Alissa
I walked up those small three stairs. He was looking at me with so much n his eyes. I wanted to ask him so many questions. Like, did he get married? Is Cheryl here? Does he miss me? Does he love me? But I asked none of these. I wanted to sink that silence inside of me. I wanted to hug him. Dance with him. Kiss him. Runaway with him. But all I did was hold his hand in mine and taking in the warmth of his hand. He intertwined his finger with mine and put his other hand on my back and a piece of soft music started to play from behind.
I was just looking into his eyes. He brought his face near mine and I could feel his breath hitting my neck. I was staring at his soft lips wanting to kiss them and nothing else. But, I think he can read my mind cause he did it. He captured my lips with his. The kiss was soft yet passionate. He slowly pulled back and I stared at him with love, amazement and passion. The song shortly after came to an end.
6 months later~It's been six months since Eric has proposed to me. I asked him to give this whole thing a little time and he totally understood. He didn't even ask me once if I was ready yet. He said he can wait forever for that moment. Jade was so happy to know that I was engaged to Eric and Eleanor just fainted right there. Overdramatic.I was right now sitting in Eric's penthouse. He still doesn't talk to his parents. Although, he does visit them sometimes. But only if either Ethan or Cassandra are with him. I tried talking to him about this but he usually cut me off or change the topic. At the end of the day, they are his parents and he can't stay angry at them forever. He has to look at them like normal people who make mistakes.I saw him coming down the stairs and sitting beside me on the couch. He held my hand and kissed me on my lips."Eric" I said."Hmm""I think that I am ready for the marriage" I said and
AlissaAs soon as we reached home, neither Eric nor I spoke any word to anyone. All he did was open his fridge, took out a bottle of wine and started drinking it. I can understand that he is upset, but it's unhealthy. I don't want to see him sad, but right now I am helpless. I went to the room and changed into my night suit. Eric has some of my clothes in case I need some, like right now. I saw he had his legs on the table and he was sitting on the couch drinking his wine. The television was on but it was on mute. I sat next to him and took the remote and shut it off.He let out a long breath from his nose and held my hand. He rubbed my knuckles and we stayed silent for a minute."Talk to me" I said"It's all a mess. I'm a mess. I am so angry at them that I can't talk to them without raising my voice. They don't understand what they made me go through. Yes, I admit I was an arsehole and I still am. But, what they did was not right. Never have
AlissaIt's been a week now since he and his parents have sorted out the issues. I, on the other hand, wants to talk to Eric about our marriage. He is not saying much about our marriage and I am desperate to know what is the plan. Today, I have a date with Eric and I want to talk to him about our marriage. Jade was pretty excited when she came to know that I was ready to get married. I quickly got ready for the date and Eric picked me up from my home. I, first thought to talk about it later someday but convinced myself that the sooner the better.I just don't want to push him to do that if he is not ready yet. But I have to talk about it. We soon reached the restaurant and it was grand. We entered and soon were sitting on our chairs. Eric has already reserved it for us. We started a conversation. Our food and appetizers were in front of us. I took a sip of my appetizer and cleared my throat. Ready to speak."Eric, I wanted
AlissaIt's been a week now since he and his parents have sorted out the issues. I, on the other hand, wants to talk to Eric about our marriage. He is not saying much about our marriage and I am desperate to know what is the plan. Today, I have a date with Eric and I want to talk to him about our marriage. Jade was pretty excited when she came to know that I was ready to get married. I quickly got ready for the date and Eric picked me up from my home. I, first thought to talk about it later someday but convinced myself that the sooner the better.I just don't want to push him to do that if he is not ready yet. But I have to talk about it. We soon reached the restaurant and it was grand. We entered and soon were sitting on our chairs. Eric has already reserved it for us. We started a conversation. Our food and appetizers were in front of us. I took a sip of my appetizer and cleared my throat. Ready to speak."Eric, I wanted
AlissaDates are already decided. The dresses are all ready. The venue has been decided. Honeymoon is decided. Rituals and ceremonies have been decided. Maid of Honor has been decided. Jade, no doubt. Eleanor will be at the wedding too. But, who's gonna make me walk down the aisle? There's the thing. I don't actually have a family. That kinda makes me miserable sometimes. But I know Eric very well. Even if the earth collides he will never allow Richard to walk me down the aisle cause even if he says that he has forgiven them there is still that glint of anger in him. I am still in the office and when I felt that these thoughts are occupying my brain I made my way towards Eric's cabin. I knocked and his raspy voice replied "Come in"I entered the office and he smiled while looking at me and closed his file on which he was working. I sat on the chair in front of him and he looked at me with a puppy face."That's not fair" He
AlissaDates are already decided. The dresses are all ready. The venue has been decided. Honeymoon is decided. Rituals and ceremonies have been decided. Maid of Honor has been decided. Jade, no doubt. Eleanor will be at the wedding too. But, who's gonna make me walk down the aisle? There's the thing. I don't actually have a family. That kinda makes me miserable sometimes. But I know Eric very well. Even if the earth collides he will never allow Richard to walk me down the aisle cause even if he says that he has forgiven them there is still that glint of anger in him. I am still in the office and when I felt that these thoughts are occupying my brain I made my way towards Eric's cabin. I knocked and his raspy voice replied "Come in"I entered the office and he smiled while looking at me and closed his file on which he was working. I sat on the chair in front of him and he looked at me with a puppy face."That's not fair" He
AlissaI am very excited because today is my bridal shower. Yeah. I am super excited. My dress is so beautiful. Like, it caught my eye, the first time I saw it. It is so gorgeous. Eric and dad are gonna stay with Ethan at his apartment because obviously, it is a bridal shower. No boys allowed. From my side, only Jade and Eleanor are there. But, there will be Josephine, Cassandra and there will be 10-15 girls more. I think more than 15 to 20. They have a big squad. We will dance, sing, play games and all the other fun things. I looked at the clock and it was 9:30 am and I have already taken a shower and Jade is almost ready. Cassandra insisted I get ready at their mansion because she wanted to help me in getting dressed up. I packed my dress, jewellery, shoes and other things in a bag.Jade quickly came out wearing a plain white t-shirt and blue jeans because she is also going to get dressed over there. Cassandra has already booked a limo for us. My god, I t
AlissaEveryone was very excited to know what was the game. And it was 'The nearly wed-game""Can I have your attention please?" Cassandra said."Thank you. So in this game, we have a bowl of small chits with questions written on them. We will ask those questions from the bride and we will see how much does she remember this. We will ask some questions regarding her and Eric. After she answers we will play a small clip of Eric in which he has already answered. So, I hope you all will enjoy it. Alissa, please sit on this chair" Cassandra said and I sat on the chair.She picked up a bowl from a table with a bunch of chits inside that and probably some interesting questions. She picked out a chit and opened it."Okay, so the first question. Who said I love you first?""Me" I said.They played the clip and Eric said "Alissa"Everyone started h