Fiancee. Luna to be. Slave.
I didn't know why her calling me a slave hurt me so much, maybe because of the hatred in her voice or probably because the idea of being free just makes me so comfortable that i almost forgot i hadn't been free up to a week.
Suddenly, it all made more sense to me now the distance in Xander’s eyes, the way he spat his rejection, the fury that seemed to tremble in his hands when he looked at me. He belonged to someone else. Or rather, he was promised.
No wonder he wanted nothing to do with me.
But still… why hadn’t he just rejected me?
One word, one dismissal, and the bond will be severed. I'd be free of this ache that clung to my chest every time my eyes found him. Instead, he let it ruminate, he let me dangle on a string I didn't ask for, caught between desire and disgust.
I told myself I would pretend it didn’t exist—that bond, that pull—but the wolf inside me snarled at the very thought. My wolf didn’t care about Amber Valtris or the cold rejection. He wanted. He craved.He still had the memory of every second of Feris's control, how Xander's scent had branded itself on my bones.
I pushed the memory to the back of my mind and walked the halls of the palace, trying to lose myself in the great stone maze. The palace was not like anything I had ever known, golden corridors, chandeliers that gleamed like captive suns, walls that bore the pictures of kings of old, staring down the halls in cold displeasure. And yet, under all the polished marble and glittering glass there was rot.
It seeped from the people.
Servants looked at me then looked away quickly as if my mere presence contaminated their vision. Noblemen whispered behind gloved hands and their laughter followed me like shadows. I heard words, wolf-slave, dirty mutt, curse to the crown, but I kept walking, jaw tight, pretend I couldn't hear.
“Look at him,” one young lord drawled as I passed. His voice was sharp enough to pierce. “The Alpha King brings a mongrel into the palace, dresses him in silks, and thinks he’s fit to walk among us. Pathetic.”
Their laughter was loud this time. Deliberate.
Heat flared in my cheeks. My wolf bristled, pacing inside me, demanding we bare teeth, remind them what kind of blood ran in our veins. But what good would it do? This was their world, not mine. A snarl would only prove them right—that I was an animal, unworthy of walls carved by kings.
“Eyes down, slave,” another sneered when I accidentally glanced his way.
Before I could answer, a low, steady voice cut through.
"Watch out for your tongue ," Korran said, moving out from behind me. His voice was calm, and unflinching, but his eyes were weighted with a sort of burden that made the young lord stumble.
"The one chosen by the king doesn't travel alone and to disrespect him, is to disrespect His Majesty's command." Korran said stiffly to them. A few nobles grumbled but their faces twisted and they backed up with mocking bows.
I release a breath I wasn't aware I was holding.“Why did you do that?” I asked Korran after they were gone.
"Because you still don't know the rules yet," he said, then he puts a hand on my shoulder, hard but not cruel."And in this palace, you have to learn the rules if you want to stay alive.
“Rules?” I frowned.
Korran's lips curled, but his eyes didn't lose their seriousness.
"Rule one," he said, pointing his index finger up "don't bite the bait, whatever it is. They want you angry. They want you to lose control, because then you're exactly what they say you are, a beast. Keep your head down, keep your dignity, and they'll choke on their own spite."
I thought of the laughter, the sneers, even Amber's smirk still burned in my mind. Dignity felt like a luxury.
“And rule two?” I asked.
"Beware, pick your allies wisely. Each and every person here smiles with their teeth pointed. Not all hands offered are to help."
As if to prove him right, a pair of court ladies glided by us, their silken gowns whispering against the floor. Their perfume hung in the air-sweet, cloying-and their eyes hung over me like dirt on the tiles. One of them laughed behind her fan.
"Can you smell that?" she said with a loud whisper I could hear.
“Wet dog. How charming.”
The other giggled.
“Fitting, isn’t it?.”
Korran’s hand tightened slightly on my shoulder, keeping me in place.
“Rule three,” he murmured low enough only I could hear, “pick your battles. You can’t silence them all, but the ones you do silence… make it count.”
My fists tightened beside me as i tried swallowing the growl rumbling at my throat. They were right, i have been a slave all my life, how do i fit into the nobble life in few days.
My skin felt too tight, my heart too heavy.
But then—
I saw a shadow move across the courtyard ahead and my eyes landed on him.
Xander.
He was standing across in another large space in the in the palace, speaking to three other men in expensive silk. He was standing with confidence, and like he couldn't care less. You could see his aura oozing out and dominating the whole place.
Just the sight of him drove me back to how i was kneeling in front of him and having cock in my mouth.
My chest clenched painfully as i pushed the thought aside.Even though he didn't look at me at all, I am sure he was aware of my presence because i could feel our invincible rope, pulling us together
I knew he had heard every whisper, every cruel word spat at me. And as if Korran could read my mind, he leaned close, and whispered in my ear,“Rule four. Don’t mistake silence for neglect. The Prince… watches more than you think.”
My heart stuttered, confusion knotting my chest. Was Korran lying to comfort me?
I tore my gaze from Xander and started walking faster so i could appear tough but deep down, my wolf was howling with rage, hunger, and shame.
The palace was a snake pit, and I was bleeding.
And every snake could smell it.
Xander's POVBy Morning, the storm had stopped, and it left the forest raw and dripping. My body, still aching from last night, but what is even worse than the body pain is the truth that burned into my skin raw. I had fucked himEdrian.Not as a master. Not as a captor. Not as the Alpha disciplining a stray, but as a man starved, undone by his own hunger.And I hated myself for it.I walked ahead of him as we rejoined the hunting party, every muscle stiff, every step deliberate. I didn’t look back. If I saw his eyes, I’d falter. If I caught his scent, wild, sharp, still stained with mine, I’d break again.How dare you turn your back on him? Feris prowled inside me, restless, snarling.“Will you shut the fuck up?” I growled back at him.Mate, Feris growled like the animal he is, voice thick with rage. Ours. You denied him once. You’ll not do it again.“I will deny him as many times as I can.” I shot back at him. “We cannot afford any weakness.”Weakness? Feris thundered inside me. It
Edrian’s POVThe announcement of the royal hunt came with the clash of bronze horns. Their echo rolled across the courtyard like thunder. The gathered warriors straightened in unison, eyes bright, spines stiff, as the herald unfurled the crimson scroll of decree.“The Royal Hunt will commence under the blessing of the Crown. By tradition, chosen warriors will enter the northern forest at dawn. The quarry—stag, boar, or whatever the fates send, will determine the worth of our pack.”The crowd murmured, eager, pride swelling in their throats. The royal hunt wasn’t just about game; it was about survival and proving loyalty. Men came back with kills, bloodied and triumphant, or they came back in shame. To be selected was an honor. Refusal was unheard of.I was opposite the courtyard, partly in the shade of the stone pillars. “Edrian.”My body froze, this was something only warriors did, i was no warrior, I had been whipped, mortified, beaten to pieces on more occasions than I could remem
Amber's POVThe candlelight reflected on the mirror and I saw myself in it. I examined the curved line of my painted lips, the dark kohl smudged to the point where it made my eyes sharper and hungrier. Men were always simple to master, lips, hips, a well-placed sigh but Prince Alexander Veyrion was a man built of steel and fire. He wasn’t supposed to bend. Not to me or to anyone else.Yet I’d seen it, the crack in his armor. The way his eyes followed that boy. That dirty mongrel who dared walk these halls like fate had not spat him up in the dirt. Edrian.My teeth clamped, my heart contracted. He was nothing. Less than nothing and yet Xander’s gaze lingered on him in ways that it never lingered on me.I dipped two fingers into the little jar on the vanity. Sticky crimson paste stuck to them, and smelled just a little of roses and copper. Witchcraft. The type that went through the women in my bloodline, wrapped beneath silk sleeves and glittering rings. The world required a woman t
Xander’s POVMy room walls had never been as small.I walked round in front of the fire, my hands rolled into fists, and the heat within me was more warm than the fire itself. My wolf, Feris, tore at my flesh impatiently, insistent, clamoring to get that single thing I had promised to deny him.Edrian.He could be found everywhere I went in this god-damned palace. His scent was still in the corridors, and it is maddening, spiced woodsmoke, salt, something raw and unskilled that could never be matched by the most exalted in the social circle. He followed me like a curse, into my lungs with every breath, till I was drunk on him.And now he had the audacity to stare at me the way he did at the banquet. Hurt. Accusing. Like I had betrayed him by letting Amber touch me.As if I owed him anything.The chamber door creaked open. I didn’t have to turn to know who it was. His presence hit me before the sound, his heartbeat, his scent, the way Feris surged toward him with a feral snarl of recog
Edrian's POVThe banquet hall was a jeweled cage.Golden chandeliers filled the air with light and polished marble floors, courtiers in silks and velvets swirled there like peacocks in disguise. The big tables creaked with the burden of roasted meats, sugared fruit, and jeweled goblets of wine. Music was coming out of one corner where minstrels played the lute, and under the music was a continual under pitch of whispering, hungry, cruel, and always watching.And there I was in the midst of it all, bearing a golden tray like the servant they would have had me be.The palace seamstress had dressed me in better clothes than I had ever possessed, dark tunic, trousers, boots polished to a shine and yet, no matter how finely the cut, the tray itself had a way of reminding me how it was, in their eyes, that I was indeed a slave only dressed up as a man.Every whisper followed me as I moved between nobles. “That’s him,” one woman murmured, hiding her smirk behind a jeweled fan. “The stray t
Edrian's POVThe chamber was too quiet.This was the first thing I noticed as I was waking up. Silence was as oppressive as any chain I had ever had on my hands, and nothing broke the silence but the crackling of the fire on the other side of the room. There was smoke and cedar burning in the air. I pulled back to avoid the shadows, lost, and then hissed quietly as the aching of my ribs brought me to my senses of where I was and what had happened.The training grounds.The blows.The taste of blood in my mouth.And then… Berry, my wolf. The memory of his roar still thundered in my bones. For years, I’d thought he was gone because he never talked to me or even take charge of my body. Yet, here in DarkMoonCrest, he started talking to me and when the world closed in, he had broken free—terrifying, magnificent, and unstoppable twice. For a moment, I had not been the beaten slave cowering before the whip. I had been something else. Something more.But the weight of shame returned quickly.