were confused about the resignation email that you sent to HR!" Emma who is trying to do her hair, looks at the message that pops up on the screen. First she thought she was reading it wrong. But when she reads it twice, her heart drops.. Her fingers shake as she sits on the stool to look at it properly. " Resignation Letter? Email?" She mumbles, immediately checking her email. And- She freezes on the spot, staring at the email that is writing in cursive front. She hates to use Cursive front. And only person who can do it is--- " I am done preparing breakfast. Come
" Boss! If you don't mind, can I reapply for the position I was? It was a mistake last night!" Emma chews her lips as she requests to reclaim her poison in her department. She has always been so interested in Computer that she took loans for completing her degree and secured the job in a high paying job on first try. She worked hard on giving away the loan, buying an apartment and living the life that she always dreamed of. However, right now, she can't find herself anymore. All the hardwork, tears, depression and hope that she has invested in this job has been gone thanks to someone she loves so much. " Ms. Downey! I am so sorry. As you know the position is so much demanding. Also the new CEO has given this position to someone who has the ability to replace you. I am sincerely sorry about this. I know we have been friends for years. But I am --!" " No! It's fine." She wipes the tears that reaches her chin and ready to disappear into the ground like her all hardwork for ye