What if your nightmares were memories of past lives? Every night, Ethan Laurent dreams of the same girl dying in his arms. Every night, he fails to save her. And every morning, he wakes up with the taste of her blood on his lips and a name he can't remember. As the powerful heir to one of the strongest werewolf bloodlines, Ethan has everything - looks, status, and a reputation that makes every girl at LuxeMount Academy want him. But he's hiding something dark behind that perfect face. Then Lydia Bailey shows up, and suddenly his carefully controlled world starts cracking. There's just one tiny problem: every time they get close, history tries to repeat itself. And this time? They're running out of chances to get it right. Can they break the cycle before it destroys them both? Or were they doomed from the start?
View MorePain was nothing new to Lydia Bailey.
She'd learned early that some people were born to be prey, and some were born to hunt. For years, she'd been convinced she was the former—a walking target, invisible except when someone wanted to remind her how little she mattered. The bruise on her cheek was still fresh from yesterday. Amber Miller's ring had caught her just right, leaving a perfect crescent of purple and blue that matched the loneliness etched into Lydia's bones. Her mother would notice—she always did—but she'd say nothing. Just another silent look. Just another moment of pretending. Silver-dale wasn't a school. It was a battlefield, and Lydia had never learned how to fight back. The morning was typical. Cold. Gray. The kind of morning that promised nothing but more of the same. Lydia adjusted her worn hoodie, pulling it closer, trying to disappear into the fabric. Her fingers traced the new bruise, a ritual of survival she'd perfected over years of being the girl nobody saw—until they wanted to see her pain. The classroom buzzed with the usual noise, but something felt different. Different for Lydia, at least. Mr. Harrison's voice droned on about medieval literature, but all Lydia could focus on was the overwhelming sensory assault. The strawberry shampoo of the girl two rows ahead. The leather of Janet’s new shoes. The sharp scent of the pencil sharpener at the back of the room. "Ms. Bailey?" Mr. Harrison's voice cut through her thoughts. "Would you care to share your interpretation of the text?" Lydia blinked, her mind racing. She'd been reading the passage, hadn't she? But now, the words seemed to swim on the page. "I... I'm sorry," she stammered. A crumpled paper hit the back of her head. Laughter erupted. “Nice one, loser," someone muttered. Nothing new. She was used to being the target. Her ears—no, that wasn't possible. Her hearing couldn't be this sharp. She'd watched too many supernatural movies. This was just her imagination playing tricks. "I'm sorry, Mr. Harrison," Lydia mumbled again, her cheeks burning. The bell rang. Sweet escape. Lydia needed space. Needed to breathe. The wooded area behind the school was her sanctuary. Nobody ever came here. Nobody except her. Until today. "Well, well. Look who we have here." Amber Miller. Of course. Her shoes crunched on the fallen leaves. Melissa and Janet accompanied her, like some kind of mean girl squad from a bad teen movie. "We've been looking for you," Amber said, her voice dripping with that special kind of cruelty reserved just for Lydia. “Where is our assignment?” Lydia stood, holding the straps of her backpack tightly. “I… I didn’t have time.” Amber’s smirk vanished. “Didn’t have time?” she repeated, stepping closer. “Do you know what that means for us? We don’t have time to deal with your pathetic excuses, Loser.” “You’re such a waste,” Melissa added, circling Lydia slowly, like a vulture. “Your dad should’ve released you in the trash.” “Oh my God,” Janet chimed in, giggling. “That’s so true! He could’ve saved us all from this disaster of a human being.” Amber’s smile widened as Lydia’s breathing quickened. Her chest rose and fell like she was struggling for air “Look at her," Melissa sneered. "Daddy issues written all over her face. I’m sure he left because he couldn't stand looking at such an ugly, useless piece of trash." Janet joined in, her words like daggers. "And your mom's just as pathetic. Probably works some minimum wage job, hoping you'll amount to something. Spoiler alert: you won't." Amber stepped even closer, her breath hot on Lydia's face. "Nobody wants you. Nobody will ever want you. You're nothing. Less than nothing. A ghost. A mistake." "Bet you can't even afford new clothes," Melissa laughed. "Everything's second-hand. Just like your life." "I heard her mom can barely pay rent," Janet said loudly. "Probably gonna end up homeless. Some people are just born to fail." Amber's final blow came with a cruel smile. "No wonder you're always alone. Who'd want to be friends with someone so pathetic? You're not even worth bullying. You're just... existing. And barely." Lydia couldn’t hear them anymore. Her ears were ringing, her vision blurring. Lydia was really struggling at this point “What’s wrong with her?” Amber asked, raising an eyebrow. “You gonna cry, loser? Or maybe hit us.” Lydia hands began to tremble. But it wasn't from weakness. Amber leaned in close. “I said, are you going to hit us?” The first change happened in her hands. Fingers lengthening. Nails hardening. Something wild and uncontrollable erupting from deep within. A growl—not human, not entirely animal—escaped her throat. Amber's eyes widened. For the first time, fear replaced her usual contempt. It happened fast. Lydia wasn't sure later how much was real, how much was instinct. Claws. Teeth. A blur of movement that sent Amber crashing into a massive pine. Melissa screamed. Jane tried to run. But something caught her. When the forest went quiet again, they were all down. Scratched. Bruised. Terrified. Lydia stood in the center, breathing hard. Her hands—normal again. Her body—human again. By the time, Lydia was called to the principal’s office, the story had already spread. Amber's parents were waiting, livid. "This girl is a danger to everyone here!" Amber's father yelled. "She attacked my daughter! She should be expelled immediately!" Principal Sanchez shifted uncomfortably. The Millers weren't just parents. They were the school's primary financial sponsors. Their donations kept the football program running, funded new computer labs, basically kept Silverdale High afloat. The principal glanced at Lydia, his expression grim then back to his saviors. “Mr. Miller, we're taking this very seriously—" the principal began. "Seriously?" Mrs. Miller interrupted, her voice sharp enough to cut glass. "Our daughter is traumatized! Physically and emotionally scarred!" Lydia sat silent. Small. Invisible. "Miss Bailey, do you have anything to say for yourself?" Principal Sanchez asked "I ... I didn't mean to," Lydia whispered, her voice cracking. "It just happened." "That's not good enough!" Amber's mother snapped. "My only daughter is injured. And if you think I’m walking out of here without consequences, you’re mistaken.“ “Please, Mr. Miller-" Principal Sanchez began, but he was cut off. "Don't 'please' me. If this school won't hold her accountable, the police will." Lydia's stomach dropped as Mr. Miller pulled out his phone. "Wait—" she started, but the words died in her throat. Police? This couldn't be happening. This couldn't be happening. Not now. Not when every single one of her carefully constructed dreams was balanced on the razor's edge of her future. College. Her perfect application. Everything she’d worked for– was it all about to fall apart right in front of her? “Please.” The word barely left her lips, weak but desperate. But Mr. Miller didn’t even flinch, too focused on making his call. Principal Sanchez sat frozen, avoiding her eyes—helpless, or maybe just unwilling. The Millers, with their deep pockets and power, always came first. Lydia had never stood a chance. When they led her out, the hallway felt longer than ever with hundred stares and whispers following her "Witch!" "Freak!” "Murderer!" The words felt like punches, knocking the air out of her. Her heightened senses picked up every single comment. Every hushed conversation. Every brutal accusation. "Bet she killed her dad too," someone muttered. "Look at her. Total psychopath." Tears slid down Lydia's cheeks. She couldn't tell if she was crying from fear or the weird way everything suddenly felt too loud, too bright, too much. The smells. The looks. People were pointing. Phones out. Recording. Judging. “I’m not like that,” she whispered, rubbing her sleeve over her eyes but the tears wouldn’t stop. "Mom," she tried again, her voice shaking. "Please. Someone. Call my mom." But no one paid attention. Either they didn’t hear her or they didn’t care enough to. At the police station, Lydia was basically dying inside, wondering how her life had gone from bad to apocalyptic in like, two hours. Until he walked out. Not just walked. Strutted. The kind of guy who looked like he stepped straight out of one of those Korean dramas. Tall. Muscular. Cheekbones that could probably cut glass. The type of guy who wouldn't even glance in her direction on a normal day—and right now, she was definitely not having a normal day. He was arguing with a girl who looked just like him—probably his sister. Something about "you can't keep doing this" and "we need to talk about this." But honestly? Lydia heard nothing. Her brain had basically short-circuited. Their eyes met. Time legit stopped. In that moment, Lydia forgot she was about to be arrested. Forgot about the bruise on her face. Forgot about Amber and her mean girl squad. Forgot about everything. He was... God, he was beautiful. Not in that fake I*******m filter way. But in a raw, accidentally perfect way that made her heart do this weird stutter-step thing. "Lydia." Her mom's voice crashed through her little fantasy world like a bucket of ice water. Reality. Welcome back. You're the worst.Sleep had finally claimed both of them. Thank the moon goddess because honestly? After all that Shadowbreed drama, they both needed their beauty rest.Everything was peaceful until sometime around 3 AM when Ethan started moving. It startled Lydia awake, and for a second she thought they were being attacked again.But nope. Just Ethan having what looked like the nightmare from hell.He was sweating even though the room was freezing cold. His face was all scrunched up in that broody way of his, but this time it was not for show. Whatever he was seeing behind those closed eyelids was seriously messing him up."Ethan," Lydia whispered, poking his shoulder. No answer.She whispered again, softer this time, like maybe gentleness would work where volume would not. “Ethan, hey..."His lips moved, forming words that never quite made it into sound. She leaned in, holding her breath, trying to catch whatever pieces she could“Do not...no...” It was barely a whisper, like whatever he was seeing w
She walked into the bedroom like it might hurt her. The blanket on the bed was still messy from earlier, the fear still clinging to it like it had not really gone. Without saying anything, she grabbed it and pulled hard, letting it drop to the floor.“I can not sleep with that on the bed.”Ethan did not argue. Wolves remembered through scent. Even if she could not smell what he did, her body still remembered.“Use mine,” he said, disappearing for a moment and returning with a thick, dark blue blanket. “It is clean.”She took it quietly. Their hands nearly touched but did not. Lydia made the bed fast, like keeping busy would keep her mind from thinking too much. When she was done, she stood staring at the bed, like she had just realized what it meant—two people. One room.“I am just gonna…” she waved toward the bathroom. “Get ready.”Ethan nodded and sat down in the chair by the window. He listened to her move behind the closed door. Water running. A drawer opening. Toothbrush tapping
“Perfect. We should just start preparing for death.”Lydia’s voice was dry, almost sarcastic, but not enough to hide the tremor under it.Ethan turned, a corner of his mouth twitching like he was trying to fight off a smile.“What is so funny?” she asked, folding her arms. “Not scared of dying?”He shrugged. “Death is for everyone. We all die eventually. Why waste energy fearing something that is guaranteed?”Lydia scoffed. “Wow. Morbid and emotionally unavailable. What a combo.”But Ethan’s eyes did not carry their usual detachment. They were darker tonight. Not just brooding, haunted.She let out a breath and leaned back against the counter, fingers tightening around her mug like it was the only solid thing left. “It was not dying that scared me,” she said quietly. “I think…I could have handled that. The pain, the ending. I have made peace with the idea that it might not be a long life for someone like me.” Her voice cracked, but she kept going. “I was scared for my mom. For what i
What if he had stayed on that call with Riley a little longer? What if he had taken his time walking back, let the rain slow him down, told himself it could wait?Five seconds. That is all it would have taken A breath. One fucking breath slower, and she would be…Ethan rubbed his palms down his face, hard. His jaw was locked so tight it hurt. He could still see it, see Lydia standing there, frozen, that thing so close. Too close. Her eyes, God. That look. Like she knew what was coming and had already accepted it.She had not screamed. Had not moved. Just stood there waiting like prey that did not get the chance to run.And he had told her to go ahead. Walk alone. Because he needed to breathe. Because she made him feel too much. Because he thought pushing her away would shut it all off.Instead, it almost got her killedWhat the fuck was he doing?This was not about duty anymore. It was not about legacy, alliances, or the cold-blooded rules drilled into him until they felt like truth
Ethan did not know what the hell was wrong with him. Lydia was not his type. She never had been. Too stubborn. Too soft. Too…much, and yet, here he was, haunted by the scent of her skin, the tremble in her voice, the way she looked at him. A look he did not deserve.Every cell in his body screamed to turn around, to look at her, to finish what they had started against that tree. But he would not. He could not.He had spent the last two days telling himself he was fine with the silence between them. That the distance was necessary. But every hour without seeing her felt like something crawling under his skin. He found himself pacing. Listening for her voice like it might steady something in him. It did not. Nothing did.Because the truth he would not say out loud, not even to himself, was simple: Lydia was not just getting under his skin. She was already there. Deep and that terrified him.The memory of her pressed against him, soft and yielding yet somehow strong enough to push him aw
They walked in silence. The kind that stretches too long and coils itself around your spine like a warning. Every step Lydia took felt heavy like the earth was watching. The woods had gone still again, the way it did before a storm or after something bad.She did not look at Ethan. Would not. Could not. Not with the way her skin prickled just being near him. Not with how her body still remembered his. How he had thrown himself over her like a human shield, heat and muscle and growl. That stupid heroic instinct of his, like saving her was something he did not even need to think about.It made her chest feel tight.She focused on her boots instead. Watched the mud cling to the soles. Let herself listen to the crunch of twigs and not the way his breathing sounded when he was close. Not the way the scent of pine and heat and Ethan kept messing with her brain.And still, he said nothing.“You are quiet,” he muttered finally. “What is the matter? Cat got your tongue?”She scoffed, folding h
Avoiding Ethan was harder than Lydia thought. For someone who acted like he wanted to be left alone, he sure had a knack for showing up everywhere. She found herself ducking behind trees, taking the long way around town and slipping out early to run errands just to avoid him. It was exhausting, really. Who knew avoiding one person could become a full-time job?Two days had passed since the fight with the creature and Grimholt had fallen into an uneasy silence. No strange noises. No shadows creeping through the woods. Just silence. Lydia would have given anything to keep it that way.She kept telling herself it was better to steer clear of Ethan. Better to give him space, better to give herself space. After everything he said, it was safer to keep her distance. Hating him wasn’t an option not anymore. She couldn’t hate him even if she tried. But she also couldn’t bear to be near him not when his presence made her feel like she was being slowly torn apart from the inside.Ethan seemed f
Almost dying makes you see things differently. Colors look brighter. Sounds are clearer. Even the air tastes better when you know you almost stopped breathing forever.But fear sticks to you. It follows you like a shadow.Walking back to their cabin was so long for Lydia. She helped hurt Ethan through the scary woods, always thinking that the monster might jump out. Every sound made her heart jump. The weird trees seemed to laugh at them.Ethan's blood was wet on her shirt. It showed her that even strong people can bleed. Can get hurt. Can die.She kept thinking: What if things went wrong? What would she tell the Alpha? "Sorry, I got your heir killed?"She almost laughed. Who was she kidding? If Ethan had not fought that monster, she would be dead. Just a sad story people would tell. "Remember Lydia? Poor girl died."She looked at Ethan. His jaw was tight, eyes looking ahead. He had not spoken since they left. That's Ethan for you. Bleeding but too proud to show it hurts.But Lydia kn
Lydia jumped at every noise as they walked to Fay's cabin. She kept thinking about Alain's cut-off head."You feel it too?" Ethan asked.Lydia nodded. "These woods feel wrong." The air felt sticky. "Like eyes are watching.""They are," Ethan said."What do you mean?""Look at the tree." He pointed.At first, Lydia saw nothing odd. Then she saw it, a face in the bark with empty eyes and an open mouth. She stepped closer, thinking it was just shadows.Then it blinked. Lydia fell back against Ethan. He held her shoulders."Don't look too long," he said softly. "The more you look, the more they see you.""What are they?" Lydia whispered."I don't know yet," Ethan said.As they walked, Lydia saw faces in all the trees. Some looked asleep, others watched them. None looked human."I've never seen this," she said. "This isn't normal, right?""Right," Ethan agreed. "Something opened a door that should've stayed closed."The path got smaller. Ethan went first with Lydia behind. She looked at hi
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