What if your nightmares were memories of past lives? Every night, Ethan Laurent dreams of the same girl dying in his arms. Every night, he fails to save her. And every morning, he wakes up with the taste of her blood on his lips and a name he can't remember. As the powerful heir to one of the strongest werewolf bloodlines, Ethan has everything - looks, status, and a reputation that makes every girl at LuxeMount Academy want him. But he's hiding something dark behind that perfect face. Then Lydia Bailey shows up, and suddenly his carefully controlled world starts cracking. There's just one tiny problem: every time they get close, history tries to repeat itself. And this time? They're running out of chances to get it right. Can they break the cycle before it destroys them both? Or were they doomed from the start?
view morePain was nothing new to Lydia Bailey.
She'd learned early that some people were born to be prey, and some were born to hunt. For years, she'd been convinced she was the former—a walking target, invisible except when someone wanted to remind her how little she mattered. The bruise on her cheek was still fresh from yesterday. Amber Miller's ring had caught her just right, leaving a perfect crescent of purple and blue that matched the loneliness etched into Lydia's bones. Her mother would notice—she always did—but she'd say nothing. Just another silent look. Just another moment of pretending. Silver-dale wasn't a school. It was a battlefield, and Lydia had never learned how to fight back. The morning was typical. Cold. Gray. The kind of morning that promised nothing but more of the same. Lydia adjusted her worn hoodie, pulling it closer, trying to disappear into the fabric. Her fingers traced the new bruise, a ritual of survival she'd perfected over years of being the girl nobody saw—until they wanted to see her pain. The classroom buzzed with the usual noise, but something felt different. Different for Lydia, at least. Mr. Harrison's voice droned on about medieval literature, but all Lydia could focus on was the overwhelming sensory assault. The strawberry shampoo of the girl two rows ahead. The leather of Janet’s new shoes. The sharp scent of the pencil sharpener at the back of the room. "Ms. Bailey?" Mr. Harrison's voice cut through her thoughts. "Would you care to share your interpretation of the text?" Lydia blinked, her mind racing. She'd been reading the passage, hadn't she? But now, the words seemed to swim on the page. "I... I'm sorry," she stammered. A crumpled paper hit the back of her head. Laughter erupted. “Nice one, loser," someone muttered. Nothing new. She was used to being the target. Her ears—no, that wasn't possible. Her hearing couldn't be this sharp. She'd watched too many supernatural movies. This was just her imagination playing tricks. "I'm sorry, Mr. Harrison," Lydia mumbled again, her cheeks burning. The bell rang. Sweet escape. Lydia needed space. Needed to breathe. The wooded area behind the school was her sanctuary. Nobody ever came here. Nobody except her. Until today. "Well, well. Look who we have here." Amber Miller. Of course. Her shoes crunched on the fallen leaves. Melissa and Janet accompanied her, like some kind of mean girl squad from a bad teen movie. "We've been looking for you," Amber said, her voice dripping with that special kind of cruelty reserved just for Lydia. “Where is our assignment?” Lydia stood, holding the straps of her backpack tightly. “I… I didn’t have time.” Amber’s smirk vanished. “Didn’t have time?” she repeated, stepping closer. “Do you know what that means for us? We don’t have time to deal with your pathetic excuses, Loser.” “You’re such a waste,” Melissa added, circling Lydia slowly, like a vulture. “Your dad should’ve released you in the trash.” “Oh my God,” Janet chimed in, giggling. “That’s so true! He could’ve saved us all from this disaster of a human being.” Amber’s smile widened as Lydia’s breathing quickened. Her chest rose and fell like she was struggling for air “Look at her," Melissa sneered. "Daddy issues written all over her face. I’m sure he left because he couldn't stand looking at such an ugly, useless piece of trash." Janet joined in, her words like daggers. "And your mom's just as pathetic. Probably works some minimum wage job, hoping you'll amount to something. Spoiler alert: you won't." Amber stepped even closer, her breath hot on Lydia's face. "Nobody wants you. Nobody will ever want you. You're nothing. Less than nothing. A ghost. A mistake." "Bet you can't even afford new clothes," Melissa laughed. "Everything's second-hand. Just like your life." "I heard her mom can barely pay rent," Janet said loudly. "Probably gonna end up homeless. Some people are just born to fail." Amber's final blow came with a cruel smile. "No wonder you're always alone. Who'd want to be friends with someone so pathetic? You're not even worth bullying. You're just... existing. And barely." Lydia couldn’t hear them anymore. Her ears were ringing, her vision blurring. Lydia was really struggling at this point “What’s wrong with her?” Amber asked, raising an eyebrow. “You gonna cry, loser? Or maybe hit us.” Lydia hands began to tremble. But it wasn't from weakness. Amber leaned in close. “I said, are you going to hit us?” The first change happened in her hands. Fingers lengthening. Nails hardening. Something wild and uncontrollable erupting from deep within. A growl—not human, not entirely animal—escaped her throat. Amber's eyes widened. For the first time, fear replaced her usual contempt. It happened fast. Lydia wasn't sure later how much was real, how much was instinct. Claws. Teeth. A blur of movement that sent Amber crashing into a massive pine. Melissa screamed. Jane tried to run. But something caught her. When the forest went quiet again, they were all down. Scratched. Bruised. Terrified. Lydia stood in the center, breathing hard. Her hands—normal again. Her body—human again. By the time, Lydia was called to the principal’s office, the story had already spread. Amber's parents were waiting, livid. "This girl is a danger to everyone here!" Amber's father yelled. "She attacked my daughter! She should be expelled immediately!" Principal Sanchez shifted uncomfortably. The Millers weren't just parents. They were the school's primary financial sponsors. Their donations kept the football program running, funded new computer labs, basically kept Silverdale High afloat. The principal glanced at Lydia, his expression grim then back to his saviors. “Mr. Miller, we're taking this very seriously—" the principal began. "Seriously?" Mrs. Miller interrupted, her voice sharp enough to cut glass. "Our daughter is traumatized! Physically and emotionally scarred!" Lydia sat silent. Small. Invisible. "Miss Bailey, do you have anything to say for yourself?" Principal Sanchez asked "I ... I didn't mean to," Lydia whispered, her voice cracking. "It just happened." "That's not good enough!" Amber's mother snapped. "My only daughter is injured. And if you think I’m walking out of here without consequences, you’re mistaken.“ “Please, Mr. Miller-" Principal Sanchez began, but he was cut off. "Don't 'please' me. If this school won't hold her accountable, the police will." Lydia's stomach dropped as Mr. Miller pulled out his phone. "Wait—" she started, but the words died in her throat. Police? This couldn't be happening. This couldn't be happening. Not now. Not when every single one of her carefully constructed dreams was balanced on the razor's edge of her future. College. Her perfect application. Everything she’d worked for– was it all about to fall apart right in front of her? “Please.” The word barely left her lips, weak but desperate. But Mr. Miller didn’t even flinch, too focused on making his call. Principal Sanchez sat frozen, avoiding her eyes—helpless, or maybe just unwilling. The Millers, with their deep pockets and power, always came first. Lydia had never stood a chance. When they led her out, the hallway felt longer than ever with hundred stares and whispers following her "Witch!" "Freak!” "Murderer!" The words felt like punches, knocking the air out of her. Her heightened senses picked up every single comment. Every hushed conversation. Every brutal accusation. "Bet she killed her dad too," someone muttered. "Look at her. Total psychopath." Tears slid down Lydia's cheeks. She couldn't tell if she was crying from fear or the weird way everything suddenly felt too loud, too bright, too much. The smells. The looks. People were pointing. Phones out. Recording. Judging. “I’m not like that,” she whispered, rubbing her sleeve over her eyes but the tears wouldn’t stop. "Mom," she tried again, her voice shaking. "Please. Someone. Call my mom." But no one paid attention. Either they didn’t hear her or they didn’t care enough to. At the police station, Lydia was basically dying inside, wondering how her life had gone from bad to apocalyptic in like, two hours. Until he walked out. Not just walked. Strutted. The kind of guy who looked like he stepped straight out of one of those Korean dramas. Tall. Muscular. Cheekbones that could probably cut glass. The type of guy who wouldn't even glance in her direction on a normal day—and right now, she was definitely not having a normal day. He was arguing with a girl who looked just like him—probably his sister. Something about "you can't keep doing this" and "we need to talk about this." But honestly? Lydia heard nothing. Her brain had basically short-circuited. Their eyes met. Time legit stopped. In that moment, Lydia forgot she was about to be arrested. Forgot about the bruise on her face. Forgot about Amber and her mean girl squad. Forgot about everything. He was... God, he was beautiful. Not in that fake I*******m filter way. But in a raw, accidentally perfect way that made her heart do this weird stutter-step thing. "Lydia." Her mom's voice crashed through her little fantasy world like a bucket of ice water. Reality. Welcome back. You're the worst.Riley’s mind was racing. No plan felt good enough and every second wasted made her chest feel tighter. She was pacing before she realized it—half-talking to herself, hands moving, eyes scanning the room for nothing in particular Then she stopped cold. “Elvis,” she muttered, more to herself than EthanA second later, she got louder. “Elvis. Elvis.” She stared patting down the table, then the bed, searching for her phone like it might have grown legs Ethan looked at her, eyebrows drawn. “What?”She didn’t answer. She just grabbed her phone and went straight to contacts, scrolling fast “Riley,” Elvis answered on the second ring. “I’ve been trying to reach you. You okay?”“Kinda,” she said pacing. “I need you to check something with your father.”“What’s this about?”“It’s Lydia. She’s missing,” Riley said quickly. “And we are sure our dad have something to do with it.”Ethan’s jaw clenched.“We just need to know if she’s...” Her voice caught. “If she’s still alive.”The last part hit
Lydia knew it was stupid the moment she stepped off the last hill. Every voice in her head was screaming at her— turn back, run, what the hell are you doing? This wasn’t just reckless, and yeah, she totally knew that. This was full-on, no-brakes, borderline-suicidal-level dumb. But did she care? Not even a little She hadn't walked for hours through freezing woods and tripping over roots just to chicken out now. If Ethan was in her shoes, he wouldn't be sitting around doing nothing.The Laurent estate stretched out below her like something from a movie. Not the good kind of movie either. The kind where everyone dies at the end.She took maybe five steps down the hill before she spotted them. Guards. A whole damn army of them and they were already looking right at her. Weapons up, ready to shoot.Her heart nearly stopped when she saw the little red dot sitting right over her chest. She looked up toward the main house and sure enough, there was a sniper on the roof. Probably more than o
Lydia didn’t know how long she stayed curled up on the edge of her bed, phone still pressed against her ear long after the line had gone dead. Ethan’s words had filled her like fire and broken all at once. Everything hurt– her chest, her head, her heart. It wasn’t just that she missed him. It was the fear. Fear of what came next. He had told her to brace herself. Warned her without saying much at all. She wanted to call him back, ask what he meant, beg him to let her in, just a little. But she knew he’d already made up his mind. She could feel it. Whatever he was about to do, he was doing it with or without her permission And maybe that was the part that hurt the most—realizing she had no say. No power. She just had to sit here and wait So she told herself she’d let it go. That she’d trust him to do what needed to be done. That somehow, after all this, they’d still be okay. Still be standing, still be holding onto each other no matter what was left of them. It felt naive. Almost ch
Riley Laurent noticed everything. It was a skill she had honed since childhood—watching, listening, cataloging every detail that others missed. Tonight, that skill was working overtime.With one hand clamped to her mouth and the other gripping her frock, Lydia virtually raced towards the doorway as she hurried out of the ballroom. The girl's meticulously applied eyeliner was unable to conceal the tears that threatened to fall.Riley's eyes swept the room and it did not take long to notice Ethan was missing and Alexandra was nowhere to be seen either. The pieces clicked together with sickening clarity.Something had happened. Something bad. She did not hesitate. She slipped out of the ballroom and went looking for him but every room she checked left her more frustrated. She pulled out her phone and started calling as she moved through the corridors but each call went straight to voicemail.Her jaw tightened. “Come on, Ethan. Where the hell are you?”Riley allowed her senses lead her t
Lydia stared at the basement door for a full thirty seconds, her hand hovering over the handle. Every rational part of her brain screamed that this was insane. They were at a formal gala. Hundreds of werewolves upstairs, including his family. The risk was astronomical. But her feet had carried her down here anyway.She pushed open the door to storage room B-12. The space was cramped, filled with extra chairs and decorative props from past events. A single overhead bulb cast harsh shadows across the concrete walls.Ethan was already there, pacing like a caged animal. His tie hung loose around his neck, the top button of his shirt undone. The moment he saw her, he stopped moving."You came," he said, relief flooding his voice."I shouldn't have." Lydia closed the door behind her but stayed pressed against it. "Ethan, we can't do this. Not here. Not tonight. There are too many people who could...”He crossed the small space in two strides and kissed her, hard and desperate. All her prote
The Frosted Midnight gala was already in full swing when Riley's car pulled up to the grand entrance of Marquis Hall. Unlike the ordinary campus buildings, tonight the hall looked transformed—ice sculptures stood on either side of the entrance, and silver-blue lights covered the stone walls to mimic moonlight. Floating lanterns hovered above glowing with soft, cold light. A black carpet stretched up the stone steps, where photographers lined both sides like predators waiting for prey.As soon as the car door opened, Lydia caught the scent—power, expensive perfume, and something distinctly other. The unmistakable musk of werewolves in formal gathering. Her senses heightened even as her nerves threatened to overwhelm her."Ready?" Riley asked, her silver dress catching the light as she stepped out first.The effect was immediate. "Riley Laurent!" "Miss Laurent, over here!" The photographers surged forward, cameras flashing in a blinding storm.Lydia hesitated, about to hang back, but Ri
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