JOANNE-
I opened my eyes to meet nothing but a pure white surface; my stomach gave an uneasy feeling as I tried to ponder where I was. Suddenly the events and words that happened earlier replayed in my mind and I found myself gasping for air."Miss Joanne... Are you okay?" A familiar feminine voice rushed towards me, but I was too busy trying to catch my breath to decipher who it was."It's okay, miss. Just breathe" I felt someone hold my hand, and I immediately grabbed a hold of the person's hand to gauge myself.Like an infliction every said words from Hardy and Theodore hit me. Surrogacy.Contracts... Debt..What in the world had I fixed my legs Into.I shut my eyes and could only hear the sound of my breath and slowly my mind traveled back to 'that night'. I opened my eyes again and turned to my side to make out who was beside me.And of course it was Trinity."You're okay," she smiled."What happened?" I asked, about to sit up."You passed out," Trinity replied, gently pushing me back to lie on the bed."Oh" Was all I could say. Trinity took a seat beside the bed, and I quietly watched her brew tea with one of the tiniest-looking teaspoons."Here," Trinity sighed, handing me the small cup of tea."It'll help. Your stomach feels weird, right?"I nodded, hesitantly taking the tea from Trinity.She watched me gulp the whole thing down in one go, and after seeing the empty cup, she smiled."How wonderful!” She exclaimed joyously.like I was a child finishing a bottle of syrup."Thanks," I managed to say.We both went quiet, and my eyes circled around the room.The sound of my heartbeat could be heard from a distance; I was sure of it.And the horrific words kept replaying in my head.Clearly, I would have waited for someone to pop out—anyone I knew—to yell out and say this was all one big prank.But I have no one or know no one. I’ve been living with Bailey for half my life. I lost contact with my aunt, who was my only family member at Nineteen, and three years later I heard she got sick and passed on. And for the past few years, I’ve worked my entire buttocks off just to live a decent life. That didn’t exactly come out decent.And here I was, like a chicken in a rich man’s coop. So except Bailey would pop out from anywhere and tell me all this was a prank. Then there was no one else.And Bailey hated pranks.But none of these made any sense.I looked up at Trinity.She smiled."I want to leave." My voice trembled."I'm afraid you can't." Trinity wore a frown."Why?..""Because... because it is what it is, Joanne, and I can't do anything about it. I am terribly sorry." She looked genuinely sorry.I went quiet again.Trinity sighed. "Look. Hardy is not the villain here; your friend Bailey is. She made you her replacement, even after using your pictures pretending to be you in the contract. We have also noticed that there were some forged signatures and real ones too; she tricked you and she tricked us."The moment the words left Trinity's mouth, I immediately recalled the night Bailey had come home with multiple shopping bags, saying she wanted to get serious with her life or something and needed some signatures from her friends to sign some sort of petition at her workplace. And without even trying to read out what I was signing for, I recalled reaching for the pen and signing the papers for Bailey.I was such a fool.I trusted her so much.And now I was in such a mess.I pursed my lips in unison with my eyebrows as they both turned upward."I don't care if Bailey tricked me or not, or whatever debt she might be in with Hardy, but it can't be cut out for surrogacy. That’s way too much," I scoffed."You don't know that, Miss Joanne, like I said earlier. It could be more." Trinity shook her head. Her brown eyes were piercing.She was right. I would never know.I wasn’t Bailey and would never be. How much debt did she fix her legs into?"I don't." I sighed, getting on my feet. "But what I do know is that I am getting out of here. Tonight.!"I made my way to the door and heard Trinity sigh in disbelief."You can't—I turned around at light speed, and the action made her stop talking.“You know, out of everyone here, I thought you’re the one who understands me best. Do you want me to actually stay locked up here and get pregnant for someone I don’t know?”Trinity shook her head. "I do want you to leave. I just... this place is always guarded; it'll be almost impossible. Trust me, this isn’t fair. If I were in your shoes, I don’t know what I would do.""Okay then." I folded my arms. “I don’t want to remain in my shoes. Help me out. How do I leave this place? I know your way around the villa.”Trinity bowed her head in agony before breathing out a sigh.She started speaking."Out of this room, taking the left hallway, you'll see another turn. Take two more left turns, and at the end of the hallway, There's a big window; you can leave through there. But I must warn you, you will be caught."I glared at her.Does she want me to leave or not? Why is she being helpful but threatening too?It was scaring the shits out of me.Gently shutting the door, I made my way down the left hallway, just like Trinity had directed.But wait, what if she was just giving out false information?What if she was leading me to somewhere worse with no escape, where her so-called Master Hardy would slaughter me?But still, I was already in the third hallway; it was half-on-half, and I was doing this for Bailey and me.I didn’t care if Bailey did this or if she sold me out to surrogacy; I loved Bailey, and no matter what debt she managed to fix her legs in, she didn’t deserve this; she was such a sweetheart. And I couldn’t imagine whatever situation she had gotten herself into to get herself into such debt. And if I managed to make my grand escape, that would be killing two juicy eagles with one freaking pebble.My lips curled into a slight smile the moment my eyes landed on the huge window Trinity had mentioned.She was telling the truth!And as I got closer to it, I made a swift head turn from left to right to see if I was clear. And with no maids, phantoms, or whatever lives in this villa at sight,I opened the window, which was way easier than it looked, and the heavy night’s cold wind from outside hit my face.I immediately felt alive.I couldn't help but let out a gasp as I took in the breathtaking scenery that adjacent to me. Even though it was already dark outside, the lights that were all over the place made it feel even more amazing.There was a pool that was located a great distance away, and there were these incredible lantern bulbs all around it. The fountain was located in the middle of the green rug grass flooring that was outdoors.I paused.This was no time to get distracted.Looking down again, I noticed I was a storey away from the ground, and the ground I would be falling on had nothing but grass. If I were to jump, I’d either make a perfect landing or get a bruise.Either way, a win is a win.I would not be breaking anything; it wasn’t that high.Great!I checked if the coast was clear again. I pushed one leg out of the window before placing the other.With my butt seated on the windowsill, I gasped for breath as I got ready to take one of the biggest jumps ever.If someone had told me from the beginning of the year that I would try to escape from an extravagant lifestyle with an expensive dress and Cinderella shoes through a window on a night in August, I would have laughed in their faces.But, of course, it was happening.I was a workaholic with a repeated routine. I liked that I had no thrills in my life. And this happening made it clear that I wished not to ever.Holding my breath like I was about to dive into a pool, I jumped.With my body leaving the window and totally into the air,Something strong immediately grabbed hold of my waist at light speed, and before I knew it, I was pulled back into the hallway.The back of my head slammed against something hard, and right before I made a turn, his voice internally killed me before his eyes did.Hardy’s familiar voice growled in my nape."You just made one hell of a mistake.".…*-JOANNE My insides felt like jello as my waist was still imprisoned in Hardy's grasp. His voice and breaths behind my ear made every nerve in my body prickle. He sounded angry.But what the hell did he mean? I just made a hell of a mistake.It wouldn't have been a mistake if he had just let me go. And I had checked the hallways earlier; they were refreshingly empty. Where the hell did he come from? I turned to face him, with my waist leaving his hand, and his eyes almost melted me into the wooden floor.His stare was as alarming as it was charming; he was glaring at me, and the glare said nothing but how he wouldn't mind killing me because I tried to escape. I didn't really know if that was what he was thinking, but that was all I could see. If glares could kill, I would be dead. Because Hardy wasn't taking it nicely on me. Still glaring at me, Hardy raised his hand, and immediately two men, built in body but not in height, dressed in casual clothes, walked into the hallway an
JOANNE* Adjusting his neck tie, and taking his off his jacket after,Hardy gave me a look. My gut gave me a weird feeling, like he was going to force me to the bed any minute. He wouldn't now, would he? I held my breath, as I watched the man in front of me. His eyes never left mine as he managed to take off his wrist watch, and unbuttoned the first two buttons of his white shirt that was almost a see through. I gulped. Hardy sighed "Now…" Now what? What did he want now? "I don't like you sitting on the floor. Would you get up." His voice was gruesome and demanding.I got up. "Good" He breathed out. "Now… let's have a proper conversation, take a seat" His voice was low, as he gestured his hand towards the wooden chair at the end of the room which was hardly visible. I looked back and forth between Hardy and the chair, not wanting to have any conversation. "Go!" He ordered, and I found my feet making their way towards the chair.So bossy!And I didn't know what he would d
I was lying on Hardy's king sized bed watching my life fall behind me. His room had become mine, which was more like a prison than a room, I wasn't allowed to go outside the room myself. I never had a reason to, and even when I once decided I would like to see the sun and feel the wind on my skin, I had more than four entourages, including Theodore, they all stayed glued to me like I was going to fly if they glanced elsewhere. Well I did plan for my big fly, but they never glanced elsewhere at the same time. I won't blame them, they were just doing their job. And I was doing somebody else's job. How sad. And after that day, I never requested to go outside again, all I did was eat and sleep in such a room. I got so sick of everything at one point, I tore down the gorgeous gigantic portrait of Hardy, crushed everything into almost crumbs, waiting for his worst. He did see the mess I created, but said nothing, he ended up ignoring me just like always, and I almos
That night, Hardy had stepped into my room - The room that used to be his. And with his sleeves all rolled up, exposing his veiny hands, he gave me this look. That look that somehow became the hardest thing for me to decipher. I was Joanne McCain, the brainiac in school who was smart enough to solve things right in a flick of an eye. But there was something about the look he gave me that I couldn't solve. It was not unpleasant yet was not pleasant either. "What?" I shook my head, when he wouldn't say a thing, but bury me alive with his stare. "Watch your tone," He scowled. I rolled my eyes as I took a seat in front of the newly built wall mirror and the princess-like table in front of it. Supposedly, it was to make the room more feminine-like and also to my liking, but it just made me feel like Rapunzel, the three days old pregnant version. I picked up a brush and started to brush my hair with it, doing that to buy time and not feel awkward with Hardy in my room or his
"Miss Joanne. . .""Miss joanne!""Joanne!" I was brought back to life thanks to the small tap one of the maids behind me dropped on my shoulder. I turned to my side to see Trinity beside me, her mouth slightly parted open, and her eyes craving for my attention. "Yeah…" I managed to say, adjusting my weight on the Chair."You've been spacing out more than usual, is everything okay?" Trinity asked. Nothing about my life was okay, as long as I was under Hardy's custody. I said nothing, but my eyes said more and Trinity grabbed it. Seeing that the maids were all done brushing my hair, Trinity told them to excuse us. The room emptied in one go, leaving Trinity and I alone. As the head maid, she got more respect than every other person, including me. She sighed. "I heard Master Hardy came to your room last night." "Mmm hmm.." I nodded, taking a chance to stare at my reflection with the mirror in front of me. "And I guess he must have said something that's become
make Hardy fall in love with me?" I scoffed, saying the words as if they were heavy.And they were in fact, heavy-handed and absurd.Trinity is amusing. "Are you kidding me?" I scoffed yet again.Trinity shook her head and wore an air of difficulty. So that wasn't a joke?"Wow," I mumbled as I made my way to the bed, all the way to the other side of the massive room."You know, I thought you really meant something logical when you claimed you knew what to do about my circumstance. But this is just ridiculous. how can I get Hardy to love me?, this sounds like a poor fairytale line."Flushing really hard, I had to fan my face with my hand to stop myself from exploding. But I kept going, "What happened to plans like assisting me in escaping, or even finding a replacement, or getting me out of this contract? Making Hardy fall in love with me sounds like bad news; he'd never fall in love with his toy, who lives and breathes for him. Please, Trinity."Trinity took a big step forward,"P
"Joanne" Hardy called and I found myself gulping. "You're pregnant." He said, and wow, I was starting to hate that word. "You're pregnant with my child, not yours. And that's why I need you to always grab an escort whenever you're leaving your room. Because not a single hair is ought to leave your body by something or someone else, if I didn't give permission. Now you will walk around here with caution. Get it?" His tone was sharp, but I gave no reply. Letting myself drown in his dark eyes, I went off. How… How is love possibly the only way I can be free from this sudden life this man has shoved down my throat. Or should I say that Bailey has shoved down my throat. Because he doesn't seem lovable, neither do I want him to love me, or let myself love him. But is love really the only way, if it is, do I really have no choice? I am not really a type to give up, I never want to give up. But doing another length to deceive this man, to seduce him. Would it be worth it? Can I even
That evening, when the maids had gotten me all dressed up, I stepped in front of my room's wall mirror and inspected my flat tummy.I envisioned how I would appear with an unanticipated baby bump, how I would appear after nine months, and how my child - His child - would appear after being born, and the thought of it all gave me a queasy feeling in my stomach.My hands slid from my hips to my tummy, and I softly rubbed my stomach, as if I could already feel the child.I exhaled a sigh."Is it kicking already?" Hardy's voice almost knocked me over against the chair in front of me.I sighed again as I jerked my head towards the entrance and softly scoffed when I saw Hardy standing there, dressed in a tuxedo sans the blazer."You scared me," I mumbled under my breath. When the hell did he walk in? "Seems like you were lost in your little world, you hardly noticed my presence," As he looked at me, his gaze hopped from my belly to my face.His voice sounded tired and more thicker and i