Whatever was holding Alethia at the door, she couldn't say. She'd lost herself to the moment as she maintained aimless gaze on Ethan, and it didn't occur to her that she had to make any kind of movement at the moment.Several thoughts avalanches into her head. She could feel a spasm of emotion flooding into her heart, but she wasn't certain of anything. She wanted to speak, to tell him anything that could save her situation. But her gut stutter in her throat.Alethia knew of her vulnerability in front of this man, and though it was one of the many things she wanted to hide from him, she felt she'd been caught off guard. And if Ethan hadn't lended him a hand, she would have fallen as she staggered back from weakened knees."Are you okay?" Ethan asked, holding her by her right elbow.Alethia raised her head to peer into his eyes. His blue eyes were clouded with worries, and for a moment Alethia felt his sincerity. But that was enough to gear her back to reality.She pulled her hand away
"Olivia!" Alethia exclaimed. She swallowed hard and adjusted her dress as she found her stance. The tall blonde blinked her large eyes at both Alethia and Ethan, apparently too stunned to say more."What are you doing here?" Alethia whispered, clutching at the edge of her friend's dress. The girl beats Alethia's hand away and turns to face her."Alethia, start talking!" She said in a whisper, then glimpsed at Ethan. "Who's this fine stud?" "Olivia, no…""What?" She moved closer to Ethan and extended a hand. "Hi, I'm Olivia."Ethan took her hand reluctantly. Obviously, letting go won't be on his terms. Olivia tried to show all she's got, twisting and wiggling, but Ethan was too tense to be interested. Whoever the hell this girl was, she'd just caught him and Alethia together on the couch, and that didn't look good. "Olivia?" Emily said as she emerged from her room. "Aleth didn't tell me you were coming.""Oh, I didn't tell her I would come. This was supposed to be a surprise," she ey
Alethia almost brushed her teeth to bleed. She could feel her anger coming from every angle, and she was angry at everything. She raised her head to look into the bathroom mirror. Her eyes were crimson yet and she felt itchy in her eyeballs. Her hair was disheveled and she felt like she was losing her mind suit.She wasn't sure how and when she fell asleep, probably at midnight, but the pain at the back of her neck relayed that she didn't sleep in a proper position. Alethia spit out the paste in her mouth and rinsed it. She splashed water on her face and used the towel to press her face gently.She moved out of the bathroom and into her room, then walked to sit into the armchair which overlooked the neighborhood through her window. It was Saturday, or like Alethia remembered Olivia always saying, 'sat-your-day.' In Olivia's sense, it meant a work free day when you have to sit in and enjoy your weekend.Alethia sighed heavily. She looked out the window and wondered what in particular
Alethia woke by 2:00 p.m. with a kind of headache that seemed to hold her forehead captive. The last time she remembered having such a headache was when she'd drank for the first time -- courtesy of Olivia. Now, she wasn't sure if it was because the whiskey was cheap, or because alcohol wasn't her thing, just as she wasn't sure if the slap from her mom was the cause of this headache. She wasn't the type to sleep during the day anyway. So, maybe the slap brought some side effects after all.She took some time to think about the slap and the rundown of the situation that led to that. She reckoned she could have held her frustrations in because as her mom had said, It wasn't in Alethia's place to meddle in her mom's sexual life. Alethia sighed heavily. She thought about Ethan quickly and decided not to even think about him -- or so she thought. She couldn't stop thinking about what Ethan must think of her now. She'd made a fool of herself, and now she wasn't sure how to face him again w
Alethia came into the living room where Ethan and Olivia sat laughing over whatever conversation they were having before she came down from her room. They both stopped and looked at her in unison, both going stiff as if they had been discussing her before her presence.Olivia cleared her throat and sat right, smiling at Alethia. Alethia looked at her discerningly, then mouthed:"You conniving bitch…"Olivia winked at her and then turned towards Ethan. "So, Ethan, what do you think of Aleth as a stepdaughter?"Alethia's eyes suddenly pooped out of their sockets in surprise."Oliv…" Olivia shushed her with a finger in the air, not particularly looking at her. Olivia's scrutinizing eyes were on Ethan.Ethan breathed discomfortingly. He adjusted and drew back a bit to lessen the suffocation, but Olivia drew closer, still staring at him."Well…" he scratched his right brow and glimpsed at Alethia. Alethia swallowed hard -- somehow she had become interested in wanting to know what Ethan tho
"Hey, honey." Alethia swore she heard Ethan's voice in her head. A gentle and caressing hand cupped her cheek and felt the smoothness of her skin. She recognized the hand, and it wasn't Ethan's."Mom?""Good morning, dear," Emily said. She was smiling so wide as if she'd practiced it to warm up to Alethia that morning. Ethan had convinced her that she had to make an apology to Alethia that morning, and his idea of an apology with the highest probability of being accepted was the one made early in the morning."What are you doing here?" Alethia said. She strained as she rose from the bed and sat on it, then she drew her knees to her chest so that her blanket was crumpled within her arms. "How was your night?" Emily said, forcing the smile again. By now her lips were aching, so she let them relax a bit, then cleared her throat as she adjusted where she sat at the edge of the bed.Alethia squinted her eyes severally, then brushed a hand over it to keep her awake. She'd gone to bed late
Her lips had swollen, but the slight pain she was feeling in them seemed to be the essence of the pleasure. Ethan was a good kisser, she admitted. He knew when to thrust his tongue and how to make use of it so that she enjoyed every bit of the kiss. When he let go of her lips and began to kiss her neck, it suddenly occurred to Alethia that her mom was present. But it was strange that she felt okay about it as if Alethia was supposed to share Emily's man anyway.Alethia frowned. She tried to wrap her head around a single reason why her mom should be okay with her making out with Ethan in her presence, but the only thing she could place her hands on was that…Is she dreaming?Suddenly, the visuals began to cave in, and everything began to disappear, abandoning Alethia to deal with whatever consequences there would be if the scenario had been real. But it wasn't, and now she wasn't even sure of anything."Aleth?" Ethan called again. This time, Emily startled out of her trance and stared
He wanted to reach out to her to touch her face, caress her cheeks, and draw her close to himself. He knew she could only feel the passion that was swelling in him if only she was within the embrace of those hands that kept numb at his sides as if everything moral in the world was urging him to keep still.Ethan was just standing there, staring at her who'd channeled all her efforts into restraining herself from looking at him. He swallowed."Aleth?" He managed to say. Alethia sighed softly. She should have left him be while he was fast asleep, now he'd woken the lion and she had to work out a way to escape from its claws. She turned to look at him, holding herself in a way that suggested that she wasn't fazed by the unceasing awkwardness between them. But she only had to look at his face to lose her composure again."Have you had breakfast?" Ethan said. That seemed like a perfect escape, but Alethia was rather surprised by the sudden change of topic. She looked at him for a while bef