Rely On Myself

Noah was in a daze thinking about his life with disappointment. He couldn't hear anything. He was like a crazy man. His hair was messed up. His clothes were messed up. He was totally a mess. All the way, he was still holding his brother's dead body while crying so pitifully. Then suddenly someone grabbed him from his hair, shocking him.

"Ah!" He shouted in pain.

"Of course, you can. But don't kill him. I know how wild you are. So leave him to me after you are done, I want to kill him myself."

William said and pushed Noah toward Clark. He looked at the boy who was so weak and relied on him to stand. He raised the boy effortlessly and went upstairs into Noah's room.

Clark threw him to the bed. Then he started to remove his clothes. When he was done unclothing himself he moved to Noah and tried to take off his clothes. But Noah was still in his right mind. So he tried to run away from Clark since he understood what was gonna happen to him.

"Don't run. You can't escape. Just stay still."

Clark grabbed Noah from his leg and pulled back. But Noah still didn't stop struggling. So Clark was angry and slapped Noah's pretty face more than 5 times repeatedly. Noah's all strength was faded away by those strong slaps that came to his cheeks. He felt like his head was spinning. His eyes got blurred. He felt he was about to faint.

But the next moment his eyes which were closing and filled with tears, wide opened suddenly from unbearable pain. He clearly knew what that pain was.

"No! Please... Don't... I beg you... Please"

Noah kept begging. But instead of mercy he only got more slaps. He got weaker and weaker from these hard slaps. In the end, Noah didn't even have the strength to move. So he stayed still without any choice.

Clark, who was excited by looking at pitiful Noah, got more and more passionate. His thrusts went deep into Noah's body. Noah was so heartbroken when he was sold out like this to others. He was embarrassed, but also angry and shocked because he never expected William to do this to him.

Noah kept crying out. He only wanted to die peacefully, when he knew he was gonna die. But he didn't get a chance. Clark raped Noah so violently. Noah was so hopeless when he saw Clark's body in front of him. He wanted to die from shame.

"Haa... You should have been a whore. You are better than any other one I know"

Clark told him with a smirk.

Every word hit his heart. Even though they couldn't be true, he still felt pain. When Clark was satisfied he got off the bed and put on his clothes and then left even without looking back. Noah kinda felt relieved thinking it was done. His lower body was in pain. His legs were numb due to the long thrusts into his body. He stayed like a rock feeling relieved.

Noah knew he was also gonna die. His parents were dead. His sisters were dead. His brothers were dead. Only he was left alone. Thinking about being alone made him feel so heartbroken. When he was in a daze thinking about his damn life, someone came in.

That was not a one. But also more than 6 people. William was also with them. Noah didn't dare to look at him. He was scared of that beast.

"Seems like you enjoyed your time with Clark. I know he is so good at sex. You must have enjoyed it."

He told while looking at Noah's face which was a mess due to slaps and Clark's forced kisses.

"I will kill you for real. You are a beast. You really-" Noah choked on his own words. He was so sad. More than that he was angry. Whenever his family came to his mind his whole body heated up in anger.

"You still have the strength to talk. It's okay. You see, these people also love to have a taste of a rich young master like you. Why don't we let them?"

When William said that so casually, Noah started to tremble in fear. He has become a toy for them to satisfy themselves.

He wanted to run. But he was weak. All the people came to the bed and grabbed Noah. This time it was not that cruel. He didn't get any slaps. But the sex made him lose his mind.

It was more painful than before. One after another, they kept thrusting into him, licking his whole body, biting everywhere. Noah tried to get away. But that only made them more excited. Noah cried out of pain. They were excited again. When all of them were done with him only Noah was left in the bed.

That was a mess. Noah's face was still red. His lips were cracked. Some blood came off his lips. His neck had red finger marks which showed that they grabbed his neck.

His upper body was full of bite marks. His lower body was also not in a good condition. His legs were also full of bite marks. He couldn't even move. His whole body was numb. His mind was blank. His vision was getting blurred. But he could still hear what they were talking about.

"Hey! Do you want to kill him by sex?" Someone asked.

"Look at him. He is like die at any time" Another one said.

"I said continue. Until I tell you to stop, you can have him. Even if he died, it doesn't matter"

That was William. He ordered men to go again.

Noah didn't get what was with William.

'Why did he have to do this to me?'

He was still looking at the ceiling of the room blankly.

That's when they came to him again. They raped him again and again. He was so sick that he wanted to kill himself.

Every kiss that fell on his body, every bite mark they made, every thrust they did, every touch, all of them made Noah fall into the abyss. He wanted to kill all of them. But he was still that weak Noah.

Then William told them to stop.

If it continued at this rate Noah could die for real.

"How was it? You must be satisfied, little whore." He wanted to insult Noah. But Noah was all silent. He didn't even talk back.

"I will not let go of this"

Those were the only words he could collect.

Then William killed him without any mercy.

...

"Please, Give me another chance. I will kill all of them." Noah kept mumbling in his sleep.

Noah who was in sleep could still feel every pain. A tear fell on his pillow. He was not in that time now. But still, he was in pain. When he was crying, he opened his eyes. That's when he realized he dreamed of what happened before.

He got off the bed, wiping tears. He decided to reveal his badass side from now on. He didn't want to be that innocent and silent young master anymore. He got the power to decide for himself.

"As I said, I will not let this go... William, You just wait"