Mag-log inWhen I wake, everything feels different. Feels like yesterday never happened. My life has gone from being organized to having no clue what I have ahead of me.
A sharp knock disrupts my thoughts. I grip the blankets tightly to myself, and before I can answer, the door swings wide open, and a heavily built man in all black steps in. "I didn't ask you to come in", I exclaim. How could anyone lack simple courtesy? He ignores me and walks straight towards the windows, spreading the curtains wide open. My eyes shut. The light is blinding. "Good day—" "What time is it?" I cut him off. "It's two p.m...", he answers bluntly. "It's two?!" I exclaim while standing up too fast, which makes me wobble on my feet. He reaches out to study me. "Don't touch me." I hiss. He steps back, keeping a distance between us. How did I sleep through the whole morning? I finally get the time to take in my surroundings. Everything was dark and so out of order yesterday. I'm in a big room decorated with beige colors. The room gives off minimalistic aesthetics. There's a huge bed, a huge wardrobe, a portion of the room has couches and a television, and it's an ensuite. I need to take a bath. I notice the man is still in my room. "Why are you here?" "I was asked to." He shrugs. "You can leave." He's rooted to the spot as if I didn't ask him to leave. "Seriously?" He stares blankly at me. "I want to take a bath. Are you going to stand there while I change?" He takes a seat on the couch with his back facing me. I can't believe this is happening. I make my way to the bathroom, strip myself naked while trying my best not to look in the mirror. I really don't think I can face myself right now. The shower cabinet is filled with my favorite shower products, and for once in these past hours, I feel grateful. I turn on the shower, and as soon as it hits me, everything comes rushing back. The wedding hall. Xena's smirk. My Dad's slap. Damien's rejection. Damien's betrayal cuts the deepest. He knew me since college, knew how much I despised my family, knew every crack in my armor—and still, he chose to break me. Is there something he’s not telling me? Damien can’t do this to me. No. There must be a reason. Tears spill before I can stop them. Just when I thought I was on the brink of freedom, life had to pull a UNO reverse. I step out after my shower, and he’s still here. Why is he here? To spy or protect? Protect? What a joke. The Mafia Lord wouldn't care if I died or lived. "What do I change into? I have no clothes.” "Check the wardrobe," he mutters without turning. I walk to it, pull it open, and my breath catches—every piece in here fits my size. My skin prickles. My heart races. My palms feel clammy, and I don't know what to make of this situation. Everything lines out too perfectly... like my arrival was anticipated. There's a tray of food on the center table when I step out after changing in the bathroom. Mr.—wait, I don't even know his name. I approach him and take a seat on one of the couches. "What's your name?" I try to make small talk. Perhaps I can explore where I am and what's happening. He stares straight ahead. Rude. "Am I not allowed to know your name, too?" I try again. He pushes the tray of food towards me. "That's your food. Please eat." I burst out laughing, and he looks at me like I've just lost my head. "I get kidnapped, confined to a room while being watched, get clothes that are my fit, which cannot be a coincidence, and now you want me to eat the food you offer? You're kidding, right?” "I'm not, you've been asked to eat." "I am tired of everybody telling me what to do! I am grown enough to make my own decisions, and I'm not eating that food." He stares at me. My emotions are all over the place, and I don't like it. "I don't mean to be harsh. I'm sorry,” I take in shallow breaths. “But I'm not eating that food." I apologize, after all, he's not the cause of my predicament. He's just following instructions. There's an awkward silence. Any hopes of getting answers are quashed. Minutes pass, and his phone pings. "He's ready to meet you, ma'am." My heart drops. I'm definitely not in the mood to meet him yet. There are a whole lot of things I need to wrap my head around before I see him. There are questions I need answers to, yet my thoughts aren't organized. I need to get my shit together. I'm still an Azaeres. "Ma'am?" he signals when I've still not made a move. "Okay, let's go.” The hallway stretches endlessly, longer than anything in my father's mansion. Silent. Empty. No paintings. No photographs. No proof that life exists here. It feels like walking through an abandoned hospital— only without the sharp smell of antiseptic. Just emptiness. Why would anyone live like this? A life so vast yet empty? Mr. Bodyguard keeps going. "Why are there no paintings on the walls?" I'm met with silence. "And where's everybody?" No response. "Where are we heading exactly?" "His office on this floor", he states, still walking ahead. His office? On this floor? How many floors are there? What's this building like? I really need to look around and find some exit points. He stops abruptly, and I walk into him. "Ouch. Sorry", I mutter. I raise my head, and we're standing in front of a huge oak door with two men positioned at the entrance. Unlike the one I came with, these men are in suits. "He's been expecting you for the past 5 minutes", one mutters while he proceeds to open the door. We walk into one of the biggest personal offices I've ever seen. What does he need all this space for? The scent of a cigar hits my nose, and I try my best not to cough. The office looks as minimalistic as the room I was in. Except, almost everything in here is dark brown. The office desk is at the far end of the room, and the swivel chair faces the window. "She's here, boss." "You can leave," a voice bellows from behind the desk. The guy I came with steps out. I'm left with the devil. Minutes drag by before the chair finally turns. And there he is. Not a man to joke with. Thirties, broad-shouldered, tanned skin, sharp and precise hair. A dark grey suit clings to him like armor. But it's his eyes—piercing, unyielding—that pin me in place, stripping me bare without a word. "Well, well, well... Ms. Azaeres. Let's discuss what you owe me." My heart drops. I have actually made a deal with the devil himselfLucien's POVI leave Kane in the office.None of what Zolandria is saying makes any sense. I don't confront him, don't say what I know, don't give him any indication that the phone call changed anything. I tell him I'm going to Katherine's to collect Zolandria and I need him to hold the floor. I walk to the elevator, get in, the doors closing behind me. And in the privacy of thirty seconds of descending floors I let myself feel the gravity of what Zolandria is insinuating. Fifteen years.The only man I trusted with my entire being. verification.The elevator opens, I walk to the car, and drive.***Katherine's door opens before I knock.Sera, Katherine's woman, steps back to let me in without speaking. The apartment has a different quality from Vienna. Less suspended, and more intentional. Katherine is in the kitchen doorway with the expression of a woman who has been expecting my arrival because she has things to say and is choosing the right moment for them.I don't look at Kathe
Zolandria's POVThe zip ties are tighter than I'd imagined.I struggle with it for the first twenty minutes, but working at them produces nothing except the burning sensation of plastic biting into skin. I stop. Breathe. I've been pulling against the ties rather than working the joint. I shift position, painful, slow, and find the angle that creates the most movement at the weakest point of the bind. I start again.More methodical this time.Less pulling, more rotating. An hour passes, maybe more.My wrists hurt so bad, but I have made progress. I can feel it: the plastic is loosening up at the point I've been stressing. Not free yet, but getting there.I think about Kane while I work. He's been with Lucien for fifteen years.Whatever Edgard has over him- debt, history, or whatever- I’m sure it goes back further than me. This isn't about me. I was just the most recent operational variable he was managing alongside everything else. But that doesn't make it less devastating. It makes i
Lucien's POVAt three forty-seven pm, my phone rings. "She's not in the bathroom," Marcus says.I go very still."How long?" I ask."She went in at two oh five. It's now three forty-seven." He pauses, like he already knows what’s happened. "I waited until I was certain. The restaurant manager checked the bathroom personally, and she's not there. The back exit was unlocked from the inside."The back exit. Someone who knew the restaurant and had been in there before us or later. But this is planned. "Damien Castello," I say."Still at the table," Marcus says. "He doesn't know. He's been asking the waiter every twenty minutes."I think about it for a couple of seconds. "Bring him in," I say. "Not to the building. Somewhere quiet. I want to talk to him.""And the restaurant?""Lock it down. Nobody leaves until my people have spoken to every person on the floor." I'm already standing, and moving. "The kitchen staff, the bar, the people who were there when she arrived. Someone saw somethin
Zolandria's POVThe first thing that hits me is the smell; damp, concrete, like a closed space that doesn’t get light or air regularly. Then, I feel a dull pain at the back of my head where I was hit. I try to move my hands before I fully open my eyes, but I can’t. Only to open my eyes and see that they are bound behind me, with something that feels like zip ties. My ankles too, and something across my mouth, a tape. I try to let my eyes adjust to the room, but it’s dark, with just a source of light somewhere above and behind me. A single bulb enough to make me make out where I am, without giving anything away. Concrete floor, concrete walls, and the ceiling above me is low enough that I can make out the surface—a basement. I'm on the floor, not tied to anything, just bound, which means I can move if I need to. I'm on my side, which means whoever put me here positioned me carefully enough not to leave me face down, and that could only mean one thing, they need me alive. I breath
Zolandria's POVThree days at the beach house, and it’s been one of the best times in my life. Three days of the sea’s breeze, of Raven making tea at seven am and bringing it to the porch without asking, of long conversations that cover almost everything. Three days of just being Zoe—not Azaeres's daughter, not Lucien’s PA, just me. I needed it more than I knew.Monday afternoon, we finally pack up, ready to leave.Raven hugs me at the car, fiercely, like she didn’t want to depart from me. "Call me," she says. "Actually call. Not the building line.""I will," I say."And Zoe." She pulls back. Looks at me. "Whatever you're figuring out with him — figure it out. Don't let it sit unfinished."I look at her. "I know," I say."I know you know," she says. "I'm saying it anyway."She lets me go, and the car pulls away.I watch her in the rear window until the driveway curves, and she disappears.One moment salt air and open quality of somewhere without buildings and then the next moment, I
Lucien's POVI stand at the window for a while before I pick up my phone and call Mikhail first. “Find and book a coastal property within two hours of the city. Should be private, secured, and available immediately.” “Okay, give me a couple of minutes.”I hang up. A few minutes later, my phone pings with the address from him. Then I call Marcus and give him the address and the security arrangement. Two men stationed at the property, two more for the perimeter. “Don't take her to the city address,” I say. “Take her here.”“She's going to have questions,” Marcus says.“Tell her to relax.”Then I call Raven's number. She picks up on the second ring.“Mr. Dravik,” she says, wariness laced in her voice. ““There's a car coming for you in thirty minutes,” I say. “Pack enough for three days.”Silence.“Is she alright?” she asks. “She's alright,” I say. “She needs time away from here, and I thought you should be a part of that.”Another silence, longer this time, then. “Okay.”“Don't tel







