Grisella POV
My feet roughly stepped on the dry leaves that had fallen on the ground. My body doesn't care about breaking through the forest bushes. The tears streaming down my cheeks overpowered my senses until I stopped running when my steps stopped at the waterfall place. The ripples from the falling waterfall brought me to my feelings of fatigue. My breath was wheezing, showing that my body was no longer strong enough to run. I fell on my knees and screamed with all my might to release my emotions. "I hate my life. I hate my world," I shouted irritably.
"During my life, I only tried to do my best. I made my parents happy. I love Delon.
Sincerely. I gave everything. I sacrificed time, money, body, energy for others' happiness until I forgot to make myself happy, then why do you still make me accept painful things like this? "I shouted, looking up at the sky in despair.
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Grisella POVI put full concentration into typing my new novel. Language for a language I assembled to form a sentence to create an exciting plot. Even though I'm writing the latest genre, it doesn't feel that heavy though there are still some ambiguities. Suddenly I heard a howling wolf. I was stunned, looking towards the forest from behind my bedroom window."What the hell," I grumbled. I just went too far. Now I feel like I understand the meaning of each howl. Hah, this is ridiculous "stay in your consciousness Grisella," I said, calming myself. I set my concentration back and started typing my novel again. My cellphone rang startled me "Oh shiit, why am I so tense," I said. I swept the state of the room with my eyes, no one but myself. And outside there, the sky is so bright, showing off a beautiful and sunny day. Why am I the only one who feels a horror atmosphere?Dennis's name is printed on my cellphon
Grisella POVI did enjoy the flower garden, but I couldn't fully enjoy it. Dennis puts a burden on me. I'm not too fond of things like this. Too confused to answer, and that day I just kept quiet. But Dennis was not angry. His attitude was so calm, and he told me to take me home for my convenience."You want chocolate?" asked Dennis as he opened the car door for me when we reached my porch. I can't say that seeing the flower garden with Dennis is a date, too short but meaningful for me. "hah? chocolate?" I asked, confused. Dennis nodded his head firmly "yeah, chocolate. I will bring it. At least you have to hear my story that I haven't had the chance to tell," said Dennis. I paused for a moment, "oh, about why you hate werewolves so much?" I saidDennis smiled "I'll bring you chocolate later, and thank you for spending time with me," said Dennis and left. I took a deep breath. Holding back, this feeling was e
Grisella POVI was pensive while sitting in the back yard. Well, my thoughts lately are complicated to work with. What I'm thinking right now shouldn't be a big problem for me. But why am I restless thinking about this? Why my feelings are chaotic uncertain. Like a hurricane that blows out of the direction. Maria's words last night made me uneasyflashback onmaria was silent for a moment when I asked that question. Even though maria doesn't want to answer, I don't care. For me, personal matters let only the person himself know. I don't need to find out what people think are sensitive to discuss. "It doesn't matter if you don't want to answer. Besides, maybe it doesn't matter to me," I said smiling
Grisella POVThe wind makes the leaves sway noisily. I could feel Noah watching me even though he couldn't see his form. Hah, maybe he's busy taking care of his lover named Kayla. Now my full concentration on Dennis. I was already curious about Dennis. Why do people who understand the existence of werewolves hate werewolves so much? maybe this could be an excellent material for my novel"This is a long and annoying story for me to look back on," said Dennis after he was silent for a long time. I was stunned, staring at Dennis uncomfortably "okay, if you can't tell it, no problem. I also don't want to force it," I said awkwardly. Dennis rubbed the top of my head indulgently, well as he always did. And I'm used to Dennis treating me like that."But my heart wants to share this story with you like there is a feeling that compels me to tell you all my complaints. And I hope you don't get tired of hearing this rid
Grisella POVMy eyes stare at me, and my mind is blank without direction. I walked through the woods, of course, with the knowledge of Maria and Claudia. It's just that no one can hold me even though the others have tried to prevent me from entering the forest alone. No, I want to see that waterfall again. I miss the smell of the falling water and the humidity of the air that is there.My body seems to be one with this forest every time the wind blows. I feel protected. The leaves that sounded because of the windswept like singing a sweet song made me feel calm. The little animals and birds that flew around cheerfully greeted my arrival "this is ridiculous. Why do I have to face choices that are always difficult? If only there were a way other than choosing something, I would have done it," I grumbled, stopped walking when I reached the front of the waterfall."Huh, I ended up here again. This is the only pla
Grisella POVI was stiffly silent when the woman suddenly sat beside me. His attitude is adorable as a child "how do you know my name?" asked the woman. I nodded my head just like that, as if his attitude hypnotized me. "You, you Kayla?" I said, pointing at her, while my other hand tightly gripped my neck, which was still sore"Your face is foreign to me, but you know me. Have the humans here allowed the information about werewolves to spread to the outside world? But the necklace you wear, I know the necklace, hey, your neck is bruised." Kayla was so talkative when she spoke. suddenly, I covered my neck with my jacket "it's OK," I replied awkwardly.I can't let go of my amazement at Kayla. Kayla's aura is different. Just as a woman seeing Kayla has amazed me like this. Especially the men, Maria was right. It's only natural that Kayla is the target of the man in the pack "OK, I've had enough fun" Kayla got up
Grisella POVAs agreed with Dennis and me, we left very early. When the sun was still embarrassed to rise, Dennis and I were already on our way. The view of the hill was still dark, and the air was still cold. Dennis told me it took three hours to drive to his mother's house outside the city. "Are you okay?" Dennis asked, seeing me hugging the blanket that Dennis gave me warmly. I nodded my head, was quite warm with the blanket and car warmers. Dennis "This is better," I replied, smiling."If you're still sleepy, sleep. I'll wake you up when we get there," suggested Dennis. I refuse. I think I still want to chat with Dennis. I don't know as if there was a sense of comfort that started to be created between Dennis and me, but I haven't dared to say that I also like Dennis like a man. "Hmmm, you know? My ex sends all the things I gave him back to me like a gift box," I said, opening the chat."Oh damn, that's s
Grisella POVLio looked around. Maybe she wanted to confirm Dennis's whereabouts first. Of course, the things we will discuss next are sensitive things for Dennis. Lio asked me not to focus too much on my thoughts because the more I focus on thinking about my feelings, the more I will only feel more tightness in my chest."I know you and him are still in the middle of a bond. But I don't understand why you chose that? Does someone else have your heart?" asked Lio suddenly. I wrinkled my forehead confused "okay. Hmm, his name is Jhon. He is a handsome man. I fell in love with his smile the first time I met him. At that time, I was nervous, as if there was an urge that made me meet someone at the edge of the forest. I do not understand. I mean, you know that I already had Dennis and his chest, but my body was like a magnet that was attracted to the other side.""Ohh, sorry, are we talking about your werewolf no