Louisa:I had to agree. I was done with Ryan and he drove off. Fortunately, in a few minutes, my driver showed up "Let's go shopping, first." I suggested. I need something to keep her engaged. Something to divert her mind from the chaos within her. And there's nothing that'll do it perfectly than shopping. Her eyes lit up crazily. "Yes!" She screamed happily. I was overcome with relief. At least, that hasn't changed. As we walked through the mall, Melisa's smile seemed to light up the entire place. She was back to her fun, gossipy self, and I was relieved to see her happy again. I knew this would work! Maybe she'd actually be fine. "Oh my God, Louisa, have you seen the latest fashion trends?" Melisa asked, grabbing my arm and pulling me towards a nearby store.I laughed and followed her. "No, I haven't had a chance to keep up. Fill me in."Melisa launched into a detailed analysis of the latest styles, from the latest designer handbags to the trendiest shoes. Her memory was very
Louisa:I sat in the hospital waiting room, anxiously waiting for the doctor to come out and tell me what was going on with Melisa. I was biting my nails, nervously for minutes before I realized. I shoved my hands into my pockets in frustration. Since when did I resume that dirty habit? It did it a lot then I was a young awkward girl. I'm not that anymore. I'm a confident heiress who's not unnerved by her friends wild behavior – right? Finally, the doctor emerged, looking serious."Louisa, can I talk to you for a minute?" the doctor asked, leading me to a quiet corner of the waiting room."Of course, what's going on with Melisa?" I asked, my concern growing.The doctor hesitated before speaking. "Melisa is suffering from borderline personality disorder, which is characterized by intense emotional dysregulation, impulsivity, and self-destructive behaviors. The cutting is a symptom of this condition, as well as her depression."I felt a wave of shock wash over me. I had no idea Melisa
Louisa: For a moment, I thought Melisa might actually hurt me, but then she tossed the blade aside, and it clattered to the floor."Melisa, what's going on? Why do you have a blade?" I asked, trying to keep my voice calm.Melisa's eyes were wild. "I hate myself, Louisa. I'm so stupid. I did this to myself," she spat, her words tumbling out in a rush. "I used that blade, I know. I'm sorry. It's crazy! But I don't need a doctor, please. " She wiped her tears with shaky hands. "Don't judge me Louisa, you're not perfect too. No one is." I had a crazy thought that she had another blade. Nevertheless, I took a cautious step forward, trying not to startle Melisa. "What do you mean, Melisa? Why did you do that to yourself?" I asked, my voice soft and gentle.Actually, I wanted to scream at her, demanding why she's acting like a nutcase. Melisa's laughter was bitter and harsh. "I cut myself, Louisa. I'm so weak. I couldn't even deal with my own emotions, so I had to hurt myself instead.""M
Louisa:As I watched Melisa's frantic outburst, I was shocked and confused. And again, amidst her screams and tears, she shouted something that made my heart skip a beat:. "Don't marry Ryan!" Repeatedly.I felt like the wind had been knocked out of me. What did she mean? Ryan was a good guy, wasn't he? We'd been together for a while, and I thought things were going great. He was kind, supportive, and loving. What could Melisa possibly have against him? We were all besties, the three of them! Is there a secret of Ryan that she knows? Is Ryan... No,I won't let those thoughts consume me. I'm not about to have misgivings about him. Why she's behaving this way? I never acted like I was better or had it all. This was terrible. I feel really sick right now. I wish I came with Ryan.She said she'll push me. Is..is she taking some kind of drugs.I took a step forward, trying to calm down. "What are you talking about, Melisa? What's wrong with Ryan?"But Melisa just shook her head, her ey
Louisa:I stepped out of the car and onto the pavement, taking a deep breath of the cool evening air. I wasn't sure what to expect. Why is she at the roof? A sick thought crossed my mind– Melisa pushed someone off the roof and she's in big trouble. Nah. That's crazy, right? But that's the kind of sick scenes my mind's conjuring."Hey." Ryan leaned over, his eyes crinkling at the corners as he smiled. "Should I wait out here?" he asked.I nodded, smiling back at him. "Sure. Won't be long."With that, I turned and walked towards the entrance of Dave's Bar. I pushed open the door and stepped inside, scanning the dimly lit room for Melisa. But I didn't see her anywhere.I pulled out my phone and dialed Melisa's number. She answered on the first ring, her voice low and croaky. "Hey, Louisa. I'm glad you're here.""Where are you?" I asked, looking around the bar again.There was a pause, and then Melisa's voice came back on the line. "I'm on the roof."I couldn't even ask why as she disco
Louisa: My heart skipped sickeningly as I watched those two argue nonstop. I was standing by the door all this while, peeking. I must say, I'm shocked as hell. Ryan's mom mentioned that they were bitter rivals... I never knew it was this bad??I'm going after Alex's rival...That's.. that's an achievement. Isn't that awesome? Wouldn't that totally crush Alex like I've been wanting to? I smirked a bit, enjoying them fight for my heart. It was refreshing. But in the end, Alex would have to get the fuck away. Because I'm getting married to Ryan. I've made my decision. Besides, I'd like to honor her last wishes. Ryan truly deserves me. I see it now. He's been a true friend. An ally. A great person. Someone I could trust. He's not like that annoying ex husband of mine.My phone beeped and I saw it was Melisa. "Hey Louisa, something's going on and I really need you here with me." She sent and I squeezed my face in puzzlement.I stared at my phone, my heart racing as I read another mess