December, when it rained heavily from the sky, I was forced to go to the funeral of the person I hated the most, the one who made my school life a living hell. I saw a lot of people crying at his funeral, as if they had lost a very good person. At that time I didn't understand why people liked him so much, because to me, he was nothing more than a demon in human form. Ah, I forgot a simple fact, which was that I was the only one he treated badly. Then, in that blue December, I finally learned a surprising secret, that man actually in love with me. He made me the heir to his wealth as well as various mysteries that he wrote in his diary. He didn't give much hint in the book, only about his life, his feelings, and why he committed all these crimes to me. In my desperation, I begged God to let me see him again to ask what he really meant. And God granted my request. And here I am, standing looking at him who was focused on finishing the baby bed he had made since a month ago I laughed a
(Condolences for the death of our friend, Alliando Evans. Hopefully the deceased will rest in peace)Shasha glanced at the screen of her cellphone, before putting it back in her jacket pocket."Please accept my condolences."Her mutter was cold, without a trace of sincerity in her voice.Because in reality, she is not really grieving. For her, the news of Alliando's death seemed normal. Like the job vacancies that were plastered in large plaster at the bus stop where she is waiting for the bus now.Her cellphone ring again, make her eyes that originally stared blankly at the road now turned back towards her jacket pocket.Answer or not?.She is battling these two choices. And her hunch said that the incoming call must be related to the sad news that continues to flow like water in the school group where she has silenced it notification for one year.While she is still fighting with thoughts in her
Shasha looked at the pile of old paper on her lap. Paper that from its appearance can be guessed that this paper has been stored for a very long time. Right at the right corner of the paper, the letters S and W.She never thought, now she will see this paper again. The paper that she collects every time she helps her neighbor who opened a recycled paper business in high school. Due to her family's poor economy, she decided to look for additional money.She even once arranged these papers into a book. Although, she lost her book on her high school graduation day. And who would have thought, that paper and book landed in Alliando's hands."Ah, besides being a bully, he was also a thief."She grimaced."A thief that I can't understand his way of thinking."Her memory immediately drifted back to the conversation she had with Hans earlier."All of sir Alliando's inheritance is handed over to Miss Shasha, includi
Shasha's mother turned out to be Alliando's father's best friend and first love. However, due to a problem, they could not be together and then decided to marry someone else.Once Shasha's father died, they had an affair behind Alliando's mother. Makes his mother very heartbroken and decides to commit suicide. Although some time later, his father also died due to an illness.(I know I shouldn't blame you, Sha. But I'm too stupid not to do that. Since you are that woman's daughter, I think you deserve to be blamed too. I thought, that woman will surely be in a million times more pain if I hurt you. But .. it turns out I can't really hurt you. Funny right? Even though I was who originally created that hell for you. But I'm also the one who's secretly trying to cool that hell down a little for you. I'm crazy, Sha, and very evil. I understand that you must really hate me. So, if I die later, let the rest of me be yours Sha. At least be kind for just this time and
SHASHA"Mommy?""Hem?"I touched my mother's face, stroking her soft cheeks that used to be my routine every morning. The soft feeling that filled my hands made me feel impossible if I was currently dreaming. But, even if I dream, then I am willing that I never wake up and remain in this dream."Yes, dear?"She looked at me with a shocked eyes. Her hand went up, touched my cheek"Why are you crying?"Ah, I was crying unconsciously. Maybe because I really miss her. There is not a single human being on this earth that I miss the most besides her.Mama..If people say that a daughter's first love is her father, then it's different from me. My father died since I was born, and mom immediately took over the dual role of raising me well.She is very cool in playing the dual role. When I need a father figure to teach me to play soccer as a school assignment, then Mom will do it very we
I didn't pay attention to the gazes of the people who looked at me with both amazed and astonished eyes. Ah, I know what they are thinking right now. They may think something like "Wow, is she out of her mind?" or "Is she being possesing by the demon?"The three people who had been looking at me with mocking eyes also fell silent, of course with disbelief. In my previous life, when they did this, I decided to run and hide inside the school warehouse. Crying with a body trembling between fear and shame. That's when they locked me in there and only opened the door when the exam was over.My eyes stare at my desk which is filled with writings. Such as "go to hell" or "Freak and stinks" and many other writings with almost the same content : to mocking me.When the teacher asks about the writing on my desk, the three bullies always say that I asked them to do it for fun. Then Senine would start bragging about how influential her father was to this
"What's the matter, Sha? Why do you make Senine hurt that she has to be taken to the Infirmary?"I looked at the beautiful woman with a motherly face who was sitting in front of me. The look in her eyes seemed to say that she was very worried about me. Though .. everything is just a bullshit.Madam Sharon was never really worried about me. Sweet words that always encourage me to be patient and calm myself so as not to interfere with my studies. However, it was all just an attempt she made to maintain her reputation as an excellent teacher. And of course, to build Senine's father's good opinion of her."Be patient Sha. I'm sure all your friends are just kidding. "I want to laugh when I remember her words from the past. Kidding? Seriously! Does damaging someone else's mentality get into the category of joking? How sad!"Sha?"I lowered my head deeply as madam Sharon called
"Damn!"I turned around when I heard a curse from someone I knew very well. And.. Gotcha! I was right. Behind me was standing Alliando with a box which of course I knew what was in it, because I've been in times like this in the past, only with a different scenario.Previously, I was locked in this room by Senine and her two close friends. Right after Alliando came out. Of course before he left he looked at me with a look full of hatred, as if my presence made him very angry.At that time, I thought Alliando was angry because I disturbed his concentration while trying to find the missing basketball club sports equipment. However, after Alliando's death, I realized that the reason for his hateful gaze at me was purely because of his hatred, without even needing me to do anything."Ah, sorry, it looks like someone accidentally locked the door from the outside..."Alliando walked right past me, banging on the door with furr