Louisa:We arrived at the mall soon. Alex wasn't really happy with it. In fact, he didn't even talk to me, only focusing on the kids. And when Ryan arrived he was upstairs doing whatever.I sighed. I've been having this guilty feeling all the time, anytime Ryan's involved. Why? Is it because I'm finally replacing my ex husband that has been relentlessly chasing me back? Surely not!The mall was devoid if costumers. Since I love privacy more than anything, I suggested we book it for the day. Ryan readily agreed.The huge mall is the most popular in San Francisco. Since we finally agreed to get married. It's time to get closer. Every single thing we wanna do would be done as couples. I didn't mind. More time away from Alex. "You seem lost." Ryan observed and I smiled fakely. "You do shop right?" "Honestly..no. I don't really think I've really done any serious shopping," I said truthfully." I could afford all the pleasures of life and fun, but keeping to myself is better than anything
Louisa: THE NEXT DAY..."Hey, you're finally awake," I smiled at Melisa who walked into the balcony with messy hair. She was yawning tiredly, rubbing her eyes. "Is it morning already?" She asked groggily, rubbing her eyes again. "Gosh, everywhere is so bright, I can hardly see." She exclaimed, pouting."You slept like a baby, Mel." I smiled walking towards her, checking her temperature. "I'll call a doctor." Although, there was no need, her temperature was perfectly normal but I didn't want to take any chances. Anything could happen. My eyes raked her wearily. She could be with a sharp object. Maybe a piece of glass of this time.Ryan and I talked about her seeing a therapist. I don't know how to break the news to her. I'm overly concerned about her health. I hope she might not need more than a therapist."Please don't, I'll be fine. Please.." she said immediately. I noticed her almost hysterical tone yet I didn't make an attempt to show it. She's probably freaked out by doctors.
Louisa: Melisa's lost it.She's gone crazy.There are no two ways about it.She's not sane! She's not sane right now!"Melisa, what's happening to you?" I gasped in fear."Nothing. I'm just getting rid of anyone that comes in my way." She snarled viciously."No. I'm your friend, you can't do this! You have to get your shit together!" "But I love him!! I love, love him!" She screamed in agony.I took a step back, horrified by the raw emotion on Melisa's face. Her eyes were wild, her skin pale, and her voice was laced with a desperation that sent shivers down my spine."Melisa, stop this," I pleaded, trying to remain calm"You're scaring me. What's going on with you and Ryan? What did he do to you?"The doctor said she's been suffering from depression. Something is terribly wrong. I need to talk to Ryan. Melisa's laughter was manic, sending chills down my spine. "You think you're so special, don't you, Louisa?" she sneered. "You think you're the only one who can have him?"Her words c
Louisa:I had to agree. I was done with Ryan and he drove off. Fortunately, in a few minutes, my driver showed up "Let's go shopping, first." I suggested. I need something to keep her engaged. Something to divert her mind from the chaos within her. And there's nothing that'll do it perfectly than shopping. Her eyes lit up crazily. "Yes!" She screamed happily. I was overcome with relief. At least, that hasn't changed. As we walked through the mall, Melisa's smile seemed to light up the entire place. She was back to her fun, gossipy self, and I was relieved to see her happy again. I knew this would work! Maybe she'd actually be fine. "Oh my God, Louisa, have you seen the latest fashion trends?" Melisa asked, grabbing my arm and pulling me towards a nearby store.I laughed and followed her. "No, I haven't had a chance to keep up. Fill me in."Melisa launched into a detailed analysis of the latest styles, from the latest designer handbags to the trendiest shoes. Her memory was very
Louisa:I sat in the hospital waiting room, anxiously waiting for the doctor to come out and tell me what was going on with Melisa. I was biting my nails, nervously for minutes before I realized. I shoved my hands into my pockets in frustration. Since when did I resume that dirty habit? It did it a lot then I was a young awkward girl. I'm not that anymore. I'm a confident heiress who's not unnerved by her friends wild behavior – right? Finally, the doctor emerged, looking serious."Louisa, can I talk to you for a minute?" the doctor asked, leading me to a quiet corner of the waiting room."Of course, what's going on with Melisa?" I asked, my concern growing.The doctor hesitated before speaking. "Melisa is suffering from borderline personality disorder, which is characterized by intense emotional dysregulation, impulsivity, and self-destructive behaviors. The cutting is a symptom of this condition, as well as her depression."I felt a wave of shock wash over me. I had no idea Melisa
Louisa: For a moment, I thought Melisa might actually hurt me, but then she tossed the blade aside, and it clattered to the floor."Melisa, what's going on? Why do you have a blade?" I asked, trying to keep my voice calm.Melisa's eyes were wild. "I hate myself, Louisa. I'm so stupid. I did this to myself," she spat, her words tumbling out in a rush. "I used that blade, I know. I'm sorry. It's crazy! But I don't need a doctor, please. " She wiped her tears with shaky hands. "Don't judge me Louisa, you're not perfect too. No one is." I had a crazy thought that she had another blade. Nevertheless, I took a cautious step forward, trying not to startle Melisa. "What do you mean, Melisa? Why did you do that to yourself?" I asked, my voice soft and gentle.Actually, I wanted to scream at her, demanding why she's acting like a nutcase. Melisa's laughter was bitter and harsh. "I cut myself, Louisa. I'm so weak. I couldn't even deal with my own emotions, so I had to hurt myself instead.""M