Myron strolls into the room past the other three men, his lips on the verge of a smile but his eyes setting off sparks of anger.
The man beside me wakes up too and looks at Myron, he gasps, “Shit…Emerald, who are these people?” His mop of dark hair falls over his left gray eyes and he brushes it off, glancing at me. He pulls the soft silky covers over his lean, ribbed abdomen and gives me a questioning look again. “Emerald?” “Who the hell are you?” I snap, pulling away from him. He replies, “What?” his forehead creases. Eli sighs, an embarrassed hand covering his face as he leans against the open door. The name of the situation hits me instantly like brick fresh out of the kiln: I've just committed adultery. Myron's angry eyes fall on the succulence of my cleavage, a disgusting twist of his lips tells me all I need to know: he believes I'm guilty of this grave sin. Who wouldn't? My dress is a clump on the floor, along with my boots, caked with mud—mud? I must be far from my home. And I'm stark naked with a swashbuckling guy, his male member poking at the covers. I'm cooked. Myron picks my dress off the floor, looks at it hatefully, then at Eli and Cliff who've been gazing out the window since they arrived. “Look, Eli, look what my wife does every time she leaves our home.” His tone climbs, a gravelly growl as he glares back at me. “You whore!” “Myron, please,” Eli says, grabbing my husband's hand before he grabs my neck. “Myron, let me handle this…” Cliff, Myron's beta, grabs him too, together they pull him into the living room of the strange house. The man I'm supposed to have slept with doesn't even look familiar. “Who are you?” I blubber, hot, flustering tears threatening to fall as I rush out of the bed and grab my clothes. “How did I get here?” He winks at me. “We had a nice time.” My flailing nerves harden immediately and a lava-hot rage bursts from within me. Jumping across the bed, claws out and teeth bared, I clutched at the strange man's thin neck. “I wouldn't let you touch me if I was a whore!” I cried through gritted teeth. “Who are you!” The man smiles even as his eyes bulge and he chokes under the strain of my grip. He makes no attempt to stop me as I raise my claws in the air, about to rip his head off for I discern he's a low tier werewolf, a wimp. Which makes me even madder. “No, Emerald!” cries Eli's voice. He grabs my hand, pulling me off the helpless man. “It is pointless.” “Pointless? What're you talking about?” “It's done, Emerald. I'm sorry.” I stumble past him into the living room but Myron and his beta are gone so I reel back at Eli who's leaning against the door, a calm stare on his face. “I didn't do anything, Eli—” “Myron doesn't think so.” “You've got to believe me—” The strange man comes pushing past Eli with a look on his face like a car salesman who's just made the deal of his life. He is buttoning the sleeve of a starched powder blue chambray worn over dark pants with creases so sharp they could cut skin. I lunge at this fellow again but Eli catches me again. He shakes his head. “It's not worth it,” he whispers. To the strange fellow he barks, “Leave. Now.” The man strolls to the door and without as much as a goodbye, exits the house. I get a glimpse of a weed strewn lawn outside, a bright day and trees dancing to the gentle song of winds. Hot tears stream down my cheeks and wipe them with the back of my hand as Eli guides me to a lone chair by the window. He pulls another chair from the corner of the room and sits too. The gentle breeze brings the sound of engines floating from outside as a car leaves. “What are you going to do?” “What did he say?” I sniffle at Eli. “What'd Myron say?” He shakes his head. “He said enough, Emerald.” Of course. The pretext to end our turbulent marriage is finally served on a platter. I bury my face in my palms and try to remember how I got here—no, not how my marriage got here, but how I arrived at this house. One minute I was walking away from the institute where I had the DNA test made, and the next I— Grimacing, I feel around the back of my head and wince. “Are you okay?” Eli asks, light green eyes bore into mine, his handsome face gloomy with worry. He starts to reach his hands to my face but holds back immediately. I look sharply at Eli. “I’ve been set up.” “Emerald…” “It's true, Eli. I have to see Myron. He has to believe me. Someone attacked me at the Baymont Institute.” “What were you doing out there?” “I, I, it doesn't matter.” I jump out of the chair and head for the door. “I have to get home. Eli?” He doesn't move his handsome bulk out of his chair. From there he gazes at me with pained eyes. “I don't think it would be wise to do that. Our pack’s laws are clear on what follows in these circumstances.” “But I didn't do it. I don't even know that guy,” I cry, gesturing at the grasses outside. “Eli, if anything, I should be divorcing him.” “What are you talking about?” I begin opening my mouth but he cuts me off and adds rather brusquely, “Look, I'll drive you back to town. We can sort this out then.” “You don't believe me…” He pauses in front of me on his way out the door but his eyes remain averted. He sighs. “I don't know, Emerald, I don't know,” he mumbles, the timber of his husky voice echoing in the house. “I'll wait for you in the car.” The sound of the car door smashes with a thick thud outside and I jump. My life is tumbling out of control; Myron is waiting at home with balled fists ready to go to work on me. Yesterday evening, I was in a hospital finding out my husband Myron has a child outside his marriage, and this morning I'm the one on the way out of her matrimonial home. I wipe the last tears of pain off my cheek and join Eli in his car.Myron strolls into the room past the other three men, his lips on the verge of a smile but his eyes setting off sparks of anger. The man beside me wakes up too and looks at Myron, he gasps, “Shit…Emerald, who are these people?” His mop of dark hair falls over his left gray eyes and he brushes it off, glancing at me. He pulls the soft silky covers over his lean, ribbed abdomen and gives me a questioning look again. “Emerald?” “Who the hell are you?” I snap, pulling away from him. He replies, “What?” his forehead creases. Eli sighs, an embarrassed hand covering his face as he leans against the open door. The name of the situation hits me instantly like brick fresh out of the kiln: I've just committed adultery. Myron's angry eyes fall on the succulence of my cleavage, a disgusting twist of his lips tells me all I need to know: he believes I'm guilty of this grave sin. Who wouldn't? My dress is a clump on the floor, along with my boots, caked with mud—mud? I must be far from my hom
Myron is fagged out, slouching on the couch when I enter the apartment around late afternoon. I stare at his almost magnificent figure for a long time, listening to his raspy breath, his head flung over the back of the headrest. No, plucking a strand from his hair is a completely extreme sport. For all I know, his wolf can sense me standing here on the threshold between the large living room and the kitchen area. I push the anger and weighing sense of defeat aside and walk into the bathroom we both share and look around at the white walls—if they could talk, they'll remind me of how many steamy lovemaking has happened here. I have to know. I have to know if Myron has been cheating on me. I need proof of his infidelity. His brush is not here. He probably left it on the dresser in the bedroom. A quick glance at his figure still sleeping in the living room, I quickly make my way to the dresser, rescue a strand of his black hair and tuck it away in a separate rubber bag. Trembling h
My legs tremble slightly as I make my way through the crowded children's ward, memories of the beaten by Myron and the loss of another baby still fresh in my head. Admin had called an hour earlier while I was getting cleaned up from the loss of the baby to tell me one of the doctor's called in sick. Now, a bit lightheaded but determined to cover for my colleague in the pediatric ward, I'm standing over a cute two year old boy with wavy brown hair and oily dark eyes. He's sitting on the chair opposite my desk, hands folded across his chest, in a pose that uncannily resembles my husband Myron's own. “Hey, cutey,” I call breezily as I come around my desk, “What can I do for you? What's wrong?” The boy looks up at me and my heart stops for a beat, the flushing lightness in my head stops. The boy is a spitting image of Myron, and I would have chucked that to coincidence if he hadn't smiled. His melting smile ends in a crease on both sides of his cheeks, just like Myron's own. He bends
Another baby, another pregnancy lost because I married an abuser, a wife beater for a husband.What kind of man beats his pregnant wife and costs them not just one but two of their babies in the space of one year?This is just too much for me to bear.I don’t even know how I feel right now.Pain? Anger? Sadness? I don’t know…..I just feel— Empty, void, a broken vessel of nothingness.I should divorce him, I know, I should have done so the very first time he put his hands on me but I can’t. Divorcing Myron is giving up my family legacy, the Alphaship will be passed from my bloodline completely since we have no child together.He’s not even originally from our pack, what would the pack members think of me?I can’t….I just can’t.I sniff hard, wiping my eyes but it’s useless, the tears won’t stop pouring. I want to stay strong but I feel so weak, within and without.Twice I have carried life inside me and daydreamed, even in my sleep, I did dream about holding them in my hands, I saw
The day Alpha Eli Golden is crowned Supreme Alpha of the West Province, my husband kicks me in the stomach, blood trickling down my thighs as I cradle the secret of our unborn child. I should be out there, playing the perfect Luna to our pack, but here I am—trapped, gasping, and wondering if today’s the day he finally kills me.Out of the twenty-four packs he will now rule over, Eli chose to hold the ceremony in our pack, the Blue Moon pack, in honor of my father, his late best friend. I’ve adored Eli forever—my godfather, my unattainable crush—his presence a rare light in the shadows of my life. My excitement for him should be the headline of this day, but instead, it’s the dread pooling in my gut as the door to my room creaks open.I stand from my dresser the moment I catch his scent, my heart leaping, breath shallowing as he steps inside. Not Alpha Eli, but my husband—Alpha Myron Golden, the black wolf of the west, as they call him. The only pure black wolf in a province of multico