LOGINAlanza's POV
The Novel Grind
"It's about time I found you."
The new start I needed had to be far away. That's how I ended up in Cedarwood, a little town outside Spokane, Washington. I didn't plan it. I just panicked when I smelled shifters at the train station. A rideshare app and a random pin drop got me out of the city fast.
Now I lived in a storybook.
Cedarwood felt like a modern postcard. The main street, where I ended up, was all brick and quirky little shops. People walked everywhere because there was zero parking. They came for the charm, I guessed.
Two weeks later, I was still here. I was working at The Novel Grind, a bookshop that also sold coffee. Even better, I got the small apartment upstairs. My new boss used it for storage for years, so it was a mess of boxes. Still, it was mine. I loved it.
I still didn't know how I got so lucky. I hadn't smelled a single shifter since I arrived. Everyone said the Blue Storm Pack was easy on humans in their territory. The fear still lived in my stomach, though. It whispered that any day the Pack would find me. They would bang on the door, demanding to know why I hadn't checked in. I pushed the thought away. Future Alanza can handle that mess.
I hoped I smelled human enough to be safe.
The bell over the door jingled. Mrs. Elkins stepped inside. I looked up from shelving a book, a small smile already forming. Her presence always calmed me. She was so cheerful and round I sometimes thought she was married to Santa Claus.
"Good morning, Alanza," she said, her voice warm. Her eyes crinkled in the corners. "How are you today? Settling in alright?"
I nodded, my smile wider now. "I'm doing well, Mrs. Elkins. Thank you again for the job and the apartment. I really appreciate it."
She let out a soft, musical laugh. "Oh, Alanza, you don't have to thank me every day."
Heat rose in my cheeks. "I'm just grateful."
She walked closer and rested her hand over mine. The touch felt solid and kind. "The Novel Grind is a haven, Alanza. It's a place for those who feel like they don't quite fit."
My eyes stung. I blinked hard, trying to hide how much her simple words hurt. She had no idea how much of an outsider I really was.
"I want you to find your happiness here," she went on. She gestured toward the books that lined the walls. "Among the thousands of realities written in these pages. There are worlds of possibilities waiting for you."
I glanced around the shop. Every shelf held a different life, a different story. Maybe I could find my own story here too.
"Thank you, Mrs. Elkins," I said quietly. My voice felt tight. "I think I might." I rubbed the center of my chest. The familiar burn flared beneath my sternum. Nothing ever eased the pain, but the habit helped me focus.
She gave me a knowing look. "I have no doubt, my dear. No doubt at all. Now, tell me, is Cristian treating you well? He isn't hazing my new employee, is he?"
I choked back a laugh. I wiped the wetness from my eyes by adjusting my glasses. Cristian was my coworker. He was a few years older than me, funny, and always looked right at me when we talked. He treated me like an equal. It felt incredible.
"He's been great," I said, a genuine warmth in my voice. "He even helped me figure out night classes for the summer. Since I don't have a car yet, we worked out the logistics."
Mrs. Elkins patted my hand. The bell above the door jingled again. I stiffened, recognizing a familiar scent.
"That's great, dear. Excuse me." She pulled her hand back. "I'll take care of her. You finish with the books."
As Mrs. Elkins walked toward the customer, I kept them in view. I shelved books on autopilot. The female shifter just wanted coffee. She never glanced my way.
My tense shoulders finally relaxed. Of course. No one could have found me this fast. I covered my tracks well.
I shook my head, fighting off the paranoia. The customer left, and a sense of safety settled over me again. Cedarwood was safe.
I turned the key in the lock. The click marked the start of another day at The Novel Grind. Mrs. Elkins was already in one of the plush armchairs, reading a book. She was happy to let me handle the morning chores.
"Keep the door open, dear." She flipped a page and squinted through her bifocals. "An open door brings traffic. And it's such a nice morning."
The heavy wooden door fought me. It took all my strength to drag it open. I wondered how Mrs. Elkins had managed alone all these years. I finally found the right angle and jammed the doorstop in. Sweat beaded on my armpits.
I took a moment to breathe. The pine-fresh air felt cold in my lungs. The sun warmed my face. A soft whine caught my attention. I looked down.
A silver husky sat just outside the door. Its tail thumped gently against the sidewalk. Its eyes were a pale blue, almost white. They seemed to stare right through me. It was like they could see every secret I'd ever kept.
I laughed at the thought. It's just a dog, Alanza.
Still, I couldn't ignore the odd feeling. The husky's ice-blue eyes looked uncannily like mine. A little creepy. They definitely looked better on the dog.
"Does he have a collar?" Mrs. Elkins popped up from behind me. The silver-furred pup wagged its tail at the sight of her.
I stroked the husky's soft fur. A strange pull connected me to the animal. Its eyes seemed to bore into me, making my skin prickle. There was something more to this dog. I shook the feeling off. "No collar," I told Mrs. Elkins.
"Well, we can't have him wandering the streets," she said. She reached for the phone on the counter. "I'll call animal control. They can pick him up before someone hits him."
I hesitated, my fingers lingering on the silky fur. A part of me didn't want the dog to leave. I knew I couldn't keep him, though. I sighed. I scrubbed his fur a few more times with rough affection. "Sorry, buddy. I have to get back to work."
Mrs. Elkins was already dialing. "Did you see his eyes, though? He's a handsome boy. Looks like someone's been missing him, I bet."
I turned to wipe down the espresso machine. I was tired of thinking about that dog. I heard Mrs. Elkins speaking on the phone, giving the address.
"Excuse me," a voice said sharply. The scent of rain and old leather hit me. I spun around. A man in a dark jacket stood right inside the open doorway. The husky stood beside him, still wagging its tail. "Is this your dog?"
Mrs. Elkins paused her call. "No, sir. He just showed up. I was just calling to report him."
The man's eyes were dark, a deep brown. They scanned the room quickly, then landed on me. His expression was serious, almost angry. He wasn't smiling.
"He's mine," the man said. He bent down and clipped a leather leash onto the husky's collar. The collar was the same dark brown as his jacket, impossible to see before. "And he's not supposed to be here."
I stepped back, gripping the cleaning rag tight. Something felt wrong. My chest burned.
The man stood up straight. He looked at me again, his gaze intense. "If you see him again," he said, his voice low and firm. "Don't touch him."
Alanza’s POV"That bastard was here."Sombra's voice was a low rumble in my head, rough like a snarl. The dog body she wore paced the small bedroom, hackles stiff, sniffing every corner. She was intimidating even as a husky."He won't harm you," she confirmed, her lip curling slightly. "I can smell his regret with every step he took."The fear I’d felt earlier rushed back, stronger now. The refreshed feeling I had before seeing the sign of him was gone. My legs turned to water, and I collapsed onto the floor."What am I going to do? I can't stay here," I whispered, pressing my hands to my temples. "If he found me, that means Dad can find me."Perhaps. Sombra stretched, letting out a large, theatrical yawn before fixing me with a direct stare. I would not worry yet, cub. You are not as defenseless as you once were. And you cannot run forever."But—"You cannot run forever, she repeated, the mental push behind the words sharp.The panic fluttering against my ribs stilled me. I couldn't
Alanza’s POV“Dig? What do you mean, dig?”I stared at Sombra, confusion knotting in my gut. She stood on the mossy ground of the clearing, her thick fur barely moving.Precisely what I said, she replied. Her tone was flat. Dig.I looked at the soft dirt and scattered leaves covering the forest floor. “With what? My hands?” The idea of sticking my fingers into that cold, damp soil made my skin crawl.Sombra let out a short, annoyed huff. Yes, with your hands. I would do it myself, but… She paused, looking down at the ground with clear distaste. I don’t like to get mud between my claws.I couldn't help a dry snort. “Are you sure you’re not just a husky, then? That’s a very husky-like attitude, princess.”Sombra’s jaws snapped shut on air, a sharp click echoing in the quiet woods. Enough stalling, she growled, the sound low in her chest. Dig.I sighed, dropping to my knees. The movement felt clumsy. Scooping aside handfuls of damp earth, I started the job. Sombra watched, her tail swish
Alanza’s POV“Are you... my wolf?”The words felt clumsy and ridiculous coming out of my mouth, like I was asking my Siberian husky if she could pay the rent. Yet, as the heat flushed my skin, my legs starting to tremble, I squeezed Sombra’s sturdy fur. She was the only solid thing in a world that had suddenly started to tilt. Her gaze, gleaming with an intelligence that went way past 'good dog,' held steady.A hysterical little laugh popped out. “My wolf is a husky. How does this even happen?” I wheezed.Sombra’s ears pressed flat against her skull. A low rumble came from her chest, a growl that wasn't loud but vibrated straight through my hand and into my bones. I am not a husky, her voice echoed in my head. The thought felt like a firm, unyielding shove.My laughter died. I just stared at her, trying to match the voice in my head with the creature in front of me. “But... you look exactly like one.”Appearances can be deceiving, my human. There was a hint of something like dry amuse
Alanza’s POV“Sombra, down,” I muttered.I tried to slide the strange, smooth crystal back into the nightstand drawer. Sombra darted. Her furry body wedged between me and the wood, a low, insistent rumble in her chest. I sighed, pulling my hand back. The crystal felt warm against my palm.“I’m just putting it away,” I told her.She didn’t move. Her pale blue eyes were fixed on the object in my fist. I knew that stare. It meant she wasn't backing off. I shoved the crystal deep into the pocket of my jeans. The sudden, unnatural weight settled in my gut.Sombra’s tail gave a quick, satisfied thump against the carpet. She trotted toward the kitchen, pausing every few steps to glance over her shoulder. She expected me to follow.The smell of sautéed onions and peppers hit me when I walked through the doorway. My stomach gave a loud, empty growl. I moved to grab a plate. Sombra cut across my path, forcing me to sidestep hard against the counter. I shot her a quick glare.“Seriously, what is
Alanza’s POV“Your brother’s looking for you. I think he believes me that I don’t know anything, but I’m not sure. I’m deleting everything off this phone just in case. I have a bad feeling about this.”I read the text from Lucia’s burner account and swallowed hard. My knuckles were white as I gripped the phone, the cheap plastic case digging into my palm.“Be careful,” I typed back, rushing the words. “It might be better if we don’t talk for a few weeks. I just heard two shifters talking earlier today; it looks like they’re finally searching.”I didn’t wait for a reply, but one came instantly.“I love you, Alanza. I’m worried. Have I been watching too many crime documentaries? Anyway, I’ll text you when it’s safer.”I shoved the phone deep into my pocket, the message a knot in my gut. My heart hammered a frantic, uneven rhythm against my ribs. They were searching. The shifters' hushed words from the lecture hall replayed in my head like a siren.Escape. I had to get out of the buildin
Alanza’s POV“Crystal Lake is a power-hungry bastard, that’s what he is.”The bell over the door chimed. I barely glanced up. The sound meant another customer, but my focus stayed on the pastry case. It needed to look perfect. Four months here at The Novel Grind had turned this small cafe into my routine, my safe place. The smell of old books and brewing coffee felt like home now.I set a blueberry scone next to a stack of lemon muffins. My hands worked steady and slow. This job, this quiet town, it was all I had. A real life, finally, without the noise from back home.Tonight, I was going to Facundo and Esme’s house for dinner. The thought made me smile. Good food, easy talk. It was a million miles from the tight, silent dinners I used to have. A quick jab of guilt hit me, but I pushed it away. The past was done. It couldn’t follow me here.“Here you go, dear.” Mrs. Elkins put a steaming coffee mug on the counter beside me. “Don’t forget that literature class this afternoon.”I took







